hell make me fall in love

"Master!!!"

The voice came so suddenly that Liu Xu couldn't react, he just felt a little swaying all over his body in a trance.

He opened his eyes, and the darkness in front of him gradually dissipated.

With sleepy eyes, he saw Aunt Wang running towards the door with a flustered expression, walking in small steps.But before she had time to run to the door, the words came over like a machine gun——

"How is it, young master, are you okay!? Which little bastard kicked you? Where did you get hurt? Did you have a good check-up? Did you go to the hospital!? How did you get hurt like this? You didn't get hurt. Bones!?"

Liu Xu: "..."

He froze for a moment before realizing what was going on.

It's sports day.

That day, Liu Wan went home with Liu Xu on her back. As soon as the two arrived at the door, Aunt Wang ran out from the back room to welcome him.

This is the scene.

Liu Xu just reacted, but in a blink of an eye, his mind became blank—hell once again pulled him to forget everything, go upstream, and return to his green years to have a big dream.

Aunt Wang's words were crackling, and Liu Xu wanted to answer, but he couldn't get in a word, so he could only smile dryly.

Liu Wan came up from behind and said, "Auntie, the teacher from the No. [-] Chinese Infirmary took him to the hospital in the afternoon, and he was checked. There is nothing serious. He is quite strong, but he needs to go home for a few days to recuperate." The little bastard was punished and suspended from school for two days, and his mother took the initiative to pay us hundreds of medical expenses."

Aunt Wang's anger subsided a little when she heard this, but seeing Liu Xu's injury like this, she still couldn't help but angrily said: "That's not enough, this is too bad, we should let him drop out of school, right? Master!"

Liu Xu laughed dryly twice.

Laughing all the time, he actually felt that Aunt Wang's words were not too much.

Pulling people back and kicking them out during long-distance running and sprinting is really not human's doing.

Aunt Wang was so angry that she murmured that Sun Cheng was a little bastard, walked over to help Liu Xu get the bag, and said, "Okay, okay, come in, I've cooked a table of dishes."

The two walked into the house.

Liu Xu was supported by Liu Wan into the house, and walked to the table.

Aunt Wang did indeed cook a large table of dishes, and the table was filled with an assortment of dishes, all delicacies from mountains and seas, Liu Xu couldn't help but feel ashamed.

Aunt Wang served Liu Xu a big bowl of rice, and said to him, "Eat more, you'll get better soon! Pinch more of that meat, it's all made for you!"

Liu Xu: "..."

He took the rice bowl and chopsticks silently, and thanked Aunt Wang listlessly.

Liu Wan went to the room and changed into a frigid home clothes in black and white.After Liu Xu started eating, she came out yawning.

Aunt Wang also served her a bowl of rice, and then served herself a bowl of rice - Liu Xu's family didn't have so many rules for her, she could live in his house and eat with them.

Seeing Liu Wan approaching, Aunt Wang said: "Miss, the rice is ready for you, if it's not enough to tell me, I'll serve it for you again."

"Okay."

Liu Wan sat on the seat, glanced at the big table of delicacies from mountains and seas, whistled, without saying anything, picked up a piece of lean meat and started cooking.

While chewing the meat, she turned her head, and suddenly turned to Liu Xu a topic: "By the way, when are you going to bring him home for dinner?"

Liu Xu had a piece of wide powder in his mouth, and after hearing this, he raised his head in a daze: "Huh?"

"Ah what." Liu Wan said, "I'll go back on the [-]th of next month, can I bring it back on May [-]st?"

Liu Xu was simply baffled: "Huh??? What are you talking about?????"

"...You said what I was talking about, I said that about you."

Liu Wan raised her chopsticks and pointed at him, and said, "If you like him, you can take him home for dinner. Parents are not free, so let me take a good look at it first."

Liu Xu: "...??"

Liu Xu was even more baffled, but Aunt Wang who had been eating food in silence on the other side covered her mouth and sprayed food when she heard this.

An astonishing gossip flashed in Aunt Wang's eyes instantly: "What!?! Master, you have a girl you like!? What kind of girl, what's her name, how's her grades, where do you live!?"

Liu Xu: "..."

Where do you live?

I want to know too! !

As soon as Liu Xu threw his chopsticks, he didn't notice his sudden panic, and subconsciously yelled at Liu Wan: "What nonsense are you talking about, where is there such a person!?"

This time it was Liu Wan's turn to be at a loss: "??? Ah?"

"What are you!?" Liu Xu shouted at her angrily, "Can I make a draft for joking in the future, I have lived under your nose for 17 years, when did you see that I had a girlfriend!? "

"……no."

Liu Xu's outburst was too sudden, Liu Wan couldn't help picking up her job, retreated tactically, and asked, "Don't you like him?"

