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ah? ! "There was no lack of complaints in Lan Rushi's tone, "What are you doing?Mi Yu told me that you looked very scary when you came back, I thought you... What did you say to Ji Tangde? "

Qin Ming grabbed Lan Rushi's arms and made him let go.

Lan Rushi knelt on the ground, looking at him with worry and confusion.

Qin Ming said, "Change the place, I have something to tell you."

The two of them got up from the ground, and Qin Ming poured him a glass of water.

Afterwards, Qin Ming spent nearly 15 minutes telling Lan Rushi everything he heard today.

Lan Rushi didn't say a word from the beginning to the end, his expression gradually changed from bewildered to shocked, and in the end it seemed like the sky was falling.

At first, Qin Ming thought that Lan Rushi might be very happy that he was a descendant of the Ji family, and would persuade him to go back and recognize his relatives. If so, Qin Ming might feel very disappointed.But Lan Rushi didn't do that, he didn't even say a word, he just kept pulling his hand.

Qin Ming had seen this appearance last time, it was Lan Rushi who was afraid, fearing that he would lose Qin Ming's appearance.

Qin Ming shook Lan Rushi's hand and said in a low voice, "I don't want to go back to Ji's house."

Lan Rushi raised his head, "Are you angry because they exposed the past like this? And they didn't even apologize to you and your mother?"

These were the most pleasant words Qin Ming heard today.

The Ji family wanted to write down the mistakes they made to Qin Wanqing in one stroke, as if nothing had happened. They even thought that only if Qin Ming recognized their relatives, they would use all means within their power to correct them. Help Qin Ming's career to a new height.But Qin Ming can do this kind of thing by himself, he doesn't need anyone to help him, not to mention that the Ji family still regards this matter as compensation for Qin Ming, which is not what Qin Ming needs at all.

They didn't even mention their guilt towards Qin Ming's mother. Even if they didn't elaborate, Qin Ming would have guessed how Ji Kai lied to his mother back then, and how Ji Tianxiang forced his mother to live alone.Although he was not very clear about many things, it was impossible for Qin Ming to forget the lonely and helpless life of his mother back then.

Even though Qin Ming was still in a very young age, eight years old and even many people don't think this is a sensible age, Qin Ming has already started to remember things. He remembers things very early, and even washes his own clothes , those hands can't even hold an empty washbasin, but he still has to drag to complete his task, otherwise his mother will work harder.

He remembered all of this, and it wasn't that the Ji family said they were willing to give him better work remuneration and a better future, so they could make up for it completely.They should even go to their mother's grave to apologize, but I remembered that his mother has no cemetery, her ashes are placed in a public cemetery, and the top row of the dead, the seventh row from the top, only her A black and white photo, a name, and birthday and death offerings.

The Ji family didn't mention Qin Wanqing much, which made Qin Ming very angry. He didn't want to go back to that kind of Ji family at all.

Whether it was their attitude, their attitude towards Qin Wanqing, or the fact that they only wanted to recognize Qin Ming, these were all things that made Qin Ming feel disgusted.

Lan Rushi patted Qin Ming's back to comfort him. He didn't expect things to happen to this extent, let alone know Qin Ming's life experience right now, like big waves coming towards them , beat them out of breath.

What to do now?

Lan Rushi didn't know, and Qin Ming's thoughts were also confused.

Especially when Qin Ming thought that if he rejected the Ji family, how would the Ji family deal with the people around him, Lan Rushi?And Star Company?

As soon as Qin Ming thought of the farther place, he felt that his brain was about to explode. He closed his eyes and looked quite painful, and his hands were clenched tightly into fists.

At this time, Lan Rushi can only hug him until his stomach is hungry...

Qin Ming heard Lan Rushi's gurgling sound from his stomach, and he immediately felt that this sound was extremely pleasant. When he saw Lan Rushi's face turned red, he looked away embarrassedly. Qin Ming turned around and hugged her. Rubbing his shoulder, "Let's go eat."

Lan Rushi nodded.

Eating a full meal can make people feel happier, and the stomach is no longer empty and there are no strange sounds, which makes Qin Ming feel free and strong to think about the Ji family.

