Wading in muddy water

It's almost time to send Liu Fang home.

I didn't expect Liu Yuan to call suddenly, and Liu Fang lost control of his emotions again.When Fuliufang got off the car, he saw Zhou Boxin's car parked in the distance, and wondered if Liufang saw it.

I may not be able to go to Zhou Boxin's place tonight.

Thinking of this, I almost feel my heart shrinking into a ball, hurting one after another, feeling sad and confused at the same time, after struggling for such a morning, I suddenly have the tendency to collapse.After entering the door, she wanted to help Liu Fang back to the bedroom, but she grabbed her wrist.

Those eyes looked at me, just like the eyes of Liu Fang when she held my face and said "my child, how innocent you are", she shook her head and whispered to me, "I saw... Find him, I can do it alone."

I almost cried, "I won't go, I will accompany you."

"Xiao Li." Liu Fang helped me to sit on the sofa, said a few words before he had the strength to continue, "I don't want to be your burden, and I don't dare to think about inheriting your schizophrenia. It's a heinous crime. It's because of me that you are sick, right? You can't live with me anymore, move to Zhou Boxin's. He used to say that I couldn't take care of you well. I don't like to hear it, but in fact he said everything right."

"I like to call myself 'Mom' in front of you, but it's actually because I have a guilty conscience and know that I am not worthy to be your mother; I always selfishly take you back to the Liu family, wanting them to look at you, you are the grandson of the Liu family, no No one can deny you. In fact, it's all for myself, I'm selfish, it's all my fault, I don't love you without him, Xiaoli."

"I have been timid for so many years. I am 41 years old this year, and I often feel that I am 22 years old. When I was 22 years old, that thing hadn't happened yet, but seeing you grow up so much, and knowing that it really happened, I It's not 22 anymore. The most daring thing I've ever done in my life is to give birth to you knowing that you are not Chen Zhiyuan's child, but I didn't protect you well, I'm sorry."

"I'm going to call the police, regardless of the evidence or the outcome, it's the last useful thing I can do."

I've heard so much sorry these days that I feel a little sick to my stomach when I hear these words.

It was really nauseating, I stretched out my hand to cover my mouth abruptly, and forcibly suppressed the desire to vomit, and felt a stomachache.He wanted to bend down, but he was afraid that Liu Fang would find out, so he could only stand where he was.

Liu Fang pushed me, "Go."

When I went out, I was actually a little dazed. I stood at the door in a daze for a while, and when I came out, I saw Zhou Boxin standing beside the car, holding a cigarette in his hand.

When he saw me, he subconsciously wanted to press the car door with his hand, then stopped suddenly, walked two steps to the trash can next to him and threw it into the smoke extinguisher.I almost laughed, my lips curled up, and I quickened my pace.The sky is clear and bright, today is unexpectedly warm, I can't even wear down jackets, and the sun is hanging above my head.Such a big ball of yellow and white light hangs there, warm and harmonious.

I went to hug him and we kissed for the first time in the sun.

On the way back to the villa I fell asleep and had a very warm and sad dream.

I dreamed that I was stranded on an ice field with a penguin, it didn't feel cold, but I was shivering.The penguin circled around me, anxious to see that I was about to freeze to death, and slapped my face desperately, probably trying to keep me from falling asleep.Then the sun came up and melted all the ice, and even grass and flowers and trees started to grow on the ice sheet.

I was warm all over, but the penguin died next to a flower.

When I was still awake, I kept grabbing the hem of Zhou Bo's new cashmere sweater.He is wearing a light-colored cashmere sweater today, which is very soft to the touch. It feels like touching a cloud in my hand, but it is crumpled by me.This dress must be expensive, and it feels expensive, but he doesn't feel bad about it.

After waking up from the dream, still holding the piece of cloth in his hand, the villa has already arrived.

Zhou Boxin leaned over and kissed my forehead, "Go home."

My head was a little dizzy, and my stomach was uncomfortable. I was led back to the house by him, and I saw an unpacked, transparent packaging bag at the entrance.I hooked his finger, "Brother."

Zhou Boxin's gaze followed mine, and he replied flatly, "Not today."

But I think about today.

"I want it." I reached for the package and poured it out with a clatter. When I saw the ear piercing tools fall out, I turned to him and asked, "Is there any alcohol at home? Right now, okay?"

I became so stubborn that I felt like I was sick. I decided that whatever was to be done had to be done, which was unreasonable.I know this is a bad habit, but today I really want to be self-willed, want to indulge my bad habit, and want to see Zhou Boxin indulge me.Zhou Boxin held my hand without letting go, grabbed the tools that fell out with the other hand, leaned over and kissed my earlobe, "Okay."

I'm actually a little nervous, I'm really afraid of pain.I am more afraid of pain than many ordinary people, and I can’t say that I am even more afraid of pain.

