hell make me fall in love

"When I was looking for you... Bingshan used too much."

Shen Anxing lay on the bed, and said to Liu Xu who was half lying next to him, "So the backlash is not over yet... just now, there was another wave."

Liu Xu put the quilt over him, and was patting him up and down, coaxing him like a child.

Sticky lay beside the two of them, snoring with its big tail flicking.

As soon as Shen Anxing said this, Liu Xu frowned and said, "Why is this divided into two parts?"

"Divided." Shen Anxing said, "They said... this, regardless of the number of times, regardless of the time... it is possible at any time, that is... how much you use, how much you get back."

Liu Xu clicked his tongue: "A ticking time bomb."

Shen Anxing smiled without energy: "Indeed."

Liu Xu sighed, and patted him twice again: "Okay, you're in pain, so stop talking, lie down and have a good rest."

Shen Anxing hummed, and drilled towards him again.He knew that he was too cold, so he didn't dare to get too close, so he just put his head on him.

Shen Anxing had already been partly eaten back by the iceberg, and now even if he changed into thick clothes and put on a thick quilt, he still couldn't cover the air-conditioning on his body.When leaning over, Liu Xu felt a chill in his heart.

Liu Xu didn't pay much attention, he stretched out his arms to embrace Shen Anxing, and pulled him into his arms.

Liu Xu reached out and rubbed his hair, then patted his back lightly, and said, "That's all right, you're not too cold, don't worry."

Liu Xu insisted on this, Shen Anxing knew that he couldn't hold him back, so he nodded lazily, didn't say anything, just leaned against him and closed his eyes.

While patting and coaxing him, Liu Xu frowned slightly.

He had just checked, and after this backlash, Shen Anxing's arms were backbitten a bit, and some frost appeared on his face.Although not much, the ability of the iceberg hell is really gradually devouring him.

If this continues, it is really possible to be backlashed to death.

So if necessary, Liu Xu can run in and let this iceberg kill him as well.

When the time comes, he will rush up to hug Shen Anxing.Wherever the long ice on Shen Anxing's body burst out, he rushed there. In this way, he could be stabbed to death by Yibing, and he could also hug Shen Anxing.

This can die together.

With no expression on his face, Liu Xu silently calculated the way out for himself, then turned around and picked up the phone, and checked the time.

It was indeed still early, only early three o'clock in the middle of the night.

He also slept well.

While thinking about it, Liu Xu yawned, and in the middle of the yawn, he sneezed violently.

This sneeze made Shen Anxing in his arms tremble slightly, and quickly shrank back.

"return!"

While talking, Liu Xu pulled him back, hugged him tightly, and said, "Why are you running! It's just a sneeze!"

Shen Anxing raised his head pitifully: "Didn't you sneeze because you were frozen..."

"I'm happy." Liu Xu frowned lightly, and said forcefully, "You are my boyfriend, it's only right to freeze me! That proves that you love me! Come back! Hug me!!"

Shen Anxing: "..."

Shen Anxing didn't know whether to laugh or cry, and it was rare for him to taste some happiness in a long pain with no end in sight.

He had no choice but to move back and slip back into Liu Xu's arms.But he still couldn't help worrying about Liu Xu's coldness, and said to him: "Then if you think it's too cold, just let it go...don't worry so much."

"Of course I care."

After Liu Xu said this, he took off his glasses from his face, got into the quilt, put his arms around Shen Anxing, who was covered in cold, closed his eyes, and said to him firmly: "Good night!"

Shen Anxing said helplessly, "Good night."

Liu Xu slept soundly this time, and slept until dawn.

He woke up naturally when he fell asleep, and when he opened his eyes, he saw Shen Anxing half lying beside him, looking at him with his chin resting.

Liu Xu rubbed his eyes, stretched out his hand and muttered to find his glasses: "What time is it?"

"It's past nine, Yang Hua."

Shen Anxing replied, reached out to pick up the glasses again, and said, "I'll put them on for you."

After hearing this, Liu Xu turned her face towards him.

Shen Anxing put his glasses on the bridge of his nose.

After putting on the glasses, Liu Xu shook his head, stretched out his arms, and hugged Shen Anxing.

