I'm not dating online anymore! [Gaming]
Chapter 34
In any case, LCG finally won two big games, and successfully broke into the semi-finals of the playoffs from the lower bracket.
Because they fought all the way from the loser's bracket, they are currently ranked fourth. The top three teams are ATG, MG, and TDG.
No matter which one is a very abnormal team.
Because MG lost to ATG in the winner's bracket a few days ago, they are currently ranked second. According to the "even number versus even number" rule, they will compete with LCG for the championship and runner-up spot, and it is still a BO7 competition system.
The match schedule for the semi-finals is very tight, with four teams fighting each other every day.
The LCG game is at [-] o'clock tonight, and it will be their turn after the game at [-] o'clock in the afternoon. However, according to the current score situation, the first two teams will play seven games without accident.
Shouldn't have started on time.
The MG players were also idly growing their hair next door. While the staff were not paying attention, they came to their lounge to visit.
Jing Xiao took the lead to sit beside Shang Xuan, "Hi, long time no see."
Shang Xuan seemed to be distracted, he was stunned for about two or three seconds, and then smiled belatedly: "Hello, senior."
Several people from MG gathered here, as if they had never seen a beauty in their life, they made a fuss and said: "Wow! I look better than in the live broadcast room!"
"I bet Ayao that your hair is real." MG's assistant looked at Shang Xuan's long hair that was about to move, blinked his eyes and said, "Well, can you touch it for me?"
Shang Xuan didn't have the problem of Jingui's head, he tilted his head slightly, and his long black hair fell down.
Li Li next to him was in a hurry: "What are you doing? Shang Xuanzi is the private property of our team, you cold skulls!"
There was a burst of laughter in the room.
In the corner, the captain of MG sat down next to Shen Juan, and said with a comfortable expression: "How about it, have you figured out how to deal with us?"
Shen Juan just glanced at him lightly and didn't say anything.
"In other words, since Shang Xuan joined your team, your cooperation with the team on the field has become much more complete, and you are no longer so single-handed." The captain of MG said: "Actually, I am quite surprised."
His voice changed, and he smiled and asked softly, "So, is it because there is someone you want to protect?"
……
After about 10 minutes, the leader of LCG came back and saw MG players occupying the magpie's nest in their waiting room, and immediately said: "What are you spies doing in our war room? Are you here to inquire about information? of?"
The players and coaches on both sides are very familiar with each other, and they responded with a playful smile: "I advise you to surrender early, hand in your guns and don't kill me."
"They finished the game, and we have 10 minutes left for our two teams to play." The team leader clenched his fists, "I'll beat you right away."
The MG people shrugged their shoulders nonchalantly, "Hmm, see you later on the field."
Then go away in groups.
"Du Siyubi is so arrogant!" Li Li stood up, turned her shoulders, and sighed, "It's so stressful."
The team leader said: "Come on, just try to show your true level!"
Shang Xuan went to the toilet in advance, it would be inconvenient to go after the game started.
As soon as he walked to the bathroom, he met a man in a suit and leather shoes, who took the initiative to say, "Shang Xuan? Your team is about to start the game, right?"
Shang Xuan was stunned for a moment, realized who this person was, and said with a slight smile, "Hello."
"Come on for the game."
——The one who talked to Shang Xuan was the commentator that Li Li called "the famous Duan Shui master" who "never said a word for the players".
The anchor said again: "Last time Luna played really beautifully."
"No wonder so many people like you."
Shang Xuan said very humbly: "I can only play a few heroes, and it is still far behind many seniors."
"There are many things that you are not good at, which means that you can explore and discover more things than others, and your future is limitless." The commentator said: "After your Yuange game, your captain came to me specially and asked me to come to me in the future." The studio encourages you."
Shang Xuan paused, raised his eyes, "...what?"
"At that time, you lost the first game of the playoffs, and people on the Internet were scolding you, and the rhythm was very fast." The commentator didn't realize that he had sold Shen Juan at all, and said without noticing, "The second Shen Qi called me the next day and asked me to encourage you after the next match."
Shang Xuan: "..."
"I'm cheering you on at the risk of being sprayed."
"I hope you can win MG smoothly, keep going!"
After speaking, he pushed open a door and walked into the toilet cubicle.
Liu Shangxuan stood there alone, unable to recover from what he just said for a long time.
... Li Li had already shown him the replay of that live broadcast.