Zhou Boxin threw the whole tool with the silver needle into the alcohol, and there was a muffled "boom".Then I took out the spray and sprayed it on my left earlobe several times, and then wiped it with an alcohol pad. After wiping, the alcohol evaporated quickly and it was cold.Then he sprayed on his fingers a few more times, and rubbed my earlobe with two fingers.

I hang my head, I'm not afraid of him, I'm really just afraid of pain.I really want to be branded with the new sign of Zhoubo.

I didn't speak, and neither did Zhou Boxin.

Very quiet, only the sound of my own breathing can be heard.

"Brother, can you be lighter later?" I asked, and before he could answer, he realized that it was wrong, "No, I have to wear it again if I can't wear it lightly. Go through it once, or I will definitely not be able to help but want to run."

"Will you tell me later if I'm in pain?" I asked again.

Zhou Boxin didn't speak, and continued to rub my earlobe without saying a word. I could feel it congested, hot, and even slowly losing consciousness.

"Brother... I'm a little scared." I said.

Zhou Boxin's hand stopped, and I quickly stretched out my hand to hold his wrist, not letting him go, "I'm not afraid of this, don't go."

Then he continued, kneading, pressing, pinching.

"Brother..." I called out again, always feeling that just calling out this name would give me an inexplicable sense of security.

"I'm afraid that Liufang has paid so much and will call the police. I'm afraid that the police will not file a case without evidence. Liu Yuan will be at large for the rest of his life. I'm afraid that Liu's family will make trouble. Liufang's situation is already very serious. Will she never get better again? Will she kill herself?"

"Will I be like Liufang? I also have schizophrenia. It has been lurking in my body since I was a child. I have always been a mental patient. Will I be like Liufang one day?"

"Brother, you love me. Do you love me? Will you always love me? If I become like Liu Fang, will you still love me? I'm afraid... hiss!"

I almost jumped out of my chair, and took several sharp "hissing" breaths.I just kept talking and didn't even notice when Zhou Boxin aimed the needle at my ear, and he just walked in without even saying hello!My heart was beating wildly, and then I reflected carefully and felt it. In fact, it didn't hurt too much, but I was shocked.I was a little dazed by the sudden shock, and sat there dumbfounded without speaking.

Zhou Boxin picked up the spray and sprayed it on my other ear. The same process was repeated, and the two fingers started rubbing again.I finally looked up at him, Zhou Boxin was standing, his eyes were fixed on my earlobes, and he was full of depression and restraint.His whole body started to emit hormones again, his ears were pierced, I don't know how he could make him so sexy.

My emotions were interrupted suddenly by him, and I couldn't remember what I was thinking just now. The right side of my ear was hot, and it seemed to start to hurt a little bit.I wanted to raise my hand to touch it, but Zhou Boxin stopped me, "Don't move."

Oh... I put my hands down and sat obediently.

"I won't let you become like Liu Fang." Zhou Boxin said.

I blinked, and turned my head to look at him again, and my ears moved accordingly, seeing that Zhou Boxin's eyes were still fixed on my ears, and he didn't look at me.Just staring at the piece of meat that has been rubbed red by him, as if this matter needs him to do it seriously, and all his energy has to be poured into it.

"I don't care whether everything will develop in a good direction, whether it is good or not will not affect my love for you."

"hiss!"

This time, I clearly felt the silver needle aimed at my earlobe, my heart was hanging up, and I sat in front of him suppressing my instinct to hide.I felt like the needle was almost stuck in my ear as he spoke his last words. The three words "I love you" and the sound of "bang", he plunged these three words into my body.

It was so hot and painful, I always wanted to reach out to touch it, but Zhou Boxin pressed his hand and kissed it.

"Don't touch, don't touch water, don't eat."

I should come down and be led to look in front of the mirror by him.The moment I saw it, I frowned, and my ears were red on both sides, as if they were a little swollen, which had nothing to do with looking good.I didn't want to look at it, so I turned to look at Zhou Boxin, "It's so ugly."

"It's good to reduce the swelling, and bring alcohol with you."

I couldn't help but tilted my head and took another look. This time I stared at it for a long time, and somehow it seemed pleasing to the eye. Thinking that it was Zhou Boxin's pierced ear, and he promised that he loved me.

"I've been marked with your mark. I'm yours for the rest of my life, and I can't get rid of me even if I want to," I said.

Zhou Boxin pulled me into his arms, with a light smile in his voice, "I wish I could."

The author says:

Let’s walk around for a while and don’t worry about the plot. Try to hurry up and send Liu Yuan away (. Also, I said that I’m not in good shape but I was forced by the list and didn’t take a good rest. This week, I’m taking a breather. There may only be two updates on Wednesday! Five updates will resume next week!