Take the buns to abuse the scum

When Xuan Chan woke up, he also heard the news that the operation he had performed was successful, and he only needed to rest for a few more days and stay in the hospital to see if there would be any rejection, and then he could live as before.

It's obviously a good thing, but Xuan Chan's distress is hard to add.

He sat up and looked at the dragonflies flying by outside the window. Today's weather is not very good. The dark clouds seem to be pressing on him, making him almost out of breath. All the things that happened before seem to be undercurrents. Everything flooded into his mind, everything was like a dream, so unreal.

He grabbed the quilt on his body, and the drip was still inserted on the back of his hand. He watched the drip, and suddenly, the heavy rain outside poured down.

The sound was too sudden, and Xuan Chan was stunned for a moment. The heavy rain made it difficult to see the scenery outside the window. The ward was surrounded by a vast expanse of whiteness, only Xuan Chan was alone, and he felt empty around him. , I wish there was a poisonous snake devouring his heart, causing him pain and at the same time making him weak and letting his thoughts go empty.

The drip was about to finish, and a nurse came to remove the needle for him, but Xuan Chan didn't respond, and he didn't pick up the phone until she went out.

He was really uncomfortable, he couldn't explain clearly, the corners of his eyes were a little sore, he saw Yin Nan's name on the address book, he urgently needed someone to confide his heart, but he found tragically that he didn't have such a person, he His eyes fixed on Yin Nan's name, and he felt even more like a knife piercing his heart. He didn't know how to relieve the pain, and his eyes became sore when he looked at the sky for some reason. .

He suddenly had a crazy idea, is there really such a thing as soul reincarnation in this world?Is he going to die too, maybe he can meet Yin Nan?

At this time, Yin Nan's face appeared in his mind, and he also understood that although Yin Nan and Yuan Yi looked very similar, they were two completely different individuals. He approached Yin Nan with a playful mood at first, Refusing to admit her feelings for him, she persisted in thinking that she was in love with Yuan Yi.

He looked at the ceiling, his eye sockets were already wet, but he tried hard not to let it flow out, but he still couldn't beat his mood, and he couldn't hold back his tears.

He didn't know who he was crying for, for himself, for Yin Nan, and now he wanted to go back to the time when they first met with Yin Nan, when Yin Nan's smile was contagious, and his body was not as thin as it is now, He is strong, healthy and sunny. He destroyed Yin Nan with his own hands and forced him to return to his side. Even after doing such a thing, he forced him with the cheek to force him. Now...he really left him, forever and ever .

Yuan Yi recovered very well, but Xuan Chan couldn't afford to be ill. He had a high fever continuously. Even when he fell asleep, he would mumble some unclear words in his mouth, and sometimes he would shout Xuan Chan didn't know Yin Nan's name at all.

In the dream, Yin Nan was holding a lot of materials, walking like flying through the crowd, and greeted colleagues who were not so enthusiastic. He was working hard to infect everyone. When he met Xuan Chan for the first time, his The corners of his eyes were shining, but these lights were all extinguished by himself.

He would rather be in a dream all the time, even if he wakes up to nothingness, and more suffocation floods every cell in his body, he doesn't care, really doesn't care...