Wu Xie, see you!
Chapter 18 Life is a fucking drama
Go back to Beijing and report to your parents that you are safe.I rested overnight, and went back to the company on Saturday morning to check all emails, write down the work of the week, then call the fat man to check the progress, hand over follow-up, and then do PPT and Excel.I didn't want to stay at home alone, so I went to the company and worked overtime for two days.
A week later, it was the fat man's turn to go outing in Koh Samui for a week.There is a mix of new and old cases, and the Playful event is almost at the end of the most critical period. I am so busy that I don’t have time to scold my mother. I realized how the fat man feels when I am not around, so I also sang to him on WeChat "Come back quickly, I can't bear it alone."Oh, by the way, he is in heaven, happy and happy all day, he must not see my suffering in this world.In the end, Yuncai really signed up for a tour with him. Originally, she was vacillating between Turkey and Koh Samui, so when the fat man saw the final list of participants, he was so excited that he didn't hold me and took a picture of me. die.On the Friday before he left, he said goodbye to me after get off work, and asked me to work overtime, wishing him success, and finally took out the love guard I gave him and kissed him, saying, "It's up to you now, baby ".It made me roll my eyes to the sky, the people who are hit by love are really... indescribable.
After Xiuxiu came back, she seemed to be very busy. There was no activity on Moments, and her Weibo hadn't been updated. It stayed on the post of goodbye 7-chome. This is an extremely rare situation.I seldom see her in the company. In the week before Fatty left, I made three appointments with Yun Cai for lunch, but Xiuxiu didn’t come. Yun Cai said that her rent was due this month and she didn’t want to renew her contract. She went back at noon and was busy. Clean up the house or something.By the way, not long after I came back from Japan, on July 1st, she actually called me on MSN to invite me to dinner. She only invited me for no reason. ?But I was too busy that day, and I guessed that the supper would have to be settled at the company, so I turned it down. She said it was okay, and I would contact her when I was not busy.
When the fat man came back, I was frantically running all kinds of click data with various software. One computer was stretched, and I had to endure it if it was not enough. Who told me that the three of us only had it in my computer.In addition, I have to find the media for traffic. All the data is not only used by me, but also by the Black Glasses team. Time is tight, so I am very busy. The Playful event is over, I need to do Postbuy... It's almost like evaluating and summarizing the effect.
Of course, the voting results have already come out, and No.1 is neither Xiaohua nor the spoof.It's the familiar "halfway to Cheng Yaojin" stalk, unexpectedly a rising star appeared out of nowhere, and as soon as he appeared, everyone was blown up. He is really a handsome boy like a god, but he is so self-deprecating. Can't look directly.That dynamic photo became popular not only in Playful, but also in various places, and then it was picked up, saying that he is a talented student of a certain famous university, posting grades, hobbies, various studies, life, cosplay photos, etc. For a while, he was everywhere on the forums and Weibo marketing accounts. In just one week, the number of votes went straight to the top.Finally, the method of using 5000 yuan is also called a dream. They directly show you the admission letter of a full scholarship from a certain school in the UK, and then say that they are actually saving money and want to drive to London by themselves... Although the posture looks like It's like having a behind-the-scenes pusher, but no matter what, he is really good-looking, very popular, and mutually beneficial.Our reading volume, forwarding volume, traffic volume, etc., reached an unprecedented new peak at the end, and the effect was particularly prosperous.
It took me a week to do this Postbuy without any distractions...of course it was just my delusion.Since I came back from Japan, for more than half a month, I have not had any contact with Xiao Hua, let alone Poker Ping.Although I have been busy, it doesn't mean that I don't think about it before I close my eyes and after I open them every day.
I knew what Xiaohua did was for my own good, and I was very clear in my heart, after all, I am not a person who does not know what is good or bad.I even thought about it differently, if he encounters such a thing, I will definitely not do it if I know it, and I will wake him up. The little bitch who was the culprit vented his anger and asked him to return the original little flower to me.As long as there is still a little possibility, and there is still a way to go back, I must be able to pull back and try my best to save it.After all, nowadays, in the eyes of most people, this kind of thing is still unacceptable. This group is still heterogeneous, and there may be parents, friends, and family members among them.The words are scary, the road is long and difficult, how can I just watch him, don't care about anything, and wish him happiness.Unless, everything that can be done is done, there is really no possibility of even 0.001%...
It's just that I understand all these things, but I still can't accept that he said those things to Poker Ping indiscriminately behind my back!However, in terms of the facts that happened to me alone, even though Xiaohua didn't know the truth, she didn't get it wrong.It is true that Poker Ping came to "provoke" me first. Without him, I wouldn't be where I am today. Even I "hated" him because of this before, didn't I?Thus, a contradiction arises.Why?What is the relationship between me and Xiaohua? It is not an exaggeration to say that it is family and relatives, but why did I lose my mind and almost beat him because my family "speaks righteously" to an "outsider" in order to protect me?
Because Xiao Hua loves me, but I feel sorry for Poyou Ping.
As soon as I started to wonder, Poker-Face read Xiaohua's message word by word, what mood he was in when he sent me that blank voice, and then thought of him with one arm hanging, awkwardly facing those who should have been treated gracefully. When my life is trivial, I feel uncomfortable.Is he having a bad time?Is it because of me that you are in a bad mood?If it's because of me, then what are he and the black glasses, and what are I?Could it be that he is a scumbag?But, looking back and thinking about it, thinking that he may be having a bad time now, thinking of his pitiful appearance, I feel like I have sunk into the bottom of the sea, and I can't care about anything except a breath of oxygen.I even thought, will I still have a falling out with Xiao Hua even if I do it all over again?Would it be possible that even if Poker-Face is a vicious villain and someone is going to kill him on behalf of the heavens, even if that person is Captain America, I might still fight him desperately?
Am I dying?I smiled wryly, Xiao Hua, I don't think you know what it means to backfire.Your "for my own good", in the end, for me, I have to face it, think about the problems that I have been avoiding and can't see clearly, and come to such a fact.I haven't forgotten your sentence "Wake up, Wu Xie", I still remember it.It "wake up, wake up..." reverberated in my mind all day long, but I didn't expect to wake up after reverberating and reverberating in the end-I think, I probably don't have that 0.001% possibility of turning back up.
When I came to this conclusion, I had worked continuously for 18 hours a day, and I probably didn't sleep more than 24 hours a week.Finally, after finishing the PPT, I slumped on the sofa and stared at nothingness, exhausted, smoking one cigarette after another.Now that the matter has come to this, how should I face them, Xiaohua, black glasses, and... Poor oil bottle.What else can I do?
The room leak happened to be raining all night, and people were already so busy that they were thrown off their feet. From time to time, the administrative sister would drag a SLR camera or a video camera to shuttle among us, taking pictures of everyone, VCR, this and that.I also received the email, saying that the company is going to have a "birthday". The birthday party on July 7 will give everyone a mysterious gift. All teams are also requested to actively prepare and present a program.
The group with black glasses was all women except him, but he made it clear that he would not participate and let them do it themselves, so Claire came to our group to "poach men".That fat guy is a lot of thieves, so he pushed it out for me, saying that our group's fresh meat dumplings will be given away to you, so it can be considered that our group has produced a show.Especially when I later learned that the show planned by a group of sisters is the song and dance "Sister and Sister Stand Up"... Can you understand my mood?
