No.20 years

Chen Jingming's words were full of loopholes.

After being deeply immersed in the extreme satisfaction brought by adrenaline and dopamine, Hao Chun stared at the snow-white light above his head with tears, thinking, how could Chen Jingming find him?

July [-]th was his and Chen Jingming's birthday.The air that day was turbulent, gloomy, and ghostly. He was dragged by Chen Jingming at the Civil Affairs Bureau to seek reconciliation, and then... Qian Biaosan beat them.

Chen Jingming had a strange expression that day.That kind of strangeness can be described in many words, but there is no "familiarity" alone.

On that day, Chen Jingming didn't seem to know the date of his marriage, nor did he know that he was marrying a poor man.That day, Chen Jingming looked like he didn't even recognize Qian Biaosan.Or maybe, he no longer understood Chen Jingming, even Chen Jingming's expression could no longer be understood.

Because according to Qian Biaosan, he and Chen Jingming were classmates when they were in No. [-] Middle School.

... Ninth High School, heh!

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19 years ago, Hao Chun failed to graduate from the third (third) class of junior high school, and the Jinxing Middle School time that the two of them shared ended in a hurry.

In the last simulated entrance examination room, Hao Chun suddenly fell ill. Before passing out, his limbs convulsed violently and foamed at the mouth. He was rushed to a nearby military hospital.The doctor diagnosed it as epilepsy, the kind of mild epilepsy that can be controlled by taking medicine.

It's okay to drink more medicine.

said the doctor.

Hao Chun returned to the Wuza compound with a pile of medicine, and was blocked by Chen Jingming just as he entered the intersection of the familiar path.Chen Jingming dragged his grandfather along and ordered him not to go to school with a stern face, saying that he must receive hospital treatment.

Hey, don't I just smoke a shofar?As for not even being allowed to go to school?Hao Chun whistled and smiled nonchalantly.

Chen Jingming's face was pale, and his whole body was tense, ordering him word by word.Ah Chun, you must cultivate yourself!You and I were not in the same test area during the entrance exam. If you get sick, I won't be able to take care of you.

Hao Chun’s illness occurred in Area A of the mock exam. Chen Jingming was also in Area A at the time, but not in the same classroom. When he was carried on a stretcher and stuffed into an ambulance, Chen Jingming did not know that the student who was carried away was he.

I can't forgive myself!Chen Jingming clenched his fists, stood at the intersection of returning home with a pale face and said to him, Ah Chun, you need to cultivate quietly.You need to be hospitalized!

I don't!Hao Chun still answered in a nonchalant manner, bang bang bang, and specially brought up the pile of medicines to show him.The doctor didn't let me be hospitalized, but you let me be hospitalized and drop out of school, why?

In front of grandpa, Chen Jingming twisted silently.

Hao Chun guessed that he didn't dare to say that sentence because he liked him.So Diao Erlang whistled again, walked to Chen Jingming, looked up at Grandpa Chen Jingming with a playful smile, and shouted, "Hello, Grandpa!"

——Just because I like you, I like you to the point of death, I like you so much that I want to spend my whole life with you.

Chen Jingming suddenly roared like a lion cub with fur.

Hao Chun was startled and trembled.Looking up, the grandfather beside him didn't look good.

Don't scare Ah Chun, grandpa scolded Chen Jingming with a straight face.He is just sick, and I can't stand you scaring him like this.

It didn't mention that Chen Jingming openly said that he liked him.

The second monk Hao Chunzhang was puzzled, looking back and forth at Chen Jingming and his grandfather with small eyes.Grandpa had a loving smile on his lips, and his eyes were even more loving than usual.

He told me everything, you two grew up together as children and were born in the same hospital.If we are really together in the future, it will be better than others.

Grandpa smiled meaningfully, with an increasingly strange kindness.

So Hao Chun was frightened even more.He arched his back, stepped back subconsciously, and stammered trying to explain.Grandpa, don't get me wrong, what...

what?Chen Jingming asked back with a straight face, with an indescribable ferocity in his words.I told Grandpa everything, Ah Chun, do you still want to deny it? !

Hao Chun swallowed his saliva, carried a bag of medicine, neither entered nor retreated, and said with an embarrassed smile: What's the matter with us?

He also wanted to continue, we have nothing to do!Now that I have failed the mock exam, I am afraid that the Ninth High School will be out of the game. At that time, it will not be Chen Jingming, you take your Yangguan road, and I cross my single-plank bridge?

Then Chen Jingming interrupted him, with a sullen face, he said fiercely: We have kissed and slept, if you don't get along with me, who else do you want to get along with?

