hell make me fall in love

Shen Anxing came too suddenly and was too close, Liu Xu was caught off guard by him.

His face turned red all over the ground, and his spine tensed all of a sudden.

But at the same time, he felt something was wrong.

Liu Xu looked at Shen Anxing, then at Wei Qing, suddenly a little confused.

Surrounded by Shen Anxing's words, the naked eye was visibly cold for a few seconds, and everyone was a little embarrassed.

Wei Qing herself was also stunned by the question, she panicked inexplicably, quickly waved her hand subconsciously, and argued: "No, no, I'm not... that, I... I, I just asked..."

Shen Anxing didn't know where the anger came from, he clicked his tongue immediately, and said again: "You just ask nonsense?"

Wei Qing: "..."

Wei Qing was rendered speechless by what he said, she suddenly froze, lowered her head, her face flushed with embarrassment: "..."

Someone couldn't stand it anymore and shouted at Shen Anxing: "Shen Anxing, don't go too far!"

"That's right, they didn't ask you!"

Liu Xu was still staring at Shen Anxing in a daze, but when he heard that this had aroused the anger of the people, he quickly turned his head and said something to appease the people: "It's alright, alright, don't blame him, don't blame him, I've been taking care of me by himself these days Yes, he must be in a bad mood, I'm quite annoying..."

After Liu Xu said this, the anger of the people around him finally subsided a little—but it was only a little, and some people were still very dissatisfied with him.

"You can't say that when you're in a bad mood."

"That's right, it's fine to scold you, why lose your temper at Wei Qing."

"baffling."

Liu Xu had no choice but to say, "Okay, it seems that there is no time when you can't control it, don't talk about him."

As he spoke, he turned his head and gave Wei Qing another step: "By the way, Wei Qing, are you taking a day off today? What time was it last week?"

Shen Anxing: "..."

Shen Anxing turned his eyes sideways and glanced at Liu Xu.

Liu Xu was talking to Wei Qing, his face was flushed by Shen Anxing's sudden approach, but it hasn't faded completely yet, when Shen Anxing looked over, he saw his face was slightly flushed, watching Wei Qing speak .

Shen Anxing's heart twitched suddenly.

He clicked his tongue, turned around and stood up.

When he came together, Liu Xu turned around and looked at him.

Shen Anxing turned his head and left.

Seeing this, Liu Xu hurriedly sighed, stretched out his hand to grab his sleeve, and asked, "Where are you going?"

Shen Anxing was uncharacteristically, he shook off Liu Xu's hand, didn't even look at him, didn't answer him, turned and left the classroom without saying a word.

Liu Xu was stunned for a moment, and subconsciously wanted to stand up and follow, but before he could move, the person behind said to him: "You don't care, brother Xu, he can go wherever he likes."

"That's right, I couldn't control what I said just now, I must find a place to be quiet."

"You two are so sticky every day, he must also need private space."

"Leave him alone at a time like this."

Liu Xu was shaken by these people's words, inexplicably felt that it was true, Shen Anxing was clinging to him every day, maybe he really needed some private space.

After saying this, the people behind Liu Xu changed the subject and chatted about the popular game at the moment.

Liu Xu listened to their chat, but her mind was all on Shen Anxing.

He turned his head and looked outside the classroom door, feeling empty in his heart. Although he was persuaded, he was still a little worried about Shen Anxing who just got up and left.

Shen An walked out of the classroom, hurriedly walked through the long corridor, and then walked into the toilet at the end of the corridor.

He lowered his head, opened the door of a compartment without looking at it, and walked in.

Then, he closed the door very hard, locked it, turned around and leaned against the wall, and let out a breath of air for no reason.

The way Liu Xu talked to Wei Qing just now lingered in his mind.

The image of Wei Qing cheering Liu Xu up at the sports meeting also lingers in his mind.

He raised his head, looked at the incandescent lamp on the ceiling for a while, then lowered his head silently, drooping his eyes.

