hell make me fall in love

Shen Anxing then went to look for Liu Xu.

Liu Xu was in the infirmary, sitting on the bed talking to his sister.He had bruises all over his arms, big and small, with a lot of bandages, a large piece of gauze on the elbow of his left arm, and three or four bandages on his right ankle.

Shen Anxing went in, and Liu Xu looked up.

Then, his eyes suddenly lit up.

Liu Xu raised his hand and called him: "Shen Anxing!"

Shen Anxing looked at him and smiled, and listened to the beating sound of his heart that rose up in that moment, and suddenly felt very tired for no reason.

He sighed softly.

After that, he carried Liu Xu out.

Liu Wan said that she called a car to come to the school gate, and Shen Anxing carried Liu Xu to the gate.

Liu Xu was clearly injured, but when he walked out on his back, he was happy, lying on Shen Anxing's ear all the way, chatting with him about some nonsense.

Shen Anxing frightened him to death during the fight, what happened to Sun Cheng in the end, and He Gaohan almost cried when he went to the infirmary...

Shen Anxing-Lu muffled listening, except for a few questions that needed his answer, he dealt with it in a muffled voice.

Then, he sent Liu Xu out of the school gate, put him in the car, turned around, took the bag that Liu Wan-Lu helped him carry, and thanked her lazily.

After Liu Wan returned the bag to him, she didn't hurry to get in the car, but raised her hand to pat him on the shoulder, and gave him a thumbs up.

Liu Wan said to him: "Come on, friend, I am optimistic about you."

Shen Anxing was at a loss again, he tilted his head, and said "ah?" again not quite understanding.

Liu Wan wasn't too surprised by his reaction, and smiled meaningfully at him again, with the words "I've already seen through the world of mortals" written all over her face.

Shen Anxing was even more at a loss, but Liu Wan and Lao Li saw it through and didn't say anything.She didn't talk further, she just raised her hand towards Shen Anxing, put down her voice and said "Take care!" in a majestic and confident voice, then turned her head and got into the car.

Shen Anxing: "...?"

When Liu Wan turned her head and walked to the car, Liu Xu had just put away her things.

At that time, he didn't hear what Liu Wan said at all. Liu Wan-go, he poked his head out of the car window, smiled ignorantly, and waved to Shen Anxing outside the car: "Bye brother Xing, I'll be back next Wednesday!"

After saying this, the car started up.

Shen Anxing watched the car in his sight - Qi Juechen, and blinked blankly.

At that time, several people around him could tell that Liu Xu liked him.

But Shen Anxing couldn't see it himself.

It's not just that he can't see it, Liu Xu said that before that night, he himself didn't realize it.

But going deeper, it wasn't just the two of them who didn't see it.

07:30 in the evening.

It was already dark outside, the road was brightly lit, and the night wind was whistling outside the window, blowing the clothes and hair of the passers-by on the road messy.

The punishment time for crossing the bridge has long passed, and the pain in Shen Anxing's body has disappeared completely.

He sat up, sitting on the edge of the bed in a very obedient posture.

Liu Xu turned on the lights in the room, and turned on the flashlight function of his mobile phone. He leaned in front of Shen Anxing's face, gently opened his eyelids, and illuminated the large piece of ice in his left eye socket, squinting his eyes carefully. study.

Shen Anxing raised his head and obediently let him see.

There is really a big piece of ice in his eye socket, and the ice is very thick, even if Liu Xu is so close to him, when he shines inside, he still can't see the shadow of his pupil.

It looks like this - eyeball has been frozen.

Liu Xu pursed his lips, afraid that the light would hurt Shen Anxing, so he moved the flashlight of the phone to another place, and asked, "Can you still feel the light?"

"I can't feel it." Shen Anxing replied obediently, raising his head, "I didn't even feel you were taking pictures."

Hearing what he said, Liu Xu's already frowning brows became even tighter.

This is not a good thing.If this is the case, it proves that Shen Anxing's left eye has really completely turned into ice.

Liu Xu pursed his lips, sighed softly, threw the phone on the bed, and reached out to touch Shen Anxing's colder face than before.

It was a temperature that was so cold to the touch.

Liu Xu touched his face and said: "It's okay, there is always a way, don't use it again in the future."

Shen Anxing looked at him without saying a word, but couldn't help lowering his head and drooping his eyes, the brilliance in his eyes dimmed a bit.

Liu Xu—seeing him like this, knew what was wrong with him, so he raised his hand, rubbed his head lightly, and said: "I'm fine, I won't die."

Shen Anxing muttered unhappily: "But you are afraid."

Liu Xu said, "I'm even more afraid that you will die again."

"..."

Liu Xu - talking, - leaned on him and hugged him.

The backlash of the iceberg has been effective, and Shen Anxing is really colder than before.

Liu Xu didn't think he was cool at all.He lowered his body, lay on Shen Anxing's shoulders, hugged him in silence for a moment, then raised his head, and whispered in his ear: "When I'm the only one at home, it's scarier than hell."

"The world is also a purgatory, Shen Anxing."

"Are you going to throw me in there again?"

Shen Anxing fell silent.

After a moment of silence, he asked again: "Then... what should I do?... I don't know how many levels are left in the future. I don't have the ability... It's very, very dangerous."

"who knows."

Liu Xu responded nonchalantly, raised his head again, looked at the night wind howling outside the window, and wrote lightly: "It will depend on the situation at that time, the worst is to die."

Shen Anxing: "..."

