I'm not dating online anymore! [Gaming]

When Shen Juan came home, Father Shen was strolling slowly in the living room. After these months of exercise, he could already walk up for half an hour by himself.

The hospital said that Father Shen will be able to go out and walk like a normal person next year. Apart from not being able to do strenuous exercise, other daily life can be fully restored.

"I'm back." Knowing that Shen Juan would come back at night, the two nurses had already left early.

Father Shen asked, "Are you guys on vacation?"

"Yeah." Shen Juan said, "After two days off, I will go back to work the next morning, and I will be very busy after a while."

"have you eaten?"

"Eat in the cafeteria."

Shen's father sat on the sofa and looked at him for a while, then suddenly reached out and pinched Shen Juan's face: "Have you gained a little weight recently?"

Shen Yan's figure has always been thin, and the lines on his face look particularly angular. Recently, for some reason—maybe because of the nourishment of love, he doesn't look so thin.

Shen Juan was stunned for a moment, then touched his face subconsciously: "... Is there any? Maybe so."

"I've been moving all afternoon. I'm tired. I'm going to go back to my room and lie down." Father Shen got up and said, "You should also go to bed early. You're very tired on weekdays. It's finally a holiday."

"Okay." Shen Juan helped Father Shen into the bedroom, and carefully let him sit on the bed.

He covered the quilt beside the bed on Father Shen's lap, but didn't leave in a hurry, but stayed in the room instead.

Shen Juan sat on the chair, was silent for a moment, and said softly, "Dad, I have something to tell you."

Father Shen: "What's the matter?"

At this time, the screen of Shen Juan's mobile phone on the table suddenly lit up, and a new message was received.

Father Shen accidentally glanced up and found that his son's phone screen saver was a very beautiful young girl flying a kite.

He let out an "ah" and said in surprise, "Son, do you have a girlfriend?"

That photo was taken in the afternoon. At that time, Shang Xuan was holding a kite string in his hand, and the breeze lifted his skirt upwards. With a smile on his face, he was turning his head back to look at Shen Juan.

It's a beautiful freeze frame.

Shen Juan didn't expect Father Shen to see it at this time.

...But it doesn't matter, he came back this time for this matter.

"It's someone I like." After a pause, Shen Juan said softly again, "...but not a girl."

"Huh?" Father Shen couldn't understand the meaning of this sentence for a moment, "What's not a girl?"

He glanced at the wallpaper again, "Isn't this pretty?"

Shen Juan's Adam's apple rolled.

He lowered his head slightly and said clearly, "Dad, he's a boy."

Father Shen's expression froze for a moment. He turned to look at the wallpaper for the third time, but this time his movements were obviously much slower.

In fact, we can still see some clues.

The facial features of the person in the photo are much sharper than those of ordinary girls, with a sense of aggression in their delicacy. If you look closely, you can see that the Adam's apple in the neck is particularly obvious.

Father Shen was silent for a long time, and then he asked with confusion: "You said, this is your...boyfriend?"

Shen Juan said: "Yes."

Every sentence of Shen's father paused for a long time: "When did it start?"

Shen Juan didn't know when he and Shang Xuan were together, the two of them had been involved for too long, so he could only say: "It's been a long time."

"...Didn't you like girls before?" Father Shen murmured, "I remember you told me two years ago that there was a girl you liked very much."

"It's always been him." Shen Juan explained softly, "It's just that I thought he was a girl at that time, so I said that."

Father Shen's eyes widened, a little unbelievable: "...It's always been him?"

"The two of us met through the Internet. I didn't know his gender at the time, so I preconceived that he was a girl." Shen Juan memorized all the responsibilities by himself, and didn't mention Shang Xuan at all, "I met him later That’s when I found out about it.”

Father Shen was completely silent, he sat on the bed motionless, the wrinkles that had been raised at the corners of his eyes slowly fell, and there was no expression on his face.

"I once spent two years trying to separate from him." Shen Juan clenched his fingers slightly, lowered his head and said in a hoarse voice, "Then I found that I couldn't do it."

"Dad, I like him."

"For so many years, I have always liked it."

After Shen Juan finished these two sentences, the room was silent for a while.

After a few minutes, Father Shen said: "...Can't I change it?"

Shen Juan didn't speak, but silence already represented his answer.

... can no longer be changed.

He likes Shang Xuan.

"You go out first." It took a while to hear the person on the bed speak. Father Shen's hands were trembling a little. He pulled up the quilt, and his voice became very hoarse, "I'll think about it alone."

Shen Juan opened his mouth, but couldn't say anything.

He stood there without moving, until Father Shen said again, "Go out."

Shen Yan bit her inner lip, moved her stiff legs, turned and left the room.

Shen Juan returned to his bedroom and sat down with a heavy heart.

No message was received on the phone, and Shang Xuan never sent him any messages, probably because he was afraid that he would be under too much pressure and didn't want to take the initiative to ask any more.

Shen Juan glanced at the time, it was almost ten o'clock, and he sent several messages to Shang Xuan: "It's fine."

"don’t worry."

"Go to bed early."

"Good night."

The other party replied quickly, first with an emoji of a pink kitten holding its chin.

"Good night."

