Take the buns to abuse the scum

Since that day, Yin Nan has become even more reticent. In the past, he would give Yin Nan a good look occasionally, but now he doesn't even look at Yin Nan, but he is unwilling to do other things. The most common thing is to sit in a daze by the window.

Slowly, Yin Nan couldn't even eat anymore. When he came here before, he insisted that he couldn't treat himself badly, and kept eating and drinking. In fact, that was Yin Nan's performance of trying to hide something. Now even if It's a lie, and Yin Nan doesn't want to lie to himself anymore, he really hates this place, and also hates being restricted in freedom.

The weather was getting colder and colder, and it was mid-winter. Looking at the thick snow in the yard, Yin Nan suddenly remembered the snowball fight with his little friends who built snowmen when he was in the orphanage. At that time, everyone’s faces were filled with contented smiles. They could still be in a good mood wearing worn-out clothes, but gradually, everyone was adopted. Yin Nan looked at his good friends Disappeared one by one, never seen again, inexplicably, do not want to get close to others.

Because if the relationship is not deep, parting will not be so sad.

Xuan Chan watched his body get thinner day by day, feeling annoyed with self-blame, but helplessly Yin Nan would not listen to him, so it was only natural that he saw Liu Xunyan again.

Every time Yin Nan sees this person, he really wants to laugh and tease him. Probably this kind of thinking is very low-level, but Yin Nan likes him very much. Showing a little color, Liu Xunyan sighed when he saw Yin Nan, insisted to invite Xuan Chan out, then sat beside Yin Nan and said, "If you want to leave, I can help you as well."

Yin Nan looked up at him, hugged his knees, looked out the window, said without expressing his opinion, "Thank you."

Liu Xunyan was a little surprised when he got such an ambiguous answer, and didn't ask any more questions. He followed the direction Yin Nan was looking at, and there was nothing there, just a vast expanse of whiteness, no pedestrians, only occasional strong winds. Blow the snow off the bare branches.

When eating at night, Yin Nan had no appetite for such a good meal.

In fact, he cared a lot about what Yuan Hongyi said about the use value, but what kind of use value is it? He has been thinking about this question for the past few days.

There is no doubt that Xuan Chan does not love himself, he always loves Yuan Yi, and he is just a poor substitute. It stands to reason that Xuan Chan and that mute are already married, if he really cares about himself If so, how could you marry someone else?

So here comes the question, what exactly does he want to do and what is his purpose for keeping himself by his side.

If Xuan Chan is targeting himself, then it’s fine. If Xuan Chan is targeting people around him, then Yin Nan probably won’t rest in peace even if he dies. Apart from the dean, he has a good relationship with himself It was nothing more than one or two, but each of them played an important role in Yin Nan's life. For some reason, he suddenly thought of An An's round cheeks. Of course, An An didn't have to worry about it at all. Dad is enough to protect him well, but it's been so long, and An An is going to go to kindergarten, so I don't know how he is doing now.

There is also the dean. In fact, the orphanage is what Yin Nan can't let go of the most. The dean is a good person. He takes good care of Yin Nan. Yin Nan really feels that there is nothing in return. He would really die of guilt.

A few days ago, Xuan Chan also asked someone to check his body, and gave him a few bottles of nutritional injections. It was still as uncomfortable after the injection, but he never saw Liu Xunyan again. Yin Nan felt very strange, but also Didn't ask much.

Xuan Chan began to coax him to eat every day with good words, and when he ate a little, his expression was so real, and the concern in his eyes didn't look fake, Yin Nan said: "I'm not hungry, I don’t want to eat, I can’t eat.”

"Yin Nan, eat a little more. If you keep doing this, your body won't be able to bear it." Xuan Chan tried his best to keep his tone gentle. There was a feeling of numbness, but helplessness didn't work for Yin Nan at all, no appetite means no appetite.

Xuan Chan was about to say something, but his cell phone rang suddenly. He glanced at Yin Nan, then got up and went out to answer the phone.

The distance was too far, and Yin Nan didn't hear what they were saying clearly, but was just in a daze, as if he heard the person on the phone call a jerk loudly.

Yin Nan was a little tired, but he didn't fall asleep. He closed his eyes. Xuan Chan didn't want to force him when he came back and saw him like this. He kissed his eyes and lay down on the other side of the bed, hugging him tightly. He said in a low voice, "Go to sleep."

I don't know if it's Yin Nan's illusion, but he always feels that Xuan Chan has changed.

He became more gentle and considerate to him, although Yin Nan didn't care what happened to him, every day when he was sleeping, Xuan Chan had to hug him, and he couldn't sleep well at night, as if he was still talking in his sleep. Yin Nan was woken up several times, and he was not in a good mood at all. Yin Nan felt disgusted when he slept next to him, but he just hugged himself, Yin Nan There is nothing he can do about it.

This day, Yin Nan got up in a daze, feeling his throat was very dry and hoarse. Yin Nan unconsciously glanced at Xuan Chan. He put one hand on Yin Nan's stomach, his eyebrows were slightly wrinkled, and he seemed to be asleep. Not stable, if Yin Nan was in the past, he would still ask what happened, but now he is too lazy to care, he took Xuan Chan's hand away, got out of bed, went to the kitchen, poured a glass of water, and drank it .

The cold boiled water moistened his throat, taking away the feeling of dryness just now. There was a window in the kitchen, and there was a light shining outside. On the face, downstairs there are many men in black clothes patrolling, holding super bright flashlights in their hands, and Yin Nan can't open his eyes just by glancing at Yin Nan's eyes.