"I don't want to live alone anymore." Liu Xu said to him, "I've really had enough, Shen Anxing."

"I'm not strong enough to lose it and regain it and lose it again - and then I can live as if nothing happened."

While talking, Liu Xu sighed again, lowered his eyes, and said: "I don't want to care about anything anymore, I'm not as good as Chen Liye."

"You—you said it wrong at the beginning. I am not suitable for going through the [-]th floor of hell. People who are afraid of ghosts are not suitable for going through hell. It is because you think too highly of me...you always think of me too high. "

"I've never been a big deal."

"I don't have the talent or the talent to go—all through hell, and now that you've become like this, I have to prepare for the worst."

"So, I really don't want to care about anything... I see you like this, so I don't care about anything else."

"Wherever you go next, I will go. If you can survive, we will live together. If you will be backlashed, I will jump off the iceberg, and if your soul is scattered, I will also be crushed. It's as simple as that." , I don’t want to think about what’s going on in this broken hell, I can do whatever I want, and I’m going to be with you.”

Shen Anxing was startled when he heard this, and suddenly panicked, he quickly turned his head: "Don't drive..."

"I'm not kidding."

Liu Xu already knew what he was going to say, so after interrupting him, he hugged him tightly again, and then said in a deep voice, "I'm not in the mood to joke now."

Shen Anxing: "..."

After Liu Xu said this, he straightened up, let go of him, rubbed his head indiscriminately, and said, "I won't let you go to Huangquan Road this time."

After saying that, Liu Xu let go of his hand.After looking at Shen Anxing for a while, he smiled wryly at Shen Anxing again.

"Don't worry, I'm not afraid of death." He said, "I'm only afraid of your death."

Liu Xu - talking - turned around and said, "Wait a minute, go get something."

Shen Anxing: "..."

Liu Xu came back soon, and he brought back a roll of bandages.

"Close your eyes." Liu Xu said, "It will be very troublesome to be seen by other participants, and then they will say that your eyes are hurt."

Shen Anxing: "..."

It is true.

Shen Anxing nodded and agreed.

Liu Xu got the consent, stretched out the bandage, stretched out his hand again, and clumsily wrapped it around his head a few times. After wrapping it crookedly, he tied a bow on the back of his head.

"All right."

While tying the knot, he rubbed Shen Anxing's hair again, then smiled and said, "That's so cute."

Shen Anxing touched the bow tied by Liu Xu on the back of his head, and twitched the corners of his mouth.

He turned his head and looked at Liu Xu.

Liu Xu smiled brilliantly, but he didn't match the boy in Shen Anxing's memory.

Shen Anxing knew why.Because at this moment, Liu Xu's smile contained too many heavy things.

——Life and death, the past, pain, fear, what cannot be saved, what is lost and found, and what may be lost.

It's all in him, it's all in his eyes, it's all in his heart.

Shen Anxing thought about it, then turned his head and called him a name for the first time: "Liu Xu."

Liu Xu smiled, "Huh?"

"I love you."

"..."

Liu Xu was stunned by what he said, and the smile on the corner of his mouth also froze for a moment, and fell silent, unable to realize how he should answer.

As if afraid that he didn't hear clearly, Shen Anxing turned sideways again and said to him, "I love you."

Only then did Liu Xu come to his senses, he pursed his lips, and smiled helplessly: "I love you too."

Shen Anxing didn't know what was wrong, but after hearing this, he suddenly pursed his lips, turned around and pressed down.

He hugged Liu Xu and pushed him down on the bed.

Liu Xu was suddenly overwhelmed and hugged by him, and was caught off guard for a while: "!?"

The two fell onto the bed together, Shen Anxing hugged him tightly, and refused to let go at all.

Liu Xu turned her head, and just when she was about to ask him something, she heard Shen Anxing say again in a muffled voice, "I love you."

Liu Xu: "..."

Shen Anxing seemed to be having sex with him, and his tone became a little stubborn: "I love you."

Liu Xu wanted to laugh inexplicably: "Okay, I love you too."

Shen Anxing lowered his head and rubbed against him, as if he was still unwilling, and continued, "I love you."

Liu Xu was helpless: "I know, I love you too."

"I love you." Shen Anxing continued, "I love you."

Liu Xu didn't know whether to laugh or cry: "How many times do you want to say it?"

Shen Anxing didn't say anything this time.

He was silent again for a while, before opening his mouth sullenly: "I love you so much."

Liu Xu: "..."

Liu Xu was silent for a moment, then drooped her eyes in his arms.

"……yes."

He murmured softly, stretched out his hand again, and hugged Shen Anxing back.

"That would be great."

Liu Xu said.

As he spoke, he raised his head, raised his eyes, and looked at the lights on the ceiling.

He originally planned to take a shower later, then sit in the living room with Shen Anxing and watch TV, and come to bed when it was late.

But now, it seems to be better than what he planned.

So be it.

Liu Xu closed his eyes, thinking, it had been a long time since he fell asleep with Shen Anxing hugging him so tightly.

The last time this happened, they were still seniors in high school.

It was all seven years ago.Seven years ago, Shen Anxing was still warm.

But what Liu Xu feels now is the coldness that even a piece of heavy clothing can't block.

Liu Xu hugged this piece of ice cold, but she firmly felt that she would have a good dream tonight.

That's it for today.

Liu Xu - while thinking, - embraced Shen Anxing, and closed his eyes.

He said softly, "Good night, Star."