No.20 years

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Brother Hao Zhou is 53 years old now.He started working as a repairman at the Hongling Automobile Factory in Hebei City. At the age of 33, he was imprisoned for one and a half years for theft and was dismissed from public office before he was imprisoned.After that, he had no proper job, drank heavily, and was detained many times.

His wife, Dou Jing, studied at the law department of an unnamed university, dropped out of her sophomore year, married Hao Zhoudi a year later, and gave birth to Hao Chun three months after their marriage.

Hao Chun is the only son of the two.

……

Chen Jingming sat in the dark senior nursing room of Jingming Hospital, silently shaking off a stack of files in his hand.

The paper rustled slightly.

It alarmed Hao Chun on the hospital bed.

"Hmm..." Hao Chun uttered a meaningless muffled voice, rubbed his temples with his fingers, and trembled his eyelashes twice, as if he was still awake.

Chen Jingming hurriedly put down the file in hand, walked from under the window to the hospital bed, leaned over and touched Hao Chun's forehead, and said softly, "Shh, sleep a little longer."

Half asleep and half awake, Hao Chun returned to the time when they lived together ten years ago.Because he muttered next, "Chen Jingming, do you have no class today?"

Ten years ago, the two had a good relationship, and Chen Jingming was still studying as a graduate student in business administration at an unnamed university in the neighboring province.Every weekend or when there is no professional class, I would drive back and sleep with Hao Chun until I woke up naturally.

The pendulum life in the two cities lasted for three years.Before the fourth year could even begin, they broke up.

Chen Jingming pursed his lips, put his fingers on Hao Chun's forehead, and did not move for a long time.

"... What time is it?" Hao Chun turned over, and subconsciously searched for the bed with both hands, but found nothing.

"It's still early." Chen Jingming answered him gently for fear of waking him up completely. "There's no class today, I'll get you breakfast."

"I want eggs." Hao Chun smiled in his sleep, and his face with high cheekbones suddenly became brighter. "I want to eat your fried love eggs."

"it is good."

Hao Chun smiled, then kicked off the quilt again, turned on his side, spread his hands and feet in all directions, and fell into a deep sleep again.

Chen Jingming finally withdrew his finger from his forehead, but his eyes were locked on Hao Chun's scarred face, and he didn't make a sound for a long time.

"Chen Shao!"

There was a soft knock on the door from behind.

It was A Bin's voice, although he lowered his voice, it was still clearly audible.

Chen Jingming frowned, bent down and carefully tucked the quilt for Hao Chun on the hospital bed, and then turned his head.

Over there, A Bin has gently pushed the door open, standing awkwardly at the door, rubbing his hands together. "Young Master Chen, ah, that..."

"What's the matter?" Chen Jingming became more unhappy when he saw him hesitating, frowned, turned his head and walked quickly to the door, and carefully closed the door.

He and A Bin were talking in the corridor.

"Young Master Chen, your fiancée from Country A has come after you..."

"Where is the fiancée!" Chen Jingming interrupted immediately. "It's just a perfunctory remark at the banquet."

"But obviously Miss Lin doesn't think so!" A Bin looked very sad.A square face with Chinese characters drooped, inexplicably pitiful. "Miss Lin's nanny car is downstairs, I'm afraid I'll get it within 2 minutes."

"Get her out!"

"Who are you going to drive away?"

Before the words were finished, there was a knocking sound of high-heeled shoes in the corridor.A girl in black lace tulle rushed over quickly.

Before anyone arrived, there was a burst of fragrant wind.

"Chen Jingming, let me tell you, if you delay this time, the funds for the psychiatric department of this hospital will never be in place!"

"It's only 3000 million!" Chen Jingming sneered.

The girl giggled coquettishly and said: "Yes! 3000 million, now Young Master Chen has long ignored it. But behind the 3000 million, there is a top international figure, Dr. Tommy!"

Chen Jingming pursed his lips and did not answer.