Fuck, Hao Chun exploded in an instant, screaming strangely.What do you mean we slept together? !

Grandpa will think crooked, okay?

However, Chen Jingming grabbed Hao Chun with his sweaty hand as if deliberately trying to make his grandfather think wrong, and competed with him for the bag of medicine.How dare you say we haven't slept together?

... It is true that they often sleep under the same blanket, but they are only sixteen, and they are almost stupid.Even if we sleep together, what else can we do?They're really just sleeping, okay?

Hao Chun is about to explode again.

Chen Jingming had already snatched the bag of medicine, looked up at his grandfather and said, "Grandpa, has Uncle Bao's car arrived?"

Hearing the words "sleep" so easily misunderstood, Grandpa actually looked calm, and followed Chen Jingming's words: "Come on, isn't it just waiting for Ah Chun to come back?"

Wait... What are you doing when I come back?Hao Chun was vigilant and subconsciously wanted to run away.

Chen Jingming grabbed his arm and told him fiercely, don't run!I discussed it with my grandfather and asked Uncle Bao to take you to the hospital, the one in Jingshan.

Are you annoying...

Hao Chun couldn't continue with that sentence, because he watched Chen Jingming's eye circles suddenly turn red, and his words became more nasal.

If you are afraid, I will go with you.In the future...you don't go to school, and I don't go to school either.

When Chen Jingming said this, tears finally fell down, his eye circles were red, and he looked like he didn't care.

So Hao Chun opened his mouth several times, and finally he could only turn to Grandpa Chen Jingming for help.Grandpa, I am really epileptic, and I will be cured by taking medicine.

Grandpa Chen Jingming smiled contentedly.oh.

grandfather?Hao Chun was beating a drum in his heart.

A car horn sounded, and Uncle Bao, the male nanny and driver of Chen Jingming's family, had already arrived.

At the small intersection, the content of grandpa's smile is fuller.He casually took the bag of medicine from Chen Jingming, nodded at them, and said with a smile, let's go!This is sick... it needs to be cured.

That day, Hao Chun was forced by Chen Jingming and stuffed into a shiny black car, roaring all the way to the private hospital in Jingshan.The doctor in Jingshan gave a completely different diagnosis:

Given that you have a family history of genetic mental illness, it is very easy to induce epileptic mental disorders.At worst, it can lead to anxiety, depression, and even persistent mental disorders.

A persistent mental disorder is madness. — same as hell.

The 16-year-old Hao Chun laughed twice in his throat, and the laughter fell inside the four white walls, hollow and sounded on the ground.It's not that he hasn't doubted this possibility. In fact, he barely has a memory of the moment when his limbs twitched.He knew that he fell under the watchful eyes of Jinxing Middle School, and this was the same as his mother back then.

As a top student in an unknown university, why did his mother rush to marry his father before finishing her studies?Rumors in the Hongling Automobile Factory in Jibei City, mixed with vicious rumors from the countryside, all said that he was not his father's real son.

Back then when his mother married into the Hongling Automobile Factory in Jibei City, she was wearing an extra-large red woolen coat, with wavy curly long hair, and she was an intruder.

Still a stunning beauty.

The men in the Hongling Automobile Factory in Jibei City looked at her greedily, and the women looked at her with hatred.As a result, Hao Chun was born just three months after she got married.

So the rumors got into the fried oil pans, and when every household was cooking for dinner, with the splash of oil, the women's saliva was also flying in the air.Everyone laughed at Hao Zhoudi for being a cheap father, and also laughed at how such a beautiful female college student was just a slut.

Rumors spread everywhere, bringing with them an even more eager greed from the men of the Hongling Automobile Factory in Jibei City, and a deeper hatred as if the women of the Hongling Automobile Factory in Jibei City had finally suddenly realized.

Once, Hao Chun's mother held the infant Hao Chun and stood in the sun at the gate of the yard, with her head slightly lowered, humming softly.Suddenly a woman spat at her, mixed with an extremely vicious and vulgar curse.

It was an era when spittle could kill people.

The vicious curse was aimed at the babbling Hao Chun in her arms, so Hao Chun's mother was stunned on the spot, and a few minutes later, she collapsed on the ground holding Hao Chun.

An extremely beautiful woman, with the fragility of an extremely beautiful woman.After that time, it was discovered that his mother was a person with a history of epilepsy. She had a history of epilepsy, and she fell ill when she was slightly stimulated. What kind of image is gone.

Later, his father Hao Zhoudi had a rare bloody Fang Gang.It is said that his father rushed into the house of the woman who caused trouble one night with an axe. The whole family of the woman was so frightened that they knelt on the ground begging for mercy with snot and tears.

