I'm here while you're waiting

"Let's break up." A handsome young boy said to the man, he lowered his head and didn't look at the man's expression.

"Why? Did I treat you badly?" The man asked calmly, without anger, sadness, or even any surprised expression, as if he knew it would be like this.

"No, you are nice to me, but those are not what I want. You want an ordinary life, but I don't." The little boy raised his head, "Sorry, you are too serious, people in this circle are just for fun .”

Jing Hao smiled self-deprecatingly, and it was like this again, a good guy card.It's just for fun, there are not a few people who are serious, but it's a pity that I haven't met anyone who is as serious as myself.Jing Hao opened his mouth to say something, but before he could speak, an elite-looking man walked over, but his eyes were still teasing but he didn't restrain himself at all. The little boy walked over and put his arms around the elite-looking man Arm, "He can give me what I want."

Jing Hao looked at it for a while, and said, "I wish you happiness." After speaking, he turned and left.

Single again.Jing Hao wanted to elicit a smile but found it so difficult.How many is this?Jing Hao thought about it, but he really couldn't tell. Is it so difficult to find someone to live with?Jing Hao suddenly felt that he really had no confidence.

That's right, Jing Hao is gay, and has always wanted to find someone to live a stable life, but he has not been able to do so.Although he had had many boyfriends, the only one he had really done with was the first one. He always cherished it, but it was a pity that he would be dumped every time.We dated the first one for two years, and we broke up with him when facing the pressure from the family, and the next few were almost no more than two months old.Jing Hao always wanted to make the relationship more certain and was taking the last step, but his boyfriend didn't understand, couldn't stand his seriousness, cheated, and then broke up.Some are as serious as him, but they say they don't feel his love or passion.Then a good person card was issued, and then, he was dumped.

Jing Hao stood outside for a long time, watching the little boy get into the expensive luxury car.Jing Hao shook his head, that man is not a good person, but since the other party believes that this man can give him what he wants, what can he say?Even if you tell the other party, you won't believe it, so why bother with that tongue.

Jing Hao suddenly laughed after thinking about it, and said that he was not the same, and he was really looking for a boyfriend casually.Look at the sky, it's gloomy, it's going to rain.Forget it, I didn’t bring an umbrella when I came out, and I didn’t wear a coat. I’d better go back to the house and read the “present world” articles.It's not very far from his home, so we can walk here and back.

After walking for nearly an hour, Jing Hao returned to his house, turned on the computer, logged into his account, looked at the article that hadn't been updated for a long time, and the half-finished cover, it seemed that he really didn't have the confidence to stick to his ideas anymore.

Jing Hao is an artist, and a god-level artist at that. He only does art for one author unconditionally. He does all the illustrations, covers, and columns that the author asks for.As long as the author is not satisfied, he will change it until the other party is satisfied.The author's pen name is "The World Is Stable", so he changed his nickname to "The Years Are Quiet".At the beginning, Jing Hao only knew that "An Anwen" was a man, and the articles he wrote made people feel very warm and stable.It is very helpful for him who has just finished his mission.It's good for soothing him and calming him down.

Jing Hao is optimistic by nature, but the more he experiences, the more he thinks.The more you see some things, the more negative emotions you will have.Many times, when he feels that he can't keep going, this person's articles can always give him the courage to persevere. Even though he knows that the story is just a fiction, it gives him a reason to put the fantasies of others into practice. When he is sad, let him be strong.It was only later that I found out that this person was also gay, and had a "husband" to spend the rest of his life with.When he saw the essays he wrote, he described every detail of their lives, and the lines between the lines were full of happiness.Therefore, even though Jing Hao has been hurt so many times, he still believes that he can find the person who belongs to him.

However, two years ago, when the other party wrote "I'll wait for you for another 7 years", Jing Hao knew that the "life" broke up with his "husband", and it was the one who was betrayed.From then until now, Jing Hao has never seen this person before writing an article.He doesn't have that person's contact information, and all communications are through editors.He asked the editor, and the editor said he couldn't get in touch.Jing Hao thought about using some means to obtain that person's information, but in the end he didn't do that. First, he didn't like his previous job, or even said he hated it. People are different.He feared that the information he had obtained would shatter his only good illusions.Now, at least he can still read that person's previous articles. After reading it for so long, he still likes it very much.

Jing Hao still clicked on that page every day, he thought, maybe one day it would be updated and thought about it.But for two years, the update he was looking forward to has never been.Jing Hao thought, now, maybe there is really no reason to persevere.

Jing Hao looked at the computer and wanted to go out to relax on a whim.He closed his eyes and thought for a while, he remembered that he had written "Stable World" and liked Xiangjiang River, so Jing Hao decided to go for a walk in Xiangjiang River.

The Xiangjiang River is not too far away from his home, and it is not close at all.Jing Hao looked at the time, it was already past 4 pm, it was impossible to go there on foot, if he took a taxi, it would be a problem to come back.After thinking about it, Jing Hao took the key and went to the underground garage. It's better to drive there, and it's easy to come back.

Halfway through the drive, the phone rang, and Jing Hao glanced, it was Xu Can.Plug in the earphones and it's connected.

"Jing Hao, it's me." A deep voice came out.

"Well, what's the matter?" Jing Hao said casually.

"I saw your little boyfriend today..."

"No, we broke up." Jing Hao said.

"Where are you, let's go have a drink." The deep voice was a little cautious.

"No, didn't you say that there's no need to meet?" Jing Hao turned the steering wheel, but he didn't see the other party answering after speaking.Jing Hao sighed and said, "I'm fine, don't worry, I will tell you in advance if something really happens."

"Jing Hao..."

"Hang up if it's okay." After Jing Hao finished speaking, he hung up after waiting for a while.He pulled out the earphones, threw them aside, stepped on the gas pedal, and accelerated violently.He just went to relax and had no other thoughts.