"Who do I like!?! Who can I like!?!"

"...Shen Anxing."

Liu Xu: "..."

Liu Xu paused, and all the words were stuck in his throat in an instant, unable to go up or down.

He suddenly and surprisingly discovered that he couldn't deny it.

To the question "Do you like Shen Anxing?", he couldn't give a clear and clear negative answer.

And unexpectedly, the scales in his heart turned miraculously at this moment, tilting towards the answer of "yes".

……what happened?

He was suddenly at a loss.

Just when he was at a loss, Liu Wan asked him again: "Do you like his?"

Liu Xu was taken aback by the question, opened his mouth slightly, subconsciously wanting to answer.But when the words came to his lips, he suddenly didn't know which answer to say.

It seems unreasonable that he likes Shen Anxing.

But if you want him to say that he doesn't like Shen Anxing, he doesn't seem to be able to do it.

Liu Wan is his biological sister, she knew what Liu Xu was thinking when she saw him like this.

"I think you like him." She said, "Look, in the infirmary this afternoon, you were absent-minded when anyone talked to you, but you paid special attention to Shen Anxing. And later, your squad leader said Help me carry you to the school gate, if you don't do it, you have to wait for Shen Anxing to carry you."

Liu Xu: "..."

"That's not all. When you called him... I was speechless when I said this. I should have recorded it for you at that time. You can listen to it yourself in the future."

While speaking, Liu Wan moved back to the dining table, stretched out her arms to grab a piece of squid, and said, "In the 17 years you've lived, I've never seen you act like a baby, and you almost vomited. "

As soon as Liu Xu heard this, he couldn't help twitching the corners of his mouth.

"And if you really don't have one, then why are you in such a hurry now? I didn't say that you must like him." Liu Wan said, "Are you so ignorant about who you like?"

Liu Xu: "..."

Liu Xu pouted, but didn't say anything.

Liu Wan didn't say any more.

There was silence between the two, and then, Aunt Wang, who had been watching silently from the side, leaned forward in disbelief, and asked with a trembling voice, "That... If I remember correctly, Shen Anxing ...isn't he a boy?"

Liu Xu: "..."

Liu Xu was caught in the heart all of a sudden, the corner of his mouth twitched, and he bit his lip.

Liu Wan rested her chin, looked at Liu Xu, and answered Aunt Wang calmly: "Yes, it's a boy."

It's fine if she doesn't say that, but when she said that, Liu Xu felt that there was a storm in his heart.

The sea waves and the rainstorm slammed into his heart silently, and the strong city in his heart roared until it crumbled, as if it was about to collapse.

Then came Shen Anxing.

The Shen Anxing in his memory began to flash before his eyes frequently, every scene seemed to involve the blood vessels in his heart, making his whole heart beat accordingly.

His heartbeat became more and more frantic, and gradually became deafening.

Those turbulent waves and violent storms also hit him more and more crazily one after another, knocking him to the point of collapse.

He felt that he was an isolated island in the stormy waves. He couldn't find his way, and he didn't know how to move forward.

He didn't know what to do, but when he was lost, he realized clearly that he really liked Shen Anxing.

Liu Xu pursed his lips, slowly put the bowls and chopsticks in his hand on the table, and said in a low voice, "I won't eat."

As he spoke, he stood up and planned to leave.

Seeing him like this, Aunt Wang quickly stood up and said, "Wait, less—"

Before she finished speaking, Liu Xu gave a loud "grass grip" and then fell to the ground with a slap on the face.

Aunt Wang: "..."

Liu Xu: "..."

Liu Wan: "..."

The three of them were silent together for half a minute, before Liu Wan asked, "What are you doing?"

Liu Xu lay on the ground, turned his head to the side, and replied honestly and pitifully: "I forgot that I sprained my ankle."

Hearing this, Liu Wan couldn't help but rubbed her forehead, twitched the corners of her mouth, and sighed speechlessly.

Liu Xu's family is very big.

Next to the living room of their house is a large floor-to-ceiling window, through which the outside scenery can be seen clearly.

When the weather wasn't cool, Liu Xu opened the floor-to-ceiling windows, sat in front of the window, and looked up at the sky.

The night wind blew the hair on his forehead gently shaking.

He looked at the crescent moon in the sky expressionlessly, and after a while, he pursed his lips again, lowered his eyes, lowered his head listlessly, and turned on his phone to take a look.

It was already two o'clock in the morning, but he didn't feel sleepy at all.

He raised his head again and looked at the moon in the sky.

It was dark, and the whole city was quiet.

Liu Xu was also very quiet, he sat silently in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows and looked at the sky, gently pressing his sprained leg.

After staying like this for a while, there was a sound of footsteps behind him.

Liu Xu ignored him, but the footsteps got closer and closer, and finally came behind him.

