vanilla affair

Ji Sheng turned and left, but Chen Yun shouted at him from behind: "Ji Sheng, Ji Sheng—"

He thought that if their affairs were exposed, Chen Yun would need to be transferred to another school, or transferred back to the junior high school, at least he would not be able to continue working at the original location.If he knew he hadn't left, he definitely wouldn't have stayed at the school gate.

His hand was grabbed by Chen Yun, Ji Sheng had to stop, turned his head and whispered back to him: "Teacher, long time no see..."

It's just that he has changed from a boy to a young man, and his outline is less sharp than before, and softer.Chen Yun blinked for a moment, and said in a daze, "Long time no see..." He let go, "I heard that you went to City G..."

Speaking of the past, Ji Sheng felt a little funny. The culprit was standing in front of him now, but he couldn't sneer: "Yeah, I didn't pass the exam."

Chen Yun didn't know what to say for a while, but Ji Sheng's tone showed neither resentment nor sadness, as calm as if he was saying that the weather is fine today.

"Your son?" Seeing that he was speechless, Ji Sheng turned his head to look at the mother and child behind him.The child probably saw his father not coming back, and wanted to run over anxiously, so his mother had no choice but to pick him up. "You look so cute." Ji Sheng praised sincerely.

"Yes... I'm married again..." Chen Yun was a little embarrassed, "The former one, I got divorced not long after you transferred to another school."

"Oh." Ji Sheng just nodded, obviously not interested in when he got divorced.

Chen Yun asked, "What about you, are you alone now?"

Ji Sheng couldn't help thinking of Gu Yuze, and suddenly replied in a daze: "For the time being..." After finishing speaking, he lowered his head and smiled shallowly, as if he was laughing at himself.

Chen Yun felt that there was always a trace of bitterness in his smile, which made his heart tremble. "Ji Sheng, I'm sorry for you..."

"What's the use of saying this now?" Ji Sheng smiled brightly, making it even more painful to watch, "Anyway, I won't forgive you."

"I'm not asking for your forgiveness, I just want you to be nice to yourself...Ji Sheng, what happened back then was all my fault, you can't punish yourself for all the hatred you have for me..." Chen Yun knew his Temperament, the moment you see his smile, you can easily think of it. The boy he used to be has been besieged by the past.He couldn't help but want to comfort him and guide him, just like his teacher.After all, it was the boy he loved.

Ji Sheng was stunned by what he said, standing there in a daze, many people told him to let him go, but they couldn't tell him, let go and persistence, which sailboat will sail to the windless the sea area.

For this answer, he had to sail by himself.

"And you, you seem to be doing well now."

Chen Yun was speechless for a while, following Ji Sheng's gaze, he looked back at the mother and son standing across the road, the little boy happily waved his arms when he saw his father looking at him.

"fine……"

"At least it's better than the previous one," Ji Sheng said, referring to his wife. "Go over quickly, they should be waiting for you."

"Then when are you free, I'll treat you to another meal!" Chen Yun asked anxiously.

"No need, teacher." Ji Sheng took a step back, raised the corners of his mouth gently, and waved at him, "We don't have anything to talk about, I'm leaving first."

Ji Sheng didn't say goodbye, he won't see you again.Chen Yun stood where he was, looking at the familiar figure, walking towards the end of the road in the cool breeze of early summer.Chen Yun closed his eyes and opened them again, feeling lost.The son was still calling for his father, and his docile wife was still standing in front of the school gate, waiting patiently for him. Chen Yun adjusted the expression on his face, turned around and walked back,

After all, they have to say goodbye to the past, so that they can find a permanent destination after a new search.

Ji Shiyan ran to have dinner with her classmates, and Ji Sheng was the only one left at home.After eating and washing the dishes, he started to stare at the huge house in a daze again. In the end, he could only turn on the TV, spread it out on the bench and press the TV one by one.

In fact, he wasn't thinking about the grotesque programs. After watching for a long time, he just regarded the news broadcast as a series of spy wars.The anchor's authentic Mandarin came from the TV, but it fell into his ears and turned into the words of Grandpa and Chen Yun, like the bells of an ancient temple, knocking on his eardrums and in his mind one after another.In the end, Ji Sheng simply leaned back, closed his eyes and fell asleep, listening to the sound of the TV crackling and exploding chaotically in his ears.

These years of not daring to fall in love, and rejecting Gu Yuze are all just self-punishment.This is what Chen Yun meant.Ji Sheng couldn't help being a little angry at the beginning, after all, Chen Yun was the source of the disaster, and he said that Ji Sheng transferred all his hatred to himself, which is really flattering himself.

But after thinking about it, he was actually right.With the end of their relationship, Chen Yun reorganized the family, but he was like a frightened bird, afraid to go home, and trembling about the new relationship.Chen Yun gave up on him, even if they meet again, Chen Yun will suddenly realize, remember and repent, but will not be bound by his appearance.Then why is he still obsessed with those painful frames because of the other party's fault?

Ji Sheng rubbed his tired temples, he wanted to go back to G City.

After an unknown amount of time, Ji Sheng was gently patted awake, and the enlarged version of Ji Shiyan's entire face instantly appeared in front of her eyes.He rubbed his sleepy eyes and yawned: "What time is it?"

"It's eleven o'clock, grandma told you to take a shower and go to bed." Ji Shiyan wiped her hair, "The TV was not turned off, and you fell asleep just like that. Brother, you are amazing."