As if thinking that he was too funny, Shen Anxing twitched the corners of his mouth, and forced a soft laugh that made the end of his voice tremble.

what to do.

He couldn't help thinking, what was he doing from beginning to end?

People love each other, and it's a joke for him to be caught in it.

He is not qualified to be caught in it either.

wake up.

Shen Anxing said to himself, wake up.

What right do you have to choke Wei Qing?

He let out another breath, and suddenly felt very tired and boring, so he leaned his back against the wall and squatted down slowly.

Forget it.

He thought, it was supposed to be like this, Liu Xu was supposed to like that kind of pretty and gentle girl.

...as it should be.

It was meant to be like this.

Shen Anxing kept saying this to himself in his heart, as if he wanted to convince himself.

But the more he was like this, the stronger the sense of powerlessness and decadence that came from nowhere became stronger, gradually eroding his entire heart.

……never mind.

He didn't want to think about it anymore, so he lowered his head and buried his head in his arms.

After staying like this for a few minutes, the bell for early self-study rang in good time.

Shen Anxing was so frightened that he trembled all over, raised his head speechlessly, and sighed.

The bell rang tirelessly, but Shen Anxing didn't want to go back at all.

He didn't want to see Liu Xu blushing at Wei Qing again.

Even though he knew it was a matter of course, he didn't want to watch it.

Although he knew that not watching it didn't mean it didn't exist, but at least not watching it wouldn't be so sad.

……

Shen Anxing thought so in his heart, but twitched the corners of his mouth again, stood up silently, pushed open the door of the toilet cubicle heavily amidst the brisk bell of the morning self-study, and walked out.

It was amazing, and he thought it would be impossible not to watch it.

Thinking that Wei Qing would get Liu Xu without him knowing, Shen Anxing felt inexplicably unbalanced in his heart - even if he understood that it was unbalanced, he was not qualified.

Shen Anxing was confused and tangled in his heart, so he sighed, suppressed all reluctance in his heart, and went back to the classroom bravely.

Self-study had already started, as soon as he opened the back door, he bumped into Liu Xu face to face.

Liu Xu was looking out with his neck raised, and when he saw Shen Anxing coming back, he trembled inexplicably, the corners of his mouth raised subconsciously, and he said with a guilty conscience: "Back... are you back?"

Shen Anxing felt uncomfortable seeing him now, frowned, and gave an unhappy "hmm".

He pulled out the chair and sat down.

Liu Xu asked him again: "Where did you go?"

Shen Anxing glanced at him.

Liu Xu trembled all over.

Shen Anxing's mouth twitched.

He is now in a smoldering mood, and he really wants to find the right person to choke him on the head—after all, no matter how he convinces himself, if he likes it, he likes it, if he is unhappy, he is unhappy, if his heart is unbalanced, his heart is unbalanced, This thing can't be controlled.

But when he looked at Liu Xu and met his eyes, those who wanted to grab his throat and scold him hysterically all faded away.

In the end, Shen Anxing had no choice but to lower his head in a hopeless manner, and replied listlessly: "Toilet."

"...Really." Liu Xu blinked and asked again, "Are you...in a bad mood?"

Shen Anxing's eyes drifted away silently: "No."

"really?"

"real."

As if he was afraid that Liu Xu would continue to ask questions, Shen Anxing lowered his head again, and added: "Don't ask."

Liu Xu really planned to ask further questions, but when he heard this, he had no choice but to swallow all the words, sat down obediently in his seat, and said, "Okay."

Shen Anxing glanced at him sideways, then turned his head and looked at Wei Qing in front of him from afar.

Wei Qing was laughing with the girl behind her, and from time to time, she would secretly look this way, and she could see that she was peeking at Liu Xu.

When Shen Anxing looked over, he happened to meet her eyes.

Wei Qing immediately panicked, and quickly lowered her head, pretending to be chatting with the girl in the back seat.

Shen Anxing twitched his eyebrows again.