My Postbuy was approved by the black glasses, but after that, it was not as simple as sending it directly to Jason, and I had to go to HYF for a meeting to make a presentation.In addition to the overall one made by their group, he also has my separate summary activity in his hand, so he decided to divide it into two parts.
I know that going to a meeting probably won’t be possible. After writing Postbuy last night, I thought of all kinds of excuses, such as being sick, going back to my hometown in a hurry, fainting in the office, playing tricks on Ah Ning, etc. I directed and rehearsed all kinds of excuses in my mind. The bridge section, finally gave up.
I never thought that I, who never believed in fate, would feel emotional one day. Maybe from the day I went to the meeting for the first time, I was doomed to have the fruit I have today. All of this is my fate.I believe in you, just recite your scriptures and you will be cured?Do you mean the Heart Sutra, the Diamond Sutra, or what?Whatever you say, I will listen to you.
Sure enough, they all acquiesced that I was going.Black Glasses said that of course I had to tell the part I wrote, and I said bluntly that I didn't have that ability.Ah Ning probably saw that I was not in good spirits and I was not in a high mood, and thought I was tired, so he took me over, and I was grateful from the bottom of my heart.Otherwise, I can't even imagine what it's like for me to stutter and speak English under the watchful eyes of Boyoufeng, and I don't want to experience it.
There was a meeting the next day, and I woke up in the morning, really not feeling well.Maybe more than half a month of high-intensity work, too little sleep, I can't tell, but I feel uncomfortable all over, and my head is heavy.But thinking that since I have already decided to go, I also made an appointment with Fatty and the others to celebrate at noon, so I resisted the urge to ask for leave.
After returning the suit with black glasses, I was so cruel one day that I stopped by a big-name store in a nearby shopping mall to buy a shirt after get off work.It's a white shirt, not a formal one, but with some simple details, which are more casual and easy to wear.Maybe I looked too "simple" until the checkout, the clerk finally had a smiling face, and asked me if I read the latest magazines, saying that I had a good eye, and I chose someone with the same style, I said Oh who who who who who?Now, I have long forgotten who she was talking about, but I only remember her slightly embarrassing moment.
I'm actually pretty bad.I thought to myself in the mirror, how many people in the world can be called truly good people?How many are not hypocritical, and how many are not selfish?I fastened the buttons one by one, and carefully folded the cuffs up to my forearms. I still had no energy, so I took my glasses and put them on again.In fact, I did it on purpose.
I took the subway to the agreed place with Fatty. Even when he got on the bus, he said that I looked a little handsome today, I didn’t look like a skinny kid anymore. I still warned him sternly and drove slowly. Don't stop, be careful to spit out your car.The effect is better and limited, so it doesn't matter, anyway, I fell asleep later, and I was woken up by his slap, only to find that it was all there.Before entering the building, I looked up at the floor-to-ceiling windows above, took a deep breath, and then asked him, should I smoke a cigarette first?
It was only when I arrived that I realized that I still didn't have the courage to face it. What kind of expression should I put on and what tone should I use when I meet you?Do you want to ask him if his hands feel better?It's best not to mention Xiaohua's matter, there's no way to talk about it at all, what should I say?Sorry, my friend is also doing it for my own good. Actually, I don't think so, no, no, I don't mean that... I can't explain it at all.But it's really too embarrassing to say nothing in black and white.
The ashtrays were on both sides of the entrance of the building. It was working hours, and people climbed up the steps one after another and walked towards the building facing us.Some of them will secretly look at us sideways, while others will not look sideways. If the oil bottle comes, it must be from here... I put the cigarette into the ashtray, and said to the fat man: "I'm a little dizzy after smoking too much, I'll go up first , go to the toilet."
After washing his face, although his mind was clearer, the panic did not subside.I'm not lying, I'm so fucking flustered, I can't think of the right way to meet, for example, I'm here now, and I'm still worried that Poker Bottle will come to the toilet soon.If he came, I would say that you also came by such a coincidence... I can only comfort myself, his office is on a different floor from the meeting room, and he wouldn't come here to pee here on purpose!
It'll be fine after today, it'll be fine after today, I said to myself, drying my face and looking at death as home.As a result, when I opened the door, there was a person standing at the door, which almost scared me to death!After seeing who was coming with the same horrified face, we scolded mother together.Fatty!
After peeing with him, we went to the conference room.Aning and Claire have arrived and are discussing something with their notebooks.Not long after we sat down, people began to come in one after another. I saw the ghost, the black glasses, and finally Jason.I heard Fatty say before that this meeting is a summary of the launch effect, so there are only us and HYF, no one else.So... just the place where the oil bottle is missing... I didn't dare to stare at the door, my heart was beating all the time, I took a breath, my mind went blank, I flipped through my notepad over and over again, but I didn't see anything .Thinking of the first session of the college entrance examination that year, the invigilator was waiting for the start of the test, and the papers had not yet been distributed. I felt this way at that time, but it was worse than now, and I didn’t even have to turn the papers.
"Knock, knock, knock", I was startled when there was a knock on the door. Isn't the door open? What are you knocking? It's going to scare my father to death.I was obviously very nervous, but I still pretended to be calm and raised my head inadvertently... I saw a sweet smile, it turned out to be the secretary of Poker Ping... In the past two months, her belly has grown a little bit, and I can see it. It also became warmer.She said that it was hard work for us to come to the meeting so early. She had prepared a simple breakfast and let us eat first. The meeting was postponed for 15 minutes.
"..." Why delay!What breakfast!I howled in my heart.Isn't this the same as being held to the forehead with a gun, seeing the other party pull the trigger, I was scared to pee, and then "crack, clap clap", there is no bullet, so I can only kill again.
Two workers who looked like they were dressed in canteens came in with a cart and distributed them one by one.It was sent to me, I bowed my head in silence, wanted to cry and laugh, why is it a tuna sandwich again... I really don’t mind changing it to the one with eggs and ham, I haven’t eaten that one yet.In addition to sandwiches, there are drinks, a small bottle of orange juice and a cup of takeaway coffee, the familiar green LOGO, covered with anti-scald grips... so this is prepared by Poker Bottle?But recalling that the secretary's sister didn't specifically mention "Mr. Zhang", it was the first time she came to buy coffee, but she said something.
Slowly tearing off the film wrapped on the outer layer of the sandwich, I smelled it and bit off a corner. It turned out that it was the smell that hadn't been heated by the microwave.At this moment, the fat man suddenly muttered in a low voice beside him: "Innocent, today's coffee is so sweet, I really like latte more."
I paused, took a sip, was it a coincidence or... no, no, how could he know this, he didn’t know, and I never said that I love caramel, last time it was latte.Thinking this way in my heart, I kept sending sandwiches to my mouth, and the past kept flashing in my mind.Yes, the past is actually not too long ago. At that time, we got along so naturally and were happy things. It was less than two months ago, but now it is the past, and things are different from people.Why do you have to... Sure enough, you should hate you, why should you like...
The fat man pestered me, saying that I was reincarnated from starvation, and told me to eat slowly, but no one snatched it.It sounds like a voice from another world, because my world is already raining heavily.
