I'm not dating online anymore! [Gaming]

"...Uh, July! It's still a long time!"

After a strange silence, Li Li forcibly broke the deadlock, showing an awkward yet polite smile on his face, and changed the subject without any bluntness, "Then you should be the last one in our team to celebrate your birthday, we all In the first half, ha, ha, ha."

Then fell silent again.

Li Li couldn't take it anymore, and was about to run away: "I won't eat, I'm going back to my room to play a mad game!"

Wen Yu: "..."

Beigo followed closely behind: "I'm full too, eat slowly!"

Then the two brothers ran off together.

Wen Yu also stood up slowly, trying to keep his face expressionless and said: "I have an appointment with Jing Xiao and the others in the third row tonight."

In less than a minute, there were only Shang Xuan, Shen Juan, and a half of the unfinished cake left in the room.

Shang Xuan always eats slowly, he is the last one to finish every time, and Shen Juan never leaves him alone in the cafeteria, always pretends to find something for himself to do, and waits until Shang Xuan finishes eating. leave.

Shang Xuan smiled nonchalantly, propping his chin with one hand, and slowly ate all the strawberries on the cake.

Then he got up and put an exquisite small box in front of Shen Xuan.

He lowered his head and whispered to him, "Happy birthday."

On the other end, after Li Li and Bei Ge ran away separately, they temporarily set up a gossip team and murmured together: "I really didn't expect that 721 meant that. Team Shen liked Shang Xuan so much at that time that they used him." My birthday is my professional name, and I haven’t changed it since we broke up for almost two years..."

Beigo couldn't help biting his fingers, feeling very anxious in his heart: "Why do you think they broke up?"

Li Li analyzed: "Didn't Ah Qi say that they were dating online at the time? I think it may be that at first Ah Qi thought that Shang Xuan was a girl, and later found out that he was a boy so they broke up, but... he grew up like Shang Xuanzi, I would also like to be a man."

Bei Ge frowned, and retorted: "... I don't think sexual orientation can be forced."

"Although that's what I said," Li Li hissed, and said with reason: "But I think Team Shen obviously still can't let Shang Xuan go, and it doesn't look like he's breaking up with him at all. Look, When Shang Xuan had a fever a few days ago, he burned it all morning, and Team Shen took care of it all morning in the room, and even secretly asked the kitchen aunt to deliver fish soup, can a straight man do such a thing."

Bei Ge agreed: "He does have that obvious concern for Shang Xuan... I noticed it when Shang Xuan first came."

Li Li commented pertinently: "It's all bent into a ball."

"No, I have to ask—if unfortunately Ah Qi kills me, remember to buy me a better coffin."

Beigo solemnly promised: "Okay! I will!"

Li Li had something to say in his heart, he was so uncomfortable that he couldn't say anything. He didn't dare to ask Shen Juan when he was just guessing and didn't have a real hammer. In the room, he asked him very straightforwardly: "...Ah Qi, have you and Shang Xuanzi been together before?"

——The facts are so obvious, there is really no need to deny anything, Shen Juan replied with one word: "Yes."

Hearing Shen Juan's own confession of this matter, Li Li still felt that her little heart had been shocked like never before. The lover of her dreams had an affair with her professional idol... the feeling was so sour that it was indescribable.

Gay is by my side!

Li Li couldn't help but asked again: "So, the pretty girl you told us you liked was Shang Xuanzi? Didn't he tell you his gender at the beginning?"

This statement is actually not entirely correct, but it is also eighty-nine, so Shen Juan did not refute it, and said "um" again.

"Did you break up because of this reason?" Li Li said a little disappointedly: "But Shang Xuanzi obviously likes you."

"Hua Xia told me that Shang Xuan came to our team because he wanted to meet someone. I didn't believe it at the time..."

Shen Juan just listened in silence, expressionless and silent.

Li Li found out that every time Shang Xuan was mentioned, Shen Juan would have a particularly cold and indifferent expression on his face, as if he was using this indestructible mask to cover up some deep emotions.

Li Li asked in a low voice: "Aren't you going to make up with him?"

Shen Juan did not hesitate at all: "No plan."

Li Li didn't expect Shen Juan to answer so quickly - as if he didn't dare to hesitate at all.

It seems that after a few seconds of hesitation, the answer may not be spoken.

Li Li bit her lip, and said in a low voice: "But, since you don't want to reconcile with him, and you are so ambiguous with him, it's easy to be misunderstood."

Shen Juan's eyes darkened, and he whispered, "He won't misunderstand."

"What do you mean, did Shang Xuanzi tell you anything?"

"Well. He knew we had no chance."

Li Li couldn't help frowning, "Ah Qi... It's really cruel for you to show a preference for him so clearly while giving him no hope at all."

