hell make me fall in love

"The time of impermanence writing, what time can it be?"

Xie Weixian said.

After saying this, he restored the information back to the size of the page, and said: "But he is quite thoughtful. Looking at it this way, you are actually not much different from the fake corpse in place. After all, you haven't seen it for seven years. Xin'er, everyone thought you were dead."

Shen Anxing: "...That's true."

"I will fill out the formalities first today." Xie Weixian said, "Since you are not dead, you have to update the information. Then I will apply for your certificate here, and your father's side... I will take you after he dies." Go get the account book, anyway, he won't be here in three days, I don't even bother to talk to the dead."

Shen Anxing: "..."

Liu Xu: "..."

...too lazy to talk to the dead...

Xie Weixian didn't think there was anything wrong with what he said. After finishing speaking, he stood up and said, "Come here."

After he finished speaking, he got up and left.

Shen Anxing and Liu Xu straightened up, and looked at each other in unison.

After a while, the two followed Xie Weixian to another place.

Xie Weixian sat in front of another computer. In front of the computer was a row of desks, and in front of each computer was a seat.

On the table, there are pens for signing and machines for entering fingerprints.

Xie Weixian pointed to the seat in front of his computer, and said to Shen Anxing, "Sit there."

Shen Anxing sat down obediently.

Xie Weixian took out a bunch of documents, rummaged through them, and then took out a few of them and handed them to him.

Shen Anxing took it, flipped through it briefly, and found that several of them were for him to write about the case and his personal experience at that time.

"...how do you write this." Shen Anxing said, "I wasn't really kidnapped. Didn't they make up this case to make others think that I was really dead?"

"No." Xie Weixian said, "It's definitely not fake, they are impermanent, if they change the past, they will definitely change it very thoroughly... By the way, I was stuffed into my head after midnight at that time. I'm sure you are the same, why don't you wait until tomorrow?"

"also."

Shen Anxing responded, then turned his head to look at Liu Xu, and subconsciously asked for his opinion: "Is it ok?"

"we can only do this."

Liu Xu also complied, then turned around and said, "Didn't you investigate this case back then? It can't be assumed that everything will be fine after death, right?"

Hearing this, Xie Weixian operated the computer and swipe down twice, looked at the information and replied: "I have checked, but there is no result, even the dead body can't be found, there is no way to investigate, the only thing I have is a schoolbag, a mobile phone and clothes There are no fingerprints left on it, only his own, yours and his father's, which means there are no clues."

"At that time, everyone who should be suspicious was suspected. Both his father and his mother were counted as suspects, even you were counted in."

Liu Xu: "..."

"But nothing came of it." Xie Weixian said, "Your mother, Zuo Baiyu, has been busy in her shop all the time, and her movement route at night was also captured by surveillance cameras. There are witnesses and physical evidence of her whereabouts on the day you disappeared. .Your father, Shen Xun, was in the mahjong parlor, and he never left the day he disappeared. I won’t talk about Liu Xu, he’s impossible anyway.”

Liu Xu: "..."

Liu Xu didn't respond and fell silent.

When Shen Anxing turned his head to look, he saw him lowering his head and frowning tightly, as if he was thinking about something.

"In short, go back today first, and come back tomorrow if you think about it tomorrow."

While talking, Xie Weixian closed the computer page, and said to Shen Anxing: "Give me the phone."

Shen Anxing was startled, then quickly took out the phone, unlocked it, and handed it to Xie Weixian.

Xie Weixian clicked on the address book, entered a series of numbers, then stretched out his hand and threw it back to him, saying: "I'm on the phone, I need to call this."

Shen Anxing picked up the phone and answered twice.

Then, the two of them walked out of the police station.

Liu Xu drove the car and led him back home, frowning tightly all the way.

After driving in silence for a few minutes, Liu Xu finally spoke in a calm voice.

"I said." He said, "Why did they arrange such a troublesome past?"

Shen Anxing turned his head, "Huh?" and asked, "Is black and white impermanent?"

"Yeah." Liu Xu said, "If I were them and needed to change your past so that you could be revived naturally, I wouldn't change it like this. Because such a change is actually the same as no change, you're still a fake corpse. ."

"If it had been me, I'd have you run away from home. The best way to minimize what they call 'panic' is when your life is not actually in danger, just getting out."

"But why let you be killed." Liu Xu said, "I think they arranged this to tell you something."

Shen Anxing: "...What is it?"

Liu Xu glanced at him, but didn't speak.

Liu Xu didn't need to speak, Shen Anxing could already see the answer from his eyes.

He choked slightly, and a name came to his lips.

"Shen Xun."

Liu Xu finally opened his mouth and said to him: "Shen Xun might want to kill you——always wanted to."

Shen Anxing: "..."

It was almost dusk.

December 12th is Christmas Eve. Although the weather is cold, the streets and roads are full of bustle and bustle.

Shen Anxing stood by the window with his sticky arms in his arms, looking down at the neighborhood.Their community is also very atmospheric. There is a Christmas tree downstairs, and the lights hanging on it are twinkling, which is quite dreamy.

There were already many children around, and there were also couples of men and women staying around, which was very Christmas Eve atmosphere.

But there was no Christmas Eve atmosphere on their side.

Shen Anxing stood by the window with a very calm expression - Shen Xun had tried to kill him before, and it seemed that this incident did not have a big impact on him.

He turned his head and looked into the room.

It was getting dark, but there were no lights in the house.Liu Xu sat on the sofa, nodded his head on his phone, with a solemn expression.

Shen Anxing didn't care, but Liu Xu obviously cared about it.

