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The rain fell, and the world was desolate.

Ah Luo walked out of the school step by step, and felt as if she had died once. She spent more than ten years of her life here,? This is not only a school but also a home for her.

But the Cold Sword Sect no longer exists, and half of her life has also been annihilated.

The rain wet her hair, and it dripped down again along the dry tears.

When she finished walking the last stone step, she couldn't help but glance back.

She knew that everything here would be a farewell to her from now on.

After a long time, she started to walk again, and her figure finally melted into the seemingly endless drizzle.

When leaving the Heart-Worshiping School and passing through Yunwu City, A Luo didn't stop.

If it was in the past, she would definitely go to Bai Qinhe to confide her pain and enjoy her comfort.

She has been doing this all the time, enjoying the goodness of others frankly, but not paying much for herself.

She originally complained about Bai Qinhe's scheming between her and Lu Xingwan, and her heart softened and wavered. Now these emotions are all complicated and difficult to face.

Bai Qinhe was thinking deeply about this matter,? Is she completely innocent?They have known each other for many years, but she didn't notice the knot in Bai Qinhe's heart at all, or she was faintly aware of it but was never willing to pay too much attention.

Just like before, she knew that Lu Xingwan and Bai Qinhe were not as calm as they appeared on the surface, and she ignored them after a few verbal questions, anyway, one of them was her sister who loved her, and the other was her good friend,? For her it is impossible to treat each other,? And never leave her.

The laziness and unwillingness to give back in the past have all been repaid in this way, and she has not changed except to bear.

A Luo smiled wryly, and walked alone towards her fate of nowhere, and disappeared into the sea of ​​people.

The scene of decay and withering in the lotus pond in autumn, Bai Qinhe's expression changed several times when she heard the report from her subordinates, and finally calmed down.

"Miss San, do you need your subordinate to send someone to follow?" The subordinate carefully looked at her face and asked in a low voice.

Bai Qinhe was silent for a long time, just when her subordinates thought she would not speak, she said inaudibly, "No need."

A Luo didn't think about how to face her, and she didn't think about how to face A Luo.

She still likes Ah Luo, but her desire to be with her is not so strong anymore, not because of anything else but because there are too many things between them.

There was endless bitterness on Bai Qinhe's face.

She used to think that she would never let A Luo go for the rest of her life. She didn't think about it when the hallucinations in the Palace of Eternal Life pierced her private thoughts, and she didn't think about A Luo alienating her. She even knew that Lu Xingwan was the one. She didn't think about it when she was her savior.

She once made the worst and most despicable plan, that is, if Ah Luo refused to forgive her, then she would imprison her.

Even just when she heard the news of Ah Luo leaving the sect reported by her subordinates, at that moment she was thinking that it would be better to keep up with Ah Luo. They have to pester her.

It's just because A Luo is the only winner of her long struggle for happiness, even if they will always be in harmony, and will always be in pain.

But when these thoughts came out, they also brought her endless fatigue. This kind of burnout has always existed since she knew that Lu Xingwan was her savior, but it just reached its peak.

She was so tired that she couldn't even utter a word, and she didn't want to do anything else.

The root of the matter is still with Lu Xingwan, if she does not forgive her, she will not have any happiness to speak of.

She had a deep understanding of Lu Xingwan's determination during the time at the Palace of Eternal Life, at the time when the ancient kingdom of Yunkai existed, and she knew that she would have no chance of gaining her understanding and tenderness.

It was just that she was desperate at that time, but when the news that Lu Xingwan was Ye Hanxing spread to the outside world, she felt a great irony. This irony broke through her last defense like a sharp knife, and made her past despicable calculations stand out. Be like a clown.

Is it wrong to be scheming, plan for your own interests, and get what you want?

maybe.

Back then, when she saw Sixth Sister Wu save her beloved maid, crying as if she had lost everything, she also accompanied Wu in desperation and listened to Wu's laughter and ridicule in the distance.

She hated the person who set things up to harm others, she also hated the powerful and domineering elder sister, and even more hated the elders who ignored their survival of the weak.

So is it wrong for her to want to live better?

She felt that Lu Xingwan's status was lowly and he was not worthy of being with them, let alone being her and A Luo's weakness. Is it wrong?

Bai Qinhe stared paranoidly at the dry lotus in a pool, hugged her knees tightly and laughed idiotically. All the efforts she had put in were to make herself happy, but no matter how she walked on this road now, she couldn't achieve what she wanted. result.