And then, a voice sounded behind him: "What are you doing, you don't sleep here to watch the moon at night, children won't grow tall if they stay up late."

"Can't sleep."

Liu Xu replied casually without looking back.

He knew who was coming.Aunt Wang left work early, there are only two living people in this house, and it must be Liu Wan who came.

He knew it was Liu Wan, but he didn't want to look back, more precisely, he was too lazy to look back.

He is inexplicably tired now.No reason, just tired.

Liu Wan didn't ask him to turn around.She sighed, turned around and picked up a cushion, threw it beside Liu Xu, and sat down.

She had obviously slept through it, with disheveled hair and a sleepy face.

But just like that, she still chose to watch the moon with her brother in the middle of the night.

"What's the matter." She asked, "Is Shen An okay?"

This name seems to have magical powers, just hearing it from others, Liu Xu's heart would tremble uncontrollably.

He curled his lips, turned his head, subconsciously avoided the eyes of others, and nodded sullenly.

"What's wrong with Shen Anxing." Liu Wan asked again, "Do you think he didn't mean that?"

"..."

"You think he's inappropriate?"

"..."

"You think he has someone else he likes?"

Hearing that she was trying so hard to guess what was on her mind, Liu Xu felt a little sorry, and also felt that if she didn't give some answer, she would be too worthless, so she sighed lightly, and shook her head again.

"Neither of them."

Liu Wan didn't blame him either.She leaned forward, rested her hands on her knees and supported her chin, and asked again: "Then do you think he..."

"I don't think there's anything wrong with him."

Liu Xu finally opened his mouth, talking to her in a weak voice: "I... think this is wrong."

Liu Wan: "..."

After Liu Xu said this, he didn't say anything.

Liu Wan didn't say a word, she waited for him to continue.

After being silent for a while, Liu Xu finally called her: "Sister."

"Ok?"

"Have you ever liked someone?"

"..."

Liu Wan was silent for a moment, then said with a sincere and apologetic look: "There really isn't one."

After saying this, Liu Wan was afraid that Liu Xu would think that she had no experience in love and would have no qualifications to judge who he liked, so she quickly added: "But when I was in school, I was a senior expert in love, and both men and women like to have sex with me." I said that they are engaged in dating affairs, so even if I am a peony, I am also a beautiful and experienced peony!"

Liu Xu felt speechless and funny, so he smiled helplessly: "I know."

The smile was fleeting, and as soon as he finished speaking, he couldn't laugh again.

He pursed his lips and said, "but I don't know if I like him or not."

Liu Wan: "..."

"I really don't know." Liu Xu said, "From the beginning... I thought he was very pitiful."

"I just couldn't see it, and wanted to make him live better, so I stayed in the dormitory with him. It's really that simple."

"But then... I don't know when it started, I suddenly wanted to see him smile."

"I don't know if this counts as liking, but I just want to see him smile, and I want to see him smile at me."

"I didn't think about whether I like it or not. I just... want to see him smile and see him happy."

"...Does this count as liking?"

When he said this, he didn't look at Liu Wan, but looked up at the sky.

He is still confused, but he doesn't seem to want an answer that can break through this confusion, or, he already has the answer in his heart.

Just dare not face it.

Liu Wan could see it clearly, so she raised her head and said, "I don't need to tell you, you know it yourself."

"..."

Only then did Liu Xu lower his head and look at her.

"...I don't know." Liu Xu said, "I really feel sick right now."

Liu Wan: "How do you say it?"

"I like a boy, don't you think I'm sick?"

Liu Wan: "..."

"How can boys fall in love with boys?"

"How could Shen Anxing like me? He will definitely like girls... He should like it too. A person like him is worthy of the best girl in the world."

Liu Xu said: "He is so good-looking, tall, quiet and gentle, and he will help me with everything without saying a word. After he knew that I was afraid of ghosts last time, every time in class He will stop me talking about this kind of topic... He usually seldom speaks in front of others. If he is like this, he will definitely be very popular with girls."

"...If he knows that I like him, he will definitely feel disgusted by me."

"How can boys like boys?"

"How can I like him...I don't deserve it."

Liu Xu was feeling sad here, and Liu Wan said in a cold voice next to him: "Who made the rules."

Liu Xu looked up: "?"

"Who told you that boys can't like boys? When I go abroad, I see a couple every time I go out. How normal is it?" Liu Wan said, "Besides, what's wrong with you liking him? What disease? Who the hell said you are sick? Try it? My mother will be the first to beat him to death!"

Liu Xu: "..."

"I'm telling you, Liu Xu."

