[comprehensive] son ​​of a dandy

I was born in a family of officials, my grandfather was a first-rank official in the dynasty, and my father was also a high-ranking official in the frontier.It can be said... since I was born, I was destined to be much nobler than most people in this world.

I am not a kind person, at least not in the eyes of others.As the daughter of the main family, naturally she can't be mediocre like those sons and daughters.I have a beautiful face and I am loved for it.And this pampering also made me arrogant and domineering in the eyes of others.

I have scratched the face of the maid who spoke ill of me behind my back, and executed my father's dishonest aunt.In this family, what I say is what I say.My mother protected my father and pampered me, and even my always serious grandfather would show a loving smile when he saw me.

I used to always think that I would just live a luxurious life like this, and then marry an official family of the same family background, repeating my mother's life.

Until... that day.

When the emperor was angry, corpses littered the field.I finally understand that this honor is not so easy to come by.

Overnight, grandfather and father were imprisoned, and the officers and soldiers rushed into the house and took away everything they could see.The maids in the room screamed in fright, and the mother hanged herself in the room completely naked.I heard that my father and grandfather were beheaded at Caishikou, but... I didn't even see them for the last time.

In those few days, I was in a daze, and I never understood what happened.Until he was pulled out of the room and taken to the market.

With straw marks stuck on my body, Ren Yazi tried his best to brag about my beauty to the people who surrounded me as if they were picking out commodities.All this is just because I am beautiful, and because I am beautiful, I can buy 20 taels of silver.It's ridiculous... 20 taels of silver is not enough for me to usually buy a bracelet.

The beauty I used to be proud of has now become a burden.Those fat men stared at me lewdly, but the rich men who once pursued me turned a blind eye to me.

That's right...they don't like me, what they like is only my prominent family background.Now without these, I'm nothing more than a beautiful slave.

A rich businessman dressed enough to blind my eyes came over, he pinched my chin with his hands, and stared at my face.He said that I was a lady from the official family, and he had never slept with a lady from the official family in his life.

I gritted my teeth in hatred.If in the past...if in the past...

It was at this time that I met him.

The young man in blue clapped his hands, and he told everyone loudly that he would buy me for 100 taels.

I was very afraid of him, because I felt the breath of the same kind of people in him.He is like me, although he looks kind, but in fact... he is more cruel than anyone else.I know what these dandies do when they buy a woman back—either they keep it for themselves, or they give it to someone else.A woman like me is a wonderful gift.At that time, I was even thinking... maybe that fat rich businessman was much better than him.

So, look at that man.Maybe it's because I'm born with capital, when I make such a pitiful expression, no one can refuse me.

Sure enough, the rich businessman quarreled with him angrily, and even asked his guards to give him some 'color'.I really didn't think at the time that such a person was actually a quack.

He threw out a silver bill of one hundred taels to the matchmaker, then grabbed my hand and ran away.His hands were big and strong, and he ran down the street holding my hand.I can't break free, it hurts.

"Hahahahahahaha..." After running to a secluded place, he finally stopped, smiling like a child on his pretty face.

I was shaking, from fear, and from excitement.The fear is due to the dangerous aura emanating from him, the excitement... maybe because I actually yearn for such a crazy life.

I stared at him coldly: "You bought me, what do you want me to do?" I don't think my face is very attractive to him, because he doesn't look like he lacks women.

"Oh, nothing." He glanced at me, as if surprised by what I said.I saw him shrugged his shoulders indifferently, and said casually: "I think you are pleasing to the eye."

At that time, I was very surprised, and thought that I lost 100 taels of silver just because I was pleasing to the eye. Is this person a bit stupid.But later, I found out—he is such a person.

He doesn't have a chivalrous heart, but occasionally he does good deeds, and being a good guy or a bad guy depends on his mood.I have never met such a person in my life before.

He let me go, but...the world is so big, where can I go?The daughter of a criminal subject is already a label that I will never wash off in my life.Instead of this, I might as well go with him, because at that time, I thought he was a good man.

Later, when I saw him brutally destroying his family, I realized that he was not a good person at all.But it can't be said to be bad, he is much more complicated than I imagined.

Since then, I have been his handmaid.I actually started doing what I thought was a lowly job. Things in this world are really fickle.

