No.20 years

From Qian Qiang's mouth, he admitted the love between Chen Jingming and Hao Chun that year.

It's a pity that Chen Jingming doesn't just want that year and that month, what he wants is a lifetime.Even if Hao Chun has gone crazy, it still belongs to him and his whole life.

A lifetime that belongs exclusively to "Chunhe Jingming".

What does the world look like in the eyes of a madman?Neither Chen Jingming nor Qian Biaosan could answer this question, neither of them had ever been crazy, even though they both felt that they were crazy in love with Hao Chun.But the world is still alive to them, a word, an image are all real memories.

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It is also this world, Yu Haochun, everything is gray, filled with mist that can never be dispelled.

Hao Chun now really knows that he is crazy.After Chen Jingming slammed the door angrily and left, he got up from his doze and sat cross-legged on the hospital bed, humming the song "Whisper" 19 years ago from time to time.This song is always too long.The kind that he needs to try his best to remember in order not to forget, long and long.

So when he was interrupted, he was very unhappy.

The door of the ward was pushed open, and A Bin and A Gao turned a person in, followed by Chen Jingming.

Chen Jingming was handsome and pale in a suit and leather shoes.Ah!

Hao Chun turned his head to look at the men who came in from the door, frowning, and obvious ridicule appeared on his face with high cheekbones. "Hehe, this is the triumvirate trial?"

Chen Jingming's movements froze, and after a while, he pursed his thin lips tightly, and pressed his fist against the seam of his suit trousers again. "Ah Chun," his voice was also tight, with an inexplicable bitterness. "Didn't you always want to see Qian Qiang? I brought him to you."

Of course he didn't want to see Qian Yansan again at all.But that didn't stop him from admitting it boldly.Anyway, these years, he has long been used to lying.

"Well, not bad." Hao Chun grinned and even gave Chen Jingming a provocative look. "Didn't you say that I will never see my fiancé again in this life? Why, you regretted it so soon?"

Do you regret it, that's right.After all, the two of them had broken up for ten years, and just now on the hospital bed, he gave Chen Jingming another big meal.Just like that, with legs wide open and arms around this guy begging for joy... well, I personally feel despised.

Look down on him being such a slut.

The smile on the corner of Hao Chun's mouth deepened a bit, with a unique content. "What's the matter, Young Master Chen, you have already experienced the goods, and you feel uncomfortable, and plan to return me to the original seller?"

Chen Jingming was almost lifted to the sky by his last words, his chest heaved violently, his fists clenched and loosened, and after a few times, he was able to suppress his anger and talk to him seriously. "Achun, I have something to ask you, but I have to do it in front of Qian Qiang."

"Oh."

Chen Jingming didn't refute him, Hao Chun inexplicably felt boring, so boring, so boring!This kind of royal kiln-level high-end man is just boring, and he will not admit that he is tired of him, so he has to pull the banner of confrontation.

Confrontation?To what quality?After dismantling all his lies back then, will you just abandon him?

Hao Chun touched the meaning of Chen Jingming's words, and the more he thought about it, the more he went in a gloomy direction.He crossed his legs and deliberately put on a sly smile, showing two tiny canine teeth. "Okay, isn't it just three trials? What do you want to ask, ask!"

Qian Qiang laughed out loud, and anyone could hear the sarcasm in his laughter.

Chen Jingming's face darkened, and before he had time to get angry, he heard Hao Chun on the hospital bed responding to Qian Qiang's laughter.

"Well, do I want to ask you about being crippled by him that year?" Hao Chun raised his cheekbones, and when he said "he", he pointed straight at Chen Jingming.

Chen Jingming's face changed, and the fingers buttoned to the hem of his trousers unconsciously twitched again.For so many years, he has been watching Hao Chun's madness from the sidelines, and he often suspects that even he is going crazy - driven crazy by Hao Chun.

"Go over there and talk to him yourself." Chen Jingming ordered Qian Qiang with a sullen face.

Qian Qiang was dragged by A Bin and A Gao to Hao Chun's hospital bed, three steps away.Qian Qiang's only remaining left arm is not free, so he can only express his stubbornness by raising his head.

