arrogant

Chi Yue laughed angrily, "I really want to crawl along the network cable and beat you up."

Sui Yuan giggled and laughed, "For a virgin like you, it still takes some courage when you make up your mind to have a date."

"Have some face, how dare you share your little experience?" Chi Yue looked at him disdainfully, "Didn't you get dumped by a girl in the end?"

Sui Yuan snorted, "Hey, buddy, you laugh at me like this, right? At least I can tell you what to pay attention to the first time!"

"It doesn't work, so you don't need to teach it." Chi Yue said, flipping the phone intentionally or unintentionally in his hand, the screen flickered and then went dark again.

Just no news.

Sui Yuan sighed, "Okay, you are awesome, when you succeed, don't forget to tell brother, brother will send you some money over there, and buy some food to nourish your kidneys."

After chatting for a while, although there was no real help, Chi Yue was mostly in a better mood, with a smile on his lips, "Get out, buy some medicine to invigorate your kidneys."

Sui Yuan made a grimace, and returned to his normal tone, "To be honest, I actually think that you might as well just confess your love to him. If you become a couple, stay together, and if you don't, stop talking. And , you don’t have to worry about him saying bad things about you behind your back, if he really said something, I’ll post a post for you, saying that it’s actually his courtship that’s not successful.”

Chi Yue really felt that the bubble in Sui Yuan's mind was getting bigger and bigger, "Okay, you go to bed quickly, I'll think about it again."

Sui Yuan raised his hand and wiped his face, and said: "Anyway, if you are unhappy, just tell me, I will always be your solid backing."

Chi Yue smiled, "Okay, backup."

After hanging up the video, Chi Yue glanced at his phone again, thinking whether he should take a step first as Sui Yuan said.But this idea was quickly rejected by him, because they officially started school tomorrow.

That night, Chi Yue hardly slept much.

Not only that, in the next half month, Chi Yue's sleep became worse and worse.

Pei Heyang is still sitting next to him, and works at a ramen restaurant on weekends. Even Ms. Wei asks him to eat together, but he doesn't refuse, but he talks kindly to everyone. On the contrary, when facing him, he is very strange. Literally.

This kind of unfamiliarity is not ignoring, nor is it showing a cold face, or simply being polite.

He was so polite that he would ask when he borrowed something, "Student Chi Yue, can you lend me a pen?"

After enduring it for two weeks, finally when school was over on Friday, Chi Yue followed Pei Heyang, wanting to talk to him when he went out.

But to his surprise, as soon as he left the school gate, Chi Yue saw a few people standing beside the big tree on the right side of the school gate. He recognized Guan Shuo and Cui Zhen, and there were a man and a woman left.

The girl looked to be about the same age as them, with a round hair and a cute appearance.When she saw Pei Heyang coming out, she rushed up and put her arms around his waist, regardless of how many people were coming and going in front of the school, Pei Heyang didn't hide, and patted her shoulder with a smile, and the two walked forward side by side like that.

Chi Yue turned around and left, even ignoring Cui Zhen who had been waving at him.This scene seemed to have plastic on his face, and every next step made it difficult to breathe, and the feeling of powerlessness spread from his heart to every corner of his body.

He wants to disappear.

No one wants to see it.

Walking to the bus stop sign, Chi Yue looked up and scanned it from top to bottom, keeping a few numbers in his mind, then turned and walked to the canteen next to him.When he came out, the pockets of his school uniform were bulging.

As soon as the red light at the intersection passed, several buses came one after another. Chi Yue chose an auspicious No. 188 bus to get on, and put the change he found at the commissary just now into the coin box.

Hearing the sound of metal crashing, his heart thumped, and he tightened violently. After a while, he relaxed smoothly again.

The cars he chose just now all headed towards the eastern suburbs of Lincheng, a place he used to frequent.Sui Yuan accompanied him to go there twice, and later on he was alone.

The bus passed eight stops, and the number of people in the carriage was reduced by more than half. Chi Yue found an empty seat in a single row and sat down, staring aimlessly out of the window.

When I was young, my parents were very busy opening a store. In order to make more money, I almost didn't see anyone from morning till night.He grew up with his grandfather, who was still in good health at that time, picked him up and sent him to and from school every day, watched him do his homework, and after finishing his homework, grandpa took him downstairs to stroll in the small garden.

