hell make me fall in love

Suddenly, the surrounding sounds began to slowly dissipate.Everything gradually became hazy in my ears, and then gradually quieted down.

Shen Anxing was still crying until he collapsed.His voice choked slightly, and he looked up blankly with tears on his face.

In a vision blurred by tears so that he couldn't see the surrounding things clearly, he saw the scenes around him slowly disappearing like fading, and everything was gradually turning back into a bottomless darkness.

The same goes for Liu Xu who was crying and calling him in front of the table full of stars.

He is slowly fading, slowly disappearing.

Seeing this, Shen Anxing quickly subconsciously choked up and shouted "Liu Xu" at the top of his voice, and stretched out his hand, trying to grab him.

But just before he caught him, Liu Xu also faded into darkness.

Shen Anxing made a mistake.

His outstretched hand stopped in mid-air, and there was nothingness in front of him.

But before he had time to feel sad, the sound of the door opening came from afar.

Shen Anxing quickly turned his head and looked in the direction of the voice.

He saw a white door.

The door was far away, at the end of his line of sight.

Shen Anxing was stunned for a moment, then withdrew his hand, staggered to his feet, and walked towards the door.

After taking two unsteady steps, he gradually started to run.

He started running madly towards the door.

He thought of Liu Xu who smiled at him back then, thought of Liu Xu who used to make sugar for him like a magic trick, smiled at him in the morning sun and the lazy afternoon light, hugged him to sleep at night, when no one was paying attention in class Hold his hand secretly under the table and write him a little note with "I love you" written all over it.

But at the same time, Liu Xu's heart-piercing screams were also lingering in his ears, and the scene of the death hell that was shown to him was still revolving in his mind.

These beauties, darkness, tenderness and pain were intertwined in his heart, tearing his limbs, clutching his heart tightly, making him almost suffocate in the collapse of pain.

He was dying.

If he can't see Liu Xu, he will really die.

Shen Anxing desperately ran towards that door—even though there was no basis and no guiding path, he knew that if he ran through that door, he would be able to see Liu Xu.

But that door was so far away from him, no matter how madly he ran, he couldn't close the distance even a little bit.

In the blurred vision stained by tears, he vaguely heard Liu Xu's voice again.

He heard his voice was calm, almost numb.

"I know it's been six years."

"But only six years."

"Shen Anxing said back then that he would like me for the rest of his life, but he never said that he would give up on me when he was about to die, nor did he ask me to give up on him."

"...I know I don't like this. I am the one who suffers the most. I don't need you to tell me that I understand."

"I haven't slept a single night since he died. When I close my eyes, it's all about him."

"I always dream about him, but no matter what I dream about, every time he ends up lying on the operating table covered in blood, wearing a respirator, trying to keep his eyes open and looking at me."

"Then he asked me to take off the respirator and kiss him one last time."

"I can't dream about anything else, but I always dream about his death. Besides the operating table, I also dream about his birthday... I saw him sitting on the windowsill, with half of his body outside."

"I was frightened crazy every time... and every time I ran madly to drag him back. But every time it was too late, every time he fell."

"Every time he dies in front of me... Honestly, I've had enough."

"...Of course I've seen a psychiatrist. The psychiatrist also told me that I should almost let myself go and forget about him. A dead person can't come back."

"...I know, of course I also know that he won't come back."

"But, just because I can't wait... am I going to forget all about it?"

Shen Anxing was out of breath, and slowly stopped in these words.

Then, the darkness in front of him also began to fade slowly.

After a while, Liu Xu appeared in front of him.

Shen Anxing saw him wearing home clothes, sitting in the house he bought seven years later, with the windows wide open, facing the night outside.

It was dark all around, and he didn't turn on the lights, only the mobile phone attached to his ear was dimly lit, indicating that he was in a call.

He sat in the dark, leaning against the sofa, looking at the night outside, and remained silent for a while.

After a while, he lowered his head and said, "I can't, Ning Qiao."

"Every time I think about forgetting him, I feel like I'm going to die."

"How did I forget him?" Liu Xu said, "I don't want to forget, and I can't forget. The more people tell me to forget him, forget him... the more clearly I remember."

"I've remembered it for so many years, no? I've suffered it? I've suffered it for so many years, and I don't know how many times I've drank and vomited in the middle of the night... There's no way, just treat me like a slut."

"I'm cheap. Anyway, even if I'm cheap, he likes me."

He chuckled hoarsely, and said, "Anyway, I'm happy to be so uncomfortable. If you don't like it, kill me, and I'll go down and find someone."

"Have I ever wanted to see him? It's been a few years."

After he finished speaking, he stretched out his hand to hang up the phone, picked up the beer bottle at hand, raised his head and poured a small half of the wine in the bottle into his mouth.

Shen Anxing stood behind him, his eyes were red and tears were streaming down his face.

He stretched out his hand, and just when he was about to walk over and say something, the scene in front of him began to fade slowly again.

But this time, the giant gate, which was always at the end of his sight, appeared in front of him.

This time, it's within reach.

Shen Anxing was stunned for a moment, and then, all of a sudden, overwhelming heartache and sadness welled up in his heart.

...He wanted to see Liu Xu.

He has to see Liu Xu!

Shen Anxing immediately stretched out his hand and pushed open the door forcefully.

The white door moved back clumsily and slowly.Behind the door is a bridge, and there is a thick white fog floating on the bridge.

