Wu Xie, see you!

"Do you think I don't want to go back and sleep well tomorrow morning when I'm on vacation? Isn't it because you guys want it tomorrow!"

Poker-Face was stunned, and then became serious: "You can do it tomorrow, I'll tell Jason."

I smiled again: "Forget it, I can't bear it."

Poker-Face stopped talking, looked at me, nodded suddenly and said, "Okay." Then he shifted the gear and started driving.

Distraught, I raised my hand to turn on the audio system, and the CD player made a disc reading sound.

"It's because I want to sleep, I can't bear to be disturbed... I'm tired of the harassment of happiness."

As soon as I heard that it was Faye Wong's disk that returned the fuck, I reached out and changed it to a radio station.

"Emotions are like a melody that keeps stirring, stuck in my throat, and I can't say what I want to say, only the wind in my ears."

I rubbed my face and turned off the stereo directly.I recognized the voice, did I let Nicholas Tse out again, was he playing with me?From the corner of the eye, I saw Poker Face glance at me, so I closed my eyes and said, "Call me when we arrive."

Not long ago, I also felt that things are right and people are wrong, and the dust is still uncertain.The complex news is overwhelming, shocking the world's attention, and the world is unpredictable.There are different opinions, and of course scolding is indispensable.But the affair is a private matter, whether the two of them are divided or united, why do they need the consent of the world?

There are only two kinds of endings for two people, and they cannot stop but flow.

Although I cut it off in time, the song still got into my head like a living thing, lingering and refusing to leave.If that dream continues, where will we end up and what will be the ending?There is no "if", and knowing the ending is meaningless, after all, it is just a dream.But now, to me, what is the meaning?

I don't want to be like this either. I feel good when I treat him like this?Being unreasonable and making things difficult seems straightforward, but in fact... I quietly opened my eyes, and there was a sad and tired face in the mirror.So, why are you still looking for me now, why are you still accommodating me and treating me like this without a bottom line!Can't we go back to the original point and let me work and live well?Why do you have to force me... What exactly do you want, what do you want from me!Does it make you feel happy to see me so deeply trapped for you, hurting the spring and the autumn?Can we not be so cruel...

The building appeared in front of me, and I didn't wait for him to call. "Just put me on the side of the road." He said so indifferently, so it turned out that he was also good at acting.

Poker-Face did not respond, and slowly stopped on the side of the road, turned to look at me, and hesitated to speak.

I unbuckled my seat belt, pushed the door, paused before getting out of the car, turned around and said, "Oh, by the way, let's formally say goodbye, don't come to me in the future, and we don't want to contact you again," please explain... "Otherwise, today next month will be my Lastday."

I didn't see his reaction, and the sound of "Wu Xie" was also muffled in the car by the end of my slamming the doorknob.I opened the back door, took out my backpack, turned around and left, and didn't look back when I heard him turn off the engine and open and close the car door.I need to be free from painful entanglements, I need resolution.

"Wu Xie." Poker Fing caught up with me in a few steps, and grabbed my arm with such force that I turned around directly.Like the eight o'clock shift, what's the point of being so entangled!Can you please hurry up!I frowned, feeling a little impatient, but the moment I looked up at him, my heart ached uncontrollably—his eyes were too painful.

"You really...hate me so much now?" His voice was small.

If only I hated it... Regarding this question, I can't tell a lie, and I can't meet such a pair of eyes. I can only turn my head, hold the backpack strap in the palm of my hand tightly, bite my lip, and don't speak.

Poker bottle gently pulled my arm: "I was wrong before, can't you forgive me?"

"I forgive you," to be honest, I tried my best to move the corners of my mouth, trying to smile at him, but found that the scene in my vision began to blur, and I still couldn't turn back to look at him. I took him off and held my hand, "We are so happy together It's easy." After speaking, he quickly turned around and left, and when he entered the revolving door, he raised his hand and wiped his face.However, he just followed in again.Please forgive me... I looked at him and frowned: "What else?"

He slightly bent the corner of his mouth: "It's almost 12 o'clock, let me stay with you for the last time, and don't disturb you."

"..." At this time, I still care about this!I really can't take it anymore, you can't fucking stay away from me, don't be nice to me, don't talk to me, don't bother me!I wanted to grab his neckline and stare at him fiercely, but in the end I still clenched my fists and couldn't let go.His pitiful, cautious, forbearable and humble appearance made me sadly unable to be ruthless.The elevator came with a "ding", I went in and said "it's up to you".