All appearances are false.All appearances are false... But it must be that I am not very enlightened and have no roots of wisdom. Otherwise, why would I be crushed instantly when I saw Jason get up and close the door of the meeting room, telling us that the time was almost up and I was about to start a meeting? , My heart was as lost as if there was no electricity.I lowered my head, stared at the blank pages in the book, and thought, it’s fine if I don’t come, I don’t know how to face him, don’t I?So why be disappointed...
I unscrewed the orange juice, drank it all in one gulp, put it back on the table, wiped my mouth, and told myself to listen carefully, no, to attend the meeting seriously.The projection and the curtains are in place, and Claire started to speak the opening remarks, but why do you have to speak English in the meeting? I can't listen to such an important meeting!So, what am I here for!
Even if you don't have to attend every meeting, but such an important meeting...why don't you come?When Fatty and the others came last time, you didn't all participate.Why?Just don't want to see me?Is it because of what Xiao Hua said? !When did you listen to others like this again?
No, I almost laughed out loud, almost forgot, although I didn't say those few words myself, but the rejection of "I'm not gay", I was drunk and miserable, I received his voice "No Ignore it", in his opinion, isn't that what it means?You see you have messed up my life, I'm having a bad time, I'm so bored, I want to draw a line with you, I won't talk to you anymore, don't contact me again!Isn't that what the fuck you mean? !
What about you?What do you mean?What do you mean by making me look like this?You come to provoke me even when you have friends, what do you mean?Do you really like me or are you just playing around?Whether it's really like it or just for fun, then what am I, and what are the black glasses?Or is it that you homosexuals don't care, that's how it is?The plastic wrap of the sandwich was tightly held in my hand, but I still couldn't express my depression and indignation.
I want to ask clearly!Face to face!If you don't come, I will go!
I figured it out, I can't wait until the meeting is over, I don't have time not to talk at that time, and I can't explain to the fat man and the others, I should wait until the meeting is almost over, and find an excuse to go out.In the following time, I completely lost my patience. I waited and hoped, turned my pen, looked at my watch, feeling like I was sitting on pins and needles.Finally, it was time for Aning to talk about the event. This PPT was made by me. Of course, I know the most appropriate place to talk about and leave the meeting.
Here it is.I frowned, covered my stomach, and told the fat man that my stomach hurts so much that I couldn't take it anymore and had to go to the toilet with the worst stalking on the street.Although the fat man twitched the corners of his mouth, looked at me with raised eyebrows, and looked like I was being forced, he still told me to go and come back quickly.
After leaving the meeting room, I exhaled and went straight to the elevator.I didn't think too much about how to start the meeting. Some things should be done in one go.Emotions were brewing in the elevator. When we got to the 6th floor, turn right and walk to the glass door.Looking in through the door, the door of Poker Ping's office is closed, and the roller blind is hanging down, so you can't see the inside.I took a deep breath and knocked on the door.
Cindy turned to look at me, a little surprised.I smiled at her, hoping she would remember me.She pressed the door switch and the door opened.I went in, and before I could speak, she said, "Wu Xie? The meeting is over? What's the matter?"
I still remember me, that's great, I looked at Poker Ping's office, stepped forward and said to her, "I'm looking for Zhang Qiling."
Cindy smiled: "Mr. Zhang is not here today."
"..." I frowned, not here, how could I not be here!What can you do when you are not working?It's such a coincidence to have a dinner party? There is a conflict in the schedule, do you know how to adjust it?What about the breakfast sandwiches and caramel macchiatos without him!Don't tell me it's a coincidence, I don't believe it! "Mr. Zhang is not here" I don't believe it, this kind of plot is played too much in TVB, don't you just don't want to see me?I've come all the time, how can I be choked back by the word "not here"? !
My heart sank, I said "sorry" to Cindy, and rushed to Poker's office door in a few steps, and pressed the doorknob...it's locked...are you really here?impossible!I knocked on the door: "Zhang Qiling, open the door! Don't think I don't know you're inside!"
At this time, Cindy stopped me with her stomach full, and said, Wu Xie, Mr. Zhang is really not here, if you have anything to tell me, I can pass it on to you, or you can call his cell phone to see?
Looking at her big belly, I immediately suppressed my emotions, why should I embarrass a pregnant woman. "...I'm fine, sorry to bother you," but before turning around, no matter whether he was really absent or pretending, I couldn't help but say to the door, "I'll see how long you're going to hide."
When I was leaving, my heart suddenly moved. Instead of going back to the meeting directly, I walked around the stairwell and found a corner of the corridor when I came back, waiting quietly.The fat man sent me a text message telling me to hurry up, saying that the meeting was about to end.I told him he had diarrhea, wait a minute.Then I felt so strange, why should I wait here secretly?To see what, to prove what?But my intuition tells me to stand here and watch, not to go.After a while, the fat man sent another text message, saying that he had already left, and told me not to go back, and helped me get the bag.The interval was very short, and I called again, but I didn't answer, and the text message came in immediately. "Where am I relying on you, I fell in? There is no one in the toilet!" I ignored him.
"Ding", I heard the sound of the elevator, and after a while, a familiar figure appeared at the other end of the corridor... The black glasses dangled closer and closer. "Hush" before the mouth.Then the door opened, and he smiled and went in.I waited for 5 minutes, my heart sank more and more, but he still didn't come out.I smiled, and I was no longer in the mood to laugh at myself. The phone kept vibrating in my palm, and I picked it up: "It's nothing, oh, the parking lot, go there right away."
So be it, simply do as you wish, and let it go.
It's also time for me to let go of all my obsessions. What's so important about the so-called truth and answers?What can I do if I know? "Mom, I fell in love with this man." How is it possible?In this way, it is better to return to their respective worlds and liberate themselves.
Go, go, go through all the hardships to the other side, the other side is the world of light.
On the way back, I literally nearly threw up in the fat car.Holding the plastic bag, I suppressed my nausea and stared at him weakly. "I'm going to die, and it's all your fault," he added, "Tell the blind man that I won't eat at noon, I'm asking for leave, and I want to go home and vomit."
The fat man was about to scold me, Ah Ning turned around from the co-pilot, looked at me, frowned, called me over, touched his forehead, and said, "It's good to go back to sleep, anyway, I'm fine for the time being in the afternoon." Yes, I was exhausted during this time."
They sent me home first, and I slept until dark.After waking up, after thinking about it, I sent a text message to Xiuxiu, saying that I'm done with work, so let's just come to my house today, I invite you, let's have a meal.Then I sent her an address, saying that I would take a taxi to handle the reimbursement.
This was the first time I ate kebabs in a market outside the community, and I didn't know which one was good, so I randomly found a shop where I could sit outside, and ordered a beer for Xiuxiu, but I didn't want it.In fact, we didn’t talk about anything, we just asked each other what we’ve been up to lately, and we talked about rehearsing the show. When I asked her, she was quite mysterious and said she wouldn’t tell me.I said that I was going to start dancing practice too, then turned on the phone, found the song "Sister and Sister Stand Up", and pressed play for her to listen to.She slapped the table with a smile and said it was quite suitable for me.Then we chatted and gossiped all night, until we sent her to the taxi, we had a happy and harmonious atmosphere, and the world was peaceful.
On the way back, the bulbs of the old lighting in the community flickered and flickered, lingering, making it look as bright as the one I replaced in the corridor.I looked up, and it was blindingly bright.Suddenly, I thought of the Weibo that Xiuxiu posted before, it turned out that I was very happy, and I was the only one who didn't realize it.There seems to be some truth.