Yin Nan slowed down for a while, and then planned to go back to the room. As he walked, he wondered whether he should go to another room. Once Xuan Chan got nervous, he would be pinched so hard that he couldn't breathe. Thinking about Yin Nan, he went to Went in the opposite direction.

Xuan Chan woke up after Yin Nan woke up for a while. He didn't touch Yin Nan's body in a daze. He opened his eyes and saw the empty bed around him, almost bouncing on the bed. His expression He looked around in a panic, but he didn't see Yin Nan's figure, and ran out of the room without enough time to eat his shoes.

Several possibilities have been conceived in his mind. Recently, he has been dreaming that Yin Nanping disappeared for no reason. In his dreams, he searched anxiously but could not find him. He was very depressed and called out for Yin Nan , but there was no echo at all. He was afraid that the dream would reappear in reality. At this moment, he saw Yin Nan who was walking in the opposite direction.

Xuan Chan saw Yin Nan, but was even more disturbed, he couldn't touch Yin Nan, his back looked so unreal, he had the urge to cry for a moment, he ran up desperately, hugged Yin Nan from the back Tightening Yin Nan, he buried his head between Yin Nan's neck, breathed in the smell of his body forcefully, and the strength in his hands became stronger and stronger. Yin Nan was startled at first, but then he came to his senses. Know who it is without thinking.Yin Nan tried hard to open his fingers. The ring on his hand felt cold, which made Yin Nan stop in a daze.

Xuan Chan didn't feel Yin Nan's feelings, he hugged Yin Nan tightly, biting Yin Nan's neck unconsciously, and asked: "It's so late, where do you want to go?? I'll tell you unless I allow Otherwise, not even a fly can fly out."

Yin Nan was bitten in pain, and wanted to get out of the way, but Xuan Chan got worse and bit harder, Yin Nan finally stretched out his hands to cover his head, and said with a sneer, "I'm just drinking a cup." It's just water, why, you don't let anyone drink your water anymore?"

Xuan Chan looked at Yin Nan's expression, stopped his movements, and said in a hoarse voice with a hint of grievance, "Then why did you go in this direction?"

Yin Nan didn't want to talk to him too much, he felt so tired, so he skipped Xuan Chan, walked back to the previous room, lay down on the bed, closed his eyes, let Xuan Chan come over, and hugged himself tightly again.

Xuan Chan watched his body get thinner day by day, feeling annoyed with self-blame, but helplessly Yin Nan would not listen to him, so it was only natural that he saw Liu Xunyan again.

Every time Yin Nan sees this person, he really wants to laugh and tease him. Probably this kind of thinking is very low-level, but Yin Nan likes him very much. Showing a little color, Liu Xunyan sighed when he saw Yin Nan, insisted to invite Xuan Chan out, then sat beside Yin Nan and said, "If you want to leave, I can help you as well."

Yin Nan looked up at him, hugged his knees, looked out the window, said without expressing his opinion, "Thank you."

Liu Xunyan was a little surprised when he got such an ambiguous answer, and didn't ask any more questions. He followed the direction Yin Nan was looking at, and there was nothing there, just a vast expanse of whiteness, no pedestrians, only occasional strong winds. Blow the snow off the bare branches.

When eating at night, Yin Nan had no appetite for such a good meal.

In fact, he cared a lot about what Yuan Hongyi said about the use value, but what kind of use value is it? He has been thinking about this question for the past few days.

There is no doubt that Xuan Chan does not love himself, he always loves Yuan Yi, and he is just a poor substitute. It stands to reason that Xuan Chan and that mute are already married, if he really cares about himself If so, how could you marry someone else?

So here comes the question, what exactly does he want to do and what is his purpose for keeping himself by his side.

If Xuan Chan is targeting himself, then it’s fine. If Xuan Chan is targeting people around him, then Yin Nan probably won’t rest in peace even if he dies. Apart from the dean, he has a good relationship with himself It was nothing more than one or two, but each of them played an important role in Yin Nan's life. For some reason, he suddenly thought of An An's round cheeks. Of course, An An didn't have to worry about it at all. Dad is enough to protect him well, but it's been so long, and An An is going to go to kindergarten, so I don't know how he is doing now.

There is also the dean. In fact, the orphanage is what Yin Nan can't let go of the most. The dean is a good person. He takes good care of Yin Nan. Yin Nan really feels that there is nothing in return. He would really die of guilt.

A few days ago, Xuan Chan also asked someone to check his body, and gave him a few bottles of nutritional injections. It was still as uncomfortable after the injection, but he never saw Liu Xunyan again. Yin Nan felt very strange, but also Didn't ask much.

Xuan Chan began to coax him to eat every day with good words, and when he ate a little, his expression was so real, and the concern in his eyes didn't look fake, Yin Nan said: "I'm not hungry, I don’t want to eat, I can’t eat.”

"Yin Nan, eat a little more. If you keep doing this, your body won't be able to bear it." Xuan Chan tried his best to keep his tone gentle. There was a feeling of numbness, but helplessness didn't work for Yin Nan at all, no appetite means no appetite.

Xuan Chan was about to say something, but his cell phone rang suddenly. He glanced at Yin Nan, then got up and went out to answer the phone.

The distance was too far, and Yin Nan didn't hear what they were saying clearly, but was just in a daze, as if he heard the person on the phone call a jerk loudly.

Yin Nan was a little tired, but he didn't fall asleep. He closed his eyes. Xuan Chan didn't want to force him when he came back and saw him like this. He kissed his eyes and lay down on the other side of the bed, hugging him tightly. He said in a low voice, "Go to sleep."