Let him maintain his mentality, continue to work hard, and let him not pay too much attention to the outside world's remarks.
At that time, Li Li said to him while playing the video for him: "Look, there are a lot of people supporting you!"
Li Li also told him that this commentator never speaks for professional players, it must be because he admires you so much that he cheers for you in the official live broadcast room.
Shang Xuan didn't think much about it at the time, so he believed it.
With such a carefree personality, Li Li always gave him candy the first time he felt uncomfortable, saying that he bought it by himself, but he actually believed it.
... Shen Juan silently did something for him.
What else he doesn't know.
But why did Shen Juan do this?
Didn't he say he "shouldn't have come"?
Aren't you going to be an ordinary teammate until he leaves?
Shang Xuan had a vague guess in his heart, but it was too cruel for Shen Juan, so he didn't dare to think about it any further.
Shang Xuan's Adam's apple obviously rolled, he took a deep breath, leaned over and washed his face with cold water, feeling his whole body trembling slightly.
... Shen Juan.
"Where did Shang Xuanzi go?" In the lounge, Li Li looked left and right, "Why haven't you come back now?"
"Didn't I just say I went to the bathroom." Beigo frowned, "It's not because I feel sick to my stomach."
Shen Juan glanced at the time, got up and was about to look for him, when Shang Xuan opened the door and walked in.
He should have just washed his face, with a little wet water on the tip of his hair.
"Let's go." Shen Juan said softly, "The competition will start immediately."
Shang Xuan stood there without moving.
Shen Juan raised his eyes gracefully, and found that Shang Xuan was looking at him, his eyes were dark, complex and dim.
For about two or three seconds, Shang Xuan lowered his eyes as usual, and said softly: "Yes."
The BO7 with MG was a very tough and fierce battle. The level of the two sides was evenly matched, and every game was very anxious.
After the first five games, the current score is 2-3, and LCG is temporarily behind by one point.
——By the time of the sixth game, everyone was already mentally exhausted. Three hours of high-intensity operations and high concentration consumed them too much physical strength and energy.
During the intermission, Li Li handed Shang Xuan a piece of candy, and asked nonchalantly: "Maybe we will fight for a while, do you want to eat something first?"
Shang Xuan stared at the candy for a moment, said "hmm", peeled off the candy wrapper, and put the toffee into his mouth.
In the sixth round of BP, the hero lineups on both sides looked very strange, not only Shang Xuan, but all the heroes on both sides had already used almost all the heroes available. Now the test is the field experience and team operation ability.
"Currently LCG is one point behind," the commentator said, "As long as LCG can survive the sixth game and draw the score to 3-3, then the peak matchup in the seventh game can refresh the hero pool, which is equivalent to a game that determines the outcome. Wave 1, then the outcome of the game may be decided."
BO7 has a "Peak Showdown" mode. The rule of the first six rounds is that the heroes who have been used can no longer play, but the seventh round of the Peak Showdown will liberate the entire hero pool, that is, restart from the first round.
The premise is that lcg can win the sixth game.
But MG didn't give LCG this chance after all. In the sixth game, all the players played superbly and pushed down LCG's crystal in 7 minutes.
In the end, lcg lost the game 2-4 and missed the championship.
MG is the leading team in the spring regular season. This year, there is no one to compete with. LCG's loss to a team like QXG was an unexpected upset. Then losing to MG is nothing more than a normal thing-after all, it is also possible to meet in the regular season. Never won.
Especially the BO7 competition system is still too difficult for the current Shangxuan.
Although they failed to win the game, everyone in LCG did what they could to the limit, so there is no regret.
Coach Sanshui said: "It's okay, you played well, Xia Guan will continue to work hard and bring our championship back."
Li Li stretched her waist and let out a long sigh of relief: "It's finally over!"
They booked a hotel nearby in the evening, took the plane tomorrow morning, and returned to the club to prepare for the next summer World Champions Cup match.
During the end of the game and the return journey, Shang Xuan didn't say anything.
Almost everyone could see that Shang Xuan's mood was wrong.
Always expressionless and silent.
Li Li thought that he was unhappy because he lost the game, and when he was in the car, he leaned over to persuade him: "Oh, it's normal to win or lose in the professional arena. And you played very well."
Shang Xuan didn't speak, just lowered his eyelids and gave him a deep look.
