No.20 years

At the other end of the corridor, Hao Chun pushed away Chen Jingming who was kissing him.

"Who are you lying to?" Hao Chun sneered, Danfeng squinted. "Still crazy with me? Huh? Listen, you said this, who will believe it?"

Chen Jingming pursed his thin lips slightly, and after a while he pulled himself together and said, "I don't care if others believe it or not. I just need you to believe it."

After a pause, he added a special sentence. "People in this world are always stupid. Ah Chun, only you are different."

Hao Chun paused slightly, raised his eyebrows and thought for a while.Now that Chen Jingming has achieved great success and fame, he can probably be regarded as an elite figure, so he can say that everyone in the world is stupid so easily.And if it were him, Hao Chun, who uttered these words, probably, others would regard them as crazy words?

So Hao Chun curled his lips and smiled coldly.He turned his head and looked at Chen Jingming seriously. "Is it just me that's different?"

"Yes," Chen Jingming replied very positively. "Only you are different. You are the most important person in my life and the man I plan to spend the rest of my life with. How can you be like them?"

Hao Chun didn't say he believed it, nor did he say he didn't believe it, but heheed twice dryly.

Chen Jingming was very worried.Just like he appeared in front of Hao Chun one after another in the past two years, Hao Chun couldn't recognize him—because he couldn't believe it.

Chen Jingming's current expectation of Hao Chun is only trust.The minimum kind, the kind that can believe that Chen Jingming will always appear by his side, believe it.

"Ah Chun, I will always be with you." Chen Jingming was afraid that he would miss this short chance that Hao Chun believed he would exist, and he spoke so fast that he didn't even look like him. "I've been with you all the time. If you're alive, I'll be alive and by your side. When you're gone, I'll be buried on the same day as you."

Live together, die together.

Hao Chun's pale dry lips trembled.In order to hide his panic, he subconsciously put his hands in his trouser pockets and fumbled for the pack of cigarettes.But after tearing off the seal, he suddenly remembered that there was no fire on him.

"I want to smoke!" Hao Chun became anxious again, uneasily avoiding Chen Jingming's pestering. "Can't you find me a fire?"

Clearly what I said earlier, after seeing the butterfly flowers outside the corridor, I went to get him a lighter.But Hao Chun obviously forgot again, or he was still stuck in the predicament of having only short-term memory as the doctor said.

Chen Jingming pursed his lips and spoke softly. "good."

This person can do whatever he says, anyway, he just wants to be happy with him.Looking at flowers is to make him happy, and accompanying him to find a lighter is also to make him happy.

That's all.

Chen Jingming figured it out for a moment, held Hao Chun's hand, and continued to smile softly. "Here I'll find a fire for you."

After the two walked a few steps in silence, Hao Chun regretted it again. "No, you just said, take me to see the iris."

Chen Jingming stopped, stared deeply at Hao Chun's Danfeng eyes, sometimes bright and sometimes sick, slightly pursed his thin lips, and smiled easily. "good."

The gentle Chen Jingming is always very good-looking, with two long eyebrows that almost fly into his temples, his eyes are as bright as a pair of obsidian, such a high nose bridge... only those two thin lips, showing a little affection .

He stood side by side with him. The two 35-year-old men were actually a little embarrassed to stand together and hold hands.Although they can have sex together without any scruples, after the sex is over, everything is just as usual.

"Chen Jingming," Hao Chun suddenly smacked his lips and spoke, as if talking about an irrelevant matter, talking about their past. "Have you ever thought that maybe I've been insane in the eyes of others. And you..."

Hao Chun turned to look at Chen Jingming, and said seriously again: "There is really no need for you to go crazy with me."

The pansies at the end of the corridor are full of fluff, bright and beautiful.

Standing at the end of the corridor, Chen Jingming raised his eyelids and looked at Hao Chun deeply. "Ah Chun, you've ignored me these past ten years, I'm actually...very upset."

Hao Chun just let out a heck.

"I admit that everyone wanted us to be separated back then. For example, when you graduated from the third year of junior high school, after you had a seizure in the examination room, I did ask your father and... my grandfather." This time, Chen Jingming said extraordinarily slow. "The grown-ups said you would be crazy. I didn't understand it at the time, so I really believed what they said."

Chen Jingming paused before saying: "But I'm 35 years old this year. I figured it out, what they said...has nothing to do with me. I just need you to believe me. So, they say you're crazy, they say You don't love me anymore, but all this... what does it have to do with me? I love you, so I am willing to accept everything from you. They say you are crazy, crazy, just go crazy, and this has something to do with me What effect?"

At the end of the corridor, clusters of pansies bloom brightly, like the tattoos on his back.

There was an indescribable emotion in Hao Chun's eyes.After a while, he sighed. "Back then, Qian Qiang said that you disabled him in a car accident. When you came to Jibei City that night, there was indeed blood on your white shirt... No, you don't need to explain."

Hao Chun turned his face away and sincerely apologized to the man he had loved for 20 years. "sorry!"

Hao Chun just stared at Chen Jingming seriously and apologized earnestly. "Back then... I should have at least asked you first."

This ten-year late apology was obviously not what Chen Jingming needed.He was silent for ten seconds before raising his eyebrows proudly. "Ah Chun, what I want is never your apology."

Hao Chun expressed his understanding, nodded, and said, "That's right, you can do whatever you want now. After all, you have money."

Hao Chun laughed dryly again.

Chen Jingming held his hand tightly in the humid air. "Achun, all my money is yours. These years... I have not had a good time."

Hao Chun was silent.After a while, she asked him abruptly: "But that year I proposed to break up, but you didn't keep me. Why?"

"I thought..." Chen Jingming hesitated to speak, tentatively took his hand and clasped his fingers. After a few seconds, he suddenly sighed. "Ah Chun, I thought at that time that you really found someone else you like. You fell in love with someone else, so... there is no reason for me to exist."

This time, Hao Chun was silent for a longer time.

After about half a minute, Hao Chun sighed. "Chen Jingming, you..."