"Tommy, but only I can make it move! He only listens to me." Ms. Lin said, tilting up the nails that had just been maintained, her eyes fell on the nail polish, and she watched it carefully.Then he took a gloating look at Chen Jingming, as if he had finally appreciated the man's speechless embarrassment. "Young Master Chen, I fell in love with you ten years ago! Now you are thinking of dumping me? No way!"

Chen Jingming interrupted her impatiently. "as you wish!"

"What? You..." Miss Lin hadn't finished speaking when she saw Chen Jingming flash past her.

Chen Jingming hit the back of her hand on the hand she just had nail polish on.

The two hands clashed, and Miss Lin's arms went numb from the shock.

"You and I haven't even held hands. Don't use your fiancée status to overwhelm the people around me!" Chen Jingming approached Miss Lin's face, his eyes met, the tip of his nose was only an inch away.

Chen Jingming pursed his thin lips, stared at his theoretical "fiancée" indifferently, and said word by word: "Because you, don't, deserve it!"

Miss Lin screamed.

Caught off guard, she clapped her hands this time, as if a man had slapped her delicately made-up face.

Ms. Lin broke her throat suddenly and kicked Chen Jingming's suit pants with her ten-centimeter high-heeled shoes.Chen Jingming's eyelids drooped, and before he could speak, A Bin and A Gao had already grasped Miss Lin's arms like ghosts, dragging her back desperately.

Two naked thighs protruded from the back of the short skirt, still desperately facing Chen Jingming, knocking on the floor from time to time, making the throat especially harsh.

"Chen! You're going to die!" Miss Lin's shrill cry echoed in the corridor.

"I said hello, and the wards on both sides are empty. The first floor is empty." Chen Jingming looked at her coldly, his thin lips moved, and he sneered. "Even the doctor won't come here. Make trouble as you like!"

"Hahahahaha! What do you think this can change?" Miss Lin laughed wildly, her mascara smudged. "I won't let Tommy touch you until I die! Just give up your heart!"

Perhaps because there was nothing to do, the seaweed-like curly hair fell from both sides of the carefully arranged bun, and teardrops fell down one by one.Miss Lin broke down and cried.

"It's up to you." Chen Jingming's eyelids drooped, and he said coldly: "Don't think that you can threaten anyone by doing this!"

As he spoke, he turned and walked towards the ward without hesitation.

Miss Lin's voice came after him from behind. "Chen, I curse you!"

Chen Jingming kept walking, his hand had already touched the doorknob, but the next moment he was chased by the words - "No matter who you fall in love with, your love will die!"

Chen Jingming turned around abruptly, and pointed at the crazy Miss Lin, trembling endlessly.

Abin and Agao dragged Ms. Lin, and the three of them gradually disappeared at the end of the corridor.

One minute later, Chen Jingming abruptly took out the phone from his trouser pocket.

"Can you help me block someone?"

The other end of the phone froze for a moment, and then there was a deep laugh. "Why, who offended Young Master Chen again? Tell me, whoever doesn't have eyes, I'll take care of him for you!"

"Lin Chen."

"Lin Chen? That popular first-line actress who just won an award in country A?"

"good."

"Oh, this matter is a bit difficult! She has always liked you very much. She is beautiful and has two long legs. How many people can't envy Yanfu! Why do you..."

"Don't talk nonsense!" Chen Jingming frowned impatiently. "That's it, the sooner you block it, the better. If you have any news, let me know."

He snapped the phone shut and put it in his trouser pocket.Putting your hand on the doorknob, you gently and carefully turned it away.

After such a commotion, the light in the ward became darker and quieter.

Hao Chun was still lying unharmed, but his eyes were opened.Seeing him coming, he said lightly, "I had a dream."

For a moment, Chen Jingming couldn't tell whether Hao Chun had woken up, or whether he was stuck in the memory of the past and couldn't get out.He was silent, approached the bed carefully, bent down gently, and said softly: "What dream?"

"I dreamed that you were snatched by a woman."

Chen Jingming placed a light kiss on Hao Chun's forehead. "I don't like women."

