hell make me fall in love

"I've never seen this kind of situation, so I wanted to ask this participant." Shen Anxing said, "But I didn't expect it to be you....I didn't mean to scare you, I really didn't recognize it .”

Shen Anxing seemed to feel a little guilty about the fact that Liu Xu was scared by him, and began to explain subconsciously while talking, and sighed again, as if complaining, and whispered as if he was wronged: " You never wore glasses before."

Liu Xu: "..."

Liu Xu did not wear glasses before.

When he was 20 years old, he was preparing for the law exam and locked himself in the library every day. Later, he read too long and his myopia was too serious, so he had to wear it.

"My eyes are bad." Liu Xu pouted and said, "I can't see clearly without glasses."

As he said so, he reached out to take off his glasses and pinned them to his chest.

Then, he asked Shen Anxing again: "Is this better?"

Shen Anxing: "... much better."

"Really." Liu Xu lowered his eyes, and said softly as if muttering, "That's good."

Shen Anxing heard what he said, but felt that something was wrong, so he blinked.

But he couldn't tell what was wrong.

Shen Anxing didn't have time to think about it, and soon, Liu Xu stretched out his hand, grabbed his hand, and rolled up his sleeve, revealing the half of his arm under the sleeve.

And his arms were covered with ice embedded in his flesh.

Shen Anxing shuddered.

Liu Xu grabbed his hand, stared at the ice for a moment, then frowned and asked him, "What happened?"

"..." Shen Anxing was silent for a moment, and then said, "It's nothing...just, after becoming a night watchman...it became like this."

"..."

Seeing the pain in Liu Xu's eyes, Shen Anxing hastily added: "It's okay, this doesn't hurt at all!...Don't worry."

Liu Xu looked up at him again.

Shen Anxing was inexplicably guilty of seeing him, so he shrank his neck and blinked innocently at him a few times.

Liu Xu was helpless, so he looked back again, lowered his eyes, then held his wrist, looked at the ice on his arm, and said, "Xingxing... Actually, you have said so much, but I still don't understand."

"Don't understand what?"

"why are you."

"..."

"I really don't understand." Liu Xu said, "I don't understand why you are the night watchman."

"Why are you in such a goddamn place, why must it be you."

When Liu Xu said this, his tone was too calm, making Shen Anxing wonder for a while whether he was asking a question or not.

Liu Xu didn't seem to need him to answer, so he continued talking on his own.

"Shen Anxing, I have visited you every year these years."

Shen Anxing suddenly felt that his heart, which had not moved for seven years, suddenly twitched, causing a sharp pain in his chest.

At the same time, the alarm bells suddenly sounded in his heart - he knew what Liu Xu was going to say.

As soon as Liu Xu called him by his full name, something must be wrong.

But even so, he had to answer Liu Xu.

Shen Anxing had no choice but to bite the bullet and nodded, and said, "I know, I can hear everything."

"...What about the paper money I burned for you?"

"I can't receive it." Shen Anxing said, "It's useless if I take it, and there are no shops here that I can spend money on."

"..."

Makes sense.

Liu Xu sighed softly, and continued: "You remember what I said, right?"

Shen Anxing fell silent.

After being silent for a long time, he lowered his head without saying a word, and then nodded silently.

"...You also remember what you said when you died, don't you?"

Shen Anxing didn't dare to nod his head now, he felt that Liu Xu's hand holding his wrist was trembling slightly.

He hardly dared to look Liu Xu in the eye.

Because it was the same as Liu Xu said, he remembered what he said when he died, and also remembered what Liu Xu said before his grave.

The two sides fell silent again, the air was as silent as death, and the time seemed to be stretched a lot, every second seemed like a year.

After a long time like this, Shen Anxing heard Liu Xu take a breath suddenly, and let go of the hand that was holding him.

It sounded like he was about to cry.

Shen Anxing didn't dare to raise his head anymore, he buried his head deeper.

"...Shen Anxing." Liu Xu's voice trembled again, as if he was about to cry, and he said slowly, "You... told me that after you died..."

Shen Anxing: "..."

Liu Xu wanted to say what he said again, but those words were only hanging in his throat, and he hesitated to speak.

Liu Xu couldn't say a single word, but Shen Anxing knew what he wanted to say.

That was seven years ago, when Liu Xu ran into the operating room to see him for the last time, before the end of his life, Shen Anxing said to him angrily.

Those were his last words.

Shen Anxing didn't even have the strength to hold Liu Xu's hand tightly.He just held Liu Xu with his trembling hands, comforted him not to cry with a hoarse voice, and said to him, Yang Hua, from now on, every night when you look up at the stars, if a star flickers, it means I'm coming to see you.

Shen Anxing said, you are afraid of ghosts, but don't be afraid of me.

That's what he said, and Liu Xu also believed it.

For the next seven years, every night, Liu Xu would stop and look up at the stars.

The stars are always twinkling, so Shen Anxing never left him, he just would be lazy in cloudy and rainy weather.

Liu Xu has always thought so.

He said that Shen Anxing must have become one of the thousands of stars, and he is the life that should shine.

But in fact he didn't.

Shen Anxing fell into hell and never became a star.

"...Why is it you?" Liu Xu asked him, choked with sobs, "What did you do wrong?...Why is it you? Why can't you reincarnate properly, and have to fall into hell..."