"Await your return."

Turn off the lights, and the room becomes dark.

Shen Juan didn't sleep well all night, he was in a daze, and his father's sad and disappointed expression was in his dream.

He woke up early, opened his eyes at 05:30 and never fell back asleep.

During breakfast, Father Shen didn't come out.

Shen Juan made noodles, filled a bowl and brought it into the room.

Shen's father was still sitting on the bed, in the same posture as when Shen Juan left last night, as if he hadn't closed his eyes all night.

It seems that I have aged a lot overnight.

Shen Juan's heart twitched uncontrollably, and his eye sockets were astringent and hot.

He said hoarsely, "Dad, I'm sorry."

Shen Juan closed his eyes for a moment, put the noodles on the table, and slowly knelt down to the side of the bed.

He knew what his father had always wanted.

But when he chose Shang Xuan, he stood on the other side.

He can only be doomed to disappoint one side.

Shen Yan's shoulders trembled slightly, self-blame and guilt were like some kind of dark and heavy liquid, which almost filled his heart and continued to spread upward.

After a long time, a dry and warm hand touched Shen Xuan's head.

"Get up." Father Shen's voice came from above, "You are already an adult and have the right to do what you want. That is the person you like, and I will not stop you from being together."

Father Shen said tiredly and helplessly, "It's just that Dad... Dad still needs some time to accept this matter."

After all, the current social concept is not so open. For people of Shen's father's age, it is still... still difficult for a son to be with a man.

Shen Juan was still kneeling on the ground, his eyelashes trembling, and his voice was hoarse, "I'm sorry."

He knew that his father would eventually accept him to be with Shang Xuan.

Father has always been such a person, he will think for himself, after all, Father Shen has always loved Shen Juan very much, and hopes that his future will be perfect.

But he still disappointed Dad.

Shen Xuan knelt beside the bed, his kneecap hurt from the cold floor, his face was almost bloodless.

After all, Shen's father still felt sorry for him, sighed a long time, and said slowly: "Xiao Juan, I always think you are a very sensible and independent child, and my father has always been proud of you."

"You are Dad's only relative now, and Dad's wish is to think that you can live well and live your own life."

"Finally with that boy, you must have made a long decision in your heart. Dad doesn't want to force you to do anything."

"Get up." Shen's father turned sideways, grabbed Shen Juan's arm, and pulled him up forcefully, "Dad is not from the same generation as you. a little time."

Shen Juan's throat was sour and hot, and he could hardly speak.

The noodles on the table were already cold.

Father Shen found a way to talk, and said softly: "I'm hungry. Go cook me another meal."

Shen Juan gave a muffled "hmm" and wiped his eyes hastily.

When I got up, I staggered a bit, and my legs were almost numb, so I had to hold on to the table to stand firm.

He went to the kitchen to cook something - it was time for lunch.

About Shang Xuan, Shen's father didn't ask anything, until Shen Juan left at night, he never mentioned this topic again.

Shen Juan made dinner for his father at night, called the two nurses back, and then left home and returned to the LCG club.

Shen Juan stood at the door of the training room, waited for a while, and then opened the door and walked in.

The other three were teaming up to play ranked. Shang Xuan was sitting on the sofa alone, with his mobile phone in his hand, doing nothing, as if he was waiting for news from someone.

Hearing the voice from the door, Shang Xuan stood up immediately.

Shen Juan's mood is not very good, although he has tried his best to cover it up, but Shang Xuan can still see it.

He walked to Shen Juan's side and said softly: "...you are back."

Shen Juan nodded, he took Shang Xuan's hand, and the two went upstairs together.

Shen Juan's palm was very cold, with a damp coolness.

They arrived at Shen Juan's room.

Shang Xuan looked at Shen Juan, and asked, "Uncle...is he alright?"

"Ah."

After a pause, Shen Juan said again: "It's just that people of their age may not be able to accept this kind of thing in a while, and it will take some time."

For Shen's father, Shen Juan, such an excellent child, suddenly became gay, he must be very sad.

Shang Xuan lowered his head slightly, and said in a low voice, "I'm sorry, Xiaojuan."

If he hadn't chosen to deceive Shen Juan by mistake at that time, maybe now...

Shen Juan said softly, "I want to be with you. It has nothing to do with you."

Back when the two were together, Shang Xuan only missed one thing.

He lied to Shen Juan at that time, and it took a long time before he mustered up the courage to confess to him and meet him.

But from the beginning, Shen Juan never, never blamed him.

Xiao Juan likes him so much.

Shang Xuan's heart throbbed.

Shen Juan raised his hand and gently rubbed Shang Xuan's cheek with his fingertips, his eyes looked a little red, he stared deeply at Shang Xuan, and then said softly: "Xuan, are you willing to come with me?" Wait? When my dad can accept us, shall I take you home?"

Shang Xuan couldn't bear it anymore, he pulled Shen Juan into his arms with all his strength, and hugged him deeply.

How could he be unwilling.

"Well. Yes."

Shang Xuan said word for word.

He turned his head slightly, and his lips fell on Shen Juan's neck.

Then kissed lightly.

The author has something to say: If there is too much candy, you can’t even write with a knife.

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