No.20 years

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"Ah Chun, everything will be fine!" Chen Jingming got up slowly, and used a bathroom towel to wipe off the moisture on Hao Chun's body.

The voice was soft and slow.

"Achun, do you remember what you promised me in Jinxing Middle School back then?"

"...What?" Hao Chun asked him hoarsely.

Chen Jingming stared into his eyes, and slowly said: "Back then, in the third year of junior high school, every day after I fell asleep, the light in your room would suddenly turn on. Every day. It didn't turn off until three o'clock at night. .At that time, you were doing your homework secretly by yourself..."

Words flow into rivers.

Hao Chun's thoughts drifted back along it, then lowered his head, lowered his eyelids and said: "No! I was playing games at that time."

"Still lying to me!" Chen Jingming laughed, his voice deep.There was no smile in those obsidian eyes.If you look closely, it's a bit bitter.

"Achun... At that time, I knew you liked me very much. I liked it very much."

At that time, it was 19 years ago.

Hao Chun jumped from the railing on the roof of Jinxing Middle School, and said to Chen Jingming, you go to your No. [-] Middle School, and I stay in Jibei. Anyway, I can't pass the exam!

That day Chen Jingming beat him up.

Two young bodies are entangled together.In the confrontation between fist and flesh, Hao Chun fought back with all his strength, but then Chen Jingming suddenly cried, and tears fell silently, dripping on his fist.

Hao Chun didn't struggle anymore, and let Chen Jingming press him to the ground, punching him on the back one after another.Fist landed on the flesh through the thick dark blue school uniform jacket, crackling.

"Chun, can you hold your breath? We have agreed to stay together forever!"

That day was the school weekend, and there were no people on the playground, and it seemed that there were only the two of them left in the whole world.Chen Jingming's tears turned into a torrential rain, drowning Hao Chun's heart that was about to die.

No one in this world loves him.

Chen Jingming loves him.

For this love, Hao Chun decided to give it a go.

That night, Chen Jingming put medicine on his cheek in distress.Hao Chun bared his teeth, half of his face was swollen, and his eyes were black.He smiled nonchalantly at Chen Jingming: "Let's make an agreement first! Looking at the results of the joint exam, if I still can't make it into the top [-], I won't go."

Chen Jingming opened his mouth to speak, but Hao Chun interrupted him. "The one hundred students who didn't get into Jinxing Middle School went to Ninth Middle School and no one wanted them!"

"I'll look for my dad!" Chen Jingming wrung out the hot towel and put it on Hao Chun's back, slowly and carefully rubbing his bruises.

"No!" Hao Chun pushed his hand away, stood up from the chair with a jerk, with high fighting spirit.Like a young rooster that has just grown its feathers, it raised its head and grinned at Chen Jingming. "Give me another month! Look at the entrance exam results!"

"……it is good."

That night, Chen Jingming watched as Hao Chun pushed open the door and walked away in a skip.

Hao Chun's out-of-the-ordinary father, Hao Zhoudi, has gone somewhere to hang out again, and he will come back in about a few months, saying that he is out to cheat with others.Hao Chun didn't know the truth, and he couldn't care about the truth.But the drunk was not at home, which was just right for his upcoming plan!

From that day on, Hao Chun read every day until two or three o'clock at night.He was afraid that Chen Jingming would tell him that he always got up from the bed after turning off the light at the opposite window at ten o'clock, and he didn't dare to turn on the light on the spot, for fear that Chen Jingming was still asleep.He just took a flashlight, nestled in a corner, and started gnawing on his homework in the first grade of junior high school.

After 10:30, he turned on the light, unfolded the sea of ​​question tactics that Chen Jingming had compiled for him under the light, and bit his pen to think about one question after another.Sometimes I really can't figure it out, so I draw a cross with a pen and ask Chen Jingming the next day.

In class, Chen Jingming never took the initiative to talk to him in front of others.After class, he and he are like two unrelated people, each playing their own way.But when all the students shuffled out of the classroom with their schoolbags on their backs, Chen Jingming would suddenly turn back on the way home, carrying two packs of steaming fried chicken, and then took out a glass of orange juice from his schoolbag and handed it to him. To Hao Chun. "Today we continue to talk about mathematics!"