——Shang Xuan usually has a peachy face, even if he has any emotions in his heart, he will never show it to the outside world.
It was the first time for Li Li to see such intense and colorful eyes in his eyes.
He couldn't help swallowing his saliva: "That..."
Li Li didn't say anything, but Shang Xuan had already looked away.
In the evening, Shang Xuan came to the door of Li Li's room and raised his hand to knock on the door.
Li Li was wearing bear pajamas, "Huh? Shang Xuanzi, haven't you rested yet?"
Shang Xuan stood where he was, biting his teeth lightly, before speaking for a while.
"The candy you gave me, who gave it to you?"
Li Li was stunned for a moment, then a guilty expression was evident on his face, "Yes... I bought it!"
Shang Xuan lowered his eyes, "Did Shen Juan give it to you?"
Li Li really couldn't tell a lie under Shang Xuan's expression, so he could only choose the leader of Lightspeed Sales. He bit the bullet and said, "Yes...he gave it to me."
"I didn't lie to you on purpose. The captain didn't let me tell you. You won't be angry with me." Li Li looked like she was about to cry.
Shang Xuan was in a daze for a while.
Li Li's answer was something he didn't expect.
He didn't know how to face Shen Juan.
Shang Xuan thought about the possibility that Shen Juan actually liked him.
It's just that when he sought the answer for the first time, what he got in exchange was a heart-wrenching "You shouldn't come", which made him dare not think about it anymore.
——But what if Shen Juan had actually lied at that time?
What if Shen Juan also failed to let him go?
There was a "hum" in Shang Xuan's ear.
So what did he do?
If Shen Juan still likes him, then every word he said and everything he did before would force Shen Juan to make a choice.
...Forcing Shen Juan to make a choice between his family and himself.
Shang Xuan closed his eyes.
He didn't even dare to ask for proof.
·
The next morning, several people from LCG returned to the base, and the coaching staff first held a meeting with the players, mainly to adjust their post-match mentality—although this time was very thoughtful and ugly.
After the meeting, the club gave the players an afternoon off and started work again tomorrow.
Shen Juan was the last one to come out of the conference room, and when he went upstairs and returned to his room, he found Shang Xuan standing in front of his door, looking at him quietly.
Touching Shang Xuan's eyes, Shen Juan's heart beat inexplicably.
Shang Xuan said in a low voice: "I have something to tell you, Shen Juan."
Shen Juan's footsteps paused for a moment, and he said "um" with his usual expression, and opened the door of the room: "Come in."
Shang Xuan approached the door and took out something from his pocket.
It's a candy wrapper.
Shen Yan's pupils shrank suddenly.
Shang Xuan's voice was very low, almost pressed in his throat, with a sense of fragility that would break if touched: "Why did you ask Li Li to send me candy?"
"...Why let the commentary speak for me and comfort my mood."
"Why do that."
These few words were like a sudden bomb, which made Shen Xuan's mind suddenly emptied.
... He really tried his best not to let Shang Xuan notice.
Why does Shang Xuan still know.
In addition to being strange, he felt an indescribable and deep panic.
Shang Xuan's lips parted, and he murmured, "Do you...do you still like me?"
Do you still like me?
This was the second time Shen Juan heard it from Shang Xuan.
For the first time, what Shang Xuan received was a heartbroken response and his own dejected eyes.
What kind of courage does Shang Xuan have to muster before he dares to come in front of him again and ask this sentence again.
...He is always like this, even if he knows that he may be injured, he still has to go there without hesitation.
Shang Xuan is like a brightly colored poisonous apple, an abyss that tempts people to crush their bones, but even if Shen Juan knew that eating it would ruin his stomach, and that one step forward would be a disaster, he couldn't help being deeply moved by Shang Xuan. attracted.
At no moment did Shen Juan realize more clearly than now that he couldn't help but like Shang Xuan, and he wanted to be with Shang Xuan so much.
As soon as this idea appeared in Shen Juan's mind, it began to grow lawlessly, and nothing could stop it anymore.
He was like a warrior who dropped his helmet and armor in an instant, cutting all his soft ribs in front of Shang Xuan.
Shang Xuan knew the person in front of him so well that he understood Shen Juan's silence almost instantly.
——It turns out that they are the same, and no one has ever given up.
The room was silent for a long time.
"Xiao Juan, I don't want to give up on you." Shang Xuan clenched his fingers deeply, his voice was very low and soft, "I still have a long, long way to go, and I want to go down with you."
