Akutagawa's Life as a Savior

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"not interested."

Osamu Dazai's face froze for a moment, as if he didn't expect Akutagawa to answer this way, he thought that Akutagawa might object, or be interested but didn't want to cooperate with him.

But I didn't expect Akutagawa to mention it lightly.

"Why not interested?"

"I can handle everything you say, and I don't trust you."

Akutagawa answered without hesitation, without thinking at all, and was very frank.

The atmosphere suddenly became very awkward. The two looked at each other, feeling deeply speechless. Fortunately, a waiter came at this time. The savior greeted them with a cheerful smile, "What would you like to order?"

The business in the store is very good, and the people are very busy, but the waiter actually wanted to come over to treat him just now. After all, the two people sitting here are rare handsome guys.But the conversation between the two just now seemed to have its own enchantment, which made people intuitive not to interrupt.

"Have another cup of red bean paste." Akutagawa took the opportunity to stand up, walked to the other side of the table and sat down. He wanted to complain just now, why did Osamu Dazai have to sit next to him in such a large empty seat, and was so close.

"Then I want a cappuccino." Osamu Dazai snapped his fingers and looked at Akutagawa.

The waiter was embarrassed.

"Sorry, sir, we are a dessert shop here, not a coffee shop. You can take a look at our other drinks, or have some desserts."

"Okay, let's have a tiramisu then."

"Ok sir."

The waiter put away the small notebook, and the thoughts just now disappeared. This kind of confession is too rustic. I thought this man would be the kind of funny and charming person. It's too rustic.

And that person, that handsome guy doesn't know what these mean at all.

Of course Osamu Dazai knew that Akutagawa didn't understand the ambiguous confessions that these little girls were good at. If he understood, he wouldn't dare to do so.In fact, he just ruled out possible lovers, and by the way, implicitly informed others of the ownership of the person in front of him.

"Then let's continue. Trust or distrust is another matter. Only the two of us made a contract with it. We will cooperate one day. At present, the only thing we need to solve is the trust problem. So Akutagawa-san, how can I get it?" What about your trust?"

"It's hard, I can't even imagine how I can trust you."

Akutagawa is very frank. Osamu Dazai is right. They are connected by books. Not communicating or cooperating is the least efficient way.But trusting Osamu Dazai and cooperating with Osamu Dazai would be a big mistake.

The atmosphere was a bit frozen, and Akutagawa felt a little sorry in his heart. This sentence sounded like he was deliberately playing with Dazai, but what he said was the truth, and it was untrustworthy. No matter how you think about it, it was Dazai's own problem.

"Sir, here is your cake, here is your red bean paste, I wish you a pleasant afternoon."

The waiter's sweet voice interrupted a somewhat faltering conversation in just the right way.

"Well, this is a problem that needs to be solved by me. After all, I am the one who proposed cooperation." Osamu Dazai sighed secretly, and smiled as easily as possible, but his heart was bitter and astringent, as if he had been fed a lot A glass of Coptis chinensis water, even the face is distorted.

He dug out a large piece of cake and chewed hard.

Osamu Dazai had already guessed what Akutagawa would say, but he still asked the words out, and then savored the meaning of the words repeatedly in his heart with a bit of masochism.

Failure, life is really a big failure, I really want to commit suicide, whether I enter the water or hang myself, it is best to succeed.

"Let's put it this way, we are now grasshoppers on the same rope. The trouble you will face will also be my trouble in the future, so I hope to help you solve it in advance."

"Besides, as me with a force value of zero, one day I will need your help Akutagawa, so I need to plan ahead so that when that day comes, you won't reject me."

Akutagawa nodded, the reason was somewhat sincere.Of course, this will definitely not be the main purpose of Osamu Dazai, but it is not so perfunctory anyway.

So why did Osamu Dazai sign a contract with the book?How can a person like him, who is so tired living in his own world, have the energy to go on an adventure in another world?

But Akutagawa is not going to ask him, this is Dazai Osamu's privacy, and there are only a few kinds of human wishes that can be repeated over and over again, probably wishes that cannot be fulfilled by human power.But would even a man like Osamu Dazai harbor such deep regrets?

It should be about Oda Sakunosuke.

"So our alliance is actually not bad. We have signed a contract with the book. Because the book is coveted by the world, we will go to other worlds to take some risks. For now, our alliance is the means to maximize the benefits. You need my Strategy, I need your strength, don't I?"

"No." Akutagawa resolutely refused him, "Even if the interests are the same, I don't know if you will make small moves behind the scenes. There must be at least a minimum level of trust between allies, so no."

I was rejected cruelly. Speaking of this level, I didn't even hesitate. Akutagawa's impression of me is really bad.

Osamu Dazai couldn't help but start to reflect on himself, did I do that badly in the past?So much so that once Akutagawa's obsession with himself was shattered, he could no longer believe in himself.

After reminiscing, Osamu Dazai leaned back weakly on the back of the chair, yes, I am such a trash, if it was me who was treated like that, I would probably be on the way to bury my body.

"I can swear by the book that after becoming an ally with Akutagawa Ryunosuke, I will never betray, always be honest, always trust, take the other party's interests as my own, and respect the other party's ideas as my own."

Regardless of Akutagawa's surprise, Osamu Dazai closed his eyes and began to swear piously. He could feel the eyes of people around him gathering and Akutagawa's disgust. He thought he was joking.

Only Osamu Dazai knew that what he said was true.If possible, he is willing to restrict himself with the strictest oath, as long as Akutagawa Ryunosuke can trust him.

It's a pity he knows, no.

Akutagawa really didn't believe him, he was just so embarrassed that he couldn't express it, why did he suddenly become like this while talking, and everyone in the store looked at him.

The people around began to whisper, they tried their best to control their gaze and expressions, but they were too excited to control the volume, and it was clear in Akutagawa's ears that they were talking to him.

"I didn't expect to encounter such a romantic scene when I came out today, so lucky!"

"Yeah, that handsome black-haired guy is proposing. Two handsome guys, so happy."

"What, suddenly in public, it's disgusting."

There was also the intimate rebuke between the husband and wife, "Really, Ana, you see how romantic his marriage proposal is, and there are such touching vows, and you, you don't even want to tell me something nice."

And so on, etc., Akutagawa was about to tremble.Never before, never in his life had he encountered such an embarrassing scene.He almost ran away with his face covered.Only a strong self-control stopped him.

"What are you doing?!" Akutagawa's voice trembled in despair.

"Huh?" Osamu Dazai raised his head and showed a clear and bright smile, "I swear to Akutagawa, can't Akutagawa hear you?"

"I see, Akutagawa still doesn't believe me?" Dazai Osamu pretended to show a sad expression, "Then I'll make another oath."

"No! No! Really no!"

Akutagawa was afraid that Osamu Dazai would pretend not to hear, and hurriedly emphasized again, "I believe in you, I am willing to believe in you, we can start a preliminary cooperation first, what do you want to do?"

"Hey, your words sound like you are being forced to agree. Don't force yourself. It doesn't matter even if you don't believe me. I have more things to say to you."

"No, I believe it. I am really willing to believe you. Let's get to the point."

Akutagawa tried his best to comfort himself in his heart. Obviously, I still have weaknesses. I don't have a good way to deal with a smart and shameless person like Osamu Dazai.

Cooperating with him this time can be regarded as a test, to improve my anti-actor skills, and I will know how to deal with this kind of person again in the future.

Osamu Dazai looked at the violent mental activity under Akutagawa's paralyzed face, and smiled contentedly, I will not hand over Akutagawa-kun to others, so what if you don't trust me, bet everything on me, I don't believe that I can't get back his love for me trust.