Ji Sheng smiled mischievously, stood up and went into the room.Ji Shiyan followed behind his buttocks, chattering: "I wanted to borrow your mobile phone to use it, but your battery ran out."

"Then did you charge it for me?" Ji Sheng asked back.

"No, I didn't find your charger."

"I see," Ji Sheng pushed the follower's younger sister out, "Go to bed quickly, you have class tomorrow."

Ji Shiyan pursed her lips, and slowly moved back to her room, only then did Ji Sheng dig out the charger from his backpack and connect it.There was really no electricity at all.Ji Sheng threw the phone that couldn't be turned on on the bed, and went to take a shower first.

When I came back after washing, the phone screen was still on, and it had turned on automatically.The text messages that hadn't been received just now came in one after another, causing the phone to fall off the bed.With sharp eyes and quick hands, Ji Sheng grabbed the phone, and he found Gu Yuze's text messages from the pile of text messages at a glance.

Gu Yuze: "Let's talk."

Ji Sheng suddenly thanked Gu Yuze for taking the initiative to send him a message, otherwise he probably didn't have the courage, and after voluntarily rejecting Gu Yuze, he ran to the other party to ask for forgiveness.

It's just that it's late now, Ji Sheng thought, Gu Yuze probably fell asleep, after all, tomorrow is a working day, and he always has to help the students in class.Reply to him tomorrow.

Ji Sheng was dreaming all night, as if he was back in the classroom of the third year of high school, where the teacher was eloquent, but the Chinese test paper handed out had half a page of blank composition paper.He turned over, but the title was asking him to write a letter to Gu Yuze.In the dream, I was still wearing my high school uniform, but I took it for granted that Gu Yuze knew him.He bit the cap of the pen, racking his brains to write an apology to the other party, but he couldn't remember the ancient poems he had memorized.Ji Sheng was flustered and miserable. He probably won't be able to score 40 in the composition this time.The more anxious he was, the more he couldn't remember. He sneaked a few glances at the invigilator, and was about to lower his head to flip through his phone when he suddenly heard deafening footsteps behind him.

It's over, it's over, he hasn't finished writing the letter yet, Gu Yuze probably won't be able to read it!Ji Sheng was saving his mobile phone, and was awakened by the sound of his own heartbeat...

The moment he woke up, Ji Sheng felt his heart was about to jump out of his throat.He turned over, gasped for breath, touched the phone on the bedside table, and immediately sent a text message to Gu Yuze: "I'm not in G City right now, how about we meet when I come back?" He didn't want to say in the text message, some things are still It is better to speak clearly face to face than cold words.

After Ji Sheng breathed a sigh of relief, he got up, brushed his teeth and washed his face, took the breakfast cooked by his grandmother, and rushed to the hospital to take care of his grandfather.He checked his phone many times along the way, the chat history between him and Gu Yuze ended in the text message he sent, the other party was so quiet that Ji Sheng was a little flustered.

He has been distracted, sitting in front of the hospital bed with a sleepy look, biting the soy milk straw until it is quite wrinkled.

"Shengsheng... Ji Sheng!" Grandpa suddenly slapped him on the head, making him tremble. "Why are you in a daze, your phone is ringing."

Ji Sheng came back to his senses, grabbed the phone quickly, and the long-awaited name finally appeared on the homepage.He answered the phone and greeted cautiously: "Hello..."

"I don't want to wait until you come back to talk. I'm at your train station now, come and pick me up." Gu Yuze's hoarse voice was overbearing like never before, "Let's meet and talk."

"What did you say? Where are you?!"

"The train station in Yuncheng. Or you tell me, we can meet at an address." Gu Yuze said.

There was a whistle on the other end of the phone, mixed with noisy human voices, and he was really at the station.Ji Sheng was overwhelmed when he heard it, and he couldn't speak clearly, so he only knew how to respond quickly: "Okay, okay...no! Don't go out! You wait there, I'll come and pick you up!" After hanging up the phone, Ji Sheng said After realizing it, Mr. Ji was looking at him with interest.He was a little embarrassed, put away his phone and scratched his head: "My friend is at the station, Grandpa, I want to go away for a while."

"What kind of friend? Doesn't he have to go to work? How old is this?" Grandpa grabbed the newspaper and pretended not to be interested at all, blocking those peeping eyes.

"Uh...maybe on vacation."

"Then you go, don't play too late." Grandpa gave him a meaningful look.

Ji Sheng was even more embarrassed, turned around and called grandma, and asked the old man and the nurse in the same room, and then hurried out.

A lot of soliciting drivers gathered outside the train station, waiting at the exit and shouting.Ji Sheng ran all the way, lying panting outside the fence, staring closely at the crowds of heads pouring out of the corridor.Soon the tall and straight figure appeared from the corner, and he seemed to cast his eyes on himself with a tacit understanding.When Gu Yuze saw him, he took a firm step towards this direction.

Their eyes met, and Ji Sheng felt that the originally noisy voices in his ears suddenly moved away.He was too far away, and he couldn't see the emotion in Gu Yuze's eyes clearly. He could only feel the blood in his whole body, flowing back from the ends of his limbs, rushing up to the top of his head, and gathered between his eyes and noses, surging so violently. It seemed as if it was about to turn into tears and burst out of my eyes.

I put away your anchor, and pushed your boat into the far away river, but you are still willing to work hard, swim upstream, and find the small port I am waiting for before the answer is unknown.