He leaned on the sofa, watched the TV host talking about the news in vain, and said, "Anyway, I will never go back."

Lan Rushi asked him directly, "What if they show remorse? They feel that they did something wrong back then, and even returned your mother's innocence, and even her title." Lan Rushi felt that many issues must be resolved. The most serious day should be dealt with first, then once it is resolved, the rest will not be a problem.

Qin Ming flatly refused, "Impossible, no matter how good their attitude is, I can't go back. They have already caused this disaster back then, no matter whether they want to make up for it later, I will never go back to them."

Lan Rushi glanced at Qin Ming. In fact, being able to find his family was a great blessing for people like them who were born in an orphanage.This is almost the wish of everyone in the orphanage.Even if they were abandoned later, or like Qin Ming, they all hope to have their own family, find their own relatives, and even recognize their ancestors.

Qin Ming took Lan Rushi's hand, "I don't want a family like them. My family is you, and I will never leave you."

"I know..." Lan Rushi smiled secretly, "But, they are your relatives, you are related by blood..."

"So what, no matter who counts up to five hundred years old, maybe they all come from the same family, and now everyone doesn't know anyone." Qin Ming said as a matter of course, "And I don't need to rely on them, even if I'm not worried about them coming to deal with me."

Lan Rushi looked at Qin Ming, and it really belonged to his self-confidence, Qin Ming's style of self-confidence.

Qin Ming said, "The only thing I'm worried about is that they will use this matter to deal with you. If it hurts you, I will feel very sorry."

Lan Rushi nodded, and he also understood that he was not only talking about himself, but also the entire Xingtian company.If they opened their own studios and were responsible for their own profits and losses, at most they only need to be responsible to the employees who work for them, but now, they may still have to get a Xingtian company.

"But..." Lan Rushi said, "I'm more worried that they will threaten you with your mother."

Qin Ming also became excited all of a sudden, "Could it be that they have nothing to do with this matter?!"

Lan Rushi pressed Qin Ming's shoulder, "I'm sorry, sorry, I didn't mean that... But on the other hand, it's also possible that because of this relationship, they might not do anything bad to you, so don't go too far. Bad place to think."

After hearing Lan Rushi's words, Qin Ming thought that they both had leverage to restrain the opponent, so that the opponent would never be able to hurt the people around him.It's just that Qin Ming didn't like this kind of talk. He felt that his mother was not a bargaining chip that should be mentioned today, and he didn't want his mother to be called out as a shield to protect them after being peaceful for so many years.

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Qin Ming has been in a bad mood these two days. This is something that the entire Xingtian company knows. Fortunately, he has no job recently. Ji Sheng doesn't care how complicated and difficult his personal affairs are that make him so angry. But as long as Lan Rushi can still work for him, he doesn't care so much.

And Lan Rushi found that there are a lot of new faces in the company recently, some of them are newly signed trainees.

In fact, Xingtian Company has been training trainees for the past few years, but many trainees still have high-mindedness and low-handedness. Other companies took a little care to raise their prices, and followed those poaching agents one by one.

It's a pity for Xingtian Company. Right now, the trainees are still under tight control. If they want to leave the company, the company will not force them to keep them. At least the trainees who have left have not been seen by the company until today. on the big screen.And none of the trainees in the past two years have left, and they have a lot of intentions to prepare for their debut.

This made Lan Rushi faintly feel that Senery may really become an era, and Qin Ming's family affairs may become a hurdle in front of them, and it will also be a turning point in their lives.

However, what made Lan Rushi more worried was Qin Ming who was alone in the apartment.He was very worried that Qin Ming would think wildly, after all, this incident could completely change his future.

Lan Rushi on the other end was worried, and Qin Ming on the other end was indeed trying to organize his thoughts.

His current emotions are very complicated, including resentment, anxiety, disgust and resentment. He found that he was still a little happy, and finally knew who his father was, but there were more negative emotions than this, so it was only a moment Fleeting, and soon surrounded by bad emotions.

Qin Ming sat on the carpet, staring in the direction of the balcony in a daze. He was thinking about one thing, one thing he had forgotten, and he was trying to remember it.

Finally, after working hard for a long time, Qin Ming remembered.

