hell make me fall in love

The intersection where Shen Anxing died in a car accident was next to a shopping mall, so it was very lively throughout the night.

The huge screen in the shopping mall broadcast colorful advertisements with loud noises. A group of people gathered in the square in front of the shopping mall, singing, dancing, dating, and doing everything else.

Therefore, the intersection here is affected by it, and there are also people coming and going, and the traffic volume is huge.But the flow of people is heavy, so every car drives very carefully, slowing down in unison to avoid pedestrians coming and going.

Liu Xu shouted at Shen Anxing until his throat hurt and he coughed.He searched for a long time but couldn't find it, so he knew that Shen Anxing probably didn't land here.

He wanted to look for him, but he was even more afraid that Shen Anxing would find him here when he was not here, and that the two of them would miss it.

Liu Xu didn't want to miss it.He found a place under the streetlight at the intersection, leaned against it, coughed softly and waited.

He frowned slightly. It was too cold at night, so he tied the scarf tighter, covering most of his face. As he breathed, a large cloud of white mist appeared on his glasses, and the brilliant colors changing on the huge screen It also shines brightly on him.

Liu Xu felt uneasy, after all whether Shen Anxing could come back, whether he could wait for him, was unknown.

This is just their guess, not certain.

He waited with his arms folded against the street light, and the wait became more and more anxious, and he had to take out his mobile phone to take a look every two minutes.

Every second passed so long.

In the cold and windy night, Liu Xu couldn't help thinking, where would Shen An go?

Was it his grave, or his house, or the hospital morgue where he died?

Can he come here, the city has changed so much in seven years, can he recognize the way?

Can he ask for directions?The night watchman is dead, can others see him?

That car accident hurt...does he hurt now, is he okay?

Questions came one after another, each one filled with anxiety and worry overflowing.

As the time passed by, Liu Xu looked at the huge screen in the shopping mall and felt that he was about to be driven crazy by the long wait.

He has obviously been like this for seven years, and he should have gotten used to every minute and every second of Shen Anxing's absence.

He always thought that he was used to it, but now he realized that he was not used to it at all.

Just like back then, he couldn't stand Shen Anxing leaving, nor could he bear Shen Anxing's absence.

It was cold and windy at night, and people came and went, but there was no one around him.

Liu Xu lowered his head and glanced at his phone again.Time still passed very slowly, only 5 minutes passed.

He stuffed the phone back into his pocket again, coughed twice, and cleared his throat again, trying to suppress the burning pain in his throat.

But nothing worked.

Liu Xu nestled in the scarf, sighed softly, raised his head again, and looked across the road.

He rarely comes to this intersection.Except for the day of Shen Anxing's death, on other days, he would rather take a detour than come to this intersection.

Every time he came here, he couldn't help but think of that day.

That day, he stood here, watching Shen Anxing who was standing across the road was hit by a car and flew away.

He watched Shen Anxing die helplessly.

After Shen Anxing's mother got divorced, she opened a shop in the shopping mall opposite. It was an afternoon tea shop specializing in milk tea and cakes. It had a good reputation. Even after going to university, Liu Xu would often hear it from her classmates.

That day, when the college entrance examination was over and there was a holiday, Shen Anxing said he wanted to visit his mother, and went to the mall to buy him a birthday cake.

He said to Liu Xu, don't follow me, I want to talk to my mother to make it over.

Liu Xu said yes.

After all, this kind of thing really has to be done by oneself, and others can't help.

Shen Anxing went by himself.He reached out and touched Liu Xu's head, and said you wait for me here, and when I come out, we will celebrate your birthday.

Liu Xu obeyed obediently and waited, but unexpectedly, he waited for such a sudden disaster.

When Shen Anxing came out, Liu Xu was standing where he was standing now.It was still a working day, and there was not much traffic here, so Liu Xu saw him from a distance.

Shen Anxing didn't have anything, his father refused to spend money on him, so he always wore his school uniform, he said, that was all he had.

Liu Xu wanted to buy clothes for him, but it was very troublesome for Shen Xun to ask, so when Shen Anxing was at home on vacation, he only dared to go in and out in school uniform.

It was the same that day.Wearing a school uniform, Shen Anxing looked a bit lonely when he left the shopping mall, but when he saw Liu Xu at the intersection, he laughed across the intersection.

He waved at Liu Xu, just when the signal light turned green, he took a step, walked over, and shook the cake box in his hand.

In the next second, he was knocked out by a rushing truck.

...His hand was only halfway up, and he was just about to walk over.

That screech of horns and brakes killed him.

The cake that Shen Anxing bought was the strawberry cake that Mr. Liu Xu invited him to eat. He didn't have much money, and it was a sum he had saved after spending many months of frugality. The cake he bought was from his mother's shop.When he came out, Shen Anxing was still telling him on the phone that when he took out the money, Zuo Baiyu's face turned green, and he felt very happy and took revenge.

At that time, the cake flew out with him, the box was smashed into several pieces of paper, and the cake inside was also rotten and sweet.

Shen Anxing casually slung it on one shoulder, and the bag that was about to slide down at that time was also knocked into the air as a matter of course, it flew to the middle of the road, and the gypsophila contained inside was smashed to pieces.

Everything is broken.

As soon as Liu Xu thought of the scene at that time, he couldn't help but get chills and numbness in his back.

