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"After the first manic attack, you need to observe closely." Director Wang sat in the office and said, a nurse knocked on the door and came in: "Director, where is the sign-in pen? Did you go by?"

He looked down and saw that there was one stuck in his chest, and a small note was pasted on it saying: XX only.

Director Wang breathed a sigh of relief: "No!"

How long do manic symptoms last?Is it an indirect onset or a persistent hyperactivity?Is there any depressive symptoms in the middle?If a disease cycle is mixed with two symptoms, it will be divided into more mania and more depression... Even his teacher has to go out for more than half a year before he can pat his chest and say to the patient. This is just the beginning of Shang Jing. Some boil it.

Bipolar disorder is a very "new" concept in the field of psychiatry. It was only separated from the classification of insanity in 1980. There is no clear boundary between each indication. Except for two typical ones, the others are "undefinable" categories. If it weren't for the popularization of FMRI in the past two years, he would have no way of knowing the progress of Shang Jing's condition.

This kind of thing is not like a tumor, and the results can be seen obviously, not to mention that Shang Jing is really not a qualified patient. — She didn't cooperate at all.

When Director Wang went to the psychiatric department for an internship, he made a great wish not to retire as long as the DSM is still being updated!If he can completely cure one person with his eyes closed in this life, he will have immeasurable merit.

But this person is definitely not Shang Jing.

Director Wang said to Xiao Chen: "Is the convalescent villa ready? Let her go in these two days, don't mess around here, what's the point of staying up all day? Staying in the basement without seeing the sun will cause problems for everyone."

"By the way," he remembered, "that villa doesn't have a basement, does it?"

"No." Xiao Chen took out the exterior and interior photos of the villa from his briefcase and handed them to him. Director Wang didn't even look at them and just put the photos in the case bag. He actually knew the way inside. Could it be that the flowers are well arranged? Enough?impossible.But this is much better than praying to gods and worshiping Buddha, and it cannot be said to be an IQ tax. What if some obsessive-compulsive disorder is to see things well placed and feel comfortable?

With this condition, the family is willing to pay even a little more.

This is not the first time Shang Jing has had a rest, and she has experience in preparation, such as which designer to contact, what color to paint the exterior walls, what decorations to put in the house, and even security experts to inspect where the cameras are installed.

The infrastructure of the island is not good, and if there are too many cameras and wires, it will be a bit difficult to carry. Security experts also said that a generator should be prepared.Xiao Chen took full responsibility this time, the flag was too big and he couldn't bear it, so he wanted to pull someone.

Sure enough, Director Wang said: "What are you pretending? A power outage is the best. What are you afraid of when Wen Mingli is with you? She can't bear to die now."

The first time Shang Jing was sent to the hospital was for mild self-harm.

Her psychiatric evaluation report was clear, and foreign psychologists swore that she was a "perfect person" and could participate in social activities normally. However, Shang Jing was sitting in the living room while watching TV while holding a fruit knife to cut off her finger. If it wasn't for Song Auntie saw the apple dripping blood, and guessed she could sit there and watch the blood dry up.He didn't even frown when he sewed up the wound, and now there are still scars on his fingers. Mr. Qi was sitting in the study in the middle of the night that day, so he was still invited here.

It's no use asking him!If a person wants to die, no one can stop him!

In the past few years, psychotherapists have been trying to give Shang Jing psychological intervention, but to no avail.

Director Wang has written a lot of observation reports, and seeing Shang Jing gives him a headache!When I was in the clinic, I was most afraid of these related second generations, who could run and push as much as they could, but I didn't expect this to hit my hand!

It's all right now, he said, "Why did Mingli agree? She didn't like these things very much before." He thought Wen Mingli would find a chance to run away, so he specially greeted Mr. Qi to strengthen security, and even blocked the dog hole.

Xiao Chen: "Miss Wen went back to the rental house, and they went to the park for a day." Then Shang Jing fell ill, maybe because she was in a good mood?See Shang Jing is pitiful?Moved by a piece of sincerity?

Wen Mingli packed his luggage in the room, but in fact he had nothing to take. A pile of skirts, a pile of pants, shoes and underwear were all he needed. He didn’t have the desire to put on makeup after staying in a closed environment for a long time. It's this group of people who don't even have a fresh face, who will they show it to?After thinking about it, she still brought toner, facial cleanser, eyebrow pencil and lipstick, but Shang Jing brought a lot of sunscreen in her suitcase.

Shang Jing likes to sweat these two days. She wakes up in the middle of the night every day to find someone, and then falls asleep with her face buried in Wen Mingli's neck. Many people around her can't sleep well. It was heavy and heavy, and the air conditioner was still hot at [-] degrees, and she was still sweating. She pushed Shang Jing away, but after a while, she entangled her again like an octopus.

Wen Mingli tried to sleep in another room, but it didn't work. When he woke up the next day, Shang Jing was always by his side.Now the partition door between the two guest rooms has long been a decoration, but the aunts and nanny are not allowed to come in, so no one should have discovered it yet.That's all she could do to comfort herself.

Before going out, she was afraid that her aunt would come in to clean up, so she locked and locked the partition door in front of Shang Jing.

The retreat villa prepared for Shang Jing is near the sea. It is on an island, very remote. It is not even marked on the Baidu map. The island is very small and there are not many people living there. You can still see pointed wooden houses on the road, pure dirt roads, and there is no development at all. If there were no traces, Wen Mingli would have suspected that he had gone to the Pacific Prison if there were still people there.Xiao Chen, also known as Chen Kai, said: "It would be much more convenient if you were abroad. You can buy it directly, and there is no one there." The house can be built however you want, and you can also plant trees. It is safer to have layers of trees around .