Qin Wanqing left him a diary.

Qin Ming still remembered where he put his mother's belongings, no matter where he went, that little box was always by his side, even if he lived with Lan Rushi now, Lan Rushi didn't know He himself kept such a box.

From the bottom drawer of the closet, I took out a moon cake tin box. The pattern design on the lid showed its age, and the rounded corners on the four sides were a little worn, revealing its original appearance.

Qin Ming opened the box, and there were not many things inside. He came out with a diary, a neatly folded square scarf, a pen, and a lady's wallet of a rather old style.

There is a photo of a woman in the wallet, which is an artistic photo of her mother Qin Wanqing in front of her. In the photo, Qin Wanqing smiles very sweetly and has two dimples, which Qin Ming has not inherited. She has straight black hair and long hair. Slanted bangs, with a playful feel, but his mother is a strong woman in the workplace, and the square scarf in the box is wrapped around her neck, which fully sets off her own elegance.

Qin Ming hadn't seen a picture of his mother for a long time. When he first went to the orphanage, he would look it up and cry. Other orphans would find out and laugh at him.Gradually, Qin Ming never showed this photo again.

Don't worry about the wallet, Qin Ming took out the diary.Because it has been sealed in a dry environment, the book has not become fragile or destroyed, and the writing on it can be seen clearly.

In the past, Qin Ming was illiterate, and some sentences were too complicated, and the cursive script made it difficult for him to read, so he didn't really read them carefully.

Qin Ming rubbed his fingers over the beautiful font, and only then did he know that his mother really loved Ji Kai deeply.

Perhaps at that time, Qin Ming thought that this was not a perfect love, but for Qin Wanqing, the process of falling in love still made her feel blessed.

Qin Wanqing's family background is average, an ordinary working family with two older brothers.Parents are educated, and the two elder brothers are quite sensible. Naturally, she is also pampered like a little princess, so-called rich.But Qin Wanqing was not pampered into a very willful girl, but the only thing she ever did was to be with Ji Kai.

At that time, Ji Kai appeared by her side under the name of Qi Kai. To Qin Wanqing, her two older brothers were outstanding, and she had never seen an outstanding man around her, but someone like Ji Kai was very strange. rare.

Rich, generous, and loyal to friends, especially when Ji Kai was young, he was also a suave and suave talent.Moreover, at that time, Ji Kai had a falling out with his family because he privately arranged a marriage with Ma Ruoshu, so he was very ambitious and wanted to make a name for himself. He seemed to have a particularly charming personality, and his friends around a lot of.

Qin Wanqing had never seen such a boy, and many people just talked but didn't practice, but Ji Kai was indeed starting his own business at the time, and Qin Wanqing was particularly obsessed with him because of his seriousness when he devoted himself to work.

And Qin Wanqing's beautiful appearance and ability also have many suitors around her. After the two met, Ji Kai became one of the many suitors.Although Qin Wanqing had already started to have a good impression of Ji Kai at that time, her own reservedness also made her prepare to wait and see for a while.

Until Ji Kai made a small move.

During the Chinese New Year that year, a few friends Ji Kai and Qin Wanqing met together made an appointment to go to a particularly famous local tourist attraction to count down the countdown. Naturally, they also had their own goals, so everyone tacitly agreed.

After eating, we went to the scenic spots and activities together, and found that there were quite a lot of people along the way. Qin Wanqing and a few female companions were pushed aside by the crowd, but they were not lost. The group of boys themselves were quite high in altitude. Standing on the steps again, Qin Wanqing could see them from the crowd at once, but the crowd had already blocked them, so it was not easy to pass.

Behind the crowd, Qin Wanqing saw Ji Kai looking for them anxiously, like crazy, and took out her mobile phone to call Qin Wanqing, and Qin Wanqing was also holding her mobile phone, the moment Qin Wanqing made the call It was connected, but I heard Ji Kai's voice that was about to go crazy.

According to Qin Wanqing's instructions, Ji Kai and the boys found them through layers of crowds. Normally, it would be just a matter of crossing the road, but this time it was like crossing a raging river.