This sentence was like a sharp knife accidentally stabbed in the heart, making Shen Juan bite his teeth lightly.

After a while he said in a hoarse voice, "I can't help it."

Good for Shang Xuan, this is not something he can control.

As long as Shang Xuan is by his side, he can't help but become like that.

Shen Juan never wanted Shang Xuan to find out.

Can always be found by him.

...he has nothing to do.

Shen Juan didn't even dare to think about how Shang Xuan, after being snubbed and rejected by him again and again, still mustered up the courage to approach him cautiously.

Wouldn't he be sad?

Or know it will be sad, but still do it.

These thoughts are like dense needles, falling on the softest part of the heart.Shen Juan's eye sockets were sour, he let out a trembling sigh of relief, and lowered his head forcefully.

Li Li had been teammates with him for two years, and she had never seen Shen Juan so sad and out of control. At this time, she didn't dare to show her anger, and asked in a very careful tone: "You obviously still care about him, why don't you reconcile with him? , is it just because he is a boy? Or...is there any other reason?"

—— But the words just now seemed to hit some dumb point, no matter what Li Li asked again, Shen Juan stopped talking.

Li Li waited for a while, but Shen Juan ignored him, and he didn't know how to comfort him, so he could only hesitate and say, "Then I'm leaving, you should rest early."

"Happy birthday……"

"Good night."

·

Sunday is their free time, there is no group activity arrangement in the club, Shen Juan went home once at noon.

His home is in the community next to the club, and it takes only 5 minutes to drive there.

When there is no competition, Shen Juan basically goes back every day.

The two nurses at home were in the living room. When they saw him come back, they stood up and said hello, "Mr. Shen, you are back."

"Ah."

"The old man is in the bedroom, just now he was talking about you not coming home for two days."

"Well. Hard work."

Shen Juan changed his shoes at the door, took off his coat, and then walked towards the bedroom.

Shen Juan's father was alone on the conveyor belt of the treadmill, raising his legs and walking slowly step by step.

Shen Juan saw this scene as soon as he opened the door, and immediately frowned and said, "Dad, the doctor said you can't..."

Father Shen interrupted him with a guilty conscience: "Hey, I only walked a few steps, and I was seen by you."

Then he got off the treadmill, held on to the armrest next to him, slowly sat down on the sofa, and asked, "Why did you come back during the day?"

"If there is no work arranged, come back and have a look."

"Didn't you have lunch?" Father Shen said, "Let Xiao Song make some for you."

"It's okay, I'm not hungry yet." Shen Juan glanced at the blue and clear sky outside the window, and asked in a low voice: "The weather outside is very good today, do you want to go out to bask in the sun?"

Father Shen smiled and said, "Okay."

Shen Juan turned and went out, went to the attic and pushed an electric wheelchair out.

Father Shen let out an "oops" and said with disgust, "What do you want that thing for? It's just two steps, and I can walk by myself."

The old man was stubborn and determined not to be a wheelchair, and walked slowly to the elevator entrance by himself.

Shen Yan pushed the wheelchair and followed behind him.

As soon as he got out of the corridor, Father Shen couldn't hold it anymore, sat on the wheelchair with some difficulty, and sighed a long time: "I don't know when this leg will heal."

"The doctor said that he has recovered very well now." Shen Juan's voice was soft, and he said slowly: "It will be completely recovered by this time next year, don't worry."

"I'm not in a hurry. I've survived for so many years. Are there still a few months left?" Father Shen looked up at the blue sky above and said, "The sky is really warming up. The sun outside is so hot. It's like summer."

"Ah."

Father Shen turned his head and looked at Shen Juan thoughtfully, "Why are you unhappy when you come back this time?"

Shen Juan paused for a moment, then smiled faintly: "No."

But Shen's father said proudly: "You are my son, can't I see if there is something in your heart?"

He casually asked, "Why, is there any problem at work?"

Shen Juan didn't know how to explain it, so he could only make a mistake and "hmm".

Father Shen raised his eyebrows again and said, "Let me tell you, if you don't like your job, you can change it. It will save you having to fly around in a few days. Why are you so tired?"

"Now my legs are almost recovered, and the family doesn't need much money from you. Dad just hopes that you will be happy in the days to come."

Under the bright sunshine, Shen's father swayed his body leisurely, and he said with a smile, "Getting married and starting a business, marrying a wife and having children, and having a happy life, how wonderful it is."

"..."

"When we get there later, I'll give your mother an explanation."

"..."

"Little engraving?"

"...Well. I know." Shen Juan responded softly.

Perhaps the sunlight was too harsh, making the scenery in front of him blurry for some reason.

Shen Juan repeated again: "I know."