He lowered his head all of a sudden, feeling as if his heart was being pressed hard by a boulder, and it was hard to breathe for a while.

Everything at that time was still vivid in my mind, and the scars that remained on my heart were uncovered again, and blood began to ooze out slowly.

When Shen Anxing was slammed into the air, he was still alive.

He didn't die, but the doctor later told Liu Xu that the reason why Shen Anxing couldn't be rescued was not because of excessive blood loss, but because of lung injury.His ribs were broken and it popped into a lung.

In other words, every minute and every second after that, he couldn't breathe at all.

But he kept talking to Liu Xu after that.

Liu Xu also remembered it very clearly.When Shen Anxing was hit, the first thing he did was not to ask for help, but to call Liu Xu.

Shen Anxing was severely injured. When Liu Xu ran to him, he saw him stretch out his bloody, trembling and convulsive hand, trying hard to get himself up, to return his anger. Ruo Yousi's voice became hoarse, calling Yang Hua one after another.

His eyes were bloodshot, terribly red, and a bit confused, but more flustered, blinking his eyes desperately and looking around, as if he was trying to see something clearly.

The doctor later said that when he was knocked into the air, his head fell to the ground first, which affected his vision.So at that time, he actually couldn't see anything clearly.

Shen Anxing was too gentle.

Liu Xu understood best.When he was about to die, he never said a word of pain in front of Liu Xu.

He was afraid that Liu Xu would be worried, so from the accident until his death, he kept telling him, it's fine, don't worry.

He said, I have been beaten since I was a child, my bones are hard, and I am used to the pain, so it is nothing.

But the doctor told Liu Xu that Shen Anxing's death was the most painful.He didn't die on the spot, but his lungs were pierced alive by the bones.

He couldn't breathe, and he was in pain from other injuries on his body.

The doctor sighed, to be honest, it would be easier than dying on the spot.

Liu Xu really didn't understand.

Shen Anxing is such a good person, why should he be treated like this in this life.His father didn't love his mother, and he was beaten severely since he was a child. Even when he died, he had to be tortured like this before he died.

When he died, only Liu Xu was waiting outside the emergency room, and later only his parents and sister rushed over after receiving the call.

None of Shen Anxing's parents came.

Only when the death notice was signed at the end, did Shen Xun, who was very drunk, come over with a beer bottle in his hands.

When Liu Xu thought of this, he felt a faint headache from hatred.

The night is getting dark, and the mall also has business hours.At around 09:30, the flow of people gradually decreased. After ten o'clock, the mall closed, and many people went home one after another.

Liu Xu still didn't wait for Shen Anxing.The memories brought to him by this intersection were not very good, so he slowly squatted down, his body trembling slightly, and Zhu Xin's memories from seven years ago were scene after scene, with one knife after another on the wound that he could not heal at all, Stab this unforgettable wound deeper.

The light cast by the street lamp is warm and warm yellow, but it can't warm the coldness that was enough to hurt his life seven years ago.

There are few people on the roadside, and so is the traffic on the road.

Liu Xu lowered his head and squatted beside the street lamp, like a poor homeless man.

Afterwards, the huge screen in the shopping mall suddenly turned off, and gradually there were no people on the street. Only the street lights were on quietly, and a car passed by occasionally.

Liu Xu glanced at the time.The time has already passed zero o'clock, and it is already early one o'clock in the morning.

Everything around became quiet as the night fell, and Liu Xu still didn't have the person he was waiting for.

He has to come.

He is coming.

Liu Xu hardly dared to think about Shen Anxing "can't come" or "won't come".Even if he knew it clearly in his heart, it was possible that he couldn't come.

But he didn't have the courage to think about it.He thought of Shen Anxing who was covered in instruments all those years ago, he thought of Shen Anxing saying "I don't hurt" one after another - he thought of all the figures of Shen Anxing in his memories, each of which was unforgettable for him.

... How could he not come.

Liu Xu murmured in his heart, but he was afraid that Shen Anxing would not be able to come, so he trembled all over in fear.

It was cold and windy at night.

During this time of torture every minute and every second, suddenly, Liu Xu heard a heart-piercing and hoarse cry: "Yang Hua!!!"

Liu Xu raised his head abruptly, stood up all of a sudden, and looked towards the source of the voice.

That was Shen Anxing.

Shen Anxing was on the opposite side of the road. He was covered in blood, shouted hoarsely, and squinted one eye, while the open eye was red and bloodshot. It was extremely chaotic, and it looked like it was rushing all the way.

He was looking at Liu Xu who had just stood up across the road.His eyes were flustered, but the moment he saw Liu Xu, the panic disappeared without a trace.

"Yanghua!!"

Shen Anxing's shout changed from panic to joy, and then he pulled off the coat on his shoulders, rushed onto the road, and ran towards him.

Immediately, Liu Xu's eyes blurred, he took a breath of trembling breath, and ran out after him.

They rushed through the intersection where the red light was still flashing, through the cold wind at night, and everything that blocked them.

In the cold and windy night, Liu Xu crashed into Shen Anxing's arms.

The temperature in Shen Anxing's arms was not inferior to the coldness of this night, but Liu Xu didn't care.

He embraced tightly with his old friend who had already rested in peace under the spring.And at that moment, he finally cried again.