"If you still like me, no matter what we have to face in the future, your family, your struggles... I am willing to face and bear together with you."
"So, will you be willing to take the first step for me and come to me?"
——If I am willing to walk the previous 99 steps, will you take a step for me?
These words were like a stronger chain, which was drawn fiercely on Shen Juan's body, causing a thrilling pain, and at the same time, it seemed to break something that had been imprisoned deep in his heart for a long time.
Shen Xuan's teeth trembled uncontrollably, he squatted down slowly against the wall, tears fell from the corners of his eyes.
His mother's unfulfilled wish and his father's disappointed eyes were all burdens that he couldn't bear.
...But he couldn't bear it even more. When Shang Xuan said such desperate words, he refused to hurt him with a slap in the face.
He couldn't do it, and he couldn't bear it.
He didn't want to hurt Shang Xuan any more.
And seeing a tear fall from Shen Juan's cheek, Shang Xuan's mind went blank for an instant.
He cried?
Shen Juan... are you crying?
Almost at a loss, Shang Xuan knelt down beside Shen Juan on one knee, held his hair with one hand, pressed his forehead into his arms, and said in a painful voice, "Shen Juan, don't...don't cry, I won't force you anymore, Shen Juan."
Shen Juan closed his eyes, his Adam's apple choked with spasm.
He thought almost resignedly, I like him.
He once gave up on Shang Xuan for his parents' wishes, but when Shang Xuan mustered up the courage to approach his world again, he couldn't do it again.
The faint scent of Shang Xuan's body diffused into Shen Juan's nostrils.
His father's expectant eyes kept flashing in his mind.
Trembling, Shen Xuan took a deep breath and bit his lips with his canine teeth.
Sorry... I may have disappointed you guys.
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Originally, I wanted to write directly about getting back together and communicating with each other, but I just queued up for the vaccine in the morning, and finished coding today’s update in the afternoon with a hemiplegia. My arm hurts so much QAQ, so I can officially reconcile tomorrow, dbq.
Comment and draw red envelopes~【Because sometimes I dare not watch it
"In love and in battle, we must go forward bravely."
Wang Xiaoqiao voice lines.
Because they fought all the way from the loser's bracket, they are currently ranked fourth. The top three teams are ATG, MG, and TDG.
No matter which one is a very abnormal team.
Because MG lost to ATG in the winner's bracket a few days ago, they are currently ranked second. According to the "even number versus even number" rule, they will compete with LCG for the championship and runner-up spot, and it is still a BO7 competition system.
The match schedule for the semi-finals is very tight, with four teams fighting each other every day.
The LCG game is at [-] o'clock tonight, and it will be their turn after the game at [-] o'clock in the afternoon. However, according to the current score situation, the first two teams will play seven games without accident.
Shouldn't have started on time.
The MG players were also idly growing their hair next door. While the staff were not paying attention, they came to their lounge to visit.
Jing Xiao took the lead to sit beside Shang Xuan, "Hi, long time no see."
Shang Xuan seemed to be distracted, he was stunned for about two or three seconds, and then smiled belatedly: "Hello, senior."
Several people from MG gathered here, as if they had never seen a beauty in their life, they made a fuss and said: "Wow! I look better than in the live broadcast room!"
"I bet Ayao that your hair is real." MG's assistant looked at Shang Xuan's long hair that was about to move, blinked his eyes and said, "Well, can you touch it for me?"
Shang Xuan didn't have the problem of Jingui's head, he tilted his head slightly, and his long black hair fell down.
Li Li next to him was in a hurry: "What are you doing? Shang Xuanzi is the private property of our team, you cold skulls!"
There was a burst of laughter in the room.
In the corner, the captain of MG sat down next to Shen Juan, and said with a comfortable expression: "How about it, have you figured out how to deal with us?"
Shen Juan just glanced at him lightly and didn't say anything.
"In other words, since Shang Xuan joined your team, your cooperation with the team on the field has become much more complete, and you are no longer so single-handed." The captain of MG said: "Actually, I am quite surprised."
His voice changed, and he smiled and asked softly, "So, is it because there is someone you want to protect?"
……
After about 10 minutes, the leader of LCG came back and saw MG players occupying the magpie's nest in their waiting room, and immediately said: "What are you spies doing in our war room? Are you here to inquire about information? of?"
