Akutagawa's Life as a Savior

Akutagawa was walking on the road, he always felt hairy behind him, as if someone was following him.

He continued to walk forward calmly, and glanced at the glass window on the side of the road. The reflective glass is a natural mirror. From the bustling crowd, he caught a touch of sand-colored clothes.

Akutagawa turned his head abruptly, turned around and rushed in that direction, but the figure had disappeared, and Mr. Dazai hid.

He stood there with a patient expression for a long time without moving, clenched his fists unconsciously, and after a while he turned around and returned to the original path.

If it was before, he would have overturned the land regardless of his will to find Mr. Dazai, and then he was dismissed by Mr. Dazai with a few light words.But now he has learned to be patient, not because he doesn't care about Mr. Dazai anymore, but because Mr. Dazai doesn't want to be found by him.

"Oh," Dazai Osamu who was not far away sighed, "Akutagawa-kun has learned to take care of other people's moods." But his face was unconsciously gloomy.

This is Murphy's law, the worst things will always happen, the things you don't want to lose will always be irretrievable, and the people who don't want to change start to become strangers.

Osamu Dazai has seen the future that is about to happen, and this time he doesn't want to accept it.

Always, always enduring everything that fate imposes on him, this time he also wants to try to resist.

Akutagawa felt Osamu Dazai's breath away, he turned his head to look, Osamu Dazai was walking on the road openly and without any concealment, his figure gradually went away.

Every time I look at his back, Mr. Dazai is always leaving me.

He didn't stop there anymore, turned his head and walked on his own way.Walking is tiring and sad, but if the destination is home, I will feel hopeful and relaxed.

When he walked downstairs of the apartment, the person following him had not disappeared. Finally, Akutagawa became impatient. He turned around and asked coldly, "Where do you want to go with me, brat? Don't go too far."

There was a fluctuating air, and a child appeared in the direction he was looking, and he looked at Akutagawa in confusion, "Can you see me?"

"Don't be too arrogant, brat, your lame ability can also deceive those who don't know you." Akutagawa was a little annoyed, this kid was forced to take charge of him by the leader, but Akutagawa hated children.

In fact, this kid's ability is very powerful, not only the visual shielding, but also the sound, smell, etc. are also eliminated.But after Akutagawa became alert, seeing people was not limited to the five senses. In his perception, this kid has been following him furtively since he left the building.

"Yes, sorry, I will work hard, don't give up on me."

Akutagawa stared at him, who cares if you work hard or not, isn't the point not to follow him?

But Nakano Shinichi didn't think so. Ever since he executed his enemy in a muddleheaded manner, his psychology had reached its limit and he was on the verge of collapse. Fortunately, someone told him that this matter was arranged by Captain Akutagawa, and his education and management issues would be handled by Captain Akutagawa is in charge.

He grabbed a life-saving straw, his brain automatically forgot everything that had just happened, and he began to look forward to seeing this person.

Only when this person is in his sight, will he not be dizzy, he will not tremble, and he will not want to kill all the creatures around him.

After experiencing a long life-long torment of hatred, and suddenly completing revenge and feeling empty inside, Nakano Shinichi, who was psychologically traumatized, instinctively wanted to hold on to this person, and when he lost sight of this person, he would feel anxious.

But Akutagawa doesn't want to know what he thinks, and is not interested in his behavior like a baby bird.He provided Nakano Shinichi with a chance of revenge, and the port mafia provided Nakano Shinichi with shelter, and Nakano Shinichi worked for the mafia from then on, which is fair.

"I'll be obedient. It's okay to eat very little and not sleep." Shen Yi made a voice with some difficulty, trying to fight for himself.

Akutagawa was taken aback for a moment, and then he remembered the setting of the child's mental aphasia, "You can talk?"

Shen Yi also opened his eyes wide in surprise, he rubbed his throat, and belatedly recalled, "You just talked to me, and when I got anxious, the words came out."

Akutagawa was speechless, the two stared at each other for a while, he waved his hand, "Forget it, I'm too lazy to send you back, come with me."

He turned around and walked forward, Shen Yi hurriedly ran to follow, seeing the black skirt floating in front of his eyes, he grabbed it carefully, Akutagawa didn't seem to notice it, and a smile unconsciously appeared on the corner of his mouth.

When Yin came home from get off work, she was surprised to find that there was an extra child in the family.

Gin had question marks all over his face, and turned his gaze to Akutagawa, hoping that his brother could explain the situation.

