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As soon as Lu Xingwan turned around, she found that the people around her were gone. Just as her heart was alert, she felt dizzy again. Then she took a closer look and found herself sitting in front of the dressing table, wearing a red dress. The clothes are dazzling and gorgeous.

here is……

Her pitch-black pupils tightened and were soon enveloped by darker emotions.

Will this be my biggest obsession?She lowered her head and smiled inexplicably.

When she was young, her elder brother was poisoned by her mother's former enemy and was in critical condition.

The mother asked the grandfather for help, and the grandfather was angry with the mother for refusing to shoulder the family responsibilities and ran away willfully, so he put forward a condition to the mother.

It is okay to save people, but one of the three siblings must be the successor of the Escort.

Lu Xingwan was naturally the successor. Although she was young at the time, she couldn't be said to have been persecuted by anyone. She didn't want her parents to embarrass her, and she didn't want her brother to leave, so she chose to leave with her grandfather.

Later, when her grandfather passed away, the few remaining members of the Escort were dismissed, so she no longer had to fulfill her promise to stay in the Escort.

But after a long time, she thought about it,? My grandfather could actually be more cruel, and he could ask her to revive the Escort before he died, but his old heart seemed to soften,? He finally let her go,? Back to his parents around.

But in that case, I would probably really hate my grandfather.I can’t tell whether it’s luckier to keep moving forward with false hopes, or it’s more sad to find that I’ve missed too much and never go back after returning.

When she went back, her father had already passed away due to illness, and her younger sister had grown into a young girl. The elder brother always looked at her with guilt in his warm eyes.

As for the mother, maybe it was because she had been away for too long, or maybe it was because she became more and more like him when she was with her grandfather. The mother's estrangement from her was like an insurmountable moat, no matter how hard she tried If you don't pass it, it's even more impossible to fill it up.

But at that time, she was still in her childish age, and she always had a bit of innocence and longing.

I have never felt cold or depressed, and I have always hoped that as long as I work hard, I will be able to restore the warmth of the past one day.

After living like this for three or four years, her mother was not as doting and tolerant to her as she was to her younger sister, but she was not as alienated and polite as she was when she just came back, so she felt satisfied.

Thinking about it carefully, this kind of mentality is so similar, isn't she the same mentality towards the sect master and the elder sister?

Obviously, I've already suffered the pain once, but I still don't know the lesson.

Until that happened, it completely shattered all her beautiful dreams.

Because the mother in the family hates the disputes between the rivers and lakes, she actually doesn't like the three brothers and sisters learning martial arts, but because of the poisoning of her brother, she has hidden worries.

Although she never participated in any disputes between the rivers and lakes, and tried to avoid using her own kung fu, she was still afraid that her children would not be able to protect themselves, so her elder brother and younger sister were also allowed to learn martial arts.

Perhaps the more you suppress something, the easier it is to yearn for something. The younger sister didn't get any boredom from the rivers and lakes disputes from her mother at all. On the contrary, she yearned for it all over.

He often takes his playmates out to fight for justice and beat up the little hooligans on the street.

This is not a big deal at all, it's just that there will be some small conflicts and frictions between the mother and the younger sister, but who knows that the younger sister is not afraid of tigers when she is born with a calf, and she actually ran to the dry land.

Guling wants to suppress the bandits.

Dry Bone Ridge was originally called Holly Ridge, but ever since the mountain was occupied by bandits, and those bandits murdered like hemp, raped, raped and plundered, they committed all sorts of crimes. The entire mountain is covered, and people who stray into it often see dead bones in the grass, so this mountain has been called Dry Bones Ridge by outsiders since then.

Such a rampant and evil cottage can be entrenched in the mountains for a long time, no matter whether it is the government or the righteous men of the rivers and lakes, they have not shaken their roots for more than a hundred years, which shows that it is terrible.

Not to mention that my younger sister was not very good at that time, even a long-established master in the world, I am afraid that she must weigh her own weight when she comes to suppress the bandits.

So there was no accident that the younger sister caused a catastrophe, and all her companions were killed by bandits. She was the only one who was weak because she was a little girl, so the guard let her escape.

But she escaped, it doesn't mean the matter is over.

Bandits have been rampant in this land for many years, and the undercurrent and deep connections behind them are unimaginable. It is easy to find the whereabouts of my sister.

So on the night when my sister fled back in a panic, bandits came to kill her.

Lu Xingwan's kung fu was considered top-notch at the time, and the whole family had practiced martial arts and quickly repelled the bandits. After his mother asked his sister what happened, the whole family knew that this matter could not be done well.