The players and coaches on both sides are very familiar with each other, and they responded with a playful smile: "I advise you to surrender early, hand in your guns and don't kill me."
"They finished the game, and we have 10 minutes left for our two teams to play." The team leader clenched his fists, "I'll beat you right away."
The MG people shrugged their shoulders nonchalantly, "Hmm, see you later on the field."
Then go away in groups.
"Du Siyubi is so arrogant!" Li Li stood up, turned her shoulders, and sighed, "It's so stressful."
The team leader said: "Come on, just try to show your true level!"
Shang Xuan went to the toilet in advance, it would be inconvenient to go after the game started.
As soon as he walked to the bathroom, he met a man in a suit and leather shoes, who took the initiative to say, "Shang Xuan? Your team is about to start the game, right?"
Shang Xuan was stunned for a moment, realized who this person was, and said with a slight smile, "Hello."
"Come on for the game."
——The one who talked to Shang Xuan was the commentator that Li Li called "the famous Duan Shui master" who "never said a word for the players".
The anchor said again: "Last time Luna played really beautifully."
"No wonder so many people like you."
Shang Xuan said very humbly: "I can only play a few heroes, and it is still far behind many seniors."
"There are many things that you are not good at, which means that you can explore and discover more things than others, and your future is limitless." The commentator said: "After your Yuange game, your captain came to me specially and asked me to come to me in the future." The studio encourages you."
Shang Xuan paused, raised his eyes, "...what?"
"At that time, you lost the first game of the playoffs, and people on the Internet were scolding you, and the rhythm was very fast." The commentator didn't realize that he had sold Shen Juan at all, and said without noticing, "The second Shen Qi called me the next day and asked me to encourage you after the next match."
Shang Xuan: "..."
"I'm cheering you on at the risk of being sprayed."
"I hope you can win MG smoothly, keep going!"
After speaking, he pushed open a door and walked into the toilet cubicle.
Liu Shangxuan stood there alone, unable to recover from what he just said for a long time.
... Li Li had already shown him the replay of that live broadcast.
Let him maintain his mentality, continue to work hard, and let him not pay too much attention to the outside world's remarks.
At that time, Li Li said to him while playing the video for him: "Look, there are a lot of people supporting you!"
Li Li also told him that this commentator never speaks for professional players, it must be because he admires you so much that he cheers for you in the official live broadcast room.
Shang Xuan didn't think much about it at the time, so he believed it.
With such a carefree personality, Li Li always gave him candy the first time he felt uncomfortable, saying that he bought it by himself, but he actually believed it.
... Shen Juan silently did something for him.
What else he doesn't know.
But why did Shen Juan do this?
Didn't he say he "shouldn't have come"?
Aren't you going to be an ordinary teammate until he leaves?
Shang Xuan had a vague guess in his heart, but it was too cruel for Shen Juan, so he didn't dare to think about it any further.
Shang Xuan's Adam's apple obviously rolled, he took a deep breath, leaned over and washed his face with cold water, feeling his whole body trembling slightly.
... Shen Juan.
"Where did Shang Xuanzi go?" In the lounge, Li Li looked left and right, "Why haven't you come back now?"
"Didn't I just say I went to the bathroom." Beigo frowned, "It's not because I feel sick to my stomach."
Shen Juan glanced at the time, got up and was about to look for him, when Shang Xuan opened the door and walked in.
He should have just washed his face, with a little wet water on the tip of his hair.
"Let's go." Shen Juan said softly, "The competition will start immediately."
Shang Xuan stood there without moving.
Shen Juan raised his eyes gracefully, and found that Shang Xuan was looking at him, his eyes were dark, complex and dim.
For about two or three seconds, Shang Xuan lowered his eyes as usual, and said softly: "Yes."
The BO7 with MG was a very tough and fierce battle. The level of the two sides was evenly matched, and every game was very anxious.
After the first five games, the current score is 2-3, and LCG is temporarily behind by one point.
——By the time of the sixth game, everyone was already mentally exhausted. Three hours of high-intensity operations and high concentration consumed them too much physical strength and energy.
During the intermission, Li Li handed Shang Xuan a piece of candy, and asked nonchalantly: "Maybe we will fight for a while, do you want to eat something first?"
Shang Xuan stared at the candy for a moment, said "hmm", peeled off the candy wrapper, and put the toffee into his mouth.