The old man chatted with his neighbors, and he played football and rode his bicycle by himself. Sometimes some children wanted to play with him, but they felt that he was not talkative, so they didn't look for him again.

It wasn't until Sui Yuan transferred here in the fifth grade that Chi Yue had a real friend.His parents are also very busy at work, so they let him go home by himself. Later, when grandpa found out, he took him with him.From then on, Sui Yuan followed Chi Yue and Grandpa Chi, going to and from school, eating and doing homework.

Later, when Sui Yuan and his parents went abroad, Chi Yue became alone again. He got along well with the classmates around him, but he no longer had the kind of friends who could eat and do homework together.

However, it’s nothing to him. Sometimes he goes to a ramen restaurant to help watch the store, and in his free time he goes to the gym to play ball, and if he stays at home, he plays games, and he lives day by day.

I met Pei Heyang during the summer vacation of the first year of high school. Chi Yue took the ball to the gymnasium alone as usual. It happened that their team was short of someone, so Pei Heyang ran over and asked Chi Yue if he wanted to play together. Once they came and went, the two of them would stand up when they met again. Tacit team play.

It's the same as playing mobile games.

But Chi Yue knew that Pei Heyang's 'hand-cut mutton' was at the time of Pei Heyang, and it was half a year earlier than him, which was also a coincidence.Not long after he was discharged from the hospital at that time, a classmate from the previous class pulled him to form a team, and accidentally mentioned that Pei Heyang from No. [-] Middle School played this game very well, and the name was very funny, called "Hand Cut Lamb '.

At that time, Chi Yue gradually realized that his feelings for him were different from others.But after all, there is not much intersection between them. This feeling is like illusory clouds, and there is no definite number.

I like these two words, at most, they only pop up when playing ball and games. At other times, Chi Yue hides them well.

In the end, when I met those silly people in the alley, Pei Heyang's appearance was inexplicable and absolute.

The sound of the bus stop announcement interrupted his memory. They finished school at six o'clock, and the bus took an hour to get here. After getting off the bus, Chi Yue looked at the sky, and it was already dark.

Walking east along the main road, after a few hundred meters, he stopped, and in front of him was a canal branch that ran through the entire city.

A few years ago, the whole city carried out river management work. This area was the key repair object. Rows of sightseeing steps were built on the river bank, and the river water was much clearer than before. During the holidays, this area becomes a popular spot for family and friends to gather for picnics.

Chi Yue still remembered that when his grandfather brought him here to fish, it was far from the scene in front of him.

He randomly picked a step and sat down, took out a sketchbook and pencils from his schoolbag, and drew according to the building across the river.Stroke by stroke, depth and depth, a rough outline slowly emerged on the white paper, but unlike the real thing, Chi Yue added a few more strokes to the appearance of the building.

Just as he was painting happily, he felt a vibration in his jacket pocket. He put the drawing book by his side, took out his mobile phone, and saw that it was Ms. Wei.

Usually at this time, he would be home early, but today he got up on the spur of the moment and forgot to tell her.

Ms. Wei knew that Chi Yue wanted to take an exam in the Department of Architecture, and when she heard that he was painting by the river, she didn't say much, but told him to go back early.

After hanging up the phone, Chi Yue glanced at the drawing book next to his legs, and without continuing, he took out a cigarette from his trouser pocket, took out one, and held it between his fingertips.

When he lit the cigarette, he took a puff, and then let it burn by itself.

He is not addicted to cigarettes, he only lights up because there are many mosquitoes around, to repel mosquitoes, unlike Pei Heyang, who always has to go to the toilet to smoke twice a day to get rid of fatigue.

Thinking of Pei Heyang, Chi Yue turned on his phone again, clicked on the wechat chat dialog box, and opened the top one.The last conversation between the two was still on the first morning of school. Pei Heyang said that he got up early and went to school first.

Chi Yue replied 'OK'.

Seeing this, Chi Yue laughed, he felt fortunate that he didn't listen to Sui Yuan's bad idea, otherwise Pei Heyang might think he was a pervert.

Turning off the phone screen, he looked up at the sky, the night was shrouded, but he forgot to let the stars go out, in the dark night sky, only the bare crescent moon was enjoying the loneliness alone.

as same as him.

