No.20 years

07

Bang!

Hao Chun's cheeks were crooked, and there was a high palm mark on the right cheek.

One-handed money wrecks are extraordinarily powerful.It was as if God had concentrated all his strength on his left hand after taking away his right arm.

Hao Chun came back to his senses, rolled his lower eyelids, smiled lightly, and stepped on the clutch again.

"What the hell were you thinking just now? I called you dozens of times, and your throat is broken. You're screaming!" Qian Biaosan scolded angrily.

"I didn't think about anything." Hao Chun said lightly, and continued walking in the direction of the traffic lights.On the road for more than ten minutes, all the rest was the dirty scolding of Qian Yansan.Hao Chun got used to it and didn't make a sound. He drove all the way to the gate of the Civil Affairs Bureau, and the truck let out a squeak.

When he stopped the car, the body bumped twice.

"It's here." Qian Yansan held back his resentment. "Come here, unbuckle my seat belt!"

Hao Chun bowed his head and leaned over to help him untie it.

When the seat belt was unbuckled, the sound of Qian Yansan's heavy breathing sprayed on the top of his head, with a hot and sweaty smell.

Hao Chun avoided it slightly, exposing half of his neck, and a corner of the tentacles of the butterfly stabbed on his back.

"Hao Chun!"

Hao Chun didn't move.

"Do you hate me?"

"No." Without looking up, Hao Chun unbuckled his seat belt with a click, and then helped Qian Beisan open the door.

As they leaned over, the two of them touched each other lightly.

Body temperature is hot.The heart is cold.

Can't afford to make waves.

Qian Yongsan was standing by the car waiting for him, seeing Hao Chun coming out with his head bowed and dragging his feet, he couldn't help kicking him. "Can you fucking stop being so depressed! Happy day."

Hao Chun looked down and the rain stopped.His lips moved, the bridge of his nose wrinkled a little, and he slowly smiled.I don't know whether to laugh at his words, or at this happy day.

"it is good."

Qian Biaosan didn't know what to say, sighed heavily, and waited for him to walk forward together.

Hao Chun didn't move.

"The smoke is gone."

Qian Yansan frowned irritably, the old scar on his left eyebrow became more and more ugly. "Be patient!"

Hao Chun raised his head and glanced at Qian Biaosan.

"Okay, I'll help you buy it! Damn I owed you in my previous life!" Qian Biaosan cursed, and finally turned around to help him go to the canteen to buy cigarettes next to him.

Hao Chun didn't know why he dismissed him, maybe he was never married?

Ah!

He laughed, raised his eyelids, and saw a person standing in front of the Civil Affairs Bureau's black-and-white signboard.

Maybe the sun after the rain was too glaring, the man lowered his head.A neat crew cut, a black suit, and shiny leather shoes.

Just by looking at his appearance, he is not on the same level as him.

Hao Chun blew a whistle, which was purely a habit in middle school.After he finished playing, he realized that it was too childish for his age.

He laughed, put one hand in his trouser pocket, and walked past the man without looking sideways.

Probably the whistle caught the man's attention, the man suddenly raised his head, glanced at him, and then called out his name in a hoarse voice - "Ah Chun!"

The sound of Ah Chun was really soul-stirring.Qian Yongsan's so many voices did not wake up the soul he lost in Jinxing Middle School. This sentence, only two words, but Hao Chun's whole body trembled as if he had received an electric shock.

The hand in the trouser pocket kept convulsing, turning pale.

He didn't look back.

The man yelled again. "Ah Chun, it really is you."

08

The man walked up to him, one step away, and stopped.That's close enough.The smell of cologne lightly entered Hao Chun's nose.Premium goods!

Hao Chun paused, then turned around and laughed nervously. "What a coincidence!"

"Unfortunately, I'm here to wait for you." The man looked at him, his bottomless eyes were astonishingly bright, like two light bulbs.

The hand in the trouser pocket was startled again, and the fingers twitched.The ten toes inside the sneakers are stretched straight.Hao Chun desperately controlled his body, as stiff as a rock.

He dared not move.

Can't move.

"Ah Chun," the man forcefully pushed his shoulders away, spraying his breath on his face.Now he is ten centimeters taller than Hao Chun, and he can easily see Hao Chun's trembling eyelashes.

The man laughed, a deep, sentimental laugh. "Why, seeing me now, don't you even want to say goodbye?"

Hao Chun lowered his eyelids and snorted inexplicably.

"Ah Chun, I miss you very much."

silence.

long silence.

The man continued to speak. "I heard from a friend in the bar that you can find me there..."

The man's eyes became brighter and brighter.Tempting, like two bottomless black holes.

Hao Chun felt suffocated.He subconsciously took a step back, his body stiffened, almost tripping to the ground, his heart throbbing.The feeling of sickness is coming again!

Hao Chun tried his best to control himself, not to lose his composure in the street, especially in front of this person.

"I didn't, I..."

"Don't deny it!" The man took a step closer, and said again: "That friend told me, you went to the bar where he was, and asked everywhere if anyone had seen me."

Then the man paused, his thin lips moved slightly, evoking a cold smile. "He said, your boyfriend also went there and beat him, and he is still lying in the hospital hanging from the water. Fortunately, if he hadn't been injured and asked me to go to the hospital to see him, I wouldn't have known... You are going to get married. thing."

"Yes, yes! My mother is going to get married!" Hao Chun yelled violently, took another two steps back, and then suddenly shouted with all his strength: "So Chen Jingming, don't you fucking bother me anymore, please?" good?"