Sometimes he got excited and taught me some martial arts.I used to only know how to dance, but now I want to practice martial arts.

He said that my bones are not good, and I am too old to practice martial arts to the best.It's just that women, it's better to have some means of self-protection, so as not to be bullied by others.

At that time, the family was not as lively as it is now, only the three of us.He is naturally pampered and will not do anything.And dance back?Heh... It's okay for you to let her wield knives and guns, but cooking and cooking are worse than him.

At this time, I was extremely thankful that although I didn't need to do anything myself, my mother still said... a woman should look like a woman.Although you don't have to cook by yourself, you must be able to cook by yourself.In this way, when I get married in the future... It is also a great joy in life to cook two side dishes and drink with my husband and son-in-law when I have nothing to do.

I actually found that I like doing these things, because seeing him smiling and squinting his eyes, I myself, in a small corner of my body... can actually feel happy.

I don't know when it started, I started to dance back with jealousy.I'm jealous that Huiwu knew him before me, I'm jealous that Huiwu's martial arts are better than mine, I'm jealous that he is gentler to Huiwu than to me.

At this time, I understood one thing.

I... fell in love with him.

Falling in love with someone who doesn't know how to love is a desperate thing.But... sometimes even if reason tells you not to do it, you still can't control your heart.

He is vicious, but...he is also gentle.There are a lot of small things that you have never noticed by yourself, and it will be over if you skip it, but he will remember it.His tenderness is like a net, entangled in it.The more you struggle, the more you sink...

Originally, I thought that a ruthless and passionate person like him might never know what love is all his life.Sometimes I feel sour...that's not bad.Even if I can't get him, no one can get him.Just love so humblely, look up hard, and go to the coffin with such hopeless love.

Until that man appeared...

Only then did I realize that it wasn't that he didn't have love, but...his love hadn't come yet!

That person... that person... I'm not reconciled at all.Yes, not reconciled.I am not reconciled to losing to such a person.The one who can stand by his side, at worst, should be a peerless beauty.How could that man be worthy of him!

On the first side, I saw resentment and ambition in the man's eyes, like a flame on dry grass, which would burn him dry sooner or later.I've seen too many people like this, they want too many things and it's scary, maybe the things you think are precious are even worse than a pair of shoes for him.So what if she looks good?No matter how beautiful the surface is, it can't cover up...the ugly, twisted soul under the beauty exudes an aura full of conspiracy and lust.

My son, my gentle son, how can he be with such a person?

But he didn't listen.

No matter how hard I tried to stop him, he still insisted on going his own way.He thought he was just playing a good game, but I knew... the second he opened his mouth to leave that guy, I knew... it wasn't a game anymore.

If you gamble with sincerity, it is no longer a game, but a game.

So I guessed right - he was almost killed by that man, more than once.

I hate, hate with gnashing teeth.The things I cherish so much, to that person, are just 'things' that can be discarded and used casually.

I lost my mind with hatred, and wanted to kill that person with hatred!

It's a pity... Maybe he sensed my emotions, and he was on guard against me.Don't know when it started, he doesn't trust me anymore.Even Shen Yin... felt it was my fault.It feels like the whole world is against you.

Finally, he wanted to drive me away for that person.

I'm not wishful thinking about what to do with him, I just want to stay by his side.But in the end... I didn't even achieve this humble wish.

He told me to leave, he gave me money.He even helped me find a suitable family. As long as I nodded, I could marry in a beautiful way.

But I... in the end I didn't want anything.What I want has never belonged to me.He rescued me from the quagmire, but pushed me into an even deeper abyss in a blink of an eye.

If you leave him, you will also leave the rivers and lakes.

He was right, a person like me can live well without him.But what's the use of having a good time?It's just waiting for the beauty to grow old.

I leaned against the window, staring at the raindrops dripping from the eaves, and suddenly sang the song my mother sang.The sad Jiangnan minor tune came out of the restaurant, it was a heartbreaking voice.

Perhaps... Tomorrow, people in the small town will start talking about it again—the lady proprietress of the restaurant must be thinking about her dead husband again!

Joys and sorrows are always ruthless.Before the first term, the drip will reach dawn.

I was wondering if he would still think of me after a long, long time.Remember there was a person who looked up to him in the dark for a long time?