In the elevator going up late at night, none of us spoke.Poker-Face stood behind me, his shadow reflected in the elevator door.I knew he was looking at me, but I didn't look at his shadow or look back until the door opened.

It seems that the company gave the night watchman a holiday, and all the lights in the office were turned off, and it was pitch black.Taking advantage of the weak lighting in the corridor, I swiped my card to open the door, and when I was about to let go of the door after entering, I paused.Just when I was about to look back, the weight of the door in my hand became lighter. Poker bottle supported the door by himself. Seeing him following closely, I let go and turned on the light, only the small area above my seat was turned on. .

Poker-Face stood in front of my desk and looked at it. He stretched out his hand and straightened a crooked website mascot doll.I thought about it, went to the freezer in the rest area to get a box of herbal tea, and pushed open the door of the small conference room next to it, only to be stunned.Outside the floor-to-ceiling windows behind the sofa directly in front, the landscape lights of the classical European-style hotel across the street are fully on, as if in a foreign country.I pressed to turn on the light, turned my head, and Poker Bottle was looking at me. He understood what I meant, and walked over by himself without my calling.

"There are magazines under the coffee table." I gave him the herbal tea.He took it, looked down, and nodded.

After settling him down and returning to my seat, I couldn't breathe a sigh of relief, but felt even more depressed.I rubbed my face, propped my head up and stared at the doll for a while, then pushed it down again.

It was annoying at first, but when I opened the mailbox to check the email, my anger jumped up.Obviously I called all the websites one by one to confirm, and asked them to send all the cases to me today, but there was one missing!I have to hand it in tomorrow afternoon, I can't do anything now, must I come to work overtime tomorrow morning?

I was so angry that I didn't care what time it was, so I called the other party's cell phone and yelled at him when he got through. It's so hard to ask for a case, do you still want to do this case!Do you still want to make money!When I hung up, I wanted to drop the phone, so I replied that I was calling from a mobile phone, not a landline... My mouth was full of blood.Maybe my losing my temper is a big deal. Not only did the people on the website sit up in a dream, they promised to rush to work immediately and give it to me within two hours, and they even opened the door to watch.

"You'd better go back." I said to him.

As if he didn't hear it, he closed the door and backed away.

then you just wait...

Unable to work, I sorted out my mailbox like an obsessive-compulsive disorder, checking and categorizing one by one.Only then did I realize that among the pile of unread emails, besides the "Farewell" that Xiuxiu sent to the group, there was actually a "Farewell" from Xiuxiu.I opened it suspiciously, only to find that I was the only recipient of this letter.

In the end, who would have thought that after reading the whole letter, my heart would suddenly be filled with turmoil, and I could not calm down.Obviously she is going to leave this city that makes her sad, and she is telling her own story, there is nothing special about it, why do you kill me with every word?There are only two ways out for us... As if I have experienced a century-long soul tearing, I was stunned for a long time, then stood up uncontrollably, and somehow walked to the door of the conference room.

Poker-Face was sitting on the sofa, with his back facing the beautiful view from the window, quietly flipping through a magazine with his head down.He has a pair of beautiful hands, and the drooping hair covers his eyes... He really can't go against his heart, no matter when he looks at him, he can really realize that he is finished.Perhaps this is called fate?Although I don't know if it's a calamity or fate, and I don't know the fate of the future, but when I think about it, I will be separated from him by this door at this moment, and we will go our separate ways after tonight. These are obviously my own decisions... I didn't expect to say something against my will to him , doing things against my will, instead makes me feel sad to death... How about...

I pushed the door open.It seemed to startle him.Poker-Face closed the magazine and stood up with a puzzled expression on his face. "What's wrong?" he asked, walking towards me.

"Don't come here yet!" I leaned against the door and stretched out my hand to block it, "I'll just ask you two questions, and you must answer them truthfully!"

He immediately stood still and nodded, looking a little nervous.

I raised my breath: "Do you really like me?"

He was stunned for a moment, then he was relieved, his eyes softened, and he nodded firmly: "I really like you."

Enough is enough... At this moment, I even thought this way, this answer is enough for me.How my family explained, my life, my work, I don't seem to care about anything, and I don't care about the entanglements before.But... I bit my lip and clenched my fists. "Okay," I also nodded, "I want all of them, otherwise it's zero. You have to choose between me and him, right now."

Poker bottle was stunned for a moment, then suddenly frowned: "Who? What him?" He didn't seem to understand what I was talking about.