Chen Jingming looked at him deeply without saying a word.

"I thought……"

"It's nothing you think!" Hao Chun waved his fist, leaning back desperately, like a bow that was stretched too tightly, it would break at any moment.

"Chen Jingming, have you ever thought that it's been ten years, and it's been a full ten years since we broke up! I don't love you anymore!"

The thin lips trembled.

Chen Jingming's eyelids trembled slightly, and the light in his amazingly bright pupils gradually dimmed.

Seeing that he didn't speak, Hao Chun took a few steps back as hard as he could, as if he wanted to run away when he turned around.His toes were stuck on the ground, and he couldn't pull them out with all his strength.

He half twisted himself in an extremely odd posture.He tilted his head back, and his upper body had already turned towards the south, but his toes were still facing north where Chen Jingming was.

He wants to go, but his body doesn't obey.

"Achun, I am 35 years old."

Hao Chun ignored him, thinking, my mother is 35 years old.We were both born on the same day, the same month, the same year, should we celebrate our birthday together at the Civil Affairs Bureau?

He wanted to laugh, but couldn't.A hollow growl came out of his throat.

Chen Jingming didn't chase after him, but his voice was very steady, word by word reached Hao Chun's ears. "I've thought about it, half my life has passed. But, I still like you the most."

"... Ah Chun, let's start over, shall we?"

Chen Jingming's tone was too serious.

The veins on Hao Chun's neck burst out, and his Adam's apple slid up and down sharply.He couldn't bear it, and he didn't have time to listen.

He had to get rid of Chen Jingming before Qian Biaosan came back, otherwise the two would fight.Qian Biaosan will go crazy when he sees Chen Jingming!The car accident ten years ago will be revealed again.Qian Biaosan would beat Chen Jingming, just like hitting that bar singer.

He didn't want to see Chen Jingming get hurt, let alone go to jail.

"The two of us have already finished." Hao Chun closed his eyes, then clenched his fists and shouted back, "Don't be a fucking bitch!"

"Ah Chun, you... what did you say?" Chen Jingming's voice rarely trembled.

09

When Hao Chun mentioned breaking up back then, Chen Jingming also asked him with a trembling voice, "Ah Chun, if you say it again, I can't hear you clearly."

It was clearly a sunny spring day, and the two were sitting in a quiet coffee shop, which was playing fluent piano music, which made people drowsy.

Hao Chun lowered his head and stirred the coffee, the black liquid made his lips bitter.He lowered his eyelids and repeated himself. "Chen Jingming, let's end it, I don't love you anymore."

Chen Jingming stood up abruptly, grabbed him by the collar, and pulled him in front of him.

Ping bell bang bang.

The ashtray fell to the ground and was smashed to pieces.Coffee spilled on Chen Jingming's expensive white shirt.

This shirt is useless, I feel sorry for my 800 yuan.Hao Chun drooped his eyelids and smiled coldly in his heart.

Chen Jingming's pressing questions hit him in the face, one sentence after another.

"What happened? I have known you for 25 years, and I have been in love for ten years. Ten years! Ten years of relationship, I have done everything, and now you say you don't like it, don't you like it?"

"Yes, I have the final say on this matter." Hao Chun broke his hand and whistled rascally. "Chen Jingming, please be sober, we are not children anymore. You speak so clearly, what are you doing dragging me so shamelessly?"

"This is the reason why you insist on moving out of the house?!" Chen Jingming's face was pale, and his dark eyes were burning with anger.

"You should be, so be it."

Chen Jingming's throat rolled a few times, and his knuckle fingers held him, and slowly let go.One finger at a time, very slowly, slowly, let go.

"You, are you someone outside?"

Hao Chun trembled.I never thought about killing him for this reason!

Where in the world can I find someone like Chen Jingming!

Chen Jingming is enough for him.

In his whole life, he has only liked Chen Jingming.Even if he is separated, old, or dead, he will carefully put this love in a crystal glass bottle, together with the marbles he played with when he was a child, and treasure it in the safest place in the world.

How could he go to someone else behind Chen Jingming's back?How could he fall in love with other men behind Chen Jingming's back? !Even if the sky is falling.

But he didn't say the words, his eyelids drooping.

Chen Jingming took him as the default, sneered, and staggered back with a pale face.

Such an arrogant person actually fell to the ground with a thud when he stepped back.

Hao Chun was startled, subconsciously bent over to help him.Chen Jingming knocked off his hand, sat on the ground like a dog, and crawled back desperately with his hands on his hands.Stained with mess all over the place.

The face is wet.

Chen Jingming cried.

...Hao Chun has been ill since then.

He couldn't forget that scene, the person he planned to love for the rest of his life crawled on the ground like a dog.

These humiliations were given to Chen Jingming by him.

He is a sinner.

The only thing he can do for Chen Jingming in his life is to hide the car accident for him.

He loves Chen Jingming, always has.

But he is not eligible.

"Chen Jingming, where's your pride and your self-esteem?" Hao Chun shouted hoarsely.

On July [-]th, it was sunny after the rain.

"Fucking get back together! I'm getting married, and it's not you!"

Chen Jingming's face was as pale as a ghost, but his steps were very steady, one step after another, walking towards him firmly. "Achun, I like you for a lifetime."

Hao Chun retreated in panic.

"It doesn't matter if you don't like me." Chen Jingming said:

"It's okay, I like you enough."

"I'm chasing you again."

"You...don't marry someone else, okay?"