Liu Wan leaned forward, frowned tightly, and said to him: "This world is not so complicated, is it sick? Do you have to classify liking? Men like women are called liking, why can't you call Shen Anxing liking? Let me tell you, there is nothing worthy or not, if he likes you, he is worthy! Like is the best way to match!"

"If you like him, go after him, if you catch him, kiss him to death and bring him back for dinner, if you can't catch him, give up and spend the night drinking and getting drunk, and forget about this Shen at dawn, it's that simple !"

"Now that men and women are equal, girls can like him, Shen Anxing, why can't you?"

Liu Wan said to him: "Like is like liking, especially at your age, you can't like him aggrievedly! You are seventeen, you are presumptuous and unrestrained, you go to like him openly! What's wrong with boys! You just want to let him He, Shen Anxing, will be responsible to you, a big man, for the rest of his life!"

Liu Xu looked at her, dumbfounded.

And Liu Wan used the last sentence to put an end to his confused mood.

She looked at him seriously and said, "Go after him, Liu Xu!"

——Liu Wan's words made Liu Xu's blood boil in the middle of the night.

He was so excited that he went back to school early the next morning.

At 07:30 the next morning, Liu Xu stood at the door of the dormitory with a pair of huge dark circles under his eyes, feeling that he seemed a little too outrageous.

He didn't sleep all night, he thought about Shen Anxing all night, and was tortured by Shen Anxing all night.Even though Liu Xu sent him many messages after thinking about it late last night, he still couldn't control his restless heart.

His heart was so agitated that it was weird. He lay on the bed in the middle of the night and couldn't sleep. When he closed his eyes, it was full of Shen Anxing, and his heart was beating like he was going crazy.

Later, Liu Xu understood it very clearly.If he couldn't see Shen Anxing for a second, the agitation in his heart would definitely not stop for a second—Shen Anxing was almost tormenting him until he had a nervous breakdown.

Liu Xu wanted to see Shen Anxing, but he also had to see Shen Anxing.

He knew very well that only when he saw Shen Anxing could he feel at ease.

But when he stood at the door of his dormitory, the restlessness subsided strangely and turned into shyness.

So liking is really a magical thing, it can make a man on crutches stand at the door of his dormitory and dare not go in.

It can also make the elders on crutches feel that they are outrageous.

This is still on crutches!The leg is still lame!The second day after spraining my ankle was the worst!

What the hell is he doing! ? !

——So liking is really a great thing, and it can also make a big man bear the pain and travel across mountains and rivers to see a beauty.

Liu Xu hesitated at the door of the dormitory for more than ten minutes. After gathering courage for a long time, he finally sighed and pushed open the door of the dormitory.

The second day of the sports meeting was Saturday, and it was only 07:30 in the morning, and a normal person would be sleeping.

It's the same in Liu Xu's dormitory.

As soon as he opened the door, he saw that the curtains of the dormitory were drawn tightly, and the whole room was dark.

The sound of Liu Xu opening the door was very low, but the dilapidated dormitory building of their school had been in disrepair for a long time, so there was a slight squeak.

The voice is very soft, and anyone who changes it will only hum and turn over at most.

However, Shen Anxing lives in the shadow of being picked up by his father and beaten to death every day after he falls asleep at night. When he hears a movement at the door, he is terrified, and sits in shock in a dying illness. Get up, sit up from the upper bunk all at once: "!?!"

He got up so suddenly that Liu Xu was also startled: "Hold the grass!?!"

When Shen Anxing heard the voice, he shrugged his shoulders in fright before letting go.

He rubbed his eyes, squinted them again, frowned slightly, sat up straight, looked towards the door, and asked tentatively, "Liu Xu?"

Liu Xu hugged the door tightly in fright, and when his name was called, he answered cautiously: "Huh?"

"...how did you come back?"

While speaking, Shen Anxing stroked his messy hair twice, his voice was drowsy and sleepy, and said: "Aren't you next Wednesday..."

"without me……"

Liu Xu twitched the corners of his mouth. After realizing that he liked Shen Anxing, he became flustered for no reason. He couldn't get back any of the indifference he had when facing him from the front. He was only asked such a sentence. I started stuttering uncontrollably: "I, that, I... I'm afraid I'll delay my study!"

"……yes."

This reason is very classy, ​​and Shen Anxing accepted it.

The main reason is that he is too sleepy now, so he has no time to worry about so much.

He was so sleepy that he couldn't open his eyes even if he was frightened, so he stretched out his hand and rubbed his eyes twice, and said a little unbearably, "Then just stay here... I wrote my review last night until four o'clock in the morning, and I was so sleepy." .”

Liu Xu: "...so good."

Before Shen Anxing was taken away by Duke Zhou, he waved to him politely: "Good night."

After saying this, without waiting for him to reply, Shen Anxing fell back and disappeared from Liu Xu's sight in an instant.

Liu Xu: "..."