"Stop pretending, I already knew it!" Seeing his reaction, I was immediately disheartened...

With a serious face, Poker-Face walked around the coffee table and strode towards me: "What do you mean, explain to me clearly." He reached out his hand to grab me, but I dodged it.

what do i mean?Can I make it clear?I smiled, I didn't believe that he was a beast in clothes before, look at this expression, he can really act, go and be the actor: "If you don't want to, forget it, you'd better go, I won't give it away, as if I didn't say anything .”

I turned around to leave, but Poker-Face grabbed me very hard and even yelled at me. "I really don't know who you're talking about, and I don't know what you're talking about! You don't believe me?" In addition to doubts and innocence, he was actually angry, "...you come with me."

He dragged me all the way to my seat, pulled the fat man's chair over, and pressed me to sit down.He sat in my seat, held the mouse, found MSN, opened it, pulled out the keyboard and quickly changed the account information, clicked to log in, and then looked at me: "I don't know why you don't believe me, don't I know how to make you trust me."

"Deng", MSN login was successful, he pulled me closer, and clicked on the panel for me to see.There was a "buzz" in my head, I was the only one in his account.

"I didn't use this before, I just registered to add you," Pokerfing grabbed my hands, "What do you want me to choose, there has never been anyone else, only you."

It happened so suddenly, my mind was quite confused, I refused to accept anything, and even wanted to push him away and say, don't tease me, just rely on this?Who would believe this kind of tricks to deceive girls, what's so difficult about just applying for an account, don't people who cheat and have affairs often do this?However, I just let him hold his hand stupidly, staring at MSN, and suddenly realized...

"Why are you logging in offline..." This was my last struggle.

He was silent for a while, then said softly, "I'm afraid you don't want to see me again..."

Those people and things all started to rewind quickly in my mind, making me dizzy.I suddenly felt that I seemed to have been trapped in a strange circle all this time. He and the black glasses, did I misunderstand something?Now, the whole world is starting to collapse and collapse. This world that makes me tangled and miserable is all fake?I couldn't speak, and I didn't even know if I should be wronged.All in all, except for himself, there is no one to blame. This is the real life that is worse than death.I really don't want to accept this reality, I don't want to believe...

Poker bottle suddenly let go of one of my hands, and said, "If you still don't believe me, can I show you WeChat too?" His tone was eager, and he seemed to be in a mess.

It's because I believed in you that... He put his hands in his pockets, but I stopped him.

"No need..." I broke his hand, "You go first, I beg you."

Poker bottle came to grab my hand again, as if he wanted to say something, but I stopped him again. "I don't want to say anything now..." I covered my face with my hands, propped my head up, as if hanging my last breath, "Please, let me be quiet..." The tone was almost begging.

"……All right."

He left and I finally cried out.

The next day, knowing that I would not see the black glasses, he and Aning set off for Turkey in a group.I was in a hurry, and finally made the PPT that Jason asked for before the deadline.The fat man hesitated to speak several times, but he didn't ask anything. He dragged me to drink and eat after get off work in the evening.Before the show ended, he said: "Xiao Wu, Fat Master, I am not your father or your mother. It is reasonable to say that I can't control you eating and drinking, and whether you marry a wife or not, but you also regard me as a friend anyway, right? From my friend's point of view, Fat Lord, I'll just say something, there are some things you have to think about, and then you can take care of yourself." He patted my shoulder, and I listened, but didn't respond, and just said that he wanted to ask for three days off.He twitched the corner of his mouth, but he was right.

A week later, Ah Ning came back, but still did not see the black glasses, saying that she had taken annual leave.In the meantime, all I know about him is nothing more than a circle of friends.On the streets of Istanbul, he gnawed on a barbecue roll and said, "I'm still greedy for your style, melancholy blue turkey, oh~ everyone, don't miss me too much." , I misunderstood all of it myself, so what if I see him, beat him up?Also wronged him...

August 8th is my parents’ wedding anniversary. With the three-day holiday plus the weekend, I stayed at home for almost a week, doing nothing but being with them wholeheartedly from morning till night.They liked the couple's bowl that Xiaohua gave them so much that they were reluctant to use it and put it at home as a handicraft.I looked up the name, and it turned out to be the famous Echizen lacquerware. It seems that he did not order this on a whim.I haven't contacted for such a long time... Taking advantage of my parents' anniversary, I sent him a WeChat message, and he was there, so I connected the video and gave the phone to my mother.I stepped aside, smoked a cigarette, turned the TV to silent, and listened to their chats.

