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Liu Qijun used to think that there are many bad people in the world, and those who commit the most heinous crimes must have hideous faces and fierce means, but at this moment he felt that he was completely wrong.

The person in front of him was thin and frail, pale, and trembling with no hope, with a weeping expression, looking pitiful and harmless.But it was this person who made him die in pain with just two words. I really wished I could put a knife on his neck and kill him.

Liu Qijun's hand couldn't help caressing his slender and graceful neck, his fingers passed over his protruding collarbone, and slowly tightened behind his neck.

The other party just looked at him, his eyes blurred, as if he didn't notice the danger at all.

Liu Qijun felt that the evil in his heart was gradually emerging, and the desire for possessiveness and control deep in his bones began to distort, which made him want to crush the person in front of him and swallow him, so that he would never say anything cruel again. If so, never let him leave again...

He held his breath, and slowly slid his palm against Zheng Yuming's neck...

"I'm sorry..." Zheng Yuming murmured, and he stretched out his fingers to wipe the tears from the corners of Liu Qijun's eyes.

There were still bloodstains from his nails on his fingers, which were dazzlingly red.Liu Qijun's vision gradually became clearer. Seeing the bright red finger prints on his fair face, and his bloody scene flashed through his mind, he suddenly woke up in shock. In a hurry, he lost his breath and coughed violently.

He bent down, arched his body into a shrimp, and half knelt on the ground, almost coughing out his lungs.

"Liu Qijun! How are you?" Zheng Yuming quickly supported him and asked anxiously, "What's wrong with you?"

Liu Qijun tore off his collar to let him breathe more freely, but he was still coughing, and tears came out.

Zheng Yuming hurried to the kitchen to fetch a large glass of warm water, and patted him on the back while saying, "Drink some water."

Liu Qijun coughed for a while, took a few sips of water, continued to cough, drank water, and coughed again... After repeating this several times, he finally stopped coughing.

Zheng Yuming went to pour him another glass of water, and helped him stand up: "Drink more."

Looking at the worry in his eyes, Liu Qijun couldn't help laughing miserably, finished drinking the water with a sullen head, and put the water glass on the dining table in silence.

Zheng Yuming was frightened by him, and hurriedly said: "You sit down first, I will clean up the dishes..."

Before he finished speaking, Liu Qijun grabbed his wrist again.He turned around: "Why..."

Without saying a word, Liu Qijun dragged him into the bedroom. Before he could react, he walked out alone, knocked the door, and locked him in the bedroom.

Zheng Yuming was stunned for a moment, then suddenly rushed to the door and shouted sharply: "Liu Qijun, what are you doing!"

Liu Qijun held the doorknob from the outside, and said solemnly: "You lock the door from the inside."

"What are you going to do?" Zheng Yuming's uneasiness gradually expanded, and fear took over his mind.

"I don't do anything, you lock the door." Liu Qijun's tone was serious and calm, "I promise I won't do anything to you, and you don't have to run away, just lock the door from the inside."

Zheng Yuming didn't know what he was going to do, but after calming down, he suddenly realized that Liu Qijun asked him to lock the door from the inside for his own benefit. If Liu Qijun really planned to do something to him, he just had to open the door.

He stood at the door with his lips pursed, and reached out to press the lock: "What do you mean first?"

"What do I mean?" Liu Qijun was furious, "I'm fucking protecting you, don't you see? I'm afraid I'll chop you up and eat you if I get excited! Can't you fucking stay inside? !"

This was the first time that Liu Qijun was rude in front of him. The content of the rudeness was not only terrifying but also full of threats. Hearing Zheng Yuming's brows twitched, he couldn't believe that this was the Liu Qijun he knew.

How can Liu Qijun, who is gentle and considerate most of the time and occasionally a rogue and a little hooligan, be so fierce?

But he thought again, in fact, the other party has a very strong personality, which is especially obvious in bed, but he is too gentle with him on weekdays, and the oppression is not so serious, so he ignored it, and... Liu Qijun has never been so angry Pass.He had heard about some childhood memories of Liu Qijun and Zhou Han being domineering together when he was young, and he almost forgot that Liu Qijun also had a youthful youth who fought with others and got angry.

Zheng Yuming covered his eyes, he thought, how far have I pushed him...

Liu Qijun seemed to be aware of his gaffe, he put his head on the door, and begged in a low voice: "Yu Ming, you lock the door, really... I'm afraid I'll hurt you, you are obedient..."

Zheng Yuming was actually not afraid of him hurting him at all.How could a person who never forgot to tell him to protect himself in this state hurt him?Liu Qijun's tenderness and consideration are deep in his bones, his kindness to him is as unbreakable as a gene, he is obviously the one who was hurt, why should he think about himself?

Zheng Yuming felt that guilt and self-blame were not enough to describe his inner feelings.He felt like a vicious wizard who seduced Liu Qijun, let him indulge in sweetness, made him give everything, and then mercilessly deprived him of all happiness, but left the brand of loyalty deep in his bones, so that He couldn't bear to hurt himself when it hurt the most.

It's so selfish... Zheng Yuming covered his mouth to suppress the sobs that were about to come out.