"Okay!" Hao Chun bit his straw and drank orange juice, pretending not to care, and dragged out a book of sea tactics with the corners turned up. "Chen Jingming, let me see if I did this question right?"

Chen Jingming took it, pursed his lips and glanced at Hao Chun.

Hao Chun didn't explain, just looked up at Chen Jingming and smiled.

He smiled brightly.

At that time, Chen Jingming often let him go when his heart softened.I only pointed out where he made mistakes earnestly, and explained it carefully again.

again.again.

Until a week before the entrance exam, Hao Chun suddenly fainted during a class activity for no reason.The students in class three ([-]) of junior high school screamed.Chen Jingming, the monitor of the class, rushed over, picked up the man on his back and ran to the school infirmary.

Seeing the two of them again, the school doctor said with a headache: "How many times have I told you to pay more attention to rest, kid! This is because of staying up all night!"

The school doctor pointed at the two lumps of bruises under Hao Chun's eyelids. "Look! The bags under the eyes of an adult are not as heavy as his! Is this not sleeping every day, getting up in the middle of the night to be a thief?"

Chen Jingming was taken aback for a moment, his eyes fell on Hao Chun's slightly closed eyes, and his heart hurt.

On that day, after taking Hao Chun home from the school infirmary, Chen Jingming took an afternoon off.Sitting in the bedroom of his grandfather's house, he quietly waited for Hao Chun to wake up.Then have a showdown with him.

Grandpa went out to find someone to play chess. When Grandma saw them, she asked in panic, "What's wrong with Xiaochun? Why did you come back with your back on your back? Did you go to the hospital?"

A series of repeated questions.

With a sullen face, Chen Jingming said calmly: "I see. The doctor said that he just didn't sleep too much, just let him sleep quietly."

After speaking, he closed the door with a bang, shutting out grandma's nagging and exhortations.

Then he sat by the bed and guarded Hao Chun until his eye circles were red.

When Hao Chun woke up, he saw Chen Jingming said to him with a cold face: "Ah Chun, your grades are not good, so stop working so hard!"

Hao Chun frowned, raised his fleshy fist and waved at Chen Jingming: "What do you mean by that?!"

"You will be laughed at." Chen Jingming drooped two long eyelashes, and said softly: "If you don't get good grades and still work hard, no one will hurt you, and others will only laugh at you."

These words pierced the little rooster's heart like a sharp sword, and he lost instantly.

Hao Chun's mouth was trembling and his fists were slowly lowered. Just when he thought Chen Jingming was going to say "Let's break up", Chen Jingming suddenly hugged him and said to him: "You won't pass the exam. If you don't pass the exam, you won't pass the exam!"

"...I will accompany you! I will stay with you in Jibei City, and I will not go anywhere! I will not go to country A, and I will not go to my father. I will always be with you!"

Chen Jingming said it close to Hao Chun's ear, there was heat in his words, and the scent of shampoo that Chen Jingming just washed his hair last night.

Hao Chun shivered.

Chen Jingming's tears fell on his shoulders.One after another, trickle into a stream.

"Chen Jingming, don't be so humble!"

That day Hao Chun shook the back of Chen Jingming's head, desperately trying to pull him off him, but Chen Jingming hugged his neck tightly, tears streaming down his neck into the T-shirt.

In autumn, a thin sweater is worn over the T-shirt.Hao Chun was irritable and flustered, and shouted impatiently: "You...don't cry! Don't f*cking like mourning!"

On the contrary, Chen Jingming cried even harder, the fresh young man shrugged his back.I buried my head, but I still couldn't hear the cry.

"you……"

Hao Chun hesitated for a while, then stuttered again.

"Chen Jingming, you, raise your head up for me!"

After about half a minute, Chen Jingming finally let go of him slowly, but Hao Chun couldn't see those obsidian eyes because Chen Jingming lowered his eyelids.

Hao Chun wanted to see him, but he turned his face away awkwardly, refusing to let Hao Chun see his face.