Shen Anxing also hugged him back, patted his back twice with his hands that had already turned into ice, and asked, "What's wrong? Dreaming again?"

"I did." Liu Xu said, "I dreamed that I confessed to you in the first half of the night, but I didn't dream anything in the second half of the night. It's nothing, I just want to wake up in the morning and hug you."

"yes."

When he said this, Shen Anxing also remembered that past, couldn't help but smiled slightly, and asked, "What are you going to do today? Go to work?"

"Do nothing." Liu Xu said, "Just stay with you at home and wait for Lord Yan to call."

Liu Xu really did this.

He got up in the morning to cook, and while cooking, he took out his mobile phone in the kitchen, opened the sticky note, created a document, and wrote a long article.

After breakfast, he sat on the sofa with Shen Anxing, played games and watched TV. When the time came, he went to order takeaway, then found a movie for dinner, and watched it while having lunch.

So again in the afternoon.

The time of the day was quickly worn away.

In the early hours of the morning, Liu Xu raised his head and watched his clock jump from 23:59 to midnight.

A whole day passed, and Lord Yan didn't come to call him.

This was the first time he was dragged into hell without the next day.

Liu Xu felt a little unbelievable, turned his head and said to Shen Anxing: "Didn't you call in every other day before, why did you extend the time limit this time, and this kind of thing still happens?"

Shen Anxing sat on the sofa with a pillow in his arms, winked at Liu Xu, and said, "I don't know, they never said that."

"That's really strange."

Liu Xu said so, but he didn't care. He directly chose to let it fly, scratched the hair on the back of his head twice, and said, "But let it be, whatever you like."

While talking, he turned his head again, walked to the calendar hanging on the other wall, leaned down again, and looked at the date: "But in this way, today will be the 22nd, the day after tomorrow will be Christmas Eve, and Christmas will be soon Now, is there any place you want to go?——If you can live until then."

After all, judging by his frequency, at least two or three more had to be made before this.

Although I don't know why he wasn't summoned in today, Liu Xu didn't take the chance that Lord Yan would let him in until Christmas.

Shen Anxing heard his words, but couldn't help frowning, and said, "Don't say unlucky things."

"Just tell the truth." Liu Xu said, "So, is there any place you want to go?"

"..."

After hearing this, Shen Anxing was silent for a while, and then asked him: "Speaking of which, how is the cat in Seventh Middle School, and where is Dafang?"

Dafang is the stray cat Elvis who has been taken care of by Shen Anxing in the No. [-] Middle School. He is in charge of a large number of stray cats in and around the No. [-] Middle School. There are always seven or eight of them.

After staying together, Liu Xu and Shen Anxing went to take care of those stray cats.Therefore, he also has a long friendship with the cat.

Liu Xu lowered his eyes, without looking back, and said, "Da Fang is gone."

Shen Anxing was not surprised by his answer: "Is that so...it's true, they are all old cats."

Seven years passed after that.

When Shen Anxing asked this question, he was already mentally prepared to hear this answer.

Liu Xu straightened up again, turned around, and said to Shen Anxing: "It seems that I haven't told you that after graduation, I once found a cattery for them and asked professional people to take care of them, but Dafang always took care of them. They run away."

As he talked, he laughed helplessly, and said: "I took it back and forth several times, and Dafang also took the group of kittens to run several times. Even the owner of the cattery was speechless, and finally told me Said, don’t worry about it, it’s probably the life of a stray, and some stray cats are proud of being a stray.”

"I didn't care about it, but when I was chatting with Dafang, I told it which university I went to...it happened to be in this city. You are gone, so I don't bother to go out, it's boring."

"Dafang is very smart. Later, he would come to visit me every one or two months, rushing out from the road with a group of kittens, or just waiting for me at the door of the dormitory building. It always scared my roommate. .”

"Probably because I took Dafang to see you before that." Liu Xu said, "He is a hero and a good cat. He has a long friendship with you and knows how to help you take care of me."

Shen Anxing smiled helplessly.

"I also went back to No. [-] Middle School several times to feed them. As a result, when I went back, I ran into Lao Li in the back garden, and he was also feeding the cats there."