There was a wind blowing, and the fine rain blew into the gazebo and hit her cheek.

Bai Qinhe suddenly felt dazed, and saw the girl in Su Yi walking towards her in a haze of light.

"Qin He, it's time for some snacks."

"You and A Luo are not the same at all. She will yell when she is unhappy, and cry when she is wronged. She is such a little cry. If you have any unhappy things, you can tell me."

Bai Qinhe stretched out her hand with blank eyes, but she didn't catch anything, her palm was empty.

What she felt was Lu Xingwan's life-saving grace, she gave her the opportunity and motivation to live, but didn't the starting point of all this come from Lu Xingwan's kindness?

Bai Qinhe's tears trickled down, and her white dress was wet with tears, she made a sound almost sobbing.

It turned out that what she did wrong was not to scheme against others, but what she did wrong was to trample on her sincerity and kindness.

What she was wrong about was that when she belittled Lu Xingwan, she was also killing her once weak self.He even personally destroyed his only possibility of leading to happiness.

"I'm sorry, sister Lu..."

Whispering in despair, Bai Qinhe thought, everything is meaningless.

She has already lost all possibility of happiness, so why is it necessary to stay in this indifferent family and play tricks with others, trying to please her?

She thought, she would still go to Ah Luo.

Rather than looking for A Luo, it is better to say that he exiled himself without purpose, and promised himself a false goal.

Always looking, never returning.

A few days later, the third miss of the Bai family disappeared.

No one saw her dragging her desperate steps towards the opposite direction from where A Luo's trail appeared.

On the eve of the enthronement ceremony, Lu Xingwan really waited for his old friend, aside from the malicious spies who came to inquire about the news, the old man who really needs to have an explanation with Mu Qingxue and her is actually Qingchen Daoist .

Therefore, Lu Xingwan was not surprised when he heard his disciples report that Daoist Qingchen was coming. She looked out of the window in deep thought.

Winter, which is more bleak and colder than late autumn, has come quietly. Although there is no snow, the wind is as cold as a knife.

So Lin Luoyue went out less these days. She was just folding and folding the bamboo leaf handkerchief that Lu Xingwan embroidered for her, and couldn't help but sit up straight when she heard this.

She glanced at Lu Xingwan worriedly, "Xingwan."

She has a good impression of Qingchen Daoist, and thinks she is a very friendly senior, especially when Yicui City was in trouble, this senior quietly rushed over to help.

Helped kill the floating corpses for many days, and did good deeds without leaving a name, and did not visit the Lin family at all.

If she hadn't lived in a fixed place and couldn't be found all the time, the Lin family must have prepared a generous gift to thank her.

"Why don't I accompany you to meet Senior Qingchen." Lin Luoyue said.

She knew that the relationship between Lu Xingwan and this senior was not bad, and now things have developed to this situation

, I don't know how she will react.

Lu Xingwan got up and walked to her side, flicking her skirt, playing with her somewhat callused hands, a little carelessly when she lowered her eyes, "Don't worry, she can't do anything to embarrass me."

What's more, in this world, Lu Xingwan doesn't embarrass herself, and no one can embarrass her.

But being rejected by a senior who was close to her in the past must be sad, Lin Luoyue frowned slightly, a trace of worry flashed in her clear eyes, but her lips turned into, "Anyway, you are the reason."

Lu Xingwan was amused by her appearance of a little animal protecting food, and his eyes were full of tenderness towards her alone, "Luoyue, you are so cute."

Lin Luoyue gave her a sad look, "Is making fun of me all day long the only joy in your life?"

Lu Xingwan frowned, and his voice became softer when he leaned into her ear, "I'm telling the truth."

The hot breath made her ears itch, Lin Luoyue just wanted her to stand up straight and talk, when she heard Lu Xingwan's voice lingering with a smile, "Every time I think you are cute, I want to kiss your cheek .Now I can finally do what I want to do.”

Lin Luoyue's cheeks became hot, "Xingwan, can you be more serious, senior is still waiting for you."

Even though she said that, she was very honest and didn't move, and soon felt a kiss like a superficial kiss fell on the side of her face.

My heart is instantly flattered.

After getting his wish, Lu Xingwan finally stood up straight, looked into her bright eyes, and smiled again, "I'll just go see her alone."

Lin Luoyue and her looked at each other for a while, then compromised, "All right."

It is really difficult for a person with too many stories in the past to reveal everything to others.

