hell make me fall in love

Shen Anxing stood at Liu Xu's house.

Liu Xu's father didn't take Liu Xu to Shen Xun's house to pick up Shen Anxing's things, he asked him to go home and wait.

Although he didn't take him there, his father did what he said.He packed Shen Anxing's things in a box, and brought all of them back to Liu Xu.

"He's yours now." Liu Xu's father said to him, "Shen Anxing doesn't have much, that's all."

Liu Xu brought Shen Anxing's bag home from the police station, and just went through the contents of the bag.In that bag was the starry sky that Shen Anxing had planned to surprise him with on his birthday, and it was full of regrets.

So Liu Xu just cried, her eyes were still red.

Liu Xu gave a muffled hum, and said, "Understood."

After saying this, Liu Xu picked up the box and went back to his room.

Shen Anhang has very few things.He told Liu Xu that Shen Xun's feelings for him were too morbid. Apart from hating him, his desire to control him was too strong. Shen Xun must know what everything about him is. Soon it would fall in his face, or throw it away in his face.

If he resisted, he would be beaten.

Shen Xun forbade him to live well.

Liu Xu returned to the room and opened the box.

Inside the box were some clothes, Shen Anxing's school notes and pencil cases, five or six letters from Liu Xu, and some blood-stained sugar wrappers and dried flowers.

These are all about Shen Anxing.

This person really doesn't take with him when he lives or dies, Liu Xu's heart aches because he has so few things.

Liu Xu rummaged through the things in the box, his movements were slow and gentle, he would stop from time to time, staring at the box in a daze, not knowing which item had disturbed his mood.

Finally, he took a piece of clothing out of it, slowly embraced it in his arms, lowered his head and shrunk his body, curled up into a ball, as if he wanted to rub this piece of clothing into his bones and blood.

Shen Anxing stood aside, feeling distressed.

Liu Xu hugged the clothes like this for a long time.Then, there were two knocks on the door.

"Son." Liu Xu's father said outside the door, "There is something I forgot to tell you."

Liu Xu raised his head, looked out the door with red eyes, and responded with a trembling voice.

"Then what, that idiot Shen Xun just told me that the funeral will be on the first seven days, and it will be next Wednesday, and there are five or six days left. Your sister's ticket for tomorrow can't be changed. You see what you can do, I Can I accompany you on leave?"

After hearing this, Liu Xu didn't say anything for a while.

He sat there, holding the clothes in his arms, and was silent for a long time.

Liu Xuwo was thinking silently in the room, and his father was watching at the door waiting for him to answer.But after waiting for a long time when Liu Xu didn't move, his father couldn't sit still, and couldn't help calling out again: "Son, I said..."

As soon as he was halfway through speaking, the door of the room was pulled open by Liu Xu.

Liu Xu opened half of the door, and a pair of eyes had a rare brilliance.

He raised his eyes and said, "I'll go by myself."

"..."

Liu Xu's father blinked, a little confused: "What are you doing by yourself, I'll accompany you more..."

"I'll go by myself." Liu Xu interrupted him, repeated his needs firmly, and said, "I'll go see him off alone. Also, tell Shen Xun again, I'll go to keep watch .”

Liu Xu's father: "..."

Shen Anxing: "..."

As soon as he said this, the living and the dead in the room stared at the same time in tacit understanding, with disbelief written all over their faces.

"...What did you say?" Liu Xu's father's voice trembled in disbelief, "You said you—"

"I said I'm keeping watch."

Liu Xu knew that he would react in this way, and after repeating it to him, he continued, "Do you think his father has the patience to keep him awake?"

"..."

This is true.

"And, I promised him too."

Liu Xu lowered his eyes and said softly: "I won't be afraid of him, he will come to see me, I want to watch the spirit alone."

Shen Anxing: "..."

"There were so many people on the day of the funeral, his father didn't dare to do anything in public. I want to see him off alone, and you can go to work. Don't worry about it anymore."

Liu Xu said, "I can do it, I'm fine."

As Liu Xu's words fell, the scene around Shen Anxing changed again.

He watched the surroundings twist slowly, his heart convulsed with pain, and his dead heart tried to beat again because of Liu Xu's pain.

The slowly distorted scenery slowly settled.

Shen Anxing raised his head, and it was no surprise that this was the funeral scene.

The funeral hadn't started yet, but the front of the funeral parlor was well-arranged. Two rows of large white wreaths stood symmetrically in front of the door, and it was black and white as far as the eye could see, leading directly to the mourning hall inside.From the looks of it, it seemed that everything had been prepared and they were just waiting for the funeral to begin.

It was almost dusk, and the door of the funeral parlor was wide open. There were two or three people standing scattered in front of the door, and Shen Xun was also inside.He was dressed a little more formally than usual, and he looked quite human.