"I chatted with him at that time, and he said that he knew that you were feeding the group of cats all along, and told me not to worry about it, he would feed the group of kittens."

"Later...later when I was in my senior year." Liu Xu said again, "Da Fang came to see me one day, just by himself, without those kittens. He followed me all day , I went to class and followed me in. I saw that it seemed to want me to go with it, but there was no way, I skipped class in the afternoon and followed it. "

"It took me back to No. [-] Middle School."

Liu Xu said: "It led me to the back garden, detoured all the way, and finally led me out again."

"After standing with me at the school gate for a while, it barked at me twice, then turned around and walked away. It looked back three times at a step, and always looked back at me."

"I didn't understand, but that was the last time I saw it." Liu Xu said, "After thinking about it for two days, I couldn't figure it out, so I called the owner of the cattery to ask about it, and the owner told me , that should be saying goodbye to me."

"He said that Dafang is an old cat, and it's almost time. A cat knows when it will die, so it will say goodbye to people and see it for the last time, and then it will find a place it likes to die without being caught. anyone finds out."

"I looked for it for a long time the next day, but it was exactly as the boss said, and I really couldn't find it."

As Liu Xu was talking, he smiled helplessly again, then turned to Shen Anxing and said, "It really won't let me find out."

"I never saw it again. Then I thought, maybe it visited you before it came to me that day...I took it to see you."

"I know you're supposed to want to see it, but no one knows where it is."

Liu Xu smiled wryly at him while talking.

Shen Anxing saw that his eyes were red.

Together with Shen Anxing, he took care of Dafang for two years, and then there were four years in college.Dafang is the existence who witnessed all the stories between him and Shen Anxing, the witness of those two years.

Shen Anxing pursed his lips.

Of course he was also sad, and it was impossible not to be sad. He went to No. [-] Middle School for three years, and also fed Dafang for three years. Dafang saw him secretly in love with Liu Xu, and also accompanied him when he was struggling with it.

Shen Anxing put down his pillow, stood up, and walked towards Liu Xu.

He hugged Liu Xu from behind.

Liu Xu was hugged obediently by him without saying a word.

Neither of them spoke, but they must be thinking the same thing.

After a moment of silence between each other, Shen Anxing said to Liu Xu in a muffled voice, "I want to go see Lao Li."

Liu Xu lowered his eyes: "Okay."

The next day, nine in the morning.

The approach of Christmas could not stop the students from going to school, the No. [-] Middle School was quiet, and a solemn scent of books pervaded the school.

No. [-] has not changed at all.

As soon as he stepped into the school, Shen Anxing was a little dazed.He felt as if he was late again and was rushing to go to class.

After Liu Xu greeted the guard and asked where Lao Li was now, he led Shen Anxing into the school.

Lao Li taught the first year of high school, and I think he must have taught the third year of high school last year—the seventh middle school was taught by the head teacher of the senior high school for three years, so the relationship between the teacher and the students was so deep that it was terrifying. On the day they graduated, everyone hugged Lao Li and cried. Crying like ghosts and howling like wolves.

Liu Xu led Shen Anxing into the teaching building, and found Lao Li's office.

He knocked on the door, opened it again and went in.

Shen Anxing saw Lao Li after a long absence of seven years.

Old Li was standing by the table, holding a big tea mug of an old cadre, chatting with other teachers with a smile.

In the past seven years, Lao Li has changed a lot.His hair is completely white, and there are many wrinkles on his face. He looks more kind than before, but he also looks more old-fashioned.

Hearing the knock and push of the door, all the teachers in the office turned their heads and looked over.

When he saw someone coming, Lao Li's eyes lit up.

"Ouch!"

Lao Li yelled hurriedly, patted his pants again, put down the big tea mug in his hand, turned around and ran to the door, and said to Liu Xu, "Why are you here!"

Liu Xu responded with a smile: "I miss you."

"Then I don't know how to call the teacher!"

Lao Li scolded him, then gently pushed him away, saying: "Let's go, let's talk about it in another place, I just happen to have no class in the morning! ——Wait a minute, wait for the teacher to pick up the phone!"

