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Liu Xu left in no hurry.After staying in Shen Anxing's arms for a few more minutes, he sat up, left the rear seat, and sat on the driver's seat.

"Let's go to the law firm first." Liu Xu said, "I'm a bit out of control today, so I'm going to ask for a leave of absence, and I'll be home at noon."

After all, he didn't sleep for a few hours last night, and he just came out of hell after walking around. If he didn't go home and sleep for a while, he felt like he was going to die suddenly on the job.

"En." Shen Anxing responded, and said, "It's time to take a good rest."

Liu Xu smiled at him in the rearview mirror, didn't say anything, and drove on the road.

Shen Anxing sat in the back seat, but the expression on his face did not relax.He leaned on the seat, looked at Liu Xu who was driving in front, frowned, and was speechless for a long time.

Liu Xu's situation seemed to be worse than he thought.

Liu Xu already knew that Xie Weixian was the night watchman of Iron Tree Hell. With such a living example in front of him, the possibility of Shen An's guild walking is almost zero. The reward for the night watchman's breakthrough to the end will be the rebirth of a human being. These two points He will not be unexpected.

He must have thought of it, so why did he still have the idea that Shen Anxing would leave?

There is only one answer.

He is afraid.

It's not that Liu Xu doesn't believe in the facts, it's just that Shen Anxing has been dead for seven years, he has already experienced the heart-to-heart despair that day, and now that he has lost it and regained it, he will inevitably be like Shen Anxing in those years. are afraid.

Even if it's just a slight disturbance, even if the facts are firmly in front of him, he can't help being afraid, worrying about the sky, and worrying about things that are clearly impossible.

Yes, Shen Anxing has already discovered it now.Regarding Shen Anxing's matter, Liu Xu seemed to subconsciously think about the worst outcome.

Shen Anxing understood very well, because their ending back then was the worst tragic ending.

People are always used to protecting themselves. Shen Anxing used to reject everyone to protect himself, but now Liu Xu is used to thinking of the worst to protect himself.In this way, no matter what the final result is, he can at least say to himself—ah, it really is.

Shen Anxing felt a little uncomfortable, he never thought that one day he would be able to see the shadow of himself in Liu Xu.

The moment he thought of this, he couldn't help but startled again.

……and many more.

That being said... if you think about it the other way around, then...

... Could Liu Xu also see the shadow of himself in him?

……

Liu Xu is a lawyer.

Lawyers usually work in law firms.

Liu Xu's office is on the seventh floor of a high-rise commercial building.

Shen Anxing raised his head, feeling that the building was really tall, so high that he could hardly see its head.

Liu Xu opened the trunk and took out a bag full of wine - he promised Shen Anxing not to drink alcohol before, so he took out all the wine in the refrigerator, and prepared to share it with his colleagues in class.

After taking out such a big bag, Liu Xu took Shen Anxing with him and walked into the building.

Shen Anxing wanted to help him share the burden, but after all, there are so many people in the building, and in broad daylight, there can't be any supernatural events, otherwise people and ghosts will be embarrassing.

People come and go on the first floor of the building.After all, this building is not only a law firm, but also many other enterprises.

Liu Xu took Shen Anxing into the elevator and pressed the button for the seventh floor.Then, he took out his phone and checked the time.

10: 47.

It's almost time to get off work.

Liu Xu put away the phone and yawned again.

The elevator quickly reached the seventh floor, Liu Xu led Shen Anxing to the front of the law firm on the seventh floor.

The door of the law firm was closed tightly, and the words "Qinggang Law Firm" were pasted on the glass door.After Liu Xu stood still at the door, he took out a card from his pocket and stuck it on the machine at the door.

The machine beeped softly and the door opened.

Liu Xu walked in.The law firm was full of people coming and going, and no one gave him a glance because he pushed the door in. Everyone was busy with their own affairs in their own positions.

The incandescent lamp overhead cast a deserted light, and there were only cold conversations and typing sounds around. Occasionally, the same cold phone sounded, and people spoke indifferently, even a little impatiently, as if they were about to curse.

As soon as Shen Anxing walked in, he felt the place was full of indifference.

He was startled.

Liu Xu worked here, and he was used to it for a long time. He turned his head, said "wait for me a while" to Shen Anxing, and then walked to a person who was very close to the copier with a bag full of wine. On the seat, bowed his head and said a few words to him.

Then, he put the wine on his seat, walked in again, walked into the innermost room, knocked on the door, opened the door after getting permission, stood by the door and said I said a few words.

Then, Liu Xu walked back.

"Let's go." He said to Shen Anxing, "Go home."

Shen Anxing: "...Okay..."

He responded, but blinked in disbelief, and looked up at the law firm again.

After Liu Xu finished speaking, she dragged Shen An to walk.

Shen Anxing was dragged away by him, and before leaving, he couldn't help but look back at the workplace.