He has several high-sounding reasons to say, he can say that the reality is like this, the fate is not enough, the parents are hard to violate, he has his own filial piety... But it is useless, he still can't find any reason to abandon Liu Qijun with confidence.So he felt guilty, so he felt guilty, so he began to hate himself... With trembling hands, he obeyed Liu Qijun's words and locked the door behind him.

After two clicks, Liu Qijun turned around, leaned against the door, gradually slid down, and slumped on the ground as if losing all strength.

Zheng Yuming stood at the door, listening quietly to the other party's violent panting, and then gradually calmed down, sobbing dully against the door.

The voice was very low, like the wailing of a beast losing its lover, depressing and painful, but afraid of being discovered by others, it stubbornly endured it.

Zheng Yuming touched his eyes and found that he did not shed tears.

It was so strange, obviously he was also in pain like a knife, but he didn't even shed a tear, but Liu Qijun, who was usually so strong, was sitting outside his door, crying like a little beast who had lost his support.

The night was extremely long, and Liu Qijun's voice outside the door gradually faded away. He seemed to have left for a while, silently packed up the dishes, and cleaned the house inside and out. After working for more than two hours, he returned to the door again. , sitting on the ground without speaking, watching quietly.

Zheng Yuming, on the other hand, maintained the same posture and stood at the door for a whole night.

It was only later that he figured it out. In fact, Liu Qijun knew that he would break up, so the reaction was so tragic, because he didn't say anything, and the other party already knew what he was about to lose.He realized belatedly that in fact Liu Qijun had been giving himself a chance, hoping that he would not say the breakup.

But... how can I not say it?What has been decided, if I still have room for regret, how can I let the matter evolve to such a point where there is no way to retreat, and both sides will suffer?

In the middle of the night, Liu Qijun asked him outside the door: "Yu Ming, you say something, you say let me wait for you, you say we can solve it together... as long as you say, just one word, I will let you out immediately, and we will bear the burden together." .”

Zheng Yuming lowered his eyes and moved his lips, but he still didn't say anything.

He thought, what right do I have to make you wait?

He knows that as long as he speaks out, Liu Qijun will definitely wait, he believes, but he can't be so selfish, he obviously wants to leave this land completely, why should he imprison another person and trap his favorite person in a dark cage?

Liu Qijun waited for a long time, but did not hear a reply.He knew that Zheng Yuming was awake, he knew that the other party heard it, he knew... So he could only smile wryly and close his eyes, leaning his head up and pressing his chest, his fingers were so hard that his shirt was wrinkled into a ball, and the wound on his hand was also Regardless of treatment, blood seeped out again, staining the skirt of the clothes red.

You already knew the result, didn't you?

For a kind and stubborn person like Zheng Yuming, even if he is reluctant, even if he is suffering to death, he is not willing to make things difficult for himself.Self-righteous, single-minded, selfish and ruthless... Liu Qijun put a big hat on him several times, and scolded him countless times in his heart, which made him feel extremely uncomfortable.

After several hours of silence, he finally settled down.

This kind of result was originally in his plan, but he didn't give up, he had to listen to what the other party said before giving up.

Liu Su asked him what to do, and he thought to himself, what can I do, Zheng Yuming can't be cruel, so the villain should do it himself?Who is not selfish?

At dawn, Liu Qijun began to prepare breakfast.He remembered that Zheng Yuming's blood pressure was a little bit low, and it must have been uncomfortable to stand like that last night, so he cooked a pot of glutinous rice balls, reheated some of last night's dishes, opened the door and called him: "Come out and have breakfast."

Zheng Yuming stood there all night, his eyes were black and blue. As soon as he took a step, his feet softened, and he fell into Liu Qijun's arms, very embarrassed.

Liu Qijun's heart softened, no matter how angry he was, all the rest was distressed.He put Zheng Yuming in his arms and helped him to the dining table, and handed him a bowl of glutinous rice balls: "Eat something sweet."

Zheng Yuming took it over and stared at him blankly.

Liu Qijun ate breakfast as if nothing had happened: "Look at what I am doing, don't you have to go to the company to deal with things later?"

"Hmm..." Zheng Yuming responded in a low voice, scooped up a glutinous rice ball with a spoon and ate it, and asked him, "Are you waiting to go to work?"

"Go out to meet a client." Liu Qijun said indifferently, without looking at him, and then said, "You look bad, you'd better sleep for a while before going, and let your colleagues be worried if they see it."

"Oh." Zheng Yuming said, sweeping the blood on his clothes and the back of his hands, "Your injury..."

"fine."

Liu Qijun's attitude became so calm and alienated, which made him extremely uncomfortable.

There was a faint sadness in his heart, but there was nothing he could do.All of this was caused by him, but... but Liu Qijun was cooking for him with a gentle face yesterday, but today he said a few words to him without pain, why does it sound so uncomfortable?

He lowered his head, hiding the disappointment in his heart.He felt that he was a little hypocritical, how could he still count on others' good looks at this time?After all, when the other party humbly begged me last night, I was the one who refused.

At 7:[-], Liu Qijun changed his clothes after washing the dishes, took out his coat and left with his car keys and briefcase.