He was suddenly very unbalanced, unwilling, and powerless and decadent—these messy things were twisted into a ball in his heart, which made him feel very uncomfortable.

...He also wanted to like Liu Xu.

Shen Anxing couldn't help thinking.

...Forget it, get it under control.

Shen Anxing sighed silently, and said to himself, don't compete with her, you don't even have the qualifications to be a rival in love.

He calmed down, then lowered his head, randomly took out a book from the table, put it on the table without looking at it, turned his head to look outside, and started to be dazed.

This is the last week before the May Day holiday.

During that week, Wei Qing was really peeking at Liu Xu all the time, and every time she left the classroom, she would go through the back door, frequently checking her presence in front of Liu Xu.

Shen Anxing was very upset, but he could only be upset.

He was reluctant to choke Liu Xu, and felt that he was not qualified to choke Wei Qing.

But he was still upset.

There is no way to control this feeling of liking by persuasion. Shen Anxing couldn't completely suppress it even though he was under a lot of pressure.

It sneaked out from between his fingers, quietly took root and sprouted in every corner, and grew into countless towering trees, pushing his whole heart to explode.

He still likes Liu Xu.

And these likings that cannot be completely suppressed are always affecting him all the time.

He was unbalanced and unwilling, so naturally he couldn't treat Liu Xu like before. Even though he knew it shouldn't be like this, Shen Anxing couldn't help but have a bad attitude towards Liu Xu.

Not only that, he said to himself no, no, and he knew it was impossible, but he still tried his best to stir up trouble when Wei Qing came to look for Liu Xu.

Wei Qing bought water for Liu Xu, he turned to He Gaohan and said that he was a sports student and he needed it more, He Gaohan was made green by him.

Wei Qing asked Liu Xu a question, and Shen Anxing said eccentrically by the side that you should just go to the office to find a teacher, and directly made the place cold.

Wei Qing said that Liu Xu hadn't come for a week, so she lent him her notes, and Shen Anxing directly took He Gaohan's general notes, saying that men should read men's notes.

In the end, Ning Qiao was speechless, and after saying "this person lends me" to Liu Xu during the lunch break on Friday, she and He Gaohan directly dragged Shen Anxing out.

Shen Anxing was dragged into the back garden by him, and the "Campus Evil Male Supporting Male Supporting Criticism Conference" started.

"What are you doing!?" He Gaohan yelled at him in a low voice, "What are you doing, you, this is going to be put in the campus text, you look like a vicious male supporting role! What are you thinking, such a good atmosphere Ah! You are the one who comes out to sabotage every time!! Do you think Liu Xu has a girlfriend!? You know that Wei Qing likes him!!"

"That's right, Brother Xing, what are you doing? Have you changed your name to Cheng Yaojin? Every day, you come out of the road!! Enough! Our class doesn't need your kind of touching brotherhood!! We want to be young Beautiful love!! I want to eat dog food!! I want to see Brother Xu and Sister Qing together!!!”

Shen Anxing remained silent, sitting on the grass and patting Dafang — Dafang was the name he gave to the stray cat Elvis Presley in the back garden of No. [-] Middle School.

Dafang lay on his lap, looking up at Shen Anxing snoring.

Shen Anxing lowered his head and stroked the cat, a little dissatisfied, and muttered: "You never asked him if he would like to be chased."

After all, Shen Anxing still has the self-awareness of "I'm not worthy", and he said this sentence very without confidence, and his voice was as soft as a mosquito buzzing.

He Gaohan and Ning Qiao didn't hear clearly, they both tilted their heads inexplicably together: "Ah? What did you say?"

"..."

Shen Anxing curled his lips, turned his head again, and said, "No, it's nothing."

"...Okay, it's nothing, but I said that you are really doing something unreasonable!"

He Gaohan walked over while talking, then squatted down, stretched out his hand to touch Dafang who was obediently being masturbated in Shen Anxing's arms, and said: "Brother Xu has a good relationship with you, so you can't deprive him of his love." The right to choose a spouse, you—"

As soon as he said this, the outstretched hand was slapped away by Dafang's paw.