Around 12 o'clock, I was lying on the bed bored surfing the Internet, and saw that Xiuxiu had updated a Weibo.He didn't say anything, just shared a song from a certain music website, "Forgive" by Lei Guangxia.I haven't heard it before, so I clicked it to listen. The lyrics are like poetry, and the melody is serene. I fell asleep after listening to it in a loop.
But I forgive you like the ocean forgives the fish
The tide flows language under the moonlight
say i have forgiven you
Fantasy lost body, want to break free from the power of the earth
floating in nothingness in the warm night sky
the soul no longer weeps
Light up your star in the night sky, how beautiful the colors are
And my planet spins on its own, it's going away from you
The next morning, around 10 o'clock, I read the mass emails sent by the company while eating breakfast.The email was beautifully written, and the copywriting was exciting. It briefly introduced the development history of MX in China, as well as some important events since the establishment of the Beijing company.He also said that we have rented another floor in the building to expand the office area, and the decoration has been completed, and it can be put into use immediately after the "birthday".Finally, it is about dreams. Let us use the dream cards sent to us to write down the items or things we most want to get, and then put them into the box in the rest area. There will be a lottery on the day. If we win, The company will help you make your dreams come true.
dream?What dreams can I have... Does a promotion and salary increase count?I was stretching my neck to look at the card on the table when the phone next to me suddenly rang.I glanced at the caller, then at the black glasses that were "slapping" on the keyboard, and continued to read the email.I'm eating Roujiamo, today's plastic bag seems to be a bit oily for some reason, my hands are oily, it's really inconvenient to hang it up by hand, just let it ring.
However, this was too persistent. I didn't answer the first time, so I called a second time.The fat man became impatient with the noise, yelling at me for being deaf, why didn't I answer the phone.I swallowed the rougamo in my mouth, said 10086, and must have said that I would give me a free upgrade of Internet traffic or something. This happens every time, so don’t pick it up casually in the future. Mandarin is not standard, and you call yourself customer service and send it away The owner of the thing must be a liar, my hands are full of oil, so please hang it up for me.
The corner of the fat man's mouth twitched, and he leaned over to help me hang up.
10086, heh, it finally came in handy.
How could I be so calm and so serious about lying...
Dreams, I don't have any dreams.After eating the last bite of Roujiamo, I threw away the bag and went to wash my hands.But when I came back, I still picked up the card and wrote: I want an extra 5 days of paid vacation, and go back to my hometown to spend my wedding anniversary with my parents - Wu Xie from the Internet group.Then fold it carefully, get up and go to the rest area, thinking that it doesn’t matter if I can’t get it, at least I still have annual leave, even if I don’t have annual leave, I can also ask for leave, but I still solemnly put it into the dream box.
In the days that followed, I worked during the day and went to rehearse in the large conference room downstairs with Claire and the others at night.By the way, the costume has been set as a maid theme, and everyone has to wear a full set of maid outfits. They have already gone to Taobao. Although I voted against it before, the objection is invalid.But I am allowed to wear women's styles, let me prepare a white shirt and black pants, and they will be responsible for other accessories... ominous premonition.
The earphones are plugged in my ears almost every day, and I listen to the songs and practice in my head. When they sing this line, I should be on stage. Side, that sentence is going here... In short, what it means is that when I was on stage, I was spotted by a group of maids pretending to be, wow, there is a good man here, grab it quickly, and then this one will grab me, and that one will grab me too ...They don't allow me to complain, so I won't say more.No, I have to say one more thing, my accessories are on the grand stage. In addition to the small bow tie and a black apron with lace, I have an extra prop, a folding fan, custom-made, and the brush on the fan is written with three big words One word - good man.Good man, I have to cover my face with a fan when I go on stage, until someone pulls me away, I cover my face to pretend to be shy, and then get pulled away.Afterwards, they happily danced and played together, with all kinds of pets in one body... Can't you let me keep your face in the way?
Facts fully show that I thought that there were only these accessories, and I was too naive. I didn't know the whole performance until I appeared on the stage.God knows how big a brain hole a group of women will have when they get together, and how black-bellied they will be, alas, it's tears when I say it.
The busy and fulfilling days passed quickly, and the end of the month was approaching in a blink of an eye, and "Sisters and Sisters Stand Up" had already made me sick, and when I heard the music, I swayed, swayed and rubbed reflexively.In the morning, I received another group email from the company, informing us that tomorrow will be a party all day, not to mention, the real celebration is to book a nightclub near Gongti. Admission starts at 7:30 in the evening, and the party officially starts at 8:30. Drinks and drinks Drink freely.It sounds so lively, and I'm looking forward to it too.After the last rehearsal in the evening, I went back to the office to pack up my things and leave. I saw that many people voluntarily stayed and were helping the administration to arrange the company. Put it in your arms and put it in the designated place.In the end, a group of people even fought a "balloon battle" with each other, immersed in pure happiness. Although this kind of happiness is simple, it seems to be what I need, and I haven't experienced it for a long time.
I was really looking forward to it. I woke up naturally early the next morning. According to what Claire said, I put on the white shirt and black pants I had prepared earlier.The shirt was the one I bought last time, and the black trousers were a pair of jeans that I had searched for a long time before. After trying them on, I realized that compared to when I was in college, I have quietly gained a lot of flesh... But you can still wear it.Facing the mirror, I tried on the little bow tie they bought for me, and felt that I was really handsome.But after pinching my waist and stomach, and putting on that lace apron again, I was so horrified, I decided to have selective amnesia, took off the bow tie and apron, and stuffed them into my bag.
When I arrived at the company, I couldn't wait to go to my desk to see if there were any gifts. Sure enough, there was a black canvas bag on the desk, with the company name and some abstract patterns outlined in lines, and it was bulging.Open it and see that there is a square cushion of the same style, environmentally friendly portable tableware with the company LOGO printed on it, and a business card holder. The most curious thing is a book as thick as a photo album.When I opened it, I found out that it was a souvenir book, with everyone's photos printed on it, with their names and group names written on it. It was the executive sister who asked someone to take pictures last time.At that time, I was so busy that I vomited blood, but fortunately, it looked okay when I took the photo. I didn’t look like a dead person with panda eyes. It can even be said that I smiled naturally.
Maybe this is me in the eyes of others?I am still me, what I was before, and I am the same now, nothing has changed.However, only I know clearly, no, it’s not what it looks like on the surface, it’s like a part of my body is dead and can’t go back forever.
There are endless delicious food and drinks in the rest area. In addition to moving out all kinds of entertainment equipment again, I don’t know where to set up karaoke... Such an atmosphere, how can anyone think about it? to work?Can't hear anything!I was in a hurry to call the people on the website to urge schedules and cases, but I kept my ears covered. At 11 o'clock, the rare big boss came. Standing in the rest area behind me, Barbara talked a lot, opened champagne, and cut the cake.
I was still yelling at the website, and the fat man brought me a cake and a glass of champagne, saying stop busying yourself, life is too short to enjoy yourself in time, naive... I thought you were ashamed to say that, I will never return to myself Drive out from overtime?I looked around, and even the few aunts and the uncle who watched the night had champagne glasses and cakes, so I took them from the fat man.
