Wading in muddy water

Song Yiwei still looked at me calmly, as if what I just said was "I ate two slices of bread and a glass of milk in the morning".She nodded, thought for a while, and asked me, "You didn't talk about this problem before, did it happen recently?"

It has already been said here, there is no need to hide what happened on Song Yiwei's birthday.Omitting some details, I will tell her the general process.

Song Yiwei couldn't control her facial features, and she showed an expression of doubt or surprise, but she adjusted quickly.

"Sorry, I just don't think the logic of your brother's behavior seems reasonable. I think there may be some kind of misunderstanding between you two."

Her tone was really not surprised or contemptuous of what my brother did and I felt my brother's sexual impulse. I calmed down completely, nestled back on the sofa and complained: "You think again, you still say my brother Prone to violence."

Song Yiwei smiled, not caring about my questioning of her at all, "From your description, he is a depressed and restrained person. I still stick to my guess, maybe it's not serious, just a slight tendency to violence. But a person His behavior needs logic, he has a strong sense of contradiction, don't you think?"

I shook my head, "Where is the contradiction? All his actions are because he hates me."

"No!" Song Yiwei raised her eyebrows, her expression was exaggerated, if I understand her right now, her smile is a bit ambiguous, "Honey, I have lived in England since I was a child, maybe I don't know much about domestic etiquette, but... ..."

Song Yiwei paused, her eyebrows moved back and forth, her expression was rich, I couldn't understand what she was struggling with for a while, so I asked, "But?"

"But... your brother's behavior can be interpreted as a sexual suggestion if it is placed abroad." She said, "He is showing his body, which is what animals do when courting."

Song Yiwei made a joke.

I did laugh too, but not because of her joke, but because she said my brother was making sexual advances on me.Although I don't know where she started to have this misunderstanding, she said that my brother showed his body and Zhou Boxin showed his body.

This is the funniest joke I've heard lately.

"You misunderstood, Louise, you don't know my brother, he is a very charming person, you don't need to show it off." Louise is Song Yiwei's English name.

"Maybe. Although you don't agree with my thoughts, your body does, doesn't it?" She smiled at me.

I often suspect that Song Yiwei is not a counselor, but a pyramid scheme leader.

After I came out of her studio, I played her phrase "Doesn't your body identify with you" in a 360-degree loop in my mind.

It happened to be lunch time, Song Yiwei asked me to have dinner, but I refused.Every time I finish chatting with Song Yiwei, I need a little time to digest, and I don't want to communicate with anyone.

Her studio was located in a prosperous area, and she was surrounded by high-end restaurants, hotels, and office buildings when she went out. She tightened her coat and went to a self-service restaurant.

It is very suitable for thinking to integrate myself into unfamiliar people. If it is not still broad daylight, I will definitely find an ordinary community and squat at the door to smoke.

I have never smoked on the cobbled road in Lishuiyuan. It feels as uncomfortable as eating a six-yuan baked cold noodle at a Michelin restaurant.Sometimes I am willing to spend half an hour taking a taxi to the most common neighborhood.

Along with the pyrotechnics.

The brim of the hat is lowered, and I squat on the curb. People passing by usually have no time to look at my face, but I can see theirs.

People who run at night only wear a set of close-fitting sportswear at this time of autumn, and they are not cold; people who have just got off work buy food at the deli on the street, and take it home after scanning the QR code to pay; Couples who are entangled together, say the most vulgar love words, don't feel greasy, just feel that it is a pledge of eternal love.

And most of the people in and out of the restaurant in the commercial center are people in suits and leather shoes.

Some had briefcases in their hands, some had notebooks on their desks, and some were discussing work in low voices while eating.It's so relaxing that the world works, everyone comes and goes, and no one cares what I'm thinking in the corner.

I took a plate of pasta, two fried dumplings, and swiped my phone to check Weibo.It has become a habit for me to spy on Mi Qiao and Ju Lulu recently, and I suspect that if I continue to spy on them, I will become a fan of them sooner or later.

Ju Lulu didn't even go to school much last week, and concentrated on being her internet celebrity.

Originally, it was just a swipe, but I didn't expect to see Ju Lulu post a bragging Weibo, with a picture of Hermès, and the copywriting was "Celebration gift, I like it very much", with a pink heart on the back.

I paused in the air with my hands fork noodles, my brother bought her a bag again?Are they both at the point where they need love?

I viciously clicked into her picture, trying to see if I could see my brother's shadow from the reflection of the glass or something.

After observing for a long time to no avail, nothing can be seen.

My neck hurts from staring at the phone, and I looked up to move my neck, but I saw a familiar figure separated by two green plants.

Did I just stare at that picture and hallucinate?I actually saw my brother.

It's my brother.