Dafang also breathed out at him.

He Gaohan: "..."

He Gaohan silently took a few steps back.

Ning Qiao wanted to laugh, but he was talking about things after all, so he had no choice but to put on a serious face and said to Shen Anxing seriously: "In short, don't disturb them both. I asked Xu about it before when you were not around. Brother, he said he has someone he likes."

Shen Anxing's heart trembled: "..."

When He Gaohan heard this, he quickly responded a few times: "Yes, yes, and it sounds like Wei Qing!"

When Shen Anxing heard this, he finally raised his head and asked, "He said it was Wei Qing?"

"That's not true." Ning Qiao said, "But I almost read her ID number."

He Gaohan also said: "Yes, he said he is a very quiet and gentle person, not very talkative, and has a nice smile... Isn't that Wei Qing."

Shen Anxing: "..."

Shen Anxing lowered his eyes and lowered his head again.

Shen Anxing has always been a very autistic person, He Gaohan and Ning Qiao both know this.

Neither of them saw what was wrong with Shen Anxing, and then said: "In short, if the two of them are happy with each other, you should not be unbalanced. Brother Xu likes it, there is no way, as a brother, you should do it The purpose is to help him chase other girls, not to trip them up."

Shen Anxing didn't say anything, just lowered his head and touched Dafang's chin.

He pursed his lips tightly and said nothing.

No one saw his trembling eyes, only Dafang raised his head and meowed at him.

Like caring about him.

After that day it was a day off.No matter how much Shen Anxing didn't want to go home, it was unreasonable not to go home on statutory holidays.

Liu Xu was so worried that when he left school, he was still nagging him like an old lady.

"Call me if you need anything."

"Don't hold on, if something happens, you can just go to my house and find me!"

"Why don't you call your dad and say you're going to live in my house?"

"No." Shen Anxing lowered his head and said, "He can't even see that I have friends."

"Damn, it's really sick."

Liu Xu muttered and cursed, and then said, "Then come out when he's not around, and I'll give you medicine."

"No need." Shen Anxing lowered his head and refused to look at him, and said, "I will do it myself."

"You're a fart, you wipe it with alcohol every day and you're done. My butcher shop downstairs has more steps to sterilize the meat than you do. I've never seen you so perfunctory."

Shen Anxing: "..."

"Besides, why did you keep your head down all afternoon, why didn't you look at me?" Liu Xu wondered again, "You've been like this all week... What did I do? Or what did those two people tell you at noon?" ?...I won’t tell you bad things about me!?!”

"……No."

Shen Anxing said this, but still refused to look at him.

The two talked and walked to the school gate.

Shen Anxing bumped his schoolbag on his shoulder and said, "I'm leaving, see you next week."

"... Don't go next week, come out to play during the holidays!"

Shen Anxing turned around and left, and replied without looking back: "We'll talk about it when the time comes."

Liu Xu: "..."

Liu Xu stood on the spot, speechless by his extremely indifferent words.

Shen Anxing walked into the crowd, and his figure quickly disappeared before his eyes.

He had already entered the sea of ​​people, but Liu Xu was still standing there in a daze.

The sun was setting, and the clouds in the sky were red as if they had been burned.

There was a muffled bang.

Shen Anxing was pressed on the head and hit the wall hard.

His head hurt, and one of them lost his footing, tilted his body, and fell to his knees on the ground.

The eyes were already stained red with blood, and the air was filled with a heavy, stinking and choking smell of alcohol.

Shen Anxing stretched out his hand, trembling slightly, and touched his head.

Touched a hand of blood.

"What are you doing?"

The man's voice, which had been soaked in tobacco and alcohol for many years and seemed hoarse, came from behind - this voice had permeated Shen Anxing's entire life, and he couldn't help shivering just hearing it.

Fear rose from my heart.