Ji Kai was the first to rush to Qin Wanqing and ask her if she was okay, and then realized that he seemed too nervous and said that he was actually afraid of losing them, and it was at night, so it would not be good for the girls The parents explained.But everyone looked at Ji Kai and Qin Wanqing with a look of "I understand", and then the two of them walked at the end of the line, and then they came together.

Qin Wanqing wrote in her diary, "He was like a warrior who overcame thorns and thorns, breaking through all obstacles and coming to my side. It was a diamond-shaped three-degree night, but he was sweating profusely, and the sweat was covered by street lights. It was brighter than the stars in the sky, but not brighter than the eyes he looked at me after he found me, so brighter than neon lights."

Qin Ming read from this diary his mother's deep love for Ji Kai, which was fully revealed between the lines.

Later, Qin Ming read that his mother resigned from her original company despite her family's objections, and came to a media company run by Ji Kai himself. Of course, because office romances are prohibited, even the boss is not allowed, so no one in the entire company knows about the two of them. together.

Of course, she had opened a room, Qin Wanqing also wrote this in her diary, and said that Ji Kai took good care of her and was very gentle every time.And Qin Wanqing herself was addicted to this kind of gentleness, unable to extricate herself.

However, Qin Wanqing's parents didn't like such a man who was in business. Everyone in the family said that Ji Kai seemed very exaggerated. Although he was very kind to Qin Wanqing, he might not be sincere.But Qin Wanqing was dazed at the time, always thinking that she had seen the right person, and she had a very unpleasant quarrel with her family.

After that, the situation of the company became bad. It seemed that there was a five-star resistance preventing their further development. All the companies that could have cooperated suddenly stopped cooperating. No one knew who the enemy they were going to face was. Ji Kai knew it, but he kept it secret.

Ji Kai didn't come to the company for a while, and even if he came later, his face was not good-looking, Qin Wanqing didn't ask too much, she believed that Ji Kai would definitely be able to overcome this difficulty with his ability.

It didn't take long for Ji Tianxiang to find Qin Wanqing, and then told Qin Wanqing that her son was married. This was a great blow to Qin Wanqing. She didn't know that she was pregnant at the time, so she broke up with Ji Kai immediately and decisively. Moving out of this city was not only to escape from Ji Kai, but also to think that she had no face to meet her family. They were right, but she became a mistress, which made Qin Wanqing feel ashamed.

Later, when she found out that she was pregnant, she once asked her family for help, but the family made her bear the consequences, and thought it was a very shameful thing for her to be pregnant without marriage and unwilling to abort the child. I don't want to have any contact with her.

Qin Wanqing also wrote very resentful in her diary. She said that she had seen the news about Ji Kai's marriage. At that time, she naturally didn't know that Qi Kai was Ji Kai. She also saw a very blurry photo. It's a circle that hates being far away, so she didn't look at it. Later, she found this photo and looked at it, and gradually felt that this person was really Qikai.

Ji Kai lied to her, and she didn't have the face to go home again, so she gave birth to Qin Ming alone, and she never remarried. She didn't meet a better man than Ji Kai, and she didn't want others to bear the burden for them. The two did something wrong.

Qin Wanqing chose this name for Qin Ming to remind herself that she must always remember this impulsive mistake and never repeat it again.

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Qin Ming knew that his mother's so-called mistake was not about himself, but about her being with Ji Kai.

The diary written by Qin Wanqing during her pregnancy was very gloomy, and all the negative emotions were worse than Qin Ming's now, which made it almost impossible for Qin Ming to continue reading, but when Qin Wanqing wrote about his own birth, it might be The relationship of maternal love gradually melted Qin Wanqing's heart. She gradually forgot all the hatred for Ji Kai's cheating on him, and focused all her attention on Qin Ming.

However, later, because of raising the child and the savings had been used up, the cost of raising the child was so high that it was almost beyond the means, and the family no longer contacted her, so Qin Wanqing had to go out to work to earn living expenses.

But the subsequent diary became more and more warm. The first time Qin Ming sat up, crawled for the first time, and spoke for the first time, each time was the most pleasant surprise for Qin Wanqing, and because Qin Ming was walking for the first time. Being taken care of by a kind aunt next door, Qin Wanqing didn't see it, and she cried for a long time because of it.