In the sixth round of BP, the hero lineups on both sides looked very strange, not only Shang Xuan, but all the heroes on both sides had already used almost all the heroes available. Now the test is the field experience and team operation ability.
"Currently LCG is one point behind," the commentator said, "As long as LCG can survive the sixth game and draw the score to 3-3, then the peak matchup in the seventh game can refresh the hero pool, which is equivalent to a game that determines the outcome. Wave 1, then the outcome of the game may be decided."
BO7 has a "Peak Showdown" mode. The rule of the first six rounds is that the heroes who have been used can no longer play, but the seventh round of the Peak Showdown will liberate the entire hero pool, that is, restart from the first round.
The premise is that lcg can win the sixth game.
But MG didn't give LCG this chance after all. In the sixth game, all the players played superbly and pushed down LCG's crystal in 7 minutes.
In the end, lcg lost the game 2-4 and missed the championship.
MG is the leading team in the spring regular season. This year, there is no one to compete with. LCG's loss to a team like QXG was an unexpected upset. Then losing to MG is nothing more than a normal thing-after all, it is also possible to meet in the regular season. Never won.
Especially the BO7 competition system is still too difficult for the current Shangxuan.
Although they failed to win the game, everyone in LCG did what they could to the limit, so there is no regret.
Coach Sanshui said: "It's okay, you played well, Xia Guan will continue to work hard and bring our championship back."
Li Li stretched her waist and let out a long sigh of relief: "It's finally over!"
They booked a hotel nearby in the evening, took the plane tomorrow morning, and returned to the club to prepare for the next summer World Champions Cup match.
During the end of the game and the return journey, Shang Xuan didn't say anything.
Almost everyone could see that Shang Xuan's mood was wrong.
Always expressionless and silent.
Li Li thought that he was unhappy because he lost the game, and when he was in the car, he leaned over to persuade him: "Oh, it's normal to win or lose in the professional arena. And you played very well."
Shang Xuan didn't speak, just lowered his eyelids and gave him a deep look.
——Shang Xuan usually has a peachy face, even if he has any emotions in his heart, he will never show it to the outside world.
It was the first time for Li Li to see such intense and colorful eyes in his eyes.
He couldn't help swallowing his saliva: "That..."
Li Li didn't say anything, but Shang Xuan had already looked away.
In the evening, Shang Xuan came to the door of Li Li's room and raised his hand to knock on the door.
Li Li was wearing bear pajamas, "Huh? Shang Xuanzi, haven't you rested yet?"
Shang Xuan stood where he was, biting his teeth lightly, before speaking for a while.
"The candy you gave me, who gave it to you?"
Li Li was stunned for a moment, then a guilty expression was evident on his face, "Yes... I bought it!"
Shang Xuan lowered his eyes, "Did Shen Juan give it to you?"
Li Li really couldn't tell a lie under Shang Xuan's expression, so he could only choose the leader of Lightspeed Sales. He bit the bullet and said, "Yes...he gave it to me."
"I didn't lie to you on purpose. The captain didn't let me tell you. You won't be angry with me." Li Li looked like she was about to cry.
Shang Xuan was in a daze for a while.
Li Li's answer was something he didn't expect.
He didn't know how to face Shen Juan.
Shang Xuan thought about the possibility that Shen Juan actually liked him.
It's just that when he sought the answer for the first time, what he got in exchange was a heart-wrenching "You shouldn't come", which made him dare not think about it anymore.
——But what if Shen Juan had actually lied at that time?
What if Shen Juan also failed to let him go?
There was a "hum" in Shang Xuan's ear.
So what did he do?
If Shen Juan still likes him, then every word he said and everything he did before would force Shen Juan to make a choice.
...Forcing Shen Juan to make a choice between his family and himself.
Shang Xuan closed his eyes.
He didn't even dare to ask for proof.
·
The next morning, several people from LCG returned to the base, and the coaching staff first held a meeting with the players, mainly to adjust their post-match mentality—although this time was very thoughtful and ugly.
After the meeting, the club gave the players an afternoon off and started work again tomorrow.
Shen Juan was the last one to come out of the conference room, and when he went upstairs and returned to his room, he found Shang Xuan standing in front of his door, looking at him quietly.
Touching Shang Xuan's eyes, Shen Juan's heart beat inexplicably.
Shang Xuan said in a low voice: "I have something to tell you, Shen Juan."