Lin Luoyue suppressed the trace of disappointment in her heart, stood up, "I'm going to see that girl, Ah Zhi."

Lu Xingwan grabbed her arm, or lightly held her arm with his hand to stop her movement, "Luoyue, except for some too embarrassing and dark things, I don't want you to know out of selfishness, other things you want If I know, I can tell you."

Lin Luoyue paused, "I'm not..."

Lu Xingwan let go of her hand and gently stroked her cheek, "Luoyue, I understand what you think, and I understand how considerate you are to me. Sometimes you don't have to spoil me too much. I know I am a person with many flaws, if you don’t help me, I still dare not stand under the sun.”

Lin Luoyue felt distressed and pityed, "How can anyone say that about herself?"

Lu Xingwan smiled, "I went to see her alone, not because I wanted to hide it from you, but because she is Mu Qingxue's good friend, but she is also my friend."

After saying this, her smile gradually faded like the waves on the surface of the water, "I didn't want to put her in a dilemma, but it seems that she can't escape this disaster after all."

She spoke very calmly and calmly, without any anxiety or sadness of breaking up with her old friends.

She wouldn't mind if she didn't tell Lin Luoyue about these explanations, but she still wanted to tell her.

In the beginning, Lin Luoyue taught her how to get along with others. She didn't know how to get along with others before, and she didn't want to hurt others. Now that someone is finally willing to teach her, how could she endlessly consume Lin Luoyue's tolerance and love for her.

Lin Luoyue sighed, "Xing Wan, don't think so much, I understand what you want to say. You just need to know that no matter what you do, I just want you to be happy, and you don't need to worry about anything else."

Xingwan has been groping for how to love someone, and she is so insecure, she should be more patient.

Thinking of this, Lin Luoyue felt infinite tenderness instantly, she patted Lu Xingwan's shoulder lightly, "Okay, let's go."

plum garden.

At this season, the plum blossoms hadn't bloomed yet, and the branches were only gray in color. Lu Xingwan finally felt some nostalgia for the past along the way.

When she was Ye Hanxing, she was naturally young and frivolous.

Many times in winter, she met with friends here to appreciate plum blossoms, and stole the wine of an elder who was good at making wine.

The elders jumped angrily and took the scabbard to chase these drunks to beat them. Qingchen was the youngest and most lively among them. Every time he went to steal wine with her, he also suffered as much as her.

As the only good child, Mu Qingxue bit the bullet and helped them stop that elder.

Those laughter and laughter were once buried deep in Ye Hanxing's memory. Looking back now, Lu Xingwan realized that there were many sweet things in his previous life, but he always stared at the bitter parts and forgot about the sweetness.

In the distance, Daoist Qingchen stood under the tree with his back to her, looking up.

Lu Xingwan walked over.

There is a reopening day, and no one is young.

"Aying, long time no see." Lu Xingwan took the initiative to speak.

"It really is you, Han Xing." Master Qingchen knew that she was coming, and turned around as if he had made some psychological preparations.

She wasn't surprised or asked, so she just accepted her long time no see and acquiesced in her identity as Ye Hanxing.

Lu Xingwan smiled knowingly, "It seems that you have noticed it a long time ago."

Daoist Qingchen lowered his eyes and said, "Nvba, I rushed to Yicui City to help out that time. Others couldn't recognize the Jinghong sword technique, so I still can't recognize it?"

Lu Xingwan expected that she would find out everything when she heard the news, but she didn't expect her to know her identity so early, "Then why didn't you go to me?"

Daoist Qingchen never looked up at her, as if he couldn't face her, and his tone was a bit lonely, "I think since you don't even want to recognize Qingxue, you probably don't want to have anything to do with the old things. You don't want me to Why bother, you live well is more important than anything else."

Lu Xingwan smiled softly, "You are really considerate."

Not only is she caring but also too understanding in dealing with things, also, if she didn't have such a temperament, it would be difficult for her to get along with Mu Qingxue for so many years.

If you can't take the initiative to tolerate Mu Qingxue, it may be difficult to stay by her side.

"Caring?" Daoist Qingchen finally made up his mind to look up at her, and when he looked at her, he couldn't help being in a daze.

"I was far away when you left, but over the years I often think of you and the days we spent together. At that time, I was too young, too careless, and the word considerate never touched me. .”

When Ye Hanxing died, it was not yet a hundred years old. Compared with the long lifespan of a cultivator, she passed away too early, and her fall was too sudden and brilliant. Not to mention Mu Qingxue, even their friends who had made friends with her could not accept it. her departure.