Shen An walked over and asked softly, "What are you looking at?"

"Check the situation back then." Liu Xu said, "I don't feel very good."

Shen Anxing hugged sticky, sat next to him, and asked again: "What did you find?"

"The day you disappeared was the day you got into a car accident, my birthday." Liu Xu said, "In other words, you still died on that day."

Shen Anxing: "..."

"So Black and White Impermanence actually wants to tell you that even if you didn't have a car accident that day, you would still die—you would be killed by Shen Xun. He planned to kill you early in the morning."

"This man has no intention of letting you live at all. You know, he hates you to death. He treats you as a burden, as a product left by your mother to harm him... and not only does he hate you, but his desire to control you Very strong. You have to go away after the college entrance examination and live a good life, how could he let you fly."

"It's just that the accident came first that day, so he didn't do it. So no matter whether you have a car accident or not, you will lose your life that day."

"...I should have thought of it earlier."

When Liu Xu said this, he put down his phone, sighed a long time, and said, "I'm sorry."

"...What are you sorry for?" Shen Anxing said helplessly, "It has nothing to do with you."

While talking, he put down the cat, stretched out his hand, hugged Liu Xu, and said softly: "It has nothing to do with you, and I'm actually not surprised, after all, he hates me so much."

Liu Xu: "..."

Liu Xu was hugged by him and remained silent for a while.

Shen Anxing is alive, and there is long-lost warmth in his arms.

Liu Xu is greedy for this temperature, and also misses it.

He burrowed into Shen Anxing's arms, leaned against him, and thought again, Shen Anxing's attitude was not at all like a person who was killed by his own father.

Liu Xu knew that he would probably be like this, but after seeing him like this with his own eyes, he still couldn't help feeling heartbroken.

"……Star."

Liu Xu called him softly.

Shen Anxing responded, "Huh?"

"Don't you think it's unfair." Liu Xu asked him, "Being born in this kind of family...don't you think it's unfair?"

"It used to be."

Shen Anxing said: "I used to feel this way...but that day I celebrated my birthday, and when you bought a cake home and sat in the living room lighting candles for me, I felt it was fair again."

Liu Xu: "..."

"You don't know, Yang Hua, I never dared to tell you." Shen Anxing said, "You have saved me more times than you can imagine."

"In fact, I have never been afraid of death. Before I met you, I really wanted to die every night."

"Later I got to know you. When I first got acquainted with you, you always liked to stuff me with candy. I was reluctant to eat it, but I was afraid that it would be spoiled. After eating the candy, I still couldn't bear to bite it. If it melts too quickly, hold the tip of your tongue against your teeth and suck it slowly."

"After I ate the candy, I was reluctant to throw away the candy wrapper, and I was afraid that he would find out, so I didn't dare to put it in my pocket, otherwise it would be bad if it fell out when I was beaten at night."

"I put all the candy wrappers in the book, stuffing them very tightly." Shen Anxing said, "Sometimes when I get beaten at night and the pain really makes me want to die, I take out the book to read the candy wrappers."

"At that time, I thought, why don't I live until tomorrow."

"I can see Liu Xu tomorrow, and Liu Xu will give me candy, so I'll live until tomorrow and see each other again."

When he said this, he fell silent.

He recalled how he was when he was beaten half to death by Shen Xun, and then kicked into the bedroom by scolding useless things.

He remembered that the electricity bill had not been paid for a long time at that time, and the lights in the bedroom could not be turned on at all.In the cold weather, he quietly opened a crack in the window, secretly opened the book, and looked at the gleaming candy wrappers in the night light.

The moon in those nights was very bright, able to illuminate his thoughts clearly, and also illuminate them into his heart.

He was covered in blood at that time, and he didn't even have the strength to crawl normally.

But he had strength then.Even the poor strength that was squeezed out of his whole body was able to support him to crawl towards the light.

Shen Anxing remembered it, and he still remembers it clearly today.

In those countless long nights that seemed to be endless, he would crawl to the schoolbag that was thrown against the wall panting bloody breath, pull it away with a pair of bloody hands, take out the book, and then climb to the window, Holding on to the window sill to prop himself up, he opened a window slit, opened the pages of the book, and saw the candy wrapper that he had tightly hidden.

The cold wind blowing outside made his wound feel cold and painful.

But the pain in those nights was as sweet as a dream.

He remembered that several times, blood dripped from the wound on his face and dripped on the candy paper.Shen Anxing was frightened to death, and quickly reached out to wipe it off.

But he was covered in blood.So the more he wiped, the dirtier he got, and the more he wiped, the dirtier he got, and he was so anxious that he choked up and cried.

——he relied on Liu Xu to survive many difficult days, in the dark night that Liu Xu didn't know about.

After thinking about it, Shen Anxing said softly again: "This is how I survived day after day..."

"...When I jumped off the building on my birthday, it wasn't that I didn't dare to jump." Shen Anxing said, "I wasn't afraid of death at that time, but I've never been afraid of death... I just didn't want to part with it."

"I can't say it's reluctance, it's reconciliation... I also want to be remembered."

Liu Xu: "..."

For a moment, Liu Xu had mixed feelings in his heart.

"I'm not afraid of Shen Xun anymore." Shen Anxing said to him, "I've been to hell, I'm not afraid of him. After I dream about it tonight, we will report to the police station tomorrow, and then we will go to Christmas."

Liu Xu lowered his eyes and said to him: "Okay."

While talking, he turned around and hugged Shen Anxing tightly, and said: "Then let's go to the restaurant on the way after school to eat at night."

Shen Anxing smiled: "Okay."