"But the woman in the dream was crying very loudly!" Hao Chun blinked in confusion.

His eyes were full of confusion and innocence.

Seeing Chen Jingming's heart twitch, he unknowingly deepened the kiss, along his cheeks, as if he wanted to go down.

Hao Chun turned his face to avoid his kiss. "Chen Jingming, will you suddenly abandon me one day?"

"Why?" Chen Jingming didn't force him any more, put his hands on Hao Chun's sides, raised his thin lips, and smiled softly. "Even if you don't want me, you don't want me, Ah Chun."

It was originally a very bitter love story.

After Hao Chun heard this sentence, he suddenly groaned, put his head in his hands, and his expression was very painful.

A low growl came out of his throat, like a wounded beast.

"Chen Jingming! Chen Jingming..." Hao Chun panicked and called Chen Jingming's name over and over again.

"I'm here. I'm here, Ah Chun." Chen Jingming tried to comfort the man's hand holding his head, but Hao Chun opened it again and again.

Chen Jingming was standing opposite Hao Chun, but Hao Chun couldn't see him.

The whites of Hao Chun's Danfeng eyes floated up, and his dark pupils were like two glass marbles that had lost their luster.Darkness fell inside, and there was no light at all.

He can't see and he can't hear.

It seemed that in his deep dream, there was only Chen Jingming who abandoned him again and again.

That silent Chen Jingming.

That Chen Jingming that he could never find again.

The two were close at hand, breathing intertwined, but Chen Jingming once again felt the panic of being caught off guard.He watched Hao Chun viciously smashing his head against the railing of the hospital bed again and again.

This is a special ward. In order to prevent patients from self-harm, even the walls are stuffed with sponge pads, and the railings are naturally not real metal.But Hao Chun's body is too fragile now, even if he is lightly pinched with his fingers, his skin will be bruised. After several collisions, he has a few new bruises on his forehead, which is not fully healed, and his thin arms Protruding from the striped hospital gown, the top is densely covered with traces of fighting with Abin and Agao before the injection.

Chen Jingming's eyelids trembled a few times, his long and curly eyelashes trembled, his nose was sore, and he almost burst into tears.

Chen Jingming slowly collapsed along the side of the hospital bed.The slender and straight trousers have long been wrinkled after this day and night of fighting.With his legs leaning against the edge of the hospital bed, he suddenly lost all his strength, squatted down slowly, and finally sat slumped on the ground without caring about his image.

The bridge of the nose hissed with cold air.One strand at a time.Wrapped around his face and fell to the ground again. —It was his tears.

It is the tears of the 35-year-old Chen Shao who is all-powerful.

In front of Hao Chun... no matter how many years, Chen Jingming felt that he was a useless man.

"Ah Chun, I only want you. In my whole life, I only like you." Chen Jingming's tears fell, but he didn't want to wipe them away.

In the past ten years, he has suppressed too much pain.Even crying like this is a luxury for him.

I don't know if this sentence was finally heard by Hao Chun, or the tearful face touched Hao Chun's heart.

Ten minutes later, when Chen Jingming was desperate, Hao Chun suddenly became quiet.

The heavy dark blue curtains were drawn in the ward, and Hao Chun sat on the head of the bed, panting heavily.His eyes raised silently, then landed on Chen Jingming.

The pool of stagnant water in the white of the eyes moved, causing two ripples, and faintly glowing with a living light.

"Chen Jingming!"

"En." Chen Jingming answered him with a nasal tone.

"I will never want you in this life!"

"Ok!"

Hao Chun looked at him quietly.He took a deep breath, and said again: "Even if I die, in the next life, in the next life, you will still be mine!"

"Okay." Chen Jingming laughed quietly, tears rolling down his face. "If I don't have time, before you die, remember to kill me, Ah Chun."

"Good!" Hao Chun laughed.

Hao Chun laughed until he showed two small snow-white canine teeth, and the bridge of his nose wrinkled a little.

It's like 20 years never came.