Shen Anxing pursed his lips, took a few breaths, and slowly raised his head. In the dim light, he saw Shen Xun's condescending gaze.

Shen Xun looked at him, clicked his tongue, frowned in dissatisfaction, kicked him hard, and cursed hysterically: "I ask you what are you doing!!"

"You were so fucking irresistible in last school!? Stand up!! Did I make you kneel down!? How the hell are you even more useless!?"

While Shen Xun scolded him loudly, he reached out and pulled his hair, forcefully pulling him up from the ground.

Shen Anxing choked up in pain, and clenched his teeth again, refusing to cry out or cry out, but his expression was contorted in bursts of pain.

After Shen Xun pulled him up, he threw him against the wall again, and cursed: "Stand up yourself!!! Once I kneel, I will kick you once!!!"

Shen Anxing was thrown against the wall, had a severe headache, was so dizzy and dizzy that he couldn't see clearly.

He took a few breaths, knowing that Shen Xun would really kick him if he said this, and the force would definitely be strong.

He had no choice but to support the wall with his hands. Even though the pain was so painful that he wanted to faint on the spot, he clenched his teeth to hold the breath.

Unexpectedly, he made Shen Xun unhappy again.

Shen Xun clicked his tongue, stretched out his hand and slapped him hard: "What the fuck is your expression?!"

Shen Anxing was stunned by the slap, and before he could react, Shen Xun grabbed him by the collar and pulled him over, kicked him in the stomach again, and kicked him flying with great force.

Shen Anxing fell to the wall again, was beaten until stars appeared before his eyes, his whole body hurt so badly, and he couldn't stand anymore.

He leaned against the wall and slowly slid down.

But before it completely slipped down, Shen Xun came up again, grabbed his hair while cursing, and cursed: "Who told you to sit down!?!"

"You son of a bitch, who eats what I do and sleeps what I do, you won't be able to hold on if you beat me twice!?!"

Shen Xun grabbed his hair and was about to beat him again cursingly, when suddenly, a crisp bell sounded inappropriately.

He froze for a moment, and said "Huh?" in a very bad tone, then raised his head to look in the direction of the ringtone.

Shen Anxing's schoolbag was quietly placed on his dining table.

Shen Xun: "..."

Liu Xu sat on the sofa, hugged the pillow and tilted his head slightly, listening to the seemingly endless wait for the connection on the other end of the phone.

After a long time on Didi, the phone call finally ended with "the number you dialed is temporarily unanswered".

"...Damn it, why didn't you answer it. It's only 06:30, it's still dark, and his dad must not be home yet."

While moving the phone away from his ear, he muttered something softly.

Liu Wan, who was on vacation at home, happened to be lying on the sofa with a lollipop in her mouth to catch up on dramas. When she heard this, she raised her head and asked knowingly, "Huh? Shen Anxing?"

"Yes."

Liu Xu responded, scratched his head in wonder, and said, "He's been acting weird lately, I don't even know what's going on."

"Why is it so strange?" Liu Wan lowered her head to watch the TV series again, and asked absent-mindedly, "I realized that you like him, so you kept him at a respectful distance?"

"It's not like... It feels like I've offended him. I've been very angry recently." Liu Xu said, "Not only me, but also another girl. Every time that girl comes to me, he gets very angry."

Liu Wan: "..."

She fluttered the lollipop, then twitched her eyebrows, and said softly, "If I'm not mistaken, did that girl cheer you on at the sports meeting?"

"?"

When she asked this question, Liu Xu thought about it carefully, and then remembered that it really happened during the last long-distance run: "It seems to have happened, although it was only once."

"If I haven't guessed wrong..." Liu Wan said again, "Did she often pass by you in class this week?"

"...It seems... yes."

"Did I buy water for you?"

"……Correct."

"Have you ever asked me a question?"

"……Yes."

Liu Xu was shocked when he answered here: "How do you know everything?? You have an eyeliner in our class????"

"A hammer line."