"Look at you!" Hao Chun laughed at him. "You have the strength to cry just now, why are you embarrassed to show it to my young master now?"

As he spoke, he was good at picking up Chen Jingming's chin.

Fingers flicked across the chin, feeling a little prickly.

"What is this?" Hao Chun was a little shocked. "Chen Jingming, have you grown a beard?"

Chen Jingming was crying so much that he couldn't get off the stage, but he was slowly trying to swallow his breath. Hearing Hao Chun's nonsensical sentence, he choked, and his Adam's apple rolled up and down.It took a long time to answer him with a nasal voice. "It's stubble just this month."

Hao Chun immediately lost the topic just now, so excited, he rushed over and pestered Chen Jingming to watch it.Chen Jingming shook off his arm, and said awkwardly: "What's so interesting! You will grow up in the future."

"Show me! Show me! You said we have the same birthday, why do you have a beard?" Hao Chun said, rubbing his chin with his hand, and rolled his eyes. "I don't want to be like my dad in the future!"

"Bah! Don't talk nonsense!" Chen Jingming's face darkened instantly, and he turned around and spat.

Hao Chun laughed. "Although my dad has a hundred bad things, but there is the 101st point, he looks good!"

Even Chen Jingming couldn't refute this point.

Hao Chun's biological father, Hao Zhou Disheng, has a face like a crown of jade, long hands and long feet, and hooks in his eyes when he smiles.No matter men, women, young or old, half of their souls were sucked away when they saw Hao Zhoudi smiling.

"You said my mother was..."

"Don't guess randomly!" Chen Jingming interrupted him, then suddenly lowered his head, and whispered to Hao Chun embarrassedly: "Give me some paper!"

Hao Chun sat cross-legged on a chair, blocking the table behind him.Put the paper on the table.Hao Chun raised his eyebrows in surprise. "Can't you take it yourself?"

That's what he said, but his movements were faster than his words. He had already turned around, and with a flick of his hand, he handed the whole tissue box to Chen Jingming.Chen Jingming held the tissue box, turned his back to him, and began to blow his nose sobbing.It was only then that Hao Chun suddenly realized that Chen Jingming was afraid to walk past him and let him see him crying.

Hao Chun couldn't help laughing. "Since we fell in love..."

Chen Jingming moved his back slightly, and the sound of sniffling stopped.

Hao Chun didn't notice it, and smiled nonchalantly: "Chen Jingming, you cry more and more."

Chen Jingming didn't speak, his body twitched slightly under the light blue mohair vest.Slowly, the ears are also red.

Hao Chun finally found out this time, and couldn't help clapping his hands and laughing. "Chen Jingming, you really don't want to be humbled to me like this! You should be superior!"

"You, Chen Jingming," Hao Chun clapped his hands and laughed. "You are like a star in the sky, you should shine high on the mortal world, and look down on us, the ants at your feet."

The tone of voice is cadenced, but unfortunately the words don't make sense.

Chen Jingming couldn't hold it back, and broke his work all at once, blowing out a snot bubble from his nostrils with two puffs.

too loud!Very embarrassing.

Afraid that Hao Chun would laugh at him, Chen Jingming hurriedly lowered his head, covered his face with three tissue papers, turned around and said to Hao Chun, "Don't use vocabulary indiscriminately! You are asked to recite Chinese textbooks and expand your extracurricular reading to write essays. It's not for embarrassing me!"

"How can you be considered embarrassing?" Hao Chun stared at Chen Jingming, who was crying and red-nosed.

Chen Jingming's eyebrows were a little wrinkled from crying, but his small appearance was still so good-looking!So handsome!

So Hao Chun laughed again: "I'm serious, you really can't do it! Chen Jingming, you are the North Star in the sky in my heart! You are the proud son of heaven! I don't allow you to be humble!"

Chen Jingming held the pieces of paper from which he had blown his nose, tightened his fingers, and slowly crumpled the paper into a ball, pinching it between his fingers.After a long time, he raised his eyelids and took a serious look at Hao Chun. "Ah Chun, if you like it, you lose. I only lose to you."

"I am not the North Star in the sky, Ah Chun, you are my spring."

"I don't live without you."