Seeing this, all the negative emotions just now disappeared, and even Qin Ming felt his heart soften.

Just like what Qin Wanqing wrote in her diary at the end, "There is always dawn after darkness, but every day belongs to me, and spending each day happily is much better than looking back and seeing the tears along the way."

Afterwards, Qin Wanqing wrote less in her diary. Apart from Qin Ming becoming more and more difficult to take care of, she also had more and more part-time jobs, which resulted in her having no time to write in her diary.But the diary stopped at four years before Qin Wanqing's death, Qin Ming was four years old, and it was his birthday.

The next few pages were blank, and there was nothing there. Qin Ming closed the diary, and suddenly felt a sense of relief after reading it.

Moods are of course different at different stages, and if there is hatred, there will be a day when it will be let go, but Qin Ming feels that he does not hate so much now.His previous indifference towards the Ji family turned into hatred towards them, just like what Qin Wanqing felt when she found out that Ji Kai had lied to her.

But because of having Qin Ming, she let go of her hatred and diverted her negative emotions. Qin Ming was thinking about what to do to divert his attention, but soon he laughed.

It is impossible to make progress if you get entangled in the past, and Qin Ming is well aware of this truth.Moreover, he was surrounded by hatred before, was dazzled, and was surrounded by negative energy. He felt that if this matter happened to the Ji family, nothing could be solved, and he didn't know what to do.

Qin Ming put the diary back and put the box back in its original place.

This time, he took the initiative to find Ji Tianxiang.

When Ji Tianxiang heard that he was looking for him, he was so happy that he couldn't speak. He sent a car to pick him up and asked the housekeeper to find a cook to cook a big meal. He was happy that Qin Ming finally figured it out, and he finally had more Ji Tianxiang was so happy that he had a grandson, and he was such an excellent grandson. He felt that he could throw away his wheelchair and run as fast as he could.

But Qin Ming said, "I'll just come and talk to you and then leave."

Ji Tianxiang didn't understand at first, he was only immersed in the joy of Qin Ming's initiative to contact him.

When Qin Ming came to the manor, Ji Tianxiang was already waiting for him in the front hall.

"That's great, Qin Ming, I'm finally looking forward to you." Ji Tianxiang controlled the wheelchair and got up, his face was full of joy, the creases on his face were squeezed together, "Come in, come in!"

"No need." Qin Ming maintained his paralyzed expression, and he waved his hand slightly, "I'll leave after I finish speaking."

Ji Tianxiang was stunned for a moment, but he still stretched out his hand to pull him, and said with a smile: "Where is anyone standing outside talking, you have to consider the feelings of an old man like me."

Qin Ming waved his hand again, "Don't waste this time, let me finish my sentence."

Seeing Qin Ming's determination, Ji Tianxiang controlled the wheelchair and took two steps back. The smile on his face just now disappeared, and he signaled for him to speak.

Qin Ming said, "I won't come to your Ji's house."

You, the Ji family, obviously meant that there was a complete distance between them.

Ji Tianxiang's face darkened, "I can't think of a reason why you refuse to come back."

"Too much." Qin Ming really didn't want to explain more about this, he frowned, "I also can't think of a reason to come back."

Ji Tianxiang's tone softened, "I'm your grandfather."

"It's just the blood on your body." Qin Ming shook his head, "We don't have feelings, and we don't want to develop into a relationship of mutual benefit. To me, you used to be a highly respected senior, and you still are now. Yes, I hope you don't break the only image of you in my heart."

Hearing what Qin Ming said, it meant that he still had a good side in his heart, Ji Tianxiang nodded, "Okay, I know this matter...I handled it too hastily, and I didn't think too much about your feelings."

Ji Tianxiang raised his hand, and asked the housekeeper who was still watching them talk to step back first.He continued, "Emotions need to be cultivated slowly, and I am willing to cultivate this kind of grandchildren relationship with you. Can you give me this opportunity?"

Qin Ming frowned, "I'm afraid not, Mr. Ji, between you and me, I'm afraid there is only the relationship between the seniors in the industry and the juniors."