They didn't make the most correct decision at the time. In fact, they should have left immediately when the bandits came to their door, so that they might be able to get rid of the bandits' pursuit and still have a chance of survival.

But some things are very simple to say, but not everyone can immediately have such a decision and crisis awareness.

The same was true for Lu Xingwan back then, she didn't take those bandits seriously, after all, those bandits' mediocre martial arts were incomparable to the masters she had encountered in the Jianghu.

The mother was extremely worried, she had already planned to sell the property and leave with the siblings, but it was a step too late.

Another person came the next night, and he alone was better than thousands of troops.

Lu Xingwan had a tie with that person, and none of them could do anything to the other.

And what she didn't expect the most was that after that person retreated that night, he brought someone to visit him openly the next day.

He is the third head of the Kuguling cottage, and his name is Shidao. He said that he likes her and wants to marry her.

This sentence was like a thunderbolt. Lu Xingwan felt unbelievable and ridiculous at the same time.

Naturally, a bandit won't talk about benevolence, righteousness and morality with you. After he left this sentence, he bluntly threatened. Lu Xingwan agreed that it would be fine, and we will be a family from now on.If you don't agree, he won't talk about the rules of fighting alone, and there will be no peace in Lu Xingwan's family from now on.

This man came and went in a hurry, he didn't come to consult, but to give an order.After he left, Lu Xingwan could feel that many pairs of eyes were staring at her house, and she didn't need to think about it to know that it was this man who stayed to monitor their family.

His comings and goings were happy, but Lu Xingwan's family members were not happy.

My brother said that they didn't want anything at all, and they would kill them immediately at night.

The younger sister panicked and no longer showed her previous publicity, but just looked at each of them in panic.She was terrified. His companion was killed so cruelly by the bandits that day. For this little girl who longed for happiness and hatred in the rivers and lakes, she was instantly covered with a layer of blood.

shadow.

The mother was silent, she asked her brother and sister to go back to rest, leaving only herself.

Lu Xingwan already had a bad feeling at that time, but she still had a glimmer of hope.

After being silent for a long time, the mother finally spoke with difficulty, "Xingwan, just promise him for us."

Lu Xingwan only felt that a thunderbolt suddenly fell on the top of her head in the quiet night sky, otherwise how could she suddenly not understand what her mother was saying?

She knows that she has been away for too many years, she has missed too much, and she also knows that her position in her mother's heart may never be comparable to that of her brother and sister. Although she is a little sad, she doesn't mind that much.

She never deserves to monopolize this kind of thing like love, but only a little bit is enough, why mother is not even willing to give her this little bit.

She thought a lot at that moment, wanted to beg, to question, to go crazy, but the calmness she learned from her grandfather ruled her body.

She just raised her head, only to hear herself ask in an extremely calm voice, "Mother, if my sister and I switched places today, and that man fell in love with my sister, would you tell her that you would promise him for us?"

The mother's pale face was even more ugly and panicked than ever before, as if someone had poked into the most secret thing in her heart.

It turned out that it was because of not loving or not loving enough that he could sacrifice so easily.

Lu Xingwan felt calmer than ever before, she just smiled at her mother, "Okay, but you have to promise me one condition."

The mother quickly said, "Say, I will agree to whatever you want."

She answered quickly for fear that she would regret it, but she didn't dare to look her in the eyes.

Lu Xingwan looked at her, "I promised to marry him in a month, but you have to stay with me for this month."

Mother seemed confused, but she intuitively felt that this sentence was not as simple as it appeared on the surface, and she even felt faintly uneasy.

"There are no brothers and sisters, only us." Lu Xingwan stood up, her tone was still soft, but her eyes were unprecedentedly cold and sharp.

"You never knew me during the years when I came back. This month, I want you to be with me and be my mother alone."

She stood up and walked out, "You owe me this."

Her mother's sobs came from behind her, and she paused but did not turn her head.

She has been chasing and suffering for so long, since she can't get it now, she should use another strong attitude to possess it.

I have to say that I am actually a very vindictive person, and there is also a ruthlessness in my bones.

Lu Xingwan took a break from the memories and looked up at his own face in the mirror, but the brilliant red did not bring her the slightest joy and warmth.

What she thought at the time was to use that month to let her mother be with her all the time, to let her know that she is also a real person, and let her know what she loves and hates.

They established similar living habits together, sipping tea and painting together, feeding tricks and practicing swords together, and going to the street to buy rouge and gouache together.

In this way, even if she doesn't love her, she will think of her inadvertently in whatever she does in her life in the future, and she will feel uneasy for the rest of her life.

Zhao Xingwan, you are really scary.

Yes, her original surname was Zhao.

Lu Xingwan outlined an emotionless smile to himself in the mirror.