Shen Juan's footsteps paused for a moment, and he said "um" with his usual expression, and opened the door of the room: "Come in."
Shang Xuan approached the door and took out something from his pocket.
It's a candy wrapper.
Shen Yan's pupils shrank suddenly.
Shang Xuan's voice was very low, almost pressed in his throat, with a sense of fragility that would break if touched: "Why did you ask Li Li to send me candy?"
"...Why let the commentary speak for me and comfort my mood."
"Why do that."
These few words were like a sudden bomb, which made Shen Xuan's mind suddenly emptied.
... He really tried his best not to let Shang Xuan notice.
Why does Shang Xuan still know.
In addition to being strange, he felt an indescribable and deep panic.
Shang Xuan's lips parted, and he murmured, "Do you...do you still like me?"
Do you still like me?
This was the second time Shen Juan heard it from Shang Xuan.
For the first time, what Shang Xuan received was a heartbroken response and his own dejected eyes.
What kind of courage does Shang Xuan have to muster before he dares to come in front of him again and ask this sentence again.
...He is always like this, even if he knows that he may be injured, he still has to go there without hesitation.
Shang Xuan is like a brightly colored poisonous apple, an abyss that tempts people to crush their bones, but even if Shen Juan knew that eating it would ruin his stomach, and that one step forward would be a disaster, he couldn't help being deeply moved by Shang Xuan. attracted.
At no moment did Shen Juan realize more clearly than now that he couldn't help but like Shang Xuan, and he wanted to be with Shang Xuan so much.
As soon as this idea appeared in Shen Juan's mind, it began to grow lawlessly, and nothing could stop it anymore.
He was like a warrior who dropped his helmet and armor in an instant, cutting all his soft ribs in front of Shang Xuan.
Shang Xuan knew the person in front of him so well that he understood Shen Juan's silence almost instantly.
——It turns out that they are the same, and no one has ever given up.
The room was silent for a long time.
"Xiao Juan, I don't want to give up on you." Shang Xuan clenched his fingers deeply, his voice was very low and soft, "I still have a long, long way to go, and I want to go down with you."
"If you still like me, no matter what we have to face in the future, your family, your struggles... I am willing to face and bear together with you."
"So, will you be willing to take the first step for me and come to me?"
——If I am willing to walk the previous 99 steps, will you take a step for me?
These words were like a stronger chain, which was drawn fiercely on Shen Juan's body, causing a thrilling pain, and at the same time, it seemed to break something that had been imprisoned deep in his heart for a long time.
Shen Xuan's teeth trembled uncontrollably, he squatted down slowly against the wall, tears fell from the corners of his eyes.
His mother's unfulfilled wish and his father's disappointed eyes were all burdens that he couldn't bear.
...But he couldn't bear it even more. When Shang Xuan said such desperate words, he refused to hurt him with a slap in the face.
He couldn't do it, and he couldn't bear it.
He didn't want to hurt Shang Xuan any more.
And seeing a tear fall from Shen Juan's cheek, Shang Xuan's mind went blank for an instant.
He cried?
Shen Juan... are you crying?
Almost at a loss, Shang Xuan knelt down beside Shen Juan on one knee, held his hair with one hand, pressed his forehead into his arms, and said in a painful voice, "Shen Juan, don't...don't cry, I won't force you anymore, Shen Juan."
Shen Juan closed his eyes, his Adam's apple choked with spasm.
He thought almost resignedly, I like him.
He once gave up on Shang Xuan for his parents' wishes, but when Shang Xuan mustered up the courage to approach his world again, he couldn't do it again.
The faint scent of Shang Xuan's body diffused into Shen Juan's nostrils.
His father's expectant eyes kept flashing in his mind.
Trembling, Shen Xuan took a deep breath and bit his lips with his canine teeth.
Sorry... I may have disappointed you guys.
The author has something to say: Abusive writer Xue pressed his eyebrows and went offline
Coming soon is Niu Colu·Sugar Machine·Snow
Originally, I wanted to write directly about getting back together and communicating with each other, but I just queued up for the vaccine in the morning, and finished coding today’s update in the afternoon with a hemiplegia. My arm hurts so much QAQ, so I can officially reconcile tomorrow, dbq.
Comment and draw red envelopes~【Because sometimes I dare not watch it
"In love and in battle, we must go forward bravely."
Wang Xiaoqiao voice lines.
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