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Liu Qijun pursed his lips, and kept his mouth shut tightly.

Fu Yunsheng's meaning is actually very obvious. Zheng Yuming has been with his parents recently, and the pressure from all aspects is combined to be very passive. It is easy to be mentally unstable, start to feel uneasy, and become insecure.

Liu Qijun has always felt that he has always lacked a sense of security, but after these months of getting along, his inner anxiety and panic have been completely healed by Zheng Yuming's love, and he is now more sure than anyone else that he has a relationship. A stable and solid relationship.So although he was not able to accompany Zheng Yuming in person at that time, and Zheng Yuming's mother rarely received calls from Zheng Yuming during her illness, he never suspected that their relationship would go wrong, and he was sure that Zheng Yuming would not waver emotionally.

But now it's not a matter of love.

One of Zheng's mother's legs was paralyzed, and with that came problems for the two families.

As an adult, the son of a golden matchmaker, Liu Qijun understands the influence of real conditions on love better than anyone else.This is also the biggest reason for his depression and nervousness during this time.

Zheng's mother's leg was injured, and she began to have psychological problems. Even if Zheng Yuming took her to see a psychologist, the treatment of such psychological problems would take a long time.During this period of time, Zheng Yuming will definitely not leave his mother, and at the same time, his psychological problems will gradually appear-Liu Qijun does not doubt Zheng Yuming's self-healing ability, but he is very clear that Zheng Yuming has a strong heart, but This strength is vulnerable to the mother's health.

As long as Zheng's mother didn't come out from the shadow of the accident, Zheng Yuming wouldn't come out.

Another way of thinking, even if Mama Zheng can calmly accept the fact that she lost a leg, then she still needs rehabilitation, right?Need to rediscover spiritual beliefs, how long does it take for an accomplished dancer to recover from the loss of his greatest career beliefs?Will a fragile mother let her beloved husband leave her son?And how could Zheng Yuming leave her mother during the most difficult period of her life?

Liu Qijun doesn't even need to think about it, Zheng Yuming will definitely take care of his mother in the wheelchair every step of the way.

So here comes the problem, if Zheng Yuming stays with his parents, he will stay abroad.Even though his career is in China, with Zheng Yuming's savings and working ability, it is not difficult to find a suitable job abroad.As for how to deal with the domestic business and assets, it only needs to be handled by the agent.

What will they do then?

This is the question that Liu Qijun thinks about the most during this time.

If you continue to be together, can you leave your parents, relatives, friends, and career to follow him to the United States?Liu Qijun grew up in this city. Except for visiting relatives and occasional business trips, he has almost never left the city. Here are his family, his friends, his classmates and teachers, his career, and the scenery he is familiar with— — almost his whole life.

Is love all there is to life?Even when Liu Qijun was young and frivolous, he would never say such fearless words.

Even if he has great courage to sacrifice everything for love, he has no right to ignore responsibility.

He realized soberly and painfully that what stood between him and Zheng Yuming was no longer a simple relationship.He is the only child in his family, and his parents love him so much. Even though they learned that he could not get married and have children, they survived the psychological pain and chose to accept it optimistically. I hope he can find someone to spend the rest of his life in peace and happiness, and he can go home to have dinner with them and watch TV on weekends.

This is already the greatest expectation of his parents. What right does he have to tell his parents that he is going to go abroad for Zheng Yuming?

Thinking of this, Liu Qijun closed his eyes in pain.

Seeing him like this, Fu Yunsheng couldn't empathize with him, but he understood his embarrassment.They are all too sensible and mature, even Zheng Yuming would not naively think that love is better than everything else, otherwise he would not reveal anxiety everywhere on the phone.

They are like a pair of lovers who knew that the ending would be be. They knew that they were going to face a tragic ending, but they struggled unwillingly. They maintained the superficial love and peace through the phone, but secretly waited in fear for the fuse of the bomb to be ignited.

"What are you going to do?" Fu Yunsheng asked.

Liu Qijun opened his eyes: "What do you think I should do?"

Fu Yunsheng didn't ask him back this time, but said: "I'm not you, I don't know."

"What would you do if it were you?"

"Break up peacefully, I've already done it." Fu Yunsheng said, then smiled, "But I know you won't do that, you're not like me, you won't let go."

Liu Qijun nodded slowly: "You're right, I won't."

He straightened his back, his eyes were firm, and his expression was calm: "I know what kind of reality we are facing, but I will not give up. He is simple-minded and can't think of a solution. It doesn't matter, I will think about it."

"He's not good at handling these things, it's okay, I'll handle them."

"He has his stand and persistence, I understand, I will not force him, I respect him."

"But, I love him." Liu Qijun paused, his eyes were gentle and deep, "I will probably never fall in love with anyone other than him in my life, so no matter what, I will not let him go."

"My life has gone through 30 years, and I finally met a person who wants to grow old together. My parents and friends also like him very much. I will never meet such a person again. I can't lose him." His gaze Contaminated with a touch of sadness, but insisted, "Even if it is difficult, I will try my best to do it."