That's right, life is short, enjoy yourself in time.
All of a sudden, wave after wave of people came, clinking glasses with this one, clinking glasses with that one,
A week later, it was the fat man's turn to go outing in Koh Samui for a week.There is a mix of new and old cases, and the Playful event is almost at the end of the most critical period. I am so busy that I don’t have time to scold my mother. I realized how the fat man feels when I am not around, so I also sang to him on WeChat "Come back quickly, I can't bear it alone."Oh, by the way, he is in heaven, happy and happy all day, he must not see my suffering in this world.In the end, Yuncai really signed up for a tour with him. Originally, she was vacillating between Turkey and Koh Samui, so when the fat man saw the final list of participants, he was so excited that he didn't hold me and took a picture of me. die.On the Friday before he left, he said goodbye to me after get off work, and asked me to work overtime, wishing him success, and finally took out the love guard I gave him and kissed him, saying, "It's up to you now, baby ".It made me roll my eyes to the sky, the people who are hit by love are really... indescribable.
After Xiuxiu came back, she seemed to be very busy. There was no activity on Moments, and her Weibo hadn't been updated. It stayed on the post of goodbye 7-chome. This is an extremely rare situation.I seldom see her in the company. In the week before Fatty left, I made three appointments with Yun Cai for lunch, but Xiuxiu didn’t come. Yun Cai said that her rent was due this month and she didn’t want to renew her contract. She went back at noon and was busy. Clean up the house or something.By the way, not long after I came back from Japan, on July 1st, she actually called me on MSN to invite me to dinner. She only invited me for no reason. ?But I was too busy that day, and I guessed that the supper would have to be settled at the company, so I turned it down. She said it was okay, and I would contact her when I was not busy.
When the fat man came back, I was frantically running all kinds of click data with various software. One computer was stretched, and I had to endure it if it was not enough. Who told me that the three of us only had it in my computer.In addition, I have to find the media for traffic. All the data is not only used by me, but also by the Black Glasses team. Time is tight, so I am very busy. The Playful event is over, I need to do Postbuy... It's almost like evaluating and summarizing the effect.
Of course, the voting results have already come out, and No.1 is neither Xiaohua nor the spoof.It's the familiar "halfway to Cheng Yaojin" stalk, unexpectedly a rising star appeared out of nowhere, and as soon as he appeared, everyone was blown up. He is really a handsome boy like a god, but he is so self-deprecating. Can't look directly.That dynamic photo became popular not only in Playful, but also in various places, and then it was picked up, saying that he is a talented student of a certain famous university, posting grades, hobbies, various studies, life, cosplay photos, etc. For a while, he was everywhere on the forums and Weibo marketing accounts. In just one week, the number of votes went straight to the top.Finally, the method of using 5000 yuan is also called a dream. They directly show you the admission letter of a full scholarship from a certain school in the UK, and then say that they are actually saving money and want to drive to London by themselves... Although the posture looks like It's like having a behind-the-scenes pusher, but no matter what, he is really good-looking, very popular, and mutually beneficial.Our reading volume, forwarding volume, traffic volume, etc., reached an unprecedented new peak at the end, and the effect was particularly prosperous.
It took me a week to do this Postbuy without any distractions...of course it was just my delusion.Since I came back from Japan, for more than half a month, I have not had any contact with Xiao Hua, let alone Poker Ping.Although I have been busy, it doesn't mean that I don't think about it before I close my eyes and after I open them every day.
I knew what Xiaohua did was for my own good, and I was very clear in my heart, after all, I am not a person who does not know what is good or bad.I even thought about it differently, if he encounters such a thing, I will definitely not do it if I know it, and I will wake him up. The little bitch who was the culprit vented his anger and asked him to return the original little flower to me.As long as there is still a little possibility, and there is still a way to go back, I must be able to pull back and try my best to save it.After all, nowadays, in the eyes of most people, this kind of thing is still unacceptable. This group is still heterogeneous, and there may be parents, friends, and family members among them.The words are scary, the road is long and difficult, how can I just watch him, don't care about anything, and wish him happiness.Unless, everything that can be done is done, there is really no possibility of even 0.001%...
It's just that I understand all these things, but I still can't accept that he said those things to Poker Ping indiscriminately behind my back!However, in terms of the facts that happened to me alone, even though Xiaohua didn't know the truth, she didn't get it wrong.It is true that Poker Ping came to "provoke" me first. Without him, I wouldn't be where I am today. Even I "hated" him because of this before, didn't I?Thus, a contradiction arises.Why?What is the relationship between me and Xiaohua? It is not an exaggeration to say that it is family and relatives, but why did I lose my mind and almost beat him because my family "speaks righteously" to an "outsider" in order to protect me?
Because Xiao Hua loves me, but I feel sorry for Poyou Ping.
As soon as I started to wonder, Poker-Face read Xiaohua's message word by word, what mood he was in when he sent me that blank voice, and then thought of him with one arm hanging, awkwardly facing those who should have been treated gracefully. When my life is trivial, I feel uncomfortable.Is he having a bad time?Is it because of me that you are in a bad mood?If it's because of me, then what are he and the black glasses, and what are I?Could it be that he is a scumbag?But, looking back and thinking about it, thinking that he may be having a bad time now, thinking of his pitiful appearance, I feel like I have sunk into the bottom of the sea, and I can't care about anything except a breath of oxygen.I even thought, will I still have a falling out with Xiao Hua even if I do it all over again?Would it be possible that even if Poker-Face is a vicious villain and someone is going to kill him on behalf of the heavens, even if that person is Captain America, I might still fight him desperately?
Am I dying?I smiled wryly, Xiao Hua, I don't think you know what it means to backfire.Your "for my own good", in the end, for me, I have to face it, think about the problems that I have been avoiding and can't see clearly, and come to such a fact.I haven't forgotten your sentence "Wake up, Wu Xie", I still remember it.It "wake up, wake up..." reverberated in my mind all day long, but I didn't expect to wake up after reverberating and reverberating in the end-I think, I probably don't have that 0.001% possibility of turning back up.
When I came to this conclusion, I had worked continuously for 18 hours a day, and I probably didn't sleep more than 24 hours a week.Finally, after finishing the PPT, I slumped on the sofa and stared at nothingness, exhausted, smoking one cigarette after another.Now that the matter has come to this, how should I face them, Xiaohua, black glasses, and... Poor oil bottle.What else can I do?
The room leak happened to be raining all night, and people were already so busy that they were thrown off their feet. From time to time, the administrative sister would drag a SLR camera or a video camera to shuttle among us, taking pictures of everyone, VCR, this and that.I also received the email, saying that the company is going to have a "birthday". The birthday party on July 7 will give everyone a mysterious gift. All teams are also requested to actively prepare and present a program.
The group with black glasses was all women except him, but he made it clear that he would not participate and let them do it themselves, so Claire came to our group to "poach men".That fat guy is a lot of thieves, so he pushed it out for me, saying that our group's fresh meat dumplings will be given away to you, so it can be considered that our group has produced a show.Especially when I later learned that the show planned by a group of sisters is the song and dance "Sister and Sister Stand Up"... Can you understand my mood?