Liu Wan was so speechless, she couldn't help but sighed, and said melancholy: "I also know that my brother is an idiot."

Liu Xu: "...Who are you scolding!!!"

"I scold you!!!"

Liu Wan couldn't bear it anymore, turned her head and shouted at him: "You are an idiot, you!! What's wrong, people are jealous, you idiot!! You can't see that girl likes it too What are you!?! What the hell are you doing? You and I hate you for being a piece of wood right now!! As long as you react faster and be more confident, now Shen Anxing is sitting at our house waiting for dinner!!"

Liu Xu: "..."

Liu Xu was dumbfounded by her call again, and completely froze in place.

Seeing that he didn't stop like this, Liu Wan couldn't get rid of her anger. She grabbed the pillow in hand and threw it at him, then cursed: "You are a fool, you!! Can you do something to yourself? Who likes it? Can’t you even see it!?! I’m going to fuck you, how can a family of elites give birth to you such a fool!!!”

Liu Xu just woke up like a dream, but it's no use waking up, he was taken aback again, still a bit in disbelief: "Is it true??"

Liu Wan was almost so angry that he was so stupid.

She was so angry that she gritted her teeth and threw another pillow over: "What do you think!!!!"

"Etc., etc!!"

Liu Xu received her attack, and said: "Two people from our class once came to ask me who I like!! How about this! Call them and ask them!!!"

"It doesn't matter whether you call or not!" Liu Wan scratched her heart and lungs angrily, and shouted at him, "Girls who ask you questions and bring you water always pass by you, they like you 100%!! Shen Anxing must be Jealous!! He must like you, are you stupid!?!"

Seeing her yelling like this, Liu Xu couldn't help but yelled at her: "Let me make a phone call to confirm if it's okay!?! 90.00% of men are very unsure about this kind of thing!!! You have never liked anyone before, do you understand how I am feeling now!! I feel like I am holding a glass in my hand and it will break if I don’t pay attention! Do you understand? You!! You don’t understand! You only care about you Own!!!"

Liu Wan: "..."

Liu Xu called Ning Qiao while shouting.

As soon as he dialed it, Liu Wan crawled over from the sofa and yelled at him: "Turn on the hands-free! Hands-free!!"

Upon hearing this, Liu Xu quickly turned on the speakerphone.

Not long after, the phone went through.

Ning Qiao's voice came from over there: "Hello, Lao Liu?"

"Ning Qiao!" Liu Xu yelled at him straight to the point, "Did you ask me who I like last time!?"

Liu Xu's voice was too anxious, Ning Qiao was taken aback by him, and after a moment of stupefaction, she regained her composure and said, "Ah... yes, what's the matter? You found out? Are you planning to go and sister Qing?" Confession? Ann, you go! Don't worry, Sister Qing also likes you very much! She has been secretly in love with you for a long time—"

Liu Xu clearly remembered that he was telling them that he liked Shen Anxing, but when Ning Qiao actually said this, everyone was stunned: "Who?"

"? What, Sister Qing, Wei Qing." Ning Qiao said, "Didn't you say you liked her?"

Liu Xu: "...Who said you like her!?"

"...???"

Ning Qiao was also completely taken aback, and said, "No... isn't it that your quiet and gentle words are not attractive to many people? Isn't this Wei Qing!?!"

Liu Xu: "..."

Liu Xu suddenly discovered that Wei Qing seemed to be such a person indeed! !

He couldn't explain it, and after shaking his lips for a while, he yelled "ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh" like a collapse, and shouted towards the phone: "why the hell didn't you ask my name at that time!?! Mysteriously Just let me talk about my character!!! When I was about to say my name, you said you should keep it a mystery, and you all know it!! I thought what you thought and what I wanted to say were the same person!!"

"...???"

Ning Qiao was confused and said, "Ah??? Isn't it Wei Qing???"

"No!!!" Liu Xu shouted at him unbearably, "It's Shen Anxing! Shen Anxing!! I like Shen Anxing!!!"