That ugly face was facing Hao Chun.

Hao Chun sat cross-legged on the hospital bed, lowered his eyes slightly, and sneered loudly. "What do you want to tell me? Or..."

Hao Chun suddenly looked up at Chen Jingming. "Or, what do you want him to tell me?"

Chen Jingming was so angry that he clenched his fists and pressed his thin lips tightly.After a while, he spoke, his voice was cold. "You think I forced him?"

"Otherwise?" Hao Chun raised his eyebrows and asked back, with a smile on his face.

Chen Jingming suddenly understood.This trick is useless!Hao Chun didn't believe him at all.No matter what Qian Qiang says is useless, even if Qian Qiang now admits that he lied about the car accident back then, Hao Chun still can't believe it.

Do not believe, just do not believe.

Nothing will change.

Because this is Hao Chun's world alone.In the lonely planet that has long been derailed from the three-dimensional time and space, Hao Chun is the king of that planet, and that planet has its own laws, everything is decided by Hao Chun.

On this point, Qian Qiang, a buffoon, can be regarded as understanding Hao Chun.Qian Qiang said that there is only what he wants to see in this world.He wants to see, and he can see.He doesn't want to, even if you stand in front of him, he can't recognize you.

The Jingshan Private Hospital 19 years ago failed to cure Hao Chun, but indirectly stimulated Hao Chun's condition to worsen.

Before being sent to Jingshan, Hao Chun could at least recognize Chen Jingming.

Chen Jingming was in so much pain that even his lips turned pale.He can't forgive himself!After the breakup, he timidly hid behind the screen and watched everything about Hao Chun, but he never dared to walk in front of Hao Chun. Later... when he finally plucked up the courage to walk past, Hao Chun could no longer recognize him. him.

The crazy Hao Chun tried his best to find him.In the past two years and seven months, Hao Chun searched for almost all private investigators.

A year and a half ago, Chen Jingming pretended to be a private detective.It was autumn, and the autumn wind rolled down the leaves of the sycamore trees on the side of the road. On the side of the street, he put his hands in the pockets of his windbreaker, waiting nervously for the arrival of his "employer" Hao Chun.

The weather was overcast.

Hao Chun was not so thin when he came that day, at least his cheeks were still a little fleshy, and his logic was very clear when he spoke. "I need to find someone."

"Who are you looking for?" Chen Jingming stood by the street, struggling to raise his hand to take off his sunglasses.

Sunglasses covered half of his face, so Hao Chun couldn't recognize him, which is understandable.Chen Jingming was deceiving himself and others that day.He even wondered if he should also open the neckline of the windbreaker, because the neckline was raised too high and locked his chin.

Hao Chun used to love to rub the new stubble on his chin.

As a result, Hao Chun, who was standing three steps away from him, suddenly approached quickly, stretched out his hand, and shook his shoulder, with crazy eagerness in his eyes. "Have you ever seen a man, 1.8 meters five, with short hair, who likes to wear white shirts and large T-shirts. His name is Chen Jingming. Have you met him?"

... Chen Jingming's eyes were reddened by the pain for a moment.

He stood in front of him that day.

But he no longer recognized him.

That day, Chen Jingming was silent for half a minute before asking him in a hoarse voice. "The Chen Jingming you are looking for, what does he look like?"

As he spoke, he slowly took off his sunglasses, opened the collar of the trench coat, and unbuttoned it one by one.Finally, he took Hao Chun's hand and stroked the stubble that he deliberately didn't shave. "Look, do I...look like him?"

The wind on the street was strong, and the weather was gloomy and humid.

Hao Chun laughed heartily.

"Not like." Hao Chun withdrew his hand resolutely, even a little annoyed. "No one in this world can be like Chen Jingming!"

That day, 33-year-old Chen Jingming looked up at him in despair, coaxing and coaxing him word by word, "You, do you want to take a closer look?"

"Look at the fart!" Hao Chun swears, suddenly irritable. "Can you help me find Chen Jingming? Chen Jingming! He is 1.8 meters five, with short hair, and likes to wear white shirts and large T-shirts. Yes, his name is Chen Jingming. Have you met him?"