Song Yiwei's studio is close to his company, so it's not surprising to see him here.I put the phone back into my pocket as fast as I could, put on the mask and lowered the hat.

Fortunately, in a high-end restaurant, everyone focuses on themselves, and few people watch other people's excitement.This allowed me to move three seats to my brother's side without a hitch.

Just across a green plant, I sat on the table closest to him, and my heart almost jumped out of my throat after I sat down.Chen Li, Chen Li, you really are not suitable to be a killer, you were scared to death by yourself before the mission target found you.

I patted my chest, tried to breathe steadily, and listened to what my brother was talking with the person sitting opposite him.

My brother's aura is really strong when he is working.

I can't quite understand what they are talking about, things at work.The person on the opposite side doesn't look like my brother's subordinate. If they were really subordinates, the two of them would not go to such a place to have dinner face to face. They should be partners or something.

But the auras of the two of them were completely unequal when they spoke. The man on the opposite side would hesitate for a while before speaking, as if he was choosing his words carefully before speaking. Although my brother's tone was flat, it somehow made people feel inferior to him.

Song Yiwei said that he is a repressed and introverted person, but I didn't see it, and I don't quite understand what she means.Maybe she meant that my brother was so high up that no one shared his thoughts with him?

Just as I was staring at the pasta in front of me in a daze and focusing on my brother, my cell phone rang suddenly in my pocket.I forgot to mute it and had no idea that someone would call me.

Although the restaurant was not quiet, I was too close to them, and the ringing of the mobile phone successfully interrupted their conversation.

I quickly raised my hand and lowered the brim of my hat again, cursed in a low voice, took out my phone and pressed the phone without looking at it.I didn't dare to look up, for fear of meeting my brother's eyes.

I cover him so tightly, he hasn't come home for a week, and he doesn't know what clothes I'm wearing today, so he won't recognize me.

But the conversation around him fell silent for about half a minute.

I was so nervous that I couldn't sit still, I fixed my eyes on the ground through the brim of my hat, and even planned the escape route, but fortunately, my brother's voice sounded again the next moment.

"Sorry, you go ahead," he said.

I breathed a sigh of relief.

"If Mr. Zhou has something to do, we can make an appointment again." The man said suddenly, his tone so humble that one could feel that he was at an idol's handshake meeting.

Before I could breathe out, I was hanging in the air, almost choked by him, and I didn't even realize why he said something was wrong with my brother.

"Sorry Mr. Du, I'll ask you out next time." I heard my brother say.

By the time I wanted to implement my escape plan, it was too late, my brother sat across from me, without even looking at me, as if it wasn't because of me that he came over.

He buckles the phone on the table, probably because work is over, and pulls down on the tie knot with two fingers, loosening a rather random gap.He threw the suit on the back of the chair next to him. He was wearing a dark blue shirt, which was white, and his Adam's apple protruded from the neckline.

……

I somewhat understand why Song Yiwei feels that my brother is making sexual hints to me.

It's my problem, totally my problem.What he did clearly did not exceed the rules, but I was thinking too crookedly, and the description to Song Yiwei was all from my perspective. In my eyes, it was all overflowing hormones and attraction.

My brother tapped the plate lightly with his fingers, "Do you still want to eat?"

I explained immediately, "I'm here today... I have some private matters here, I don't want to disturb you."

He nodded, took the plate away from me, rolled the fork in the plate hastily, and delivered the cold pasta to his mouth.

I also understood another sentence Song Yiwei said, my brother has a strong sense of contradiction, and his behavior is illogical.I suddenly felt that Song Yiwei still had two talents, and I really wanted to give her a pennant. I wonder if she would recognize the meaning of the pennant since she grew up in a foreign country.

I don't think my brother is any different from before, but I didn't notice it before.But Song Yiwei said those words today, I think my brother seems to have opened the door to a new world.

He didn't show any impatience or anger because I interrupted his work, and even sat quietly opposite me to eat the noodles I had eaten.Like that day he did go to the club to pick me up, and said that I was his younger brother in front of Li Zhou and the others.

"I'll get you something hot." I took off my hat and mask and tried to stand up.

"No need." He replied two words, and I was obediently fixed in my seat.

"Are you still angry with me, brother..." I pinched the hat in my hand and asked him.But I guess I also know that he won't talk to me. This is a question he can't answer. He can't say "birth" or "no birth".

So I quickly picked up, "I said the wrong thing that day, I was wrong. You are too kind to them, I am jealous."

I tried my best to make myself a little bit wronged, but in fact I didn't pretend, I was really wronged.It's just that I didn't dare to tell him that I was wronged before, and I thought he wouldn't care if I said it, but today I suddenly wanted to try it.

"You have already bought many bags for Ju Lulu, brother, I want it too."

I simply exhausted all my life's knowledge, acting like a baby and practicing Dafa.