In the end, Xiaohua said she had something to tell me, knowing what he was going to say, I went back to my room and closed the door.He said that he had done it on his own and apologized to me, but if he did it all over again, he would still do it.I just said, it's all over, I understand.He looked at me and asked, "Then what do you think now?" I didn't speak.He sighed and said, "I still have something to do, I have to go, Wu Xie, please do it yourself."

The 16th is my last night at home, and my vacation will end on the 17th.After washing the dishes, I sat on the sofa to watch TV with my parents.After watching the two episodes, it was nearly 12 o'clock. I took a shower, lay on the bed, looked at the ceiling and listened to the sound of rain for a while.That's it, it's time to end our business.I picked up my cell phone and sent Poker Bottle a WeChat message.

"Come out for dinner tomorrow night. At 7:[-], we're in the LY building. I'll book a room."

In fact, the things you have never known but wanted to know end here.But stories, especially those that belong to us, must have a proper ending after all to be worthy of these bitter pasts.I'll write another epilogue.

After getting off the plane, I went home to pack up and rushed to the private room at 7 o'clock. I reserved the same room as last time.When Pokerfing came, I had already ordered the food from memory.When the waiter gradually filled the table with dishes, he was really taken aback, looked at me, and asked what I meant.I don't say anything, just let him eat quickly.

When the staple food was served, I called the waiter to pay the bill, and I bought two extra packs of wet wipes, and I was not allowed to pay for it and have any objections.We ate silently, and I didn't put down the chopsticks until my stomach was protesting. Seeing that he couldn't eat anymore, I told him that I had something to say.He had a solemn expression, and his fingers kept rubbing the wet wipe quietly, like a small unconscious movement.

"This is where we ate for the first time," I said.

He nodded.

"I ordered the exact same dish."

He nodded.

"I'll pay the bill this time, so the previous one will be written off, and we don't owe each other. Wherever we start, we can end there."

"..." Poker Ping looked at me, wanted to say something, but finally pursed his lips, lowered his eyes and said nothing.

I wiped my hands, took my bag, and said to him, "Let's go."

He looked up at me without moving.

I stood at the door and asked him, "What are you looking at? Are you going to go or not take me home?"

He just nodded and got up.

I was one step ahead of him, walked faster, and when I got out of the hotel gate, I turned around and stopped to wait for him.He suddenly slowed down and stopped, standing there looking at me.I beckoned him to come over, but he still didn't move.I couldn't help laughing, walked back, and walked up to him.

"Since it's all over," I took his hand and looked into his eyes, "Zhang Qiling, why don't we start from the beginning."

Poker bottle was stunned for a moment, then suddenly pulled me over and hugged me tightly.

Our story finally has a happy ending.

Mr. Zhang, are you enjoying watching?

Wu Xie

2015.8.17

All the passengers in the cabin were asleep, only Zhang Qiling turned on the reading light.

I had to go back to Germany for a week on business.Before leaving, Wu Xie suddenly stuffed him with a notepad, without saying what it was, and only said calmly that it was for him to pass the time on the plane.It turned out that what he had been reluctant to say, was actually written out for him to read after a year. Such a thick book was all handwritten.How could Zhang Qiling stay so far away from Wu Xie, so he hurriedly finished his work, his parents didn't return home, so he changed his ticket and returned to China two days earlier.

Although he could see him being aggrieved and aggrieved at times, but now, what is more important than Wu Xie?More on that later.Touching these handwritings, all he thought in his heart was to see Wu Xie as soon as possible, and sooner.There was a postcard of Mount Fuji in the notepad, and he held it in his hand and looked at it repeatedly, feeling that he was really lucky.So many times, he thought he had lost him...

After getting off the plane and rushing home, the genius is bright.The room was very quiet, with only the sound of the air conditioner and birdsong outside the window.Zhang Qiling put down his luggage, took off his shoes, and walked quietly to the bedroom.In the end, when I saw it, I forgot what I wanted to say: Wu Xie was still asleep, the quilt was kicked, and it was placed on the side of the bed, almost mopping the floor, and there was actually a pillow on the floor.

He smiled, and without taking off his clothes, he squeezed up and hugged the man who slept dishonestly.

"I'm back." Zhang Qiling said softly.

Wu Xie didn't wake up and kicked him twice.

—The End—