Chen Jingming, 33, had red eye circles.He shook Hao Chun's arm from side to side, his hoarseness tinged with sorrow. "Ah Chun, it's me! I'm Chen Jingming! Take a look at me!"

But such a hoarse roar of grief and indignation could not wake Hao Chun up.

Hao Chun, who is also 33 years old, snatched back his hand impatiently, put it obliquely in his trouser pocket, and looked at him carelessly.Danfeng's eyes swept from bottom to top, showing contempt. "You said you were Chen Jingming?"

"Yes."

Hao Chun sneered loudly. "But in this world, apart from Chen Jingming, no one can be Chen Jingming."

Two years later, 35-year-old Chen Jingming finally realized that the absurd conversation back then was not absurd.Hao Chun didn't recognize him, because in Hao Chun's perception that year, Chen Jingming shouldn't have appeared on the wide long street in Jibei City, which was lined with French plane trees on both sides.

In Hao Chun's perception that year, Chen Jingming should still be in country A.

The 35-year-old Chen Jingming stood in the special ward of his private hospital and closed his eyes for the last time, feeling a little exhausted. "Ah Chun, Qian Qiang was not maimed by me back then. I don't need to lie to you about this."

This lie once led to their breakup at the age of 25.But now that he really said it, it was just a light sentence.

Hao Chun on the hospital bed didn't seem surprised, he just raised his eyebrows. "oh?"

Chen Jingming can't expect Hao Chun to really believe it now, but it's up to Hao Chun whether he believes it or not, whether he says it or not, it's up to him.So he pursed his lips slightly, and said calmly: "Qian Qiang lied, just to make you leave me."

The 35-year-old Hao Chun said everything was irrelevant, lazily and even sarcastically.With thick eyebrows and high eyebrows, he looked at Chen Jingming and smiled. "Oh? What good will it do him if I leave you?"

"Ask him." Chen Jingming raised his finger to Qian Qiang, his voice was as cold as ice.

It was agreed to be a three-party confrontation, but Qian Qiang became the most silent person in the audience.Now he was being pointed at by Chen Jingming, and he was twisted in front of Hao Chun again. The bright light above his head shone down, making him look like a clown exposed to everyone's sight.The old scar running from the brow bone to the jaw is shocking.

"Hehe, ask me?" Qian Qiang grinned, but his brows and eyes were still furrowed fiercely, which was very strange. "Yeah, why do I have to separate the two of you? Huh?"

Qian Qiang jumped forward with all his strength, almost in front of Hao Chun, and asked him face to face. "What do you think is worth a person's life like this in this world? Huh?"

Hao Chun backed away in disgust, and his crossed legs unnaturally relaxed.In the past few years, he was afraid of being beaten by the money bastard, and his body spontaneously made a posture of resistance.

Abin and Agao didn't wait for Chen Jingming to speak, he quickly grabbed Qian Qiang and dragged him back two steps.Qian Qiang failed to jump in front of Hao Chun, and laughed out loudly in his throat, as if even he was crazy.

"The two of you were so good back then, you both think you love each other the most, don't you?" Qian Qiang laughed very harshly. "But it's just a stranger who appeared out of the blue and just told a couple of lies. Didn't the two of you separate? It's been ten years since you separated! Admit it, the two of you don't love each other as much as you imagined. "

Qian Qiang, who is so wretched, can actually talk about love.

Hao Chun and Chen Jingming frowned at the same time.Subconsciously, they both raised their eyelids and glanced at each other.Lines of sight met in mid-air, as if the roots had been broken, and there were still innumerable thin threads in between.

Hao Chun paused for half a second, licked, licked, dry lips, seemed very strange. "We broke up, why are you so happy?"

What he asked was Qian Qiang.

Regardless of his appearance or his current occupation, Qian Qiang is a complete rubbish.Chen Jingming and Hao Chun were supposed to be just passers-by who had nothing to do with him. Why was Qian Qiang so persistent in letting them separate?

The two of them separated, why is Qian Qiang so happy?