As she grew older, she could not help but feel pain and regret when recalling the past when she was young. It was too late to realize that Ye Hanxing's bright temper actually hides a lot of thoughts, but she has been with her as her friend for the rest of her life, and she hasn't even half a cent. Perceived, let alone understood.

When she dreamed back at midnight, she couldn't help but sigh at night.

She said, "Among us, you bear a lot of pressure and bear a lot, but none of us understand you, and often add trouble to you."

Lu Xingwan shook his head, "At that time, it was just a young and frivolous sentence. You have no obligation to care about me in everything, and the way I did things at that time was indeed very acceptable to people."

She was already crazy at that time, those who could save her would not save her, and those who wanted to save her could not.

Now standing at the end of time, she doesn't blame them either.

"You see that you haven't changed at all, and you take all the mistakes on yourself in just a few words, for fear that others will feel uncomfortable." Real person Qingchen's eyelashes filled with tears, and his voice became a little bit more choked.

Time and events have finally polished her to have a keen insight into people's hearts, but the friends who need her have already slept peacefully, so how can she not sigh that the world is helpless.

But now there is something she can finally say to her.

"That's why you spoil everyone around you."

Lu Xingwan was a little surprised but also a little laughing,

She handed over a handkerchief, "You are all masters of the junior generation, why are you still crying?"

"What's wrong with crying? You should cry more, so that others will love you." Master Qingchen took the handkerchief and turned his back to prevent her from seeing his tears.

Lu Xingwan's smirk turned into a slightly sour, "I thought you came today to ask me for an explanation."

"I can't talk about it, but I really want to ask, why?" The real person Qingchen turned his back to her and said in a tone of endless pain and sadness in the face of right and wrong, "I wanted to ask you when you were still girl Lu. , but I also understand you and you. If Qingxue hadn't done something that touched your bottom line, you wouldn't have treated her like this."

Lu Xingwan lowered his eyes slightly, his eyes were dark and quickly devoured all his emotions.

What do you say?If she changed to an irrelevant person today, she could send him away with a word of morality and unworthiness, but when facing an old friend, it would be difficult to say a word of kindness and resentment.

She quickly raised her eyes again, "Aying, the answers I can give you are still those. I have done everything I have done with no regrets. As for Mu Qingxue, I have absolutely no chance of forgiving her. You can see the rest. Let her, what she will say, what she wants to say is her business."

Ice Cave.

For thousands of years, Master Qingchen has visited the Cold Sword School countless times. She knows all the scenery of the peaks by heart, but she has never been to the Ice Cave in the back mountain.

The inside of the cave is made of thousands of years of ice, which has the effect of meditation and healing.But if people are trapped in it, it is indeed bitter cold.

Before she got close to the entrance of the cave, she felt the bone-piercing icy air blowing towards her face. There were no flowers, plants and trees around, and there was no one guarding nearby.

Daoist Qingchen paused, walked in along the entrance of the cave, and there was a layer of crystal clear ice on the dug mountain wall corridor, which looked beautiful and fragile, but was actually stubborn and cold.

She walked along the corridor for a while, and the front view suddenly opened up. The ice lake was clear and quietly flowing. In the middle of the lake was a huge ice platform. On the ice platform was a boathouse-shaped cabin, which was very exquisite and beautiful.

This was built by one of the active heads of the Cold Sword Sect with ice jade after the era of peace. The cost is high, and the beauty of the appearance exceeds the utility.

Master Qingchen paused his steps and suddenly turned his head, and saw Su Jingyun in plain clothes coming out from behind the layers of ice walls.

When she saw Master Qingchen, her eyes flickered slightly, but she didn't seem to be surprised at all, and said softly, "You are here to visit Master, she is inside."

Her eyes fell on the hut not far away.

Seeing her pale lips, Master Qingchen felt that something was wrong with her, but he couldn't tell what was wrong, so he nodded and frowned and asked, "How are you doing now?"

Su Jingyun smiled bitterly, "This is the best result. Senior will go to see the master first, and if you have any questions after meeting her, this junior will answer you."

Master Qingchen felt more and more uneasy when she heard her say this, but she also knew Ye Hanxing, and knew that no matter how much rift there was between her and Mu Qingxue, she would not use torture to torture her.

She settled down and flew to the front of the igloo. When the hem of her clothes fluttered down, she was already standing firmly on the ice platform.