Although Fu Yunsheng guessed that he would not give up easily, he didn't expect him to say that, and he was very shocked.Such a stubborn and determined tone, with an aura enveloping a storm, made people believe him involuntarily.

Liu Qijun is rarely so aggressive, most of the time he is gentle or playful, with a bit of cheerful ruffian and unscrupulous jokes, humorous and kind.

Fu Yunsheng lowered his head and smiled, as expected.

He knew that Liu Qijun was different from himself, he knew what an excellent person he was, how could it be bad to be recognized by someone as picky as Zheng Yuming and love him so deeply?It's just that Liu Qijun's goodness far exceeded his expectations.

Too gentle, too firm, too deep in love.

He was even a little envious—because he would never be such a person.

Zheng Yuming was sitting on a bench by the lawn of the hospital, holding a cup of coffee in his hand, looking up at the sky in a daze.

A scarf was handed over to y and he changed his daily clothes, and said with a smile, "I saw you from a long distance. It's so cold, why do you wear so little? Put the scarf on."

Zheng Yuming shook his head and raised the coffee in his hand: "There is hot coffee, not cold. Are you off work?"

"Yeah, what about you?" Danny sat next to him, "I went back to see you once, you were sleeping, and when I went back later, you were no longer there."

"Well, I went to see a psychiatrist with my mother." Zheng Yuming said with a smile, "Thank you for letting me rest in your office."

"You're welcome, you can go there every day." Danny held the scarf, looked at his face and asked worriedly, "Is your mother's situation still very bad?"

Zheng Yuming's expression became lighter: "The doctor said that the leg needs to be recuperated. Although she is unconscious now, it may improve through external stimulation, so he suggested that we help her actively do rehabilitation."

"Since there is still hope, your mother should be in a better mood, right?"

"It's better, now I can accept the fact that her legs can't move, but..." Zheng Yuming smiled bitterly, "The comfort from my father and I still can't make up for the pain of losing a leg. The doctor said that if her current mental state continues, it will not be enough. It is beneficial to receive treatment, and we suggest that we take her to see a psychiatrist, and it would be better to start rehabilitation earlier."

"Indeed, a psychiatrist will help." Danny patted him on the shoulder and comforted him, "Don't worry too much, everything will be fine."

Zheng Yuming nodded.

Seeing that his expression didn't look any more relaxed, y tentatively asked, "What's wrong? Are there other troubles?"

Zheng Yuming shook his head, not intending to tell him.Although he and Danny got acquainted a little bit, they were not close people after all, and he didn't want to tell him everything about him.

The studio has been in trouble recently, but he can't rush back to help, so he can only do his best to take the time to draw the few design drafts he owes and send them to the assistant, and tell others to take over the follow-up matters.Liu Su refused to tell him what troubles the company had encountered, but let himself concentrate on taking care of his mother, and hung up the phone in a hurry after less than 10 minutes.

Zheng Yuming knew Liu Su well. He was a reliable and prudent man. He would explain the company's daily affairs to himself, but he seldom told him when encountering difficulties. Instead, he solved them silently. The more he refused to speak, the more serious the matter was.Although he really wanted to know what happened, it seemed that Liu Su ordered the whole studio to keep silent, and no one would tell him.It stands to reason that, as one of the bosses of the studio, it is absolutely impossible for Zheng Yuming to find out everything, but he is really exhausted now, and he doesn't want to suspect Liu Su by way of investigation, so he didn't start to investigate.

As for Liu Qijun...he took a deep breath with a complicated expression on his face.

During this time, he didn't dare to call Liu Qijun often - even though he desperately wanted to hear the other party's gentle and calm voice every day.He knew that his state was a little out of order, sensitive, flustered, restless, confused...he was afraid that Liu Qijun would hear it out, and he was afraid that the other party would be affected.He didn't dare to explain too much about the predicament he encountered. Liu Qijun was too smart to hear clues from his description between the lines.

Because of her leg injury, my mother was very mentally unstable during this period. At first, she was very repulsed by people around her. After driving everyone away, she beat her leg constantly. Later, she was very afraid of no one around her, especially her and her father. When she was not around, the mother became very anxious, insecure, and could not help losing her temper.She has always been a gentle and elegant woman, but after being injured, she seemed to be a different person, becoming nervous and irritable, and she would only stabilize when she and her father were by her side, occasionally talking to them and laughing From time to time, you can vaguely see the shadow of gentleness and elegance on weekdays.

She became very dependent on her family. When she went to see a psychiatrist in the afternoon, she refused to go in alone. They persuaded her for a long time before she was willing to go in alone.

Zheng Yuming has never been so close to his mother since he was a child, but during this time he has fully felt what it is like to be a family together.But that warmth seemed to be missing a corner, he always felt that if there was one more person, he would be happier.

Before he knew it, he had learned the tone of Liu Qijun's speech, he could make jokes, tell jokes to make his parents happy, and coax his mother into taking medicine and undergoing examinations...Love and getting along with each other can indeed change a person, and he only realized it at this time I realized that Liu Qijun's shadow had already integrated into his life.