He was discussing and discussing with the people next to him, looking very impatient and indifferent.

"I've said it all, just mess with it tomorrow, you can figure it out." Shen Xun said with a cigarette butt in his mouth, "If you can spend less money for me, just burn that dead thing quickly. It's fucking unlucky."

What he said made the funeral home staff a little uncomfortable.

The staff laughed twice, and reminded politely: "Sir, there are things you shouldn't say, you still..."

"Don't fucking talk about this for me." Shen Xun glared at him, and said, "Anyway, I don't need to guard the spirit, so I'm leaving. I'll go directly to the funeral tomorrow."

After saying this, Shen Xun threw the cigarette butt to the ground, stretched out his legs and stomped hard, smashing the cigarette butt into ashes.

Human violence is manifested in all aspects.Shen Anxing looked at the cigarette butt that had been trampled on by him, feeling inexplicably that it was him.

Shen Xun left as soon as he said, and never stayed.Shen Anxing looked down at the poor cigarette butt for a while, and when he raised his head again, Shen Xun had already walked away.

As soon as he left, the staff of the funeral home couldn't help muttering in a low voice: "Who is this, he is sick..."

Another staff member next to him heard his complaint, and came up with empathy, saying: "Isn't it! I've never seen this kind of person. His son is dead. He still thinks we want too much money, so he chose the last one." The cheap ones are still cursing and saying that there are so many things about his son's death... Oh my God, the world is full of wonders. I heard Xiao Zheng at the front desk say yesterday that when he was in the hospital, he still hated the cost of disposing of corpses and scolded him The son is not filial."

When the staff listening to his speech heard his last revelation, they couldn't help but gasp: "You must be sick. Is this kind of person really not condemned by God?"

"Ham, it's not just this, but also that... Don't you know, don't you usually go downstairs from the house at the funeral? After all, it is said that people will go home first to have a look at the first seven. What about him, okay The guy said he thought it was unlucky, so we had to find another place for him to get... a serious illness."

"That's right, if there is any bad luck or not, it's my son... I'm so fucking knowledgeable."

"Yeah... hey, so speaking of it, isn't there just him and his son in his family?"

Another staff member couldn't help wondering, and said: "I heard that he contacted the child's mother several times, but she didn't answer the phone. If he doesn't keep the wake, who will keep the wake? Tomorrow The funeral is just over, so there must be someone to keep watch tonight, right?"

The staff member said: "I also find it strange. I heard that a high school classmate of his volunteered to defend... If there is anything you can't think about, it has nothing to do with me."

Upon hearing this, Shen Anxing woke up like a dream.

He slapped his forehead, thinking of Liu Xulai, he turned around and ran into the mourning hall.

But when he turned his head and ran two steps away, he heard the staff behind him say——

"That's not right, doesn't he have to stay awake for three days? He stays alone for three days? No one will change with him?"

"You don't know? He was guarding alone for three days." Another staff member said, "I looked too pitiful at first, and said that the funeral home should send someone to take turns guarding him. But he said nothing. If I don’t change it, I haven’t closed my eyes for three days, and I haven’t eaten much in these three days.”

Shen Anxing: "..."

Shen Anxing's heart skipped a beat when he heard this, and he quickly turned around and ran into the mourning hall.

The mourning hall is a long hall. As soon as Shen Anxing ran in, he saw a coffin on the innermost long platform. In front of the coffin was a wooden platform that was two times smaller and shorter.Incense was burned on the table, there were many flower clusters, and there was a square black and white photo.

There was a man in white standing in front of the stage, with his head bowed and not saying a word.

Shen Anxing hurried over.

He ran to the front of the stage, as expected, the one kneeling here was Liu Xu.

Kneeling here without closing his eyes for three days in a row, Liu Xu's complexion was very bad, there were thick dark circles around his eyes, and he looked extremely haggard.

Shen Anxing squatted down.His heart ached like it was bleeding, and for a moment he forgot that his voice couldn't reach the past, so he persuaded him with a trembling voice: "Yang Hua... Yang Hua, don't guard..."

"Be obedient... go to sleep, go to sleep, okay?"

Shen Anxing was so anxious that he was about to cry, while he was talking, he stretched out his hand, wanting to touch Liu Xu.

But at this moment, he stretched out his frozen hand and pierced through Liu Xu's body.

Shen Anxing's voice choked immediately, and he reacted belatedly.

——He couldn't touch the past, so he could only stand and watch.

Shen Anxing had no choice but to take his hand back.Then, when he looked at Liu Xu who was kneeling on the ground with his head bowed and guarding him without saying a word, his eyes turned red.

Then, a line of tears rolled down from his eyes and ran across his cheeks.