vanilla affair

"I'm not..." Ji Sheng didn't know Chen Yun's attitude, but he didn't want to give up so early, but there was only half a year left! "I have an exam in June, where can I transfer now?"

"You still know that the college entrance examination is coming? Why didn't you carry it so clearly? Ah?!" The father felt that the kick was still not relieved, so he pulled out the belt and greeted Ji Sheng. It hit him so hard that he gasped in pain.

Ji Sheng was slapped twice, struggling and wanted to jump up to hide: "But it's already the end of the semester, how can any school want me..."

"I don't care, if you find you, transfer to me; if you can't find you, suspend my studies, and transfer after half a year!"

"dad……"

"Kneeling! Say it!" Father pointed at his nose, "Do you know what you did wrong?"

Ji Sheng glanced at his distraught father with a guilty conscience, and said in a low voice, "I shouldn't be with the teacher..."

"Together? Huh..." Father looked at him fiercely, raised his belt and gave him another heavy slap on his arm. The pain was so painful that Ji Sheng couldn't help but burst into tears while covering his arm, "Kneel down! What's going on?" Together, you are messing around!"

"we do not have--"

"No? You want to fall in love with me? Ji Sheng, stop joking, do you think your teacher will admit it?"

"I don't want to transfer because he also likes—"

"Shut up! You must turn around, otherwise what will you ask grandpa to do? Your shameless teacher can ruin his reputation, but you can't! You want everyone in the yard to know that your grandpa's precious grandson hooked up with you Are you a male teacher?! Are you going to piss your grandpa to death?!" The old man taught his whole life, but in the end he taught his grandson to have a teacher-student relationship or a homosexuality. The result can be imagined.

Speaking of grandpa, Ji Sheng immediately remembered how his grandpa was angry just now.That's right, grandpa loved him the most since he was a child. He can ignore everyone, but he can't let grandpa be talked about.From the very beginning, Ji Sheng knew that he was ashamed, but now that his father hit the nail on the head, the luck that he still had had collapsed.He no longer struggled, and propped his hands on the floor, biting his lip stubbornly to endure the whistling wind in his ears.

Ji Chengjun saw that his son no longer resisted, and just lowered his head and arched his back, the lines on his back trembled slightly through his clothes, and the veins in his hands were bulging due to the force.He was suddenly a little depressed. The son in front of him had grown up so much without knowing it, but it seemed like the first time he had seriously disciplined him, but it was such a terrible big deal.

Ji Chengjun seemed to have lost his strength, he no longer had the strength to swing the belt, and fell into the chair all of a sudden.

Ji Sheng became like this, who should be blamed?Blame Ji Sheng himself?Blame your own father?Or is Ji Chengjun himself to blame?

Before Ji Chengjun could reflect on it, his mother Xie Min broke in suddenly and shouted anxiously: "Dad passed out, send him to the hospital!"

Ji Chengjun and Ji Sheng stood up together nervously, Xie Juan ran to the old man's room before she had time to say more.Ji Sheng wanted to follow, but his father stopped him: "Kneel down, if something happens to Grandpa, think about it for yourself!" After finishing speaking, he slammed the door.

Ji Sheng broke out in a cold sweat, and really knelt down on the ground again in silence, staring at the clock on the table in a daze from time to time.The second hand moved extremely slowly, and the sound of gear steps echoed strangely in the silent room. Ji Sheng grabbed the phone behind his back, and desperately recited the names of gods and Buddhas in his heart, praying for blessings.He is willing to suffer more whippings, he is willing to let go, he is willing to obey his father's arrangement obediently, he is willing to admit his mistakes, he shouldn't like men, he shouldn't be with the teacher... just for the sake of grandpa's safety.

The cell phone behind him vibrated suddenly, Ji Sheng turned it over and saw that it was a message from his mother, and grandpa woke up.He let out a long breath, and his back, which was still stiff just now, relaxed a little bit, and without the support of faith to endure, the wound on his body began to hurt obviously and hotly again.

He looked at the phone and flipped through the address book without knowing it. Chen Yun's name was placed first because of the letter added in front.After thinking about it, he still couldn't help breaking Chen Yun's order at the last moment, and pressed his thumb on the number that had never been tried once by mistake.

Just take it as farewell... Ji Sheng comforted himself in his heart.

The call was connected quickly, and Ji Sheng nervously pressed the phone to his ear, blurting out "teacher" before finishing his language.After he finished shouting, before the follow-up words followed, he immediately fell into silence.