Later, his father started drinking heavily.If you drink too much, beat your mother.

And then...the mother died.

Hao Chun didn't have any impression of his rumored mother who was once beautiful as a flower. He only remembered dimly lying on the bamboo bed and crawling around, looking up and seeing his mother looking in the mirror.A young woman in a black and white butterfly skirt was reflected in the mirror. The skirt had a big hem, so his mother turned around in front of the mirror.

Those black butterflies are reflected in the snow-white thick-soled knee-length skirt, and now they are also reflected in the eyes of 16-year-old Hao Chun.

No, I will not suspend school!Hao Chun fought persistently, and shook off Chen Jingming's hand with a stubborn face.My mother is my mother, I am me!Chen Jingming, why do you care about me?

16-year-old Chen Jingming pursed his lips, his thin lips were trembling all the time.

The 16-year-old stood with him at the corner of the promenade downstairs in Jingshan Hospital, where the big canopy was blooming with butterflies.The sky was cloudy, but there was a mirror above the oblique corner where Hao Chun stood, it was very high, it was a mirror mounted on a street lamp.Afterwards, he also felt very strange, why is there a mirror on the lamppost?

So maybe Hao Chun's memory was disturbed later.

But Hao Chun felt that at that time and place, in the corridor downstairs of the Jingshan private hospital, he did see the mirror.A bright silver sky was reflected in the mirror, he suddenly looked up, the real sky was actually gloomy, the air was so humid that it was about to rain.

... Ah Chun, Ah Chun! 16-year-old Chen Jingming was calling him in a panic, hugging him and begging him.Don't work so hard, okay?Just take it as me begging you, I beg you, don't take the entrance exam so hard, at worst I will accompany you to the vocational high school.

The sky in the mirror is still silvery, as bright as moonlight.

Hao Chun opened his mouth, he heard himself laughing a few times, finally he raised his face and let Chen Jingming hold him and cry.His voice wafts out... OK.

In the end, he really didn't make it to that damned Ninth Middle School!Chen Jingming went instead. — was forced to go by him.

In the afternoon of summer vacation when I was 16 years old, the sun on the street was particularly bright, and the leaves were as bright as transparent emeralds.Hao Chun quickly took out a long knife from his schoolbag, held Chen Jingming against it, and pretended to be fierce: "Are you going to the Ninth Middle School or not?"

The long knife was pressed against the ribs, which was actually quite painful.But Chen Jingming had an arrogant and stubborn face, pursed his lips, and spoke coldly and hard. "No! I will follow you to the vocational high school when you arrive at the vocational high school."

The 16-year-old Hao Chun laughed loudly, but he didn't let go of his hands at all. "Why?"

"Because I like you."

The 16-year-old Chen Jingming pursed his thin lips slightly, and his eyes were as bright as light.

He asked this "why" many times, and every time Chen Jingming answered this way.Probably because the weather was fine in the afternoon of the summer vacation and there were no those damn pansies on the street, so 16-year-old Hao Chun had no choice but to compromise.His fingers holding the long handle curled up a little unnaturally, the sun shone on the top of his head, it was warm and warm, and it was like the flames of the planet sun shrouded him regardless.

At that time, Hao Chun was so hot that his throat was dry, and the corners of his mouth were grinning, revealing two small white canine teeth.

"Gan!"

he said, retracting the switchblade at the same time.

Chen Jingming also seemed relieved, and took half a step forward, still staring at him with dark eyes. "Achun, I will accompany you to the vocational high school."

Probably because he was afraid that he would not agree, he added a soft plea to his tail. "……OK?"

Of course it is, not good.

Hao Chun grinned heartlessly, baring his teeth.He deliberately tilted his head, squinting at Chen Jingming under the sun.The aroma of the street cafe is very strong, more bitter than the traditional Chinese medicine he drinks every day.The dark green signboard of the cafe trembled in the breeze, and Hao Chun's heart also trembled.

He felt sad, but deliberately smiled and said, "No! Chen Jingming, if you can't go to No. [-] Middle School, your father will have to let you go abroad! After you go abroad, you will still remember me on the other side of the Pacific Ocean." ? Even if you can, it’s not easy for us to have a chat with a time difference of more than ten hours, right?”

These are all true.Chen Jingming pursed his lips tightly, and clenched his fists nervously. His fists fit under the black sports shorts inlaid with white borders, making him almost sweat from the sun.

But still very white.

Chen Jingming seems to be born with a natural tan, no matter how rough he is, he always has a fat and smooth luster.The skin is so delicate that the tentacles are slippery, but it's different from the girls', and it's also different from his Hao Chun's.