No one looked at them from the beginning to the end, and the place smelled of indifference.

Liu Xu dragged him into the elevator, and turned on another floor.

There were other people in the elevator, Shen Anxing endured the doubts in his heart, without saying a word.

Liu Xuquietly glanced at him, and saw that Shen Anxing was looking up at the elevator panel showing the number of floors, frowning slightly, with "I'm not feeling well" written all over his face.

Liu Xu knew why he was uncomfortable, so he turned his eyes away without saying a word.

After the two returned to the car, Shen Anxing still didn't say anything.

Liu Xu drove home. On the way, he glanced at the rearview mirror several times. Every time he looked at Shen Anxing, it was the same movement and expression. He just folded his arms and lowered his head, frowning. He didn't know what he was thinking. .

Finally, Liu Xu looked at him in the rearview mirror and asked, "You seem to want to say something?"

Only then did Shen Anxing raise his head as if waking up from a dream, and said blankly, "Huh?" After that, he came to his senses, and said, "Well...it's nothing."

Liu Xu knew that he would continue, so he didn't say anything.

Sure enough, as he thought, Shen Anxing continued to speak.

"I just think...it's a little different from what I imagined."

Liu Xu lowered his eyes.

He already knew what Shen Anxing imagined.

When he was in high school, Liu Xu was very popular and liked to laugh. People around him could always circle around him, but later on, he liked to stay with Shen Anxing.Shen Anxing didn't like too many people, so Liu Xu tried to keep a distance from the others.

So, now Shen Anxing must...

The two of them really had a tacit understanding, and soon, Shen Anxing spoke out what Liu Xu was thinking.

"When you were in school, you were very popular." Shen Anxing said, "Everyone likes you, so I think...you know what I want to say."

Liu Xu really knew what he wanted to say.

Liu Xu didn't say a word.

There was a little silence between the two.

After a while, Shen Anxing said again: "At least...it shouldn't be like this, Yang Hua."

"Of course, if you think it's good, you don't have to care about what I say." Shen Anxing said, "If you think it's good, then it's good."

"..."

Liu Xu was speechless for a moment.

Shen Anxing was habitually following him, but the assumption repeated in this sentence turned into a sharp arrow to question Liu Xu's heart.

- "If you feel so good".

Do you think this is good?

In the past seven years, Liu Xu often asked himself this question.

Is this really good?

He knew it was bad, really bad.

But, only here...

After thinking about it, Liu Xu pursed her lips.

He didn't know what to say.

After a long silence, he could only bite the bullet and say, "I think it's okay."

Shen Anxing could hear the bravado in his words, so he raised the corner of his mouth helplessly at him in the rearview mirror.

"yes."

Shen Anxing didn't expose him, but said softly: "That's good."

Liu Xu's hand holding the steering wheel tightened.

It was past eleven o'clock when they got home.

As soon as the owner came home, the sticky who was lying in his nest immediately raised his voice, raised his big tail like a feather duster, and meowed all the way to greet him.

Liu Xu was so tired now, he didn't even have the energy to respond to the cat's welcome, he took off his coat and threw it away, and then fell headlong into the sofa.

Being ignored by his master who had raised him for several years, Sticky was very angry, and immediately yelled.

Shen Anxing had no choice but to pick it up from the ground, hugged it in his arms, and said in a low voice: "Okay, he is very tired, be good."

Sticky opened her beautiful big eyes, looked at him pitifully, and then meowed aggrievedly.

Liu Xu was indeed very tired.

He took the glasses off the bridge of his nose and closed his eyes, but he didn't feel sleepy at all.

The words Shen Anxing said were still ringing in his ears.

Shen Anxing said: "Of course, if you think this is good, you don't have to care what I say."

"..."

Not good at all.

Liu Xu couldn't help thinking.

At this moment, he felt a chill approaching.

That was Shen Anxing, Shen Anxing was really easy to identify.

Liu Xu felt helpless in his heart.

Then, he clearly felt that Shen Anxing had covered himself with a quilt.

The quilt was very warm, Liu Xu suddenly became confused.

He just fell asleep in a daze.Before falling asleep, Liu Xu heard himself let out a long and helpless sigh.

It’s over.

He thought, to have that dream again.

He was wrapped in drowsiness and fell asleep.

He did indeed have a dream as he thought, but it was not the dream he thought.

He opened his eyes and saw the snowflakes falling in front of him, the huge screen in the shopping mall, the colorful neon lights in the night, the snow that was swept up by the cleaners all over the road, and the people around him who came before it was swept away. To trampled dirty snow dust.

There is still the smell of snacks in the air, and the loud and cheerful music is deafeningly loud.

Liu Xu raised his head and saw snowflakes fluttering in the air.

He lowered his head again, and saw that he was still wearing his high school uniform and a woolen coat that he had thrown away a long time ago.

……

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