Seeing this, Akutagawa introduced to her: "This is the child I picked up today. His name is Nakano Shinichi. The leader asked me to be in charge of his training. Don't worry about him. I will send him back tomorrow."

Gin didn't expose his duplicity. It's not necessary to bring people into the house in charge of training. When Mr. Dazai trained Akutagawa, he never showed him his personal life.

Nakano Shinichi was cleaned up in the Mafia building at the port in the afternoon. His hair was cut neatly, his body was washed, and his clothes were changed into new ones. Although he was still too thin, he no longer looked like a refugee at the beginning.

Akutagawa Gin has a good impression of him. The kid keeps looking at his elder brother, and he likes him very much at first glance. Plus, he was brought home by his elder brother, so he obviously already approves of him.She smiled and asked Shen Yi if he wanted to watch TV or eat fruit.

Shen Yi was not willing to talk to her, his mouth was tightly closed, and he just moved closer to Akutagawa.

Akutagawa frowned, "Okay, Silver, don't worry about it, take him back to the Mafia building at the port tomorrow, and let others take care of his problems."

Yin sighed with some regret, "Is that so? I thought he would always live at home and become a part of our family."

Akutagawa Yin is not an enthusiastic person either, since Shen Yi doesn't like her and won't have any contact with her in the future, she simply let go and went to the kitchen to wash some fruit to eat.

But Akutagawa's thoughts were touched by his sister's words. Gin seemed to be lonely all the time, and she didn't have any friends to talk to at work. The relationship between her and Tachihara seemed to be very bad. The only one who got closer was Mr. Hirotsu.Now her relationship with Higuchi is better, and she seems to be much happier after making friends.

Akutagawa fell into deep thought, and Silver turned on the faucet to wash the fruit. She bought cherries when she came back. Now is the season of cherries. Eating cherries can supplement iron and vitamins, which is very good for girls.

Neither of them noticed that Shen Yi's excited eyes lit up after hearing the conversation just now.

Shen Yi discovered a new continent, and this discovery made him unable to sit still. After weighing it in his heart for a while, he jumped off the sofa decisively and walked towards Akutagawa Yin.

After a while, Akutagawa woke up from his contemplation, and was surprised to find that Shinichi Nakano, who had just ignored Gin'ai just now, was graciously following behind Gin, with a sweet smile on his face, and he used it a little bit from time to time. The hoarse voice said some children's flattering words.

Silver was obviously flattered, smiling from time to time, and sharing the cherries with the children. The two were chatting and laughing happily, ignoring that Akutagawa was still sitting next to him.

Akutagawa was a little depressed, but he was also embarrassed that his sister had forgotten him because of his jealousy, and he couldn't make a friendly interjection, so he just sat aside.

Today is rare to have a lot of free time, my brother does not work overtime, and there are guests at home, Yin showed off his skills in high spirits, making tempura fried shrimp, red bean soup, vegetable salad, steak and Neapolitan pasta.

Shen Yi praised Miss Yin's delicious cooking from the moment he picked up the bowl and chopsticks. The memory of the family's warm relationship gradually revived in him, and the words he spoke from his childlike voice were particularly sincere.Yin Ming knew that he was trying to please him, but he couldn't help but feel elated.

After the meal, Yin asked Akutagawa: "Brother, can we keep Shen Yi at home? After all, the port mafia has no special place to take care of children, and there is no one to discipline him. It would be bad if it becomes Q."

"And I like him very much. It's good to have another person in the family. He also likes my brother very much. This is the fate between us. I believe Shen Yi will be a good boy."

Shen Yi also looked at him expectantly, his eyes were extremely devout, "I belong to Akutagawa-sama, since Akutagawa-sama made a deal with me, I only belong to Akutagawa-sama."

Two pairs of expectant eyes looked at him, eagerly waiting for his response, Akutagawa was touched by his sister's sentence "I like him very much".It's rare for a younger sister to say that she likes it. As an elder brother, how can he not help her realize her wish?

And Akutagawa thought of a problem, which he had worried about before, if one day he couldn't come back, what would his sister do?She's not strong enough, and she's always alone.

Thinking of this, he said to Shen Yi: "Don't call me Akutagawa-sama, you can call me by my name."

Shen Yi cheered up, the corners of his mouth twisted upwards, his eyes shone with ecstasy, "Yes, Master Akutagawa!"

"And me," Yin laughed happily, "What does Shen Yi want to call me?"

"Sister Yin!"

The room was full of laughter, this was the first time that Akutagawa's house was so lively.