"You don't even want to leave me even a little family affection?" Ji Tianxiang coughed after finishing speaking, he covered his mouth with some effort, and soon calmed down again, "You are my grandson, and as your grandfather, of course I I hope you can come home!"

Qin Ming smiled and shook his head, "There is only this ridiculous blood relationship between us. Mr. Ji, you also have a grandson, why don't you want to put more grandchildren's feelings on Ji Tangde? What's more, I originally There is no need to be in love with your grandparents, this thing does not need you to reward me."

As soon as the words fell, a stern female voice sounded from behind, "It's really unreasonable!"

Ma Ruoshu came up from Qin Ming's side, "This is Ji's house, how could you talk to my father-in-law like this!" After finishing speaking, Ma Ruoshu walked to Ji Tianxiang's side, "Dad, let's go home."

Ji Tianxiang glared at Ma Ruoshu, and slapped off her hand that was about to help her up. He was also very angry with Qin Ming, and said, "I am your grandfather, it's not whether I reward you or not! You can't deny that! "

Before Qin Ming could speak, Ji Kai and Ji Tangde also walked over.

They were still puzzled about why Ji Tianxiang called them back in such a hurry, but now that they saw Qin Ming standing here, they understood a little bit.I thought there might be one more person in my family, but seeing the expressions of Ji Tianxiang and Qin Ming, it should be completely impossible.

"This is nothing more than your unilateral opinion." Qin Ming shrugged his shoulders indifferently, "I just want to make it clear to you all that I will not become a member of your Ji family, and I hope that You'd better not use some means to force me to do this, even if you want to threaten the people around me, it will only make me look down on you even more."

"You!" Ji Tangde was stopped by his mother.

Ji Tianxiang clenched his hands into fists, "In your eyes, is this what we are?"

"Who knows." Qin Ming shook his head indifferently, "Besides, you haven't shown any apologies to my mother until now. For you, the only thing you can be grateful for is that my mother gave birth to me. Then how can I be grateful to you Dade, thank you for taking me in and making me a member of the Ji family?"

Ji Tangde was speechless. Is this the taciturn Qin Ming he knew?

Ji Tianxiang nodded, "Okay, okay, if you want us to give you the title of mother, then it's not..."

"Dad!" Ma Ruoshu is in a hurry, give Qin Wanqing a title?Then what is she?

"No need." Qin Ming said, "My mother doesn't want anything from your Ji family at all, neither your title nor your confession. Similarly, I don't need it, and you won't give me anything I don't need. , even if it is given, it doesn’t make any sense.”

Ji Tianxiang asked directly, "Then what will you do to become a member of the Ji family?"

"The same, I also want to ask you." Qin Ming looked into Ji Tianxiang's eyes, "Then how can you give up this thought?"

This was an unsolvable deadlock, the thing that Ji Tianxiang didn't want to give up the most was what Qin Ming most wanted him to give up.

Ji Tianxiang snorted twice and fell silent.

Qin Ming looked at the family and said, "That's the end of my words. If you feel uncomfortable, you can come to me. I don't want to owe others anything, and don't let me continue to look down on you."

Ji Kai who didn't say a word came over suddenly, he looked at Qin Ming, "How do you know that Qin Wanqing must not give her a title?"

As soon as these words came out, Ma Ruoshu's expression behind him froze completely. She didn't expect her husband to say such words.

"She doesn't want it." Qin Ming said with a dull face, "My mother lives very clearly. I read her diary. She hated you for lying to her, but she didn't hate you later."

"She hates me, which means she loves me." Ji Kai said proudly.

Qin Ming sneered, "Yes, it means that my mother has a clear distinction between love and hate, but don't get me wrong, there is no connection between her loving you and hating you. You loved my mother too, but at the same time you lied to me Without her, you are the most hateful one."

Ji Kai laughed, "It means that she has me in her heart, and her emotions are all because of me! She wants this title, you don't understand!"

"Then you are still wrong." Qin Ming looked at Ji Kai coldly, "Do you know why I am called this name?"

"Ah..." Ji Kai suddenly realized, "I want to remember me!"

"My mother wants to remember this mistake, this mistake of being with you, remember this mistake of never being deceived by others, and becoming a mistress foolishly." Qin Ming said, "It seems that you still don't understand."