While talking, he turned his head again, greeted his colleagues twice, picked up the coat on the chair and put it on his body, then took his mobile phone, and trotted out of the office again.

Lao Li looked very happy.When he came out, he also brought a large bottle of water and several bags of cat food.

Shen Anxing stood outside the door: "..."

Lao Li led Liu Xu out of the teaching building, and walked around to the back garden.

As soon as he walked into the back garden, he shouted very old: "Mimi—"

Shen An walked behind: "...he has really become a good old man... although he was also very old before."

Liu Xu smiled helplessly, then turned around and whispered, "I can't help it, it's been seven years, I'm getting old."

When the two were chatting these two sentences, several cats ran out meowing in response.

A big orange cat with a strong body to the point of obesity jumped down, walked towards Lao Li with a group of kittens leading a group of kittens with vigorous and steady steps.

"Look." Liu Xu said to Shen Anxing, "A new generation of Dafang."

Shen Anxing: "..."

Shen Anxing was silent, and after looking up and down the fat orange like a pig for a while, he couldn't help twitching the corners of his mouth, and said, "Orange cats are really easy to get fat."

Liu Xu couldn't help laughing: "Indeed."

Surrounded by a group of cats, Lao Li went to the grass and found several bowls of cat food.

Seeing this, Liu Xu hurried up to help, the two of them tore open the cat food and poured it into the bag together, and filled the two large bowls with water, then sat aside together, watching the cats cook like crazy.

Old Li sighed and said, "Every time I feed them, I always think of Shen Anxing."

The cold wind in December was terribly cold. When Lao Li said this, the cold wind blew on him.

The hair on Liu Xu's forehead was also fluttered by the cold wind.

He lowered his eyes and looked at the Seventh Middle School cats, most of which had been updated, without saying a word.

"Are you okay now?" Lao Li turned his head and asked again, "Do you have a date?"

Liu Xu smiled wryly: "Isn't it always him?"

"I haven't found a new one yet."

Lao Li heard the meaning of his words, couldn't help sighing again, and said: "It's not good to hold a dead person for a lifetime."

"I know."

"I know you know." Lao Li said, "I'm not saying it's bad. After all, everyone has the right to choose. The teacher never forces you. But you have to understand one thing. If you hold on, you will feel sad , he must be sad seeing you from below watching you torture yourself like this."

Shen Anxing was sitting on a big rock opposite him, looking down at the cats.

Upon hearing this, he pursed his lips and looked up at Lao Li.

Lao Li is still a fine person.

Shen Anxing thought.

"It's going to be sad anyway." Liu Xu said, "It's sad to hold on, and it's also sad to let go, but letting go is more sad than holding, and it's more painful. I'm afraid of pain, so I just hold on."

"That's right." Lao Li couldn't help laughing twice, and said, "That's what you said last time."

"You told me the same thing last time." Liu Xu said helplessly, "He Gaohan and Ning Qiao came to see you last week? I think they posted on Moments."

"Yeah, they came in a group." Lao Li said with a smile, "I also saw that circle of friends, and I liked it! Look at their circle of friends, right? Actually sitting here and crying After a long time, I was taken aback, and only after I asked about it did I know that I had just visited Shen Anxing before I came here."

It was the first time for Liu Xu to hear this, and he raised his eyebrows in surprise: "Really?"

"Really." Lao Li said, "I cried here for a long time, saying that I would think of him when I saw these cats... It was like the funeral. Many people in our class didn't know that there was such a thing at that time. I really regret it, you made such a fuss at the time, He Gaohan’s shadow is not small, I was crying here yesterday and said that I knew it would be better for him.”

As Lao Li was talking, he couldn't help sighing, and said: "In fact, many people miss him, and they really regret and reflect on the kind people who feel that they are not good enough... Those who really should regret it, On the contrary, I still feel that I didn't do bad enough. I've heard that, after you worked, that bastard got better and his scars forgot to hurt, so he went to block you at your door? "

Shen Anxing's heart tightened, and he looked at Liu Xu.

As the person involved, Liu Xu's face was very calm.

He looked at Lao Li and was silent for a while.

After a while, he adjusted his glasses and said, "Don't worry, teacher. There is no salvation for doing evil, and you will be safe for doing good."