My Postbuy was approved by the black glasses, but after that, it was not as simple as sending it directly to Jason, and I had to go to HYF for a meeting to make a presentation.In addition to the overall one made by their group, he also has my separate summary activity in his hand, so he decided to divide it into two parts.
I know that going to a meeting probably won’t be possible. After writing Postbuy last night, I thought of all kinds of excuses, such as being sick, going back to my hometown in a hurry, fainting in the office, playing tricks on Ah Ning, etc. I directed and rehearsed all kinds of excuses in my mind. The bridge section, finally gave up.
I never thought that I, who never believed in fate, would feel emotional one day. Maybe from the day I went to the meeting for the first time, I was doomed to have the fruit I have today. All of this is my fate.I believe in you, just recite your scriptures and you will be cured?Do you mean the Heart Sutra, the Diamond Sutra, or what?Whatever you say, I will listen to you.
Sure enough, they all acquiesced that I was going.Black Glasses said that of course I had to tell the part I wrote, and I said bluntly that I didn't have that ability.Ah Ning probably saw that I was not in good spirits and I was not in a high mood, and thought I was tired, so he took me over, and I was grateful from the bottom of my heart.Otherwise, I can't even imagine what it's like for me to stutter and speak English under the watchful eyes of Boyoufeng, and I don't want to experience it.
There was a meeting the next day, and I woke up in the morning, really not feeling well.Maybe more than half a month of high-intensity work, too little sleep, I can't tell, but I feel uncomfortable all over, and my head is heavy.But thinking that since I have already decided to go, I also made an appointment with Fatty and the others to celebrate at noon, so I resisted the urge to ask for leave.
After returning the suit with black glasses, I was so cruel one day that I stopped by a big-name store in a nearby shopping mall to buy a shirt after get off work.It's a white shirt, not a formal one, but with some simple details, which are more casual and easy to wear.Maybe I looked too "simple" until the checkout, the clerk finally had a smiling face, and asked me if I read the latest magazines, saying that I had a good eye, and I chose someone with the same style, I said Oh who who who who who?Now, I have long forgotten who she was talking about, but I only remember her slightly embarrassing moment.
I'm actually pretty bad.I thought to myself in the mirror, how many people in the world can be called truly good people?How many are not hypocritical, and how many are not selfish?I fastened the buttons one by one, and carefully folded the cuffs up to my forearms. I still had no energy, so I took my glasses and put them on again.In fact, I did it on purpose.
I took the subway to the agreed place with Fatty. Even when he got on the bus, he said that I looked a little handsome today, I didn’t look like a skinny kid anymore. I still warned him sternly and drove slowly. Don't stop, be careful to spit out your car.The effect is better and limited, so it doesn't matter, anyway, I fell asleep later, and I was woken up by his slap, only to find that it was all there.Before entering the building, I looked up at the floor-to-ceiling windows above, took a deep breath, and then asked him, should I smoke a cigarette first?
It was only when I arrived that I realized that I still didn't have the courage to face it. What kind of expression should I put on and what tone should I use when I meet you?Do you want to ask him if his hands feel better?It's best not to mention Xiaohua's matter, there's no way to talk about it at all, what should I say?Sorry, my friend is also doing it for my own good. Actually, I don't think so, no, no, I don't mean that... I can't explain it at all.But it's really too embarrassing to say nothing in black and white.
The ashtrays were on both sides of the entrance of the building. It was working hours, and people climbed up the steps one after another and walked towards the building facing us.Some of them will secretly look at us sideways, while others will not look sideways. If the oil bottle comes, it must be from here... I put the cigarette into the ashtray, and said to the fat man: "I'm a little dizzy after smoking too much, I'll go up first , go to the toilet."
After washing his face, although his mind was clearer, the panic did not subside.I'm not lying, I'm so fucking flustered, I can't think of the right way to meet, for example, I'm here now, and I'm still worried that Poker Bottle will come to the toilet soon.If he came, I would say that you also came by such a coincidence... I can only comfort myself, his office is on a different floor from the meeting room, and he wouldn't come here to pee here on purpose!
It'll be fine after today, it'll be fine after today, I said to myself, drying my face and looking at death as home.As a result, when I opened the door, there was a person standing at the door, which almost scared me to death!After seeing who was coming with the same horrified face, we scolded mother together.Fatty!
After peeing with him, we went to the conference room.Aning and Claire have arrived and are discussing something with their notebooks.Not long after we sat down, people began to come in one after another. I saw the ghost, the black glasses, and finally Jason.I heard Fatty say before that this meeting is a summary of the launch effect, so there are only us and HYF, no one else.So... just the place where the oil bottle is missing... I didn't dare to stare at the door, my heart was beating all the time, I took a breath, my mind went blank, I flipped through my notepad over and over again, but I didn't see anything .Thinking of the first session of the college entrance examination that year, the invigilator was waiting for the start of the test, and the papers had not yet been distributed. I felt this way at that time, but it was worse than now, and I didn’t even have to turn the papers.
"Knock, knock, knock", I was startled when there was a knock on the door. Isn't the door open? What are you knocking? It's going to scare my father to death.I was obviously very nervous, but I still pretended to be calm and raised my head inadvertently... I saw a sweet smile, it turned out to be the secretary of Poker Ping... In the past two months, her belly has grown a little bit, and I can see it. It also became warmer.She said that it was hard work for us to come to the meeting so early. She had prepared a simple breakfast and let us eat first. The meeting was postponed for 15 minutes.
"..." Why delay!What breakfast!I howled in my heart.Isn't this the same as being held to the forehead with a gun, seeing the other party pull the trigger, I was scared to pee, and then "crack, clap clap", there is no bullet, so I can only kill again.
Two workers who looked like they were dressed in canteens came in with a cart and distributed them one by one.It was sent to me, I bowed my head in silence, wanted to cry and laugh, why is it a tuna sandwich again... I really don’t mind changing it to the one with eggs and ham, I haven’t eaten that one yet.In addition to sandwiches, there are drinks, a small bottle of orange juice and a cup of takeaway coffee, the familiar green LOGO, covered with anti-scald grips... so this is prepared by Poker Bottle?But recalling that the secretary's sister didn't specifically mention "Mr. Zhang", it was the first time she came to buy coffee, but she said something.
Slowly tearing off the film wrapped on the outer layer of the sandwich, I smelled it and bit off a corner. It turned out that it was the smell that hadn't been heated by the microwave.At this moment, the fat man suddenly muttered in a low voice beside him: "Innocent, today's coffee is so sweet, I really like latte more."
I paused, took a sip, was it a coincidence or... no, no, how could he know this, he didn’t know, and I never said that I love caramel, last time it was latte.Thinking this way in my heart, I kept sending sandwiches to my mouth, and the past kept flashing in my mind.Yes, the past is actually not too long ago. At that time, we got along so naturally and were happy things. It was less than two months ago, but now it is the past, and things are different from people.Why do you have to... Sure enough, you should hate you, why should you like...
The fat man pestered me, saying that I was reincarnated from starvation, and told me to eat slowly, but no one snatched it.It sounds like a voice from another world, because my world is already raining heavily.
All appearances are false.All appearances are false... But it must be that I am not very enlightened and have no roots of wisdom. Otherwise, why would I be crushed instantly when I saw Jason get up and close the door of the meeting room, telling us that the time was almost up and I was about to start a meeting? , My heart was as lost as if there was no electricity.I lowered my head, stared at the blank pages in the book, and thought, it’s fine if I don’t come, I don’t know how to face him, don’t I?So why be disappointed...
