gentle collapse

He Yuchen stood up, clasped his hands together, curled up his body, and said, "Then I'll go first."

I said, "It's okay to meet and get to know Zheng Yi."

"I want to be alone and think about what you just said."

"Well, my bedroom window doesn't have a security bar, you can go from there." I opened the bedroom door for him, and he thanked me after he entered.When he stepped on the window sill with one foot, I looked at his thin back, and suddenly wanted to say something: "Just now...what I said has no basis, it's all random guesswork. Don't take it to heart, actually My mind is messed up too, so I question everything with skepticism."

He heard it, held the window frame in silence for a while, then jumped down, turned around after standing still, waved to me, and said, "Can I come and chat with you next time? I'll be right here with you." I work in the cement factory outlet store at the corner of the street on the right side of the community, it's quite close to here, and I can often see you."

"I study by myself at 10:30 every night."

He nodded, gathered his clothes tightly, turned and turned right into the alleyway.

Zheng Yi was about to tear down the door of my house... While bearing the violent trembling of the wooden door, I pulled the door bolt, and when the door opened, I was almost thrown to the ground by him.He said: "You finally opened the door for me. I heard a voice inside. Lin An, what the hell are you doing with the door closed? I almost thought you were kidnapped just now, and you wanted to come in through the door!"

"No... I was woken up by the sound of your banging on the door. Just now, my brother didn't turn off the TV before going out. Did you hear the sound of the TV?"

He nodded, rushed into the room, walked to the sofa with ease, rubbed off his shoes, sat cross-legged on the sofa, and breathed a sigh of relief.He gently put down the schoolbag hanging on his chest, carefully unzipped it, and took out a stack of papers. His movements were so slow that one could feel that he was dealing with cultural relics.

He raised his head and smiled at me who was standing there.

I asked him, "It's rare for you to move so gently."

"Just fixed the zipper for him and he has a toothache so let me slow down," he said.

"Didn't you say you won't put him in a book?

"I took him for a walk in the park this morning. It would be weird for me to hold a bag when other people lead a dog. Between carrying him and hugging him, I chose to hug him. His perspective is consistent with mine and it is more convenient to discuss. But in this way my The paper was no longer in his hand, so he put it in his stomach, the paper was soft, and he said it didn’t matter.”

I said, "Looks like you guys communicated well?"

"Of course, we are like brothers now, aren't we?" He turned his head away and said to the schoolbag.

I looked at the papers he had spread out on the table, and said to him: "Then come to the study room, there are textbooks and pens in it, and the desk is also convenient for homework."

He took his schoolbag in and put it on one side, then took out a magazine from the inside, flipped it to the side with a folded corner, and said to his backpack, "Just let me know when you're done reading, and I'll help you flip through it."

I can't hear the pack responding, and I don't need to know.I moved an extra stool to sit on the left side of Zheng Yi. Sometimes he would come to ask me questions. Halfway through my speech, he stretched his hand on the table and turned a page of the magazine. After I finished speaking, I asked him if he understood. He understands it, but he still can't when he encounters the same type of question.

I lowered my head in a muffled voice and made my own. After finishing a whole page, Zheng Yi touched my hand. I didn't know why I was startled, and the pen dropped.

"Lin An, are you in a bad mood? I saw that your brows were wrinkled into wrinkled mountains and the corners of your mouth were drooping when you were doing the paper. You didn't agree when I asked you." When he pressed my shoulder , I suddenly feel that the whole body has no strength.I'm not as indifferent as I thought, or appeared to be, and I can't let go of the fact that I'm just a character in a book.I am a product of being manipulated, how can I tell whether my thoughts and words are arranged by the author or my own?

A puppet on a string isn't even as fun as a dog or cat.

"It's not...the question is a little difficult. I have a hard time solving it." I smiled at him, but he didn't look at me, and turned a page of the magazine again. When he turned around and asked me what I just said At that time, I said: "I'll go to the living room and turn on the TV. Let your backpack watch TV. You keep reading books for him and don't care about studying at all. Zheng Yi, even brothers don't need to stick together all the time. .” Besides, you are not yet.

Zheng Yi stood up, pushed the bench with his legs, and said: "I see... I'll go and start it, and I'll be back after I adjust the channel. Lin An, don't be so serious, you will do this every few days, It looks scary."

The gel pen he put down rolled around on the table for a few times, and finally it was suspended on the edge of the table. I looked at the black pen tip and thought in confusion: black water dripped out of it and landed on me. On the thigh of the pen, there was a gurgling sound from the pen tube, which lasted for a long time, and finally burst with a bang, and the continuous black water flooded the world, and it was pitch black.After dinner, the author found that all his documents had turned black, without a single word.

"I knew you wouldn't scoop out breakfast if it was warm in the rice cooker." My brother threw the key on the table, and the crisp sound shattered the darkness, and I walked out of my fantasy.He leaned forward slightly, bent over my back, and flipped through my paper, "Let's rest first, I'll give you some hot food, let's have lunch earlier."

"Yeah." I covered the geography paper, my eyes were a little sore, "Have you bought the gift for Sister Xiaoyan?"

"I bought everything, and they held their wedding three days later. I feel that the progress is too fast. I heard that the other party is a second marriage, a bit older, and her son is about the same age as you. She was originally shy and introverted. Being someone else's stepmother, I don't know if I can handle it."

"To be honest, sister Xiaoyan may be much stronger than you think." I have taught her to speak for so many years, and it is very difficult to master a language as an adult, but she will always make up her mind to do it Things give all the effort.

"Got it, come to the kitchen to help cook." He asked me, "Do you know what your classmate Zheng Yi likes to eat?"

When I came out of the study, I glanced at Zheng Yi who kept pressing the table, and said to my brother angrily, "Just reheat the leftovers."

"Brother Lin Jing, are you ready to cook with your sleeves rolled up? You don't have to do it for me. My mother is treating guests to dinner at noon today. I have to go over. I can come to Lin An to study in the afternoon, okay?" He paused every time he said a sentence. Pressing a station, I can't stand this state anymore.

"Of course." My brother put on his apron and said to me, "Since it's just the two of us, let's eat simple."

After Zheng Yi greeted us and left, my brother asked me: "Isn't there another classmate who came this morning? Why did he leave so quickly? Also, that kid Zheng Yi looks a little abnormal today."

"Because he just asked me to borrow materials, so he left after borrowing. As for Zheng Yi..." I told my brother everything, which prolongs the time for him to wash the lettuce. Turn off the faucet, cut the lettuce according to the knife, then turned to me who was cracking eggs and said, "If you are already 30 years old, why would you do such a thing? Disturb a person who is studying and let him Helping to flip through magazines, I always feel that such behavior is a bit naive and does not consider others."

"That's right." I was just worried about Zheng Yi's distraction, but I didn't focus on the schoolbag itself. "I'll have a good talk with Zheng Yi when he comes in the afternoon."

My brother said: "I'll go talk to him, you can calm down and study."