Approaching the igloo, she also had to use her cultivation to resist the icy cold, but this was not as heavy as the coldness in her heart. She sighed softly and stepped into the igloo.

The igloo is very finely forged, and the stone steps, tables, chairs and beds are all available, but the real Qingchen has no intention of sighing and admiring, her eyes are immediately attracted by the person lying on the bed.

That person was thin and full of hair, which was actually whiter than Suxue at the top of the glacier, and Qingchen's feet seemed to be frozen, she called out tremblingly, "Qingxue."

The person on the bed stiffened for a moment, as if he had never heard of it, and quietly lay on his side with his back to her.

Master Qingchen couldn't hold back his horrified mood anymore, rushed to the bed in a few steps, and asked anxiously, "What's wrong with you, how did you become like this?"

Mu Qingxue still didn't move, and when she spoke, her voice was like frozen ice, sharp and numb, "I'm to blame for everything."

Daoist Qingchen pressed her shoulders angrily and urgently, "Turn around and look at me, did it happen?"

Mu Qingxue was like a frozen ice sculpture, motionless, "You don't have to ask again, and in the future...don't come again."

Qingchen's hands trembled from anger, and a great sorrow filled her heart. She took a few steps back, "Han Xing doesn't want to tell, and you don't want to tell me either. We've known each other for thousands of years, and you don't want me to share any pain for you." , can being stuck here solve the problem?"

"It can't be solved." After a while, Mu Qingxue finally sat up on the bed, her face still only had a pair of eyes that seemed stagnant in a dry well, unable to see any life, "You can't help us."

She said, "Go back, and don't come here again."

Before Daoist Qingchen got angry, she pulled the corner of her lower lip very stiffly, which could hardly be called a smile, "I don't deserve it."

She said, "I don't deserve your concern, I don't deserve it."

She was so disheartened that Daoist Qingchen knew it would be useless to say anything else.

She stood in the igloo for a while, calmed down, put all the healing pills on the table, and then turned and walked out of the room.

Su Jingyun was standing on the shore of the lake with her, as if she had expected that she would experience it long ago, "Seniors have seen it, so Master didn't say anything if you want to come."

Her voice was flat, "Because she has no face to say it."

Master Qingchen looked at her in horror, as if she had suddenly turned into a monster.

Su Jingyun just looked at Daoist Qingchen with that calm and numb expression, "This is a very long story. Before I start telling the story, I can tell my seniors that Miss Lu has never done anything to apologize to us. Even if it is Now, she just trapped Master in this ice cave, and she didn't make it difficult."

Daoist Qingchen had a splitting headache, "You don't need to give me any psychological training here, what happened to their attitude is bound to be serious, even if you say that Qingxue is Han Xing's father-killing enemy, I wouldn't be surprised."

Su Jingyun curled her lower lip numbly, "That...maybe a good thing."

She met the eyes of Daoist Qingchen and told all the things she knew.

Daoist Qingchen's face changed several times, he held back and did not interrupt, did not rush into the igloo to drag him out and beat him up, "You..." She seemed unable to describe her heart in words, "What are you doing? Is it a human thing?"

Su Jingyun stood like a stake, lowered her head expressionlessly.

Daoist Qingchen paced back and forth for a few laps, and thought it was meaningless to scold her for her appearance, and finally sighed heavily, "Forget it, I'm not a qualified friend, why bother laughing at five steps."

Su Jingyun shook her head lightly, "This junior understands what kind of person you are, but you are different from us. You are her old friend, this junior doesn't want her to lose again because of Master, so I am willing to put all the embarrassing words Tell me, I hope you will understand her."

They owed Junior Sister Lu too much, but Junior Sister Lu had already been ruined by them, and there was no more Junior Sister Lu.There was only one thing she could do.

"As for Master, you don't have to worry about it. At least I will be with her for as long as I live. The rest... is what she deserves."

Daoist Qingchen took a few breaths. Just about to say something, seeing her thick outfit and faint breath, he suddenly understood something was wrong with her, "What's the matter with your cultivation?"

"I've done it myself." Su Jingyun said lightly.

"You're crazy, your body was injured back then and your lifespan was reduced, how many years do you have to live without your cultivation?" Daoist Qingchen asked in disbelief.

"This is my choice. Senior, I am tired of living and living wrong." Su Jingyun smiled very tiredly, "It is the best result for this life to end here. In the next life, this junior only hopes that he can live more clearly. No matter how confused you are, you won’t let anyone down.”