Shen Anxing rushed forward.

He ran forward again like crazy.Soon, he rushed through the thick fog and saw Liu Xu standing on the other side of the bridge.

Liu Xu was looking up at the bridge with his neck raised.Shen Anxing came out too suddenly and too fast, Liu Xu didn't react at all, and before he even had time to be happy for his appearance, Shen Anxing threw himself into his arms and hugged him tightly.

Liu Xu was caught off guard and staggered back two steps by surprise, before finally catching the cannonball that only belonged to him.

Shen Anxing hugged him tightly, as if he wanted to melt him into his own flesh and blood.

Then, he broke down and cried loudly in Liu Xu's arms.

... It was really the first time Liu Xu heard him cry so badly.

"It's over? It's over..."

Liu Xu quickly reached out and patted him on the back, comforting him: "It's all in the past, let the past go...it's okay, it's okay, there's nothing to cry about..."

"Sorry……"

Shen Anxing apologized to him with sobs, one after another, his voice trembling, and he hugged him tighter and tighter.

"I'm sorry...I'm sorry, I was wrong..."

"...What are you doing wrong?" Liu Xu said helplessly, "What can you do when you die, don't be sorry, what's wrong? Sorry...? It's too late, raise your head."

Shen Anxing cried to death, but after hearing this, his voice choked up obediently, and he obediently raised his head.

His eyes were red and swollen from crying, and when he raised his head, he was still breathing heavily.

"Hey, don't cry."

While talking, Liu Xu wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes with his hand, and then untied the bandage wrapped around his head, and said, "Open it and try?"

Shen Anxing obediently opened his tightly closed eyes again.As soon as he opened it, he realized that the eye had completely recovered, and the range of vision was normal. There was no ice at all, not even a piece of frost.

He blinked, and couldn't help taking another breath, his breathing trembling with sadness.

"What? Eh."

Liu Xu held his face in his hands and asked, "Can you see clearly?"

Shen Anxing was sad to death, but he had to answer Liu Xu's question, so he still nodded aggrievedly.

Helpless and distressed, Liu Xu stretched out his hand to rub his face, put his arms around his head and hugged him, patted his back and coaxed him: "It's gone? It's gone, don't cry."

Shen Anxing hugged him, and then cried out of breath.

Liu Xu patted him on the back, smiled bitterly helplessly, and coaxed him for a long time.

After a while, Bai Wuchang's voice sounded behind them.

"In your busy schedule, excuse me." He said, "Give me some time? Let's explain something and leave. We are quite busy. We have to go to the Hall of Yama in a while. You two will go home later. ??cry."

Hei Wuchang couldn't take it anymore, he raised his leg and gave him a merciless kick.

Liu Xu happened to turn around.Shen Anxing in his arms also raised his head, took a deep breath, and swallowed back his crying.

When the two looked back together, they saw that Bai Wuchang had been kicked out by Hei Wuchang.

Hei Wuchang didn't know when he jumped off the bridge.With his hands in his pockets, he said leisurely: "It's nothing, I just want to remind you two. I have successfully passed the hell of death in vain. Congratulations, you have escaped from hell from now on. You are no longer a participant, nor a night watchman, and here It has nothing to do with it, so his backlashes have been taken back by hell, and he can be resurrected on the spot after he gets out, congratulations."

Hei Wuchang congratulated them with no expression, straightened his body again, and continued: "But, the participants who are out of hell can no longer talk about hell, please remember? I don't want you to be the second Xie Weixian , It's too fucking noisy, I can't stand it."

Shen Anxing: "..."

"Also, letting you go out like this is definitely considered a fraudulent corpse, and it will cause panic in the world, so we will change the past facts here, and will also fill in the vacancy of your seven years-in various senses, such as age and education. Kind of a mess."

Bai Wuchang clutched his kicked waist, stood up, straightened up, took Hei Wuchang's words with a bitter smile, and said to Shen Anxing: "So, the King of Hades gave you a Your choice, to put it bluntly, is to choose reincarnation or choose this life - this life is hell, and there will be no hardship in the next life. Your choice is beyond everyone's expectations, but looking at it this way, I can understand why you chose it."

"However, it is not so easy to bring people back from the dead, so you have been here for seven years, and you have been tortured by icebergs during this time. Thank you for your hard work, and you will live in the future."

"Okay, I won't bother you two."

After Bai Wuchang finished speaking, Hei Wuchang took over the conversation and said, "There will be no future, both of you."

After saying this, the two of them disappeared together.

The place became empty in an instant, as if no one had ever been there.

Instead, a white light appeared where Hei Wuchang once stood.

Liu Xu looked at the white light.He knew that behind the white light was the world.

It is not the purgatory on earth that has tortured him to death in the past seven years, but the real world where Shen An walks, which is what he hoped for when he was in high school, and which he has been struggling with all these years—the real world world.

Liu Xu lowered his head and looked at Shen Anxing.

In the hell of death in vain, the black and white impermanence seemed very unfriendly to Shen Anxing. He is still holding Liu Xu tightly and refuses to let go, his eyes are red with tears.

When Liu Xu saw it, he couldn't help but lowered his head and let out a whimper, looking like he wanted to cry.

Liu Xu was helpless, but Shen Anxing had been successfully revived, so he couldn't help but smiled softly.

Liu Xu stretched out his hand, put his arms around Shen Anxing, and said, "It's over, it's all over. We're going to continue, Xing Xing."