The day was well chosen.

After nine o'clock, half a pack of cigarettes was gone. Chi Yue lit up his phone and finished the last few strokes. The originally thin residential building instantly became more unique.The last bus was at 09:30. He packed his things and walked to the bus station. The street lights standing on both sides of the road were not very bright, but they could also illuminate the direction.

There are several universities nearby. Most of the students who are waiting for the bus to go to the city at this time are going to play in the bar KTV. Chi Yue is wearing a school uniform and looks a little out of place in the crowd.

But he exudes a kind of indifference and alienation that rejects people thousands of miles away, which makes the few girls around who are eager to strike up a conversation feel a little bit at a loss.

Instead, a boy walked over, held up a cigarette and asked, "Student, is there a fire? Borrow one."

Chi Yue glanced at him, took out a lighter from his trouser pocket and lit it, and when the flame was on, he saw the boy raised his eyebrows at him.

A girl next to him made a 'hush' sound, Chi Yue ignored it, let go of his thumb, and threw the lighter out, right into the trash can not far away.

The boy frowned, snorted lightly, and walked away.

There were quite a lot of people on this bus, Chi Yue didn't squeeze with them, he was the last one to get on, there must be no seats, he picked a place at random and stood, holding onto the handrail.After a few stops, there were more and more intersections, and the car caught up with several red lights.

The driver may be a novice. Every time he starts and stops, there is a lot of movement, and Chi Yue will always swing back and forth.After a few more stops, an off-road vehicle suddenly changed lanes and was about to rear-end. The bus driver slammed on the brakes and the vehicle stopped on the spot.

However, due to inertia, the people in this car rushed towards the front of the car even though they were holding on to the handrail.The same is true for Chi Yue, but before he could stand firmly on his feet, he found that a man in the seat next to him took the opportunity to suddenly grab his trousers. Has been pulled to the hip bone.

It wouldn't show his flesh, but he looked like his pants were about to fall off, which was very embarrassing.

Chi stepped back two steps, quickly grabbed another armrest, and stretched out his hand to lift his pants up.And because of his hiding, the man lay down on the ground.

"Fuck, what the hell are you doing?" The man was about to raise his hand when he got up, if it wasn't for the person in the middle, he might have slapped Fan Chi immediately.

Chi Yue didn't say a word, and when he saw two men coming from behind, he understood what was going on.

The driver yelled in front, "Don't make noise, stand still, let's drive!"

The man who fell pulled the others away, grabbed the collar of Chi Yue's school uniform with all his strength, and shouted at the driver, "Open the car door, I'm injured, I have to ask this grandson to see a doctor for me."

The driver was afraid of accidents, so he got down from the driver's seat to try to persuade them to fight, but the three people were deliberately looking for trouble, so they yelled to open the door.

None of the passengers around spoke for Chi Yue. He glanced at the driver and said, "It's okay. Open the door. I'll take him to the doctor."

The driver hesitated, and the man who fell said that he had a headache and had no choice but the door finally opened.

Chi Yue got out of the car first, and before the three of them got down, he threw his schoolbag on the ground, raised his hand to unzip the jacket of his school uniform, and made a few marks between his brows.

Seeing his posture, the man who asked him to excuse him just now smiled ironically, "Little brother, you haven't even grown your hair yet, and you still want to fight like on TV? There are three of us."

Chi Yue's face was terribly cold.Three of them, last time he beat one of them ten times, and even though he was hospitalized in the end, the eldest and second child of the other party did not take advantage of it, and stayed with him in the hospital for several months.

He fights and has a problem. He looks for the mastermind and fights to death.

"Don't get ink stained." Chi Yue threw the school uniform jacket on the schoolbag, crossed his hands and turned his wrists, "I still have to go home and do my homework."

The man who asked him for excuses also took off his coat and threw it on the ground, raised his fist and rushed over, yelling "I'm sorry for your mother" in his mouth.

These words hit Chi Yue's spine, and he lifted his foot in an instant, and kicked him in the stomach.

Just as the remaining two were about to rush forward, someone suddenly struck them with a stick in the back.

Seeing Pei Heyang's red eyes, Chi Yue roared, "Stinky idiot, I'll let you beat me!"