Liu Xu's voice trembled, he was so wronged.After saying this, he finally burst into sobs and cried again.

As soon as he cried, Shen Anxing raised his head in panic, and when he saw Liu Xu's eyes were red and started to choke, he got up quickly, put the condemnation letter in his hand back into his arms, and She took him over again, and then patted his back again, comforting him like a child to stop crying.

"Okay, okay..." Shen Anxing hugged him and coaxed him, and said, "Don't cry... Well, actually... The night watchman is not a sinner, and you need qualifications to become one... "

Liu Xu was still crying in his arms.Shen Anxing's arms were so cold, he was even more sad.

But when he turned his head and heard these words, he gasped again, raised his head in Shen Anxing's arms, and with red eyes, he asked Shen Anxing tremblingly with his crying voice: "Qualifications?... What qualifications?"

"...It is said that only those who have been killed by the crime of hell, or who have suffered a lot, and who have deep enough obsession or resentment can be admitted."

Shen Anxing reached out and snorted Liu Xu's head, and said: "Besides, the night watchmen are the masters of hell, so I'm not a sinner. I'm a hell ghost now, very scary and powerful. Don't feel wronged for me, I'm fine Yes, stop crying and be happy, okay?"

What he said was obviously useless, Liu Xu looked at him with aggrieved eyes.

After Shen Anxing finished speaking, Liu Xu still took a breath, looking pitiful again.

Shen Anxing: "..."

For a moment, Shen Anxing wondered whether it was he or Liu Xu who sat by the classroom window at night blowing the cold wind and didn't come home.

Shen Anxing sighed, patted Liu Xu's head again, and pressed him into his arms, remembering the crimes of Bingshan Hell again.

Shen Anxing knew what Liu Xu was like, and also knew how he had lived these years.

However, he still lied to Liu Xu.In fact, most of the time, he couldn't hear Liu Xu talking in front of his grave.Only on the anniversary of his death, Black and White Wuchang would allow him to listen to what Liu Xu would talk about in front of his grave.The time allowed is not long, only the time of a stick of incense.When that stick of incense was burned to ashes, Shen Anxing had to return to the Iceberg Hell.

Shen Anxing had been dead for seven years, and during those few seven sticks of incense time, Shen Anxing had only heard Liu Xu say it.He said that he went to college, found a job in the local area after graduation, became a lawyer, moved out of his home, lived in a place closer to the law firm where he worked, and raised an expensive puppet cat.Since then, he has been living with Shen Anxing, never found a partner, busy with work, and has been single.

Liu Xu has always been Liu Xu, it is impossible for him to commit the crime of Bingshan Hell.

And judging from the confession, Liu Xu is a newcomer in this hell.The strange thing is that his crime and name are not written on it, which is the most incredible.

So why on earth is he here?

The more Shen Anxing thought about it, the more he didn't understand why Liu Xu came in, so he simply asked, "Do you know why you came in?"

Liu Xu nestled in his arms, as if he didn't think he was cold at all, and wrapped his arms around his waist.After hearing Shen Anxing's words, Liu Xu was silent for a while before replying, "It's probably because of your mother."

"...?" Shen Anxing was stunned for a moment, doubting his own ears: "My mother??"

"Yeah." Liu Xu said, "After you died, your mother came to me to ask for your belongings... She asked for everything, but I didn't give it to you.... Does this count as being disrespectful to your parents?"

"..."

Shen Anxing twitched the corners of his mouth.

Liu Xu was right in not giving it.

His mother, Zuo Baiyu, had ignored him for more than ten years since she kicked him to his father, her attitude was extremely indifferent, and she was not seen at Shen Anxing's funeral.I don't know which muscle cramp it was, but after that, he still had the nerve to go to Liu Xu to ask for his belongings.

Shen Anxing remembered very clearly that during the two years when he and Shen Xun lived together, Shen Anxing was beaten to death several times, and once Shen Xun finally fell asleep, he touched the landline at night with his face covered in blood. , trembling all over, called Zuo Baiyu.

Afraid of waking Shen Xun up, he didn't dare to cry too loudly at that time, so he sobbed softly and told Zuo Baiyu on the other side of the phone that he was going to be beaten to death, and begged her to take him home with sobs.

Shen Anxing will never forget what Zuo Baiyu said at that time in his life.

Zuo Baiyu said to him indifferently, "Then you just die."

"Then you die."

These words were like a bucket of cold water that was so cold that it was close to freezing point, and it chilled Shen Anxing's thoughts about his mother.

He was seven years old that year.

Shen Anxing, who has become the night watchman of Bingshan Hell, pursed his lips, sighed again, and put this matter that he couldn't even think about it into the back of his mind, then lowered his head and said to Liu Xu: "No, it shouldn't be like this One thing. That's my mother, not your mother, even if it's really disrespectful, it shouldn't be blamed on you. "

"..." Liu Xu was also silent for a while, and then said tentatively, "Did my dad beat your dad?"

Shen Anxing: "... First of all, thank your dad for me, and second... what your dad did has nothing to do with you, nor is it this matter."

"...Then it's gone." Liu Xu said, "You know everything else, and that's all I have."

Shen Anxing did know.

Liu Xu really didn't do anything out of the ordinary, not a single thing.

Shen Anxing couldn't help feeling a little puzzled.

Then why did Liu Xu come in?