I unscrewed the orange juice, drank it all in one gulp, put it back on the table, wiped my mouth, and told myself to listen carefully, no, to attend the meeting seriously.The projection and the curtains are in place, and Claire started to speak the opening remarks, but why do you have to speak English in the meeting? I can't listen to such an important meeting!So, what am I here for!
Even if you don't have to attend every meeting, but such an important meeting...why don't you come?When Fatty and the others came last time, you didn't all participate.Why?Just don't want to see me?Is it because of what Xiao Hua said? !When did you listen to others like this again?
No, I almost laughed out loud, almost forgot, although I didn't say those few words myself, but the rejection of "I'm not gay", I was drunk and miserable, I received his voice "No Ignore it", in his opinion, isn't that what it means?You see you have messed up my life, I'm having a bad time, I'm so bored, I want to draw a line with you, I won't talk to you anymore, don't contact me again!Isn't that what the fuck you mean? !
What about you?What do you mean?What do you mean by making me look like this?You come to provoke me even when you have friends, what do you mean?Do you really like me or are you just playing around?Whether it's really like it or just for fun, then what am I, and what are the black glasses?Or is it that you homosexuals don't care, that's how it is?The plastic wrap of the sandwich was tightly held in my hand, but I still couldn't express my depression and indignation.
I want to ask clearly!Face to face!If you don't come, I will go!
I figured it out, I can't wait until the meeting is over, I don't have time not to talk at that time, and I can't explain to the fat man and the others, I should wait until the meeting is almost over, and find an excuse to go out.In the following time, I completely lost my patience. I waited and hoped, turned my pen, looked at my watch, feeling like I was sitting on pins and needles.Finally, it was time for Aning to talk about the event. This PPT was made by me. Of course, I know the most appropriate place to talk about and leave the meeting.
Here it is.I frowned, covered my stomach, and told the fat man that my stomach hurts so much that I couldn't take it anymore and had to go to the toilet with the worst stalking on the street.Although the fat man twitched the corners of his mouth, looked at me with raised eyebrows, and looked like I was being forced, he still told me to go and come back quickly.
After leaving the meeting room, I exhaled and went straight to the elevator.I didn't think too much about how to start the meeting. Some things should be done in one go.Emotions were brewing in the elevator. When we got to the 6th floor, turn right and walk to the glass door.Looking in through the door, the door of Poker Ping's office is closed, and the roller blind is hanging down, so you can't see the inside.I took a deep breath and knocked on the door.
Cindy turned to look at me, a little surprised.I smiled at her, hoping she would remember me.She pressed the door switch and the door opened.I went in, and before I could speak, she said, "Wu Xie? The meeting is over? What's the matter?"
I still remember me, that's great, I looked at Poker Ping's office, stepped forward and said to her, "I'm looking for Zhang Qiling."
Cindy smiled: "Mr. Zhang is not here today."
"..." I frowned, not here, how could I not be here!What can you do when you are not working?It's such a coincidence to have a dinner party? There is a conflict in the schedule, do you know how to adjust it?What about the breakfast sandwiches and caramel macchiatos without him!Don't tell me it's a coincidence, I don't believe it! "Mr. Zhang is not here" I don't believe it, this kind of plot is played too much in TVB, don't you just don't want to see me?I've come all the time, how can I be choked back by the word "not here"? !
My heart sank, I said "sorry" to Cindy, and rushed to Poker's office door in a few steps, and pressed the doorknob...it's locked...are you really here?impossible!I knocked on the door: "Zhang Qiling, open the door! Don't think I don't know you're inside!"
At this time, Cindy stopped me with her stomach full, and said, Wu Xie, Mr. Zhang is really not here, if you have anything to tell me, I can pass it on to you, or you can call his cell phone to see?
Looking at her big belly, I immediately suppressed my emotions, why should I embarrass a pregnant woman. "...I'm fine, sorry to bother you," but before turning around, no matter whether he was really absent or pretending, I couldn't help but say to the door, "I'll see how long you're going to hide."
When I was leaving, my heart suddenly moved. Instead of going back to the meeting directly, I walked around the stairwell and found a corner of the corridor when I came back, waiting quietly.The fat man sent me a text message telling me to hurry up, saying that the meeting was about to end.I told him he had diarrhea, wait a minute.Then I felt so strange, why should I wait here secretly?To see what, to prove what?But my intuition tells me to stand here and watch, not to go.After a while, the fat man sent another text message, saying that he had already left, and told me not to go back, and helped me get the bag.The interval was very short, and I called again, but I didn't answer, and the text message came in immediately. "Where am I relying on you, I fell in? There is no one in the toilet!" I ignored him.
"Ding", I heard the sound of the elevator, and after a while, a familiar figure appeared at the other end of the corridor... The black glasses dangled closer and closer. "Hush" before the mouth.Then the door opened, and he smiled and went in.I waited for 5 minutes, my heart sank more and more, but he still didn't come out.I smiled, and I was no longer in the mood to laugh at myself. The phone kept vibrating in my palm, and I picked it up: "It's nothing, oh, the parking lot, go there right away."
So be it, simply do as you wish, and let it go.
It's also time for me to let go of all my obsessions. What's so important about the so-called truth and answers?What can I do if I know? "Mom, I fell in love with this man." How is it possible?In this way, it is better to return to their respective worlds and liberate themselves.
Go, go, go through all the hardships to the other side, the other side is the world of light.
On the way back, I literally nearly threw up in the fat car.Holding the plastic bag, I suppressed my nausea and stared at him weakly. "I'm going to die, and it's all your fault," he added, "Tell the blind man that I won't eat at noon, I'm asking for leave, and I want to go home and vomit."
The fat man was about to scold me, Ah Ning turned around from the co-pilot, looked at me, frowned, called me over, touched his forehead, and said, "It's good to go back to sleep, anyway, I'm fine for the time being in the afternoon." Yes, I was exhausted during this time."
They sent me home first, and I slept until dark.After waking up, after thinking about it, I sent a text message to Xiuxiu, saying that I'm done with work, so let's just come to my house today, I invite you, let's have a meal.Then I sent her an address, saying that I would take a taxi to handle the reimbursement.
This was the first time I ate kebabs in a market outside the community, and I didn't know which one was good, so I randomly found a shop where I could sit outside, and ordered a beer for Xiuxiu, but I didn't want it.In fact, we didn’t talk about anything, we just asked each other what we’ve been up to lately, and we talked about rehearsing the show. When I asked her, she was quite mysterious and said she wouldn’t tell me.I said that I was going to start dancing practice too, then turned on the phone, found the song "Sister and Sister Stand Up", and pressed play for her to listen to.She slapped the table with a smile and said it was quite suitable for me.Then we chatted and gossiped all night, until we sent her to the taxi, we had a happy and harmonious atmosphere, and the world was peaceful.
On the way back, the bulbs of the old lighting in the community flickered and flickered, lingering, making it look as bright as the one I replaced in the corridor.I looked up, and it was blindingly bright.Suddenly, I thought of the Weibo that Xiuxiu posted before, it turned out that I was very happy, and I was the only one who didn't realize it.There seems to be some truth.