Yin led Shen Yi to choose his own room. Shen Yi insisted on living in the room closest to Akutagawa, but Akutagawa ruthlessly rejected it. It was his study.

Shinichi chose the room next to the study for the next best thing, and Akutagawa didn't object anymore, but Heyin helped him clean it up and spread out the clean bedding.There are plenty of toiletries at home, but Shen Yi needs to prepare personal items, as well as necessary clothes and shoes.Raising a child is a hassle.

Yin decided to go out with the whole family tomorrow to make a big purchase. Today is a bit late, and tomorrow can be regarded as the first celebration of welcoming new family members.Gin and Akutagawa can ask for leave, and they can drop by the amusement park after the shopping is finished.

Akutagawa doesn't want to go, Akutagawa wants to work.

"Brother, if you don't have time tomorrow morning, we can go after get off work at noon. After all, it's Shen Yixin's first day joining our family, so brother should do something to express his welcome. Shen Yi really wants your approval."

As expected of his younger sister, Gin is very good at dealing with Akutagawa. Under his sister's trusting eyes, Akutagawa retreated steadily.

After achieving his goal, Yin no longer made things difficult for Akutagawa and let him do his own thing.Gin himself accompanied Shinichi, helping him adjust to this new family.

Although it seems very hasty, suddenly decided to accept a person into the family, but Yin and Akutagawa are very confident that they will not misunderstand the person, and they also urgently need to strengthen the cohesion of the family at this time.

Both Yin and Akutagawa have their own goals. Yin tried every means to increase his brother's bond in this world, and Akutagawa also hoped that his sister could have more spiritual sustenance.Only Shinichi Nakano simply wanted to stay beside Ryunosuke Akutagawa who saved his soul.

Shen Yi is a good boy, strong and gentle.In fact, Yin had already heard about him before returning home. In order to avenge his father, he insisted on using his supernatural powers alone for several days in a state where no one could see or touch him.

Before that, he also witnessed the tragic death of his father.As a child, he was traumatized like this, but he never gave up. Instead, he seized the only possible chance for revenge. He is really a very good child.

And after taking revenge, when the psychological imbalance caused by the murder and the completion of revenge made him unable to bear the load, he actually instinctively grabbed Akutagawa to maintain his mental state.Amazing talent, this is a natural strongman.

After Akutagawa left the living room, he came to the study and started writing a diary. This is a habit he learned from Tanjuro, which helps him to clear his mind.

Writing is a very complicated thing, it will make you deeply analyze your own life, which is a very painful process, so smart people generally don't write, and most of the writers are not very smart.

But just like injustice, there are too many things in your heart, and there must be a channel for release. Akutagawa's channel is to write a diary.

He didn't intend to let others read the diary, even if he did, it would be after his death.When Yin sorts out his belongings, he may see this diary, see that he has not wasted his life, and see that he has had good friends, and he will naturally feel relieved for him, and the grief in his heart will also be reduced.

But it is more likely that Yin will directly burn the diary according to his will.After all, even in the face of my sister, I still have inner thoughts that I don't want to be explored.

Akutagawa is going to go to Mr. Dazai's world. Of course, that world is not Mr. Dazai's alone, but as the only world that realizes Mr. Dazai's dream, Akutagawa is willing to call it "Mr. Dazai's world".

After knowing what Mr. Dazai wants, Akutagawa will personally fulfill his wish.

He always wanted to do something for Mr. Dazai, maybe it was something in return, or maybe it was his inner feelings that made him want to give.

Just like a child who wants to be praised by his parents, his every move is saying: see?I have done so much for you, and I will always be so good, so please love me a lot in the future.

But the fact is that the distance between him and Mr. Dazai is still growing uncontrollably.It doesn't matter if you're in two camps or something, the past made him and Dazai-san feel bad.

What must be said is probably suspicion. When they look at each other, they are suspicious of each other's true thoughts in their hearts. No one can truly believe in each other's intentions.

One party is wondering if the other party really cares about me, is he using me, will he hurt me again?

The other party suspected that he was pretending, right?How could he not resent me after being hurt? Did he want to take advantage of me to relax my vigilance and stab me in the heart?

The thing that kills feelings the most is nothing too suspicious.It doesn't hurt you heartbreakingly, so the senses are paralyzed. When people find that their feelings are fading, they are no longer afraid of losing, and they no longer pay attention to it.At most, there will be some vague emotions and regrets: our relationship was still very good at the beginning.

Akutagawa doesn't want the distance between them to inevitably get farther and farther as time goes by. Mr. Dazai is one of the people he least wants to lose, alongside Gin.