There was only a guttural sound on the other end of the phone, obviously stunned by his preemptive words. "... Who are you looking for? Did you make a wrong call?"

Although the processed voice may be somewhat distorted, this voice is not familiar at all. The other party's voice is clear and lively.Ji Sheng seemed to be struck head-on by a thunderbolt, and said in a daze, "Isn't it... Teacher Chen?"

"I'm a wage earner, so I'm not a teacher. You have dialed the wrong number, little classmate." The other party laughed and hung up the phone after speaking.

The call ended soon, and Ji Sheng stared at the number that had been on the phone for almost a semester, his face ashen.He suddenly remembered the last time he and Chen Yun met, and Chen Yun said to him - I'm sorry.Ji Sheng didn't understand at the time, but thought it was because of the disturbance.And at this moment, he finally understood that Chen Yun was not apologizing to him for his family affairs, but from the beginning of the relationship, Ji Sheng, no matter how much he said he liked him, could never be in front of his career.

So from beginning to end, he was given up.

Ji Chengjun used many relationships, and finally settled down on Ji Sheng's transfer.After the incident, Ji Sheng returned to school for the first and last time, which naturally met with confusion from many students.No one understood why Ji Sheng chose to transfer schools at such a critical moment. When they heard that they transferred to a lower high school, many people expressed their regrets.

"What's your dad thinking? Throwing you over there for no reason, you didn't do something bad, did you?"

"Ji Sheng, why did you ask for leave before? A woman came to our class a few days ago and asked who it was with your photo. Did you provoke those gangsters outside?..."

"I thought it was Chen Yun who was going to be transferred, but I didn't expect you to transfer..."

"Didn't you have a good relationship with the teacher before? It shouldn't be that you had a feud with him, right?..."

"I think Mr. Chen put gauze on when he came back that day. You won't fight with him, haha..."

Ji Sheng never answered, but the things he didn't want to hear kept ringing in his ears.He suddenly felt a little scared. No one in the family disclosed the matter of his transfer to his grandfather. His father did not know what method he used to calm the old man's emotions and exposed the matter.He prayed that the gossip would not reach Grandpa's ears. Grandpa was too old to withstand the stimulation of this crime.

He came back just to pack his things, when he was about to go downstairs carrying a box of books, he saw Chen Yun coming up from below.They both saw each other, stopped in their footsteps, did not speak, did not nod their heads, and even both of them were expressionless, just looking at each other across a flight of stairs.In the end it was Ji Sheng who moved first, he withdrew his gaze, and passed him calmly and calmly.Chen Yun finally couldn't hold back, and the moment he turned around, he called out his name: "Ji Sheng——"

Ji Sheng's figure only paused for a moment, and as if he didn't hear it, his thin back disappeared from Chen Yun's sight without hesitation.

That was the only remaining pride and dignity of a teenager. Chen Yun slumped his shoulders, but his heart was still filled with despair.The boy gave him love and trust, and he taught the boy a lesson, the boy will never forgive him.

Due to psychological pressure, Ji Sheng's grades began to decline after transferring schools.Especially during the period when grandpa was just discharged from the hospital, he was almost panic-stricken, and he would spend a long time thinking about any topic about himself, and then left the rest of the day for panic.During that period of time, he almost had auditory hallucinations, even though he had a good background, he couldn't bear to wear it down. In the end, he couldn't go to City B, and instead came to an ordinary high school in City G.

For Chen Yun, at first Ji Sheng was just sad and only knew how to hate; later, as he grew older, his vision no longer narrowed to a small desk and seven or eight subjects, and he gradually understood Chen Yun's original choice.He poured out his heart and soul because he was young; and Chen Yun was already in his early thirties, had a career and a family, and Ji Sheng was not the only one.The nature of Chen Yun's work determines that he cannot make this relationship public, or that Ji Sheng is not worth the risk.

In terms of reason and interests, Chen Yun did not make a mistake.

If you want to blame, you can only blame Ji Sheng for being too young. Without the capital, he followed Chen Yun into the bottomless quagmire, and deserved to drown half of his life.

Some mistakes, one time is enough to keep in mind for the rest of my life.As the saying goes, once bitten by a snake, you will be afraid of well ropes for ten years.He didn't want to give up on Gu Yuze, but he was afraid that he would be given up by Gu Yuze for the same reason; no matter how young Ji Sheng was, this was the only thing he couldn't afford to be hurt again.

The author has something to say: I really accidentally wrote the teacher as a scumbag, unexpectedly...