But Shang Jing's mental condition does not allow her now, she has entered a mild manic state, and she is most taboo in closed and dark spaces, and cannot withstand long-term flights. When Chen Kai arranges the itinerary, he tries to avoid contact with people as much as possible. For about three and a half hours, I didn’t hear the voice of the stewardess except for the radio. Wen Mingli has a friend who is a flight attendant in American Airlines. She once complained that the rest berths on the plane are narrow, small and dark, which is also difficult for the flight attendants.

It was dusk when we landed, and today we happened to catch up with a celebrity event. The spotlights of the cameras kept flashing, and the airport security guarded the route to protect the route. Wen Mingli was afraid that fans would rush over and break through the wall when he walked on the outer circle. She held Shang Jing's hand I took another VIP channel, and because of this accident, I was delayed for about ten minutes before I got on the bus.

Chen Kai bought a light meal on the side of the road, Shang Jing had no appetite and ate a piece of lettuce, and the group arrived at the villa until evening.

The seaside villa has only two floors. They live on the second floor. The upstairs is the bedroom. There is no partition. The huge space is opened up, and the sunlight can shine into every corner.The staff here is streamlined, only a thin and short old lady is in charge of cooking, Chen Kai and other staff members don’t show up, and the vegetables and meat are also brought in by helicopter every day——the supply ferry comes once every five days, if you want to eat fresh can only be airdropped.

Wen Mingli can be woken up by the roar of the propeller every day. Shang Jing opened her eyes early when she was sleeping next to her. When she saw her wake up, she moved her head close to her. Her hair was itching by her ears. Wen Mingli said: "It's too noisy. gone?"

Shang Jing nodded. She yawned and got up and opened the curtains to look down. Several faces she had never seen before were moving things. Wen Mingli saw the frozen steak bag with sharp eyes. She said to Shang Jing who came over barefoot: "You can eat it." Steak."

It was only after five o'clock, the sky was dimly lit, and the chirping of birds and beasts and the unique coolness of summer could be heard in the air. Wen Mingli said, "Are you going to sleep?"

Shang Jing shook her head, Wen Mingli pushed open the window for ventilation, the cool wind blew over her arms, making Wen Mingli's arms tingle with goosebumps, she touched her arms and walked towards the bathroom, Shang Jing followed suit, she stared at Shang Jing and took the medicine , The two put on their coats and went downstairs for a walk.

There is a white sand beach on the island, only one mile away from the villa. Before they reached the beach, Shang Jing suddenly stopped and said, "They did it on purpose." Lips, the corners of the lips draw a subtle arc.Shang Jing was angry: "Chen Kai? Is it Wang?"

Helicopter operations are very demanding, with wind and waves, pilots don't want to take risks, let alone start dropping things early in the morning when the line of sight is bad.

Wen Mingli: "Then look behind you, there are people following you wherever you go, I thought you were used to it long ago."

"They're different." But Shang Jing didn't explain much, she asked stubbornly, "You know that too?"

Shang Jing frowned with a hint of bitterness and hatred, Wen Mingli actually didn't understand why Chen Kai's assistants had little fear of Shang Jing, didn't she have this face in front of others?Unable to wait for the answer, Shang Jing clenched her fists and walked back, Wen Mingli said, "No more?"

Shang Jing: "Don't be mad at me." She said that the veins on the neck swelled, and the sound of "Ho Chi Ho Chi" kept coming out of her throat, as if she exhausted her whole body every time she exhaled and inhaled, and her voice was a little trembling. Wen Mingli could imagine her teeth colliding and clenching tightly. Within a few seconds, Shang Jing was already shaking all over.

Wen Mingli didn't expect her to be so angry!She quickly stepped forward and grabbed Shang Jing's arm, the muscles in her hand rose and fell, Shang Jing pushed her off with the other hand, and she repeated: "You lied to me?"

"No!" Wen Mingli retorted loudly. She said, "Did you not take your medicine?" The sweaty heart on Shang Jing's forehead was clenched. She patted her face and called out, "Shang Jing? Shang Jing?"

Seeing that the situation was wrong, the bodyguard wanted to come over, Shang Jing grabbed her sleeve and said, "Don't let them come over."

Her face was pale, and her eyes were very stubborn, as if there was a fire.

Wen Mingli unreasonably believed that her consciousness was clear, she subconsciously replied: "Okay."

Taking off his coat and putting it on Shang Jing's head, the bodyguard slowed down when he saw this, Wen Mingli looked at them and shook his head, the bodyguard looked at each other and stood there motionless.

The air on the island is humid and quiet.

Shang Jing knelt for more than 20 minutes before she stopped trembling and stood up. Wen Mingli bent down to brush the sand off her knees, Shang Jing: "Help me back."

It was raining in the sky, and it hit her body. Wen Mingli held her coat and took her back to the villa. The old lady had put the hot water in. As soon as Shang Jing entered the room, she put on her clothes and soaked in it. The hot water overflowed from the bathtub, and Wen Mingli stood Don't dare to move around the door.

Shang Jing suddenly buried her face in the water, Wen Mingli exclaimed, and there was a splash, Shang Jing raised her head and exhaled, her eyelashes were covered with water droplets, and the hot water flowed down her head and face, she glanced at Wen Mingli and buried it again. in the water.

After repeating this three times, the eye sockets were filled with water and turned red, and the mood calmed down.

In the bathroom, only Shang Jing was breathing heavily, and she said to Wen Mingli, "Come here."