Around 12 o'clock, I was lying on the bed bored surfing the Internet, and saw that Xiuxiu had updated a Weibo.He didn't say anything, just shared a song from a certain music website, "Forgive" by Lei Guangxia.I haven't heard it before, so I clicked it to listen. The lyrics are like poetry, and the melody is serene. I fell asleep after listening to it in a loop.
But I forgive you like the ocean forgives the fish
The tide flows language under the moonlight
say i have forgiven you
Fantasy lost body, want to break free from the power of the earth
floating in nothingness in the warm night sky
the soul no longer weeps
Light up your star in the night sky, how beautiful the colors are
And my planet spins on its own, it's going away from you
The next morning, around 10 o'clock, I read the mass emails sent by the company while eating breakfast.The email was beautifully written, and the copywriting was exciting. It briefly introduced the development history of MX in China, as well as some important events since the establishment of the Beijing company.He also said that we have rented another floor in the building to expand the office area, and the decoration has been completed, and it can be put into use immediately after the "birthday".Finally, it is about dreams. Let us use the dream cards sent to us to write down the items or things we most want to get, and then put them into the box in the rest area. There will be a lottery on the day. If we win, The company will help you make your dreams come true.
dream?What dreams can I have... Does a promotion and salary increase count?I was stretching my neck to look at the card on the table when the phone next to me suddenly rang.I glanced at the caller, then at the black glasses that were "slapping" on the keyboard, and continued to read the email.I'm eating Roujiamo, today's plastic bag seems to be a bit oily for some reason, my hands are oily, it's really inconvenient to hang it up by hand, just let it ring.
However, this was too persistent. I didn't answer the first time, so I called a second time.The fat man became impatient with the noise, yelling at me for being deaf, why didn't I answer the phone.I swallowed the rougamo in my mouth, said 10086, and must have said that I would give me a free upgrade of Internet traffic or something. This happens every time, so don’t pick it up casually in the future. Mandarin is not standard, and you call yourself customer service and send it away The owner of the thing must be a liar, my hands are full of oil, so please hang it up for me.
The corner of the fat man's mouth twitched, and he leaned over to help me hang up.
10086, heh, it finally came in handy.
How could I be so calm and so serious about lying...
Dreams, I don't have any dreams.After eating the last bite of Roujiamo, I threw away the bag and went to wash my hands.But when I came back, I still picked up the card and wrote: I want an extra 5 days of paid vacation, and go back to my hometown to spend my wedding anniversary with my parents - Wu Xie from the Internet group.Then fold it carefully, get up and go to the rest area, thinking that it doesn’t matter if I can’t get it, at least I still have annual leave, even if I don’t have annual leave, I can also ask for leave, but I still solemnly put it into the dream box.
In the days that followed, I worked during the day and went to rehearse in the large conference room downstairs with Claire and the others at night.By the way, the costume has been set as a maid theme, and everyone has to wear a full set of maid outfits. They have already gone to Taobao. Although I voted against it before, the objection is invalid.But I am allowed to wear women's styles, let me prepare a white shirt and black pants, and they will be responsible for other accessories... ominous premonition.
The earphones are plugged in my ears almost every day, and I listen to the songs and practice in my head. When they sing this line, I should be on stage. Side, that sentence is going here... In short, what it means is that when I was on stage, I was spotted by a group of maids pretending to be, wow, there is a good man here, grab it quickly, and then this one will grab me, and that one will grab me too ...They don't allow me to complain, so I won't say more.No, I have to say one more thing, my accessories are on the grand stage. In addition to the small bow tie and a black apron with lace, I have an extra prop, a folding fan, custom-made, and the brush on the fan is written with three big words One word - good man.Good man, I have to cover my face with a fan when I go on stage, until someone pulls me away, I cover my face to pretend to be shy, and then get pulled away.Afterwards, they happily danced and played together, with all kinds of pets in one body... Can't you let me keep your face in the way?
Facts fully show that I thought that there were only these accessories, and I was too naive. I didn't know the whole performance until I appeared on the stage.God knows how big a brain hole a group of women will have when they get together, and how black-bellied they will be, alas, it's tears when I say it.
The busy and fulfilling days passed quickly, and the end of the month was approaching in a blink of an eye, and "Sisters and Sisters Stand Up" had already made me sick, and when I heard the music, I swayed, swayed and rubbed reflexively.In the morning, I received another group email from the company, informing us that tomorrow will be a party all day, not to mention, the real celebration is to book a nightclub near Gongti. Admission starts at 7:30 in the evening, and the party officially starts at 8:30. Drinks and drinks Drink freely.It sounds so lively, and I'm looking forward to it too.After the last rehearsal in the evening, I went back to the office to pack up my things and leave. I saw that many people voluntarily stayed and were helping the administration to arrange the company. Put it in your arms and put it in the designated place.In the end, a group of people even fought a "balloon battle" with each other, immersed in pure happiness. Although this kind of happiness is simple, it seems to be what I need, and I haven't experienced it for a long time.
I was really looking forward to it. I woke up naturally early the next morning. According to what Claire said, I put on the white shirt and black pants I had prepared earlier.The shirt was the one I bought last time, and the black trousers were a pair of jeans that I had searched for a long time before. After trying them on, I realized that compared to when I was in college, I have quietly gained a lot of flesh... But you can still wear it.Facing the mirror, I tried on the little bow tie they bought for me, and felt that I was really handsome.But after pinching my waist and stomach, and putting on that lace apron again, I was so horrified, I decided to have selective amnesia, took off the bow tie and apron, and stuffed them into my bag.
When I arrived at the company, I couldn't wait to go to my desk to see if there were any gifts. Sure enough, there was a black canvas bag on the desk, with the company name and some abstract patterns outlined in lines, and it was bulging.Open it and see that there is a square cushion of the same style, environmentally friendly portable tableware with the company LOGO printed on it, and a business card holder. The most curious thing is a book as thick as a photo album.When I opened it, I found out that it was a souvenir book, with everyone's photos printed on it, with their names and group names written on it. It was the executive sister who asked someone to take pictures last time.At that time, I was so busy that I vomited blood, but fortunately, it looked okay when I took the photo. I didn’t look like a dead person with panda eyes. It can even be said that I smiled naturally.
Maybe this is me in the eyes of others?I am still me, what I was before, and I am the same now, nothing has changed.However, only I know clearly, no, it’s not what it looks like on the surface, it’s like a part of my body is dead and can’t go back forever.
There are endless delicious food and drinks in the rest area. In addition to moving out all kinds of entertainment equipment again, I don’t know where to set up karaoke... Such an atmosphere, how can anyone think about it? to work?Can't hear anything!I was in a hurry to call the people on the website to urge schedules and cases, but I kept my ears covered. At 11 o'clock, the rare big boss came. Standing in the rest area behind me, Barbara talked a lot, opened champagne, and cut the cake.
I was still yelling at the website, and the fat man brought me a cake and a glass of champagne, saying stop busying yourself, life is too short to enjoy yourself in time, naive... I thought you were ashamed to say that, I will never return to myself Drive out from overtime?I looked around, and even the few aunts and the uncle who watched the night had champagne glasses and cakes, so I took them from the fat man.
That's right, life is short, enjoy yourself in time.
All of a sudden, wave after wave of people came, clinking glasses with this one, clinking glasses with that one,
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