This guy just exudes a sense of high class.Like a night pearl falling in the sand, it is bright and shining, and it looks very beautiful even when it is angry.

Hao Chun grinned and looked at his pearl, this guy was about to get angry again.Forget it, for the sake of this guy being so good-looking, he decided to be magnanimous for once.

"Let's do it, Chen Jingming," Hao Chun continued to grin, his two small tiger teeth pointed. "If you really want to be with me, you can go to Ninth Middle School! Our picture is not in front of you, right? If you go to Ninth Middle School, your father can't rush you, and your grandfather can't bear to sleep day and night even if he is lying on the hospital bed." Eye."

On the third day of the summer vacation, Chen Jingming's grandfather fell ill, and the old problem recurred.According to the doctor, his grandfather's liver had failed long ago, and it is estimated that it was because of taking care of the pair of "grandsons" that he survived until the end of the high school entrance examination before collapsing.Chen Jingming's father wanted to take his grandfather to country A, and take Chen Jingming away by the way.But Chen Jingming and Hao Chun have just established a relationship not long ago, wishing they could be each other's shadow day and night, of course they refused to go to country A after death.

As for Grandpa Chen Jingming, he didn't want to leave either.According to the original words of the old man, it is hard to leave the homeland, not to mention that the disease cannot be cured in country A.

So this matter became a thorn in the side, and the three generations of the Chen family were stuck on it, and no one was willing to give in.

Of course Hao Chun is not that great, he has just passed his 16th birthday, and he can't accept that his sweetheart has to run away or even cross the Pacific Ocean in one run!He tried his best to find a compromise.

"Chen Jingming, don't say it's for me. If it's really for me, you should go to your No. [-] Middle School." Hao Chun pretended to be fierce and stared at Chen Jingming. From his tone to his expression, everything was not kind.

Chen Jingming pursed his lips tightly, looking a little aggrieved. "Ninth Middle School is far away from your vocational high school, and the bus has to cross half of Hebei City."

"Then what's the big deal?" Hao Chun rolled his eyes and sneered loudly: "It's a big deal, I will visit you at your school every weekend."

"The Ninth Middle School is a closed management..."

"You are stupid!" Hao Chun interrupted him with a sneer. "You forgot, I can climb stairs, and I can visit you in the name of your family. Brother! I told the housekeeper in your building that he is your brother. How can the housekeeper stop me from seeing my brother?"

Probably because this "brother" completely pleased Chen Jingming, his face finally eased, and his clenched fists loosened a little. "What if the supervisor doesn't believe it?"

"How can it be!" Hao Chun whistled loudly, squinted his eyes, tilted his head and smiled, "You forgot about my mouth, even a dead person can be made alive by me!"

He said it firmly, but Chen Jingming still hesitated.After holding back for a while, he raised his eyelids, staring at Hao Chun with a pair of bottomless black eyes. "Achun?"

"Huh?" Hao Chun raised his eyebrows casually, stuffed it into his trouser pocket, licked his lips, and whistled again.

This time, the whistle sounded melodious.

What he played was the English song "Whisper", and the tune was quite long.Every word and sentence is just learned during the summer vacation.No way, Grandpa Chen Jingming loves to hear him whistling!The dying person was also an old man who watched him grow up, so Hao Chun could only learn these small accents, so as to please the old man.

"You...I mean just in case," Chen Jingming asked him hesitantly amidst the whistle, his fists clenched again unknowingly, a thin layer of sweat under his black forehead. "Ah Chun, what if the supervisor doesn't believe me?"

The whistle stopped abruptly.

Hao Chun raised his eyebrows and glared at him impatiently, with his right hand slanted in his trouser pocket, and after a few seconds, he smiled foolishly. "Do you just want to ask, will I really climb the building of your school dormitory?"

"...Mmm." Chen Jingming was depressed, his handsome face was flushed, and it seemed that he was wrestling with himself again.

So Hao Chun came over and laughed and patted him on the shoulder, leaned over deliberately, leaned into his ear and whispered obscenely: "I am going to climb your bed, do you think I will?"

Midsummer crackled and shattered into a bright silver mirror in light years.The two of them rubbed each other's ears, flirting together in the sun like fish without any scruples.The kisses one after another, as well as those little love words, are as clear as yesterday.

That afternoon they were carved into the shiny silver mirror by the spring knife hidden in Hao Chun's trouser pocket, which could never be erased.That afternoon, hot sweat dripped from their young foreheads, along the corners of their red lips, and finally was sucked into the faint bead in the center of Chen Jingming's thin lips. There were sparkling patterns.

That used to be his favorite Chen Jingming.

It was also Hao Chun's unforgettable 20 years with Chen Jingming.