my stand-in boyfriend

Passing the bedside table, Lan Yuan was deeply attracted by the thick photo album lying quietly on the cabinet, and could no longer move her gaze.

Just like the attraction of a magnet to iron, Lan Yuan was inexplicably irresistible to that closed photo album.Lan Yuan knew that it was wrong to peep into other people's privacy without permission, he struggled physically and mentally for a while, and finally the desire to peep gained the upper hand.Compromisingly holding up the photo album, Lan Yuan's psychological burden is equivalent to having no place to look through it.

The photos have been plasticized and neatly placed in sheets of plastic film, looking as if they were just received. Obviously, the owner of the photo album cherishes it very much.

Although he only turned to the third page, Lan Yuan knew that there would only be two protagonists in this thick photo album, one was Fang Yao, and the other was probably Sapphire.

What Lan Yuan is holding in his hand is not so much a photo album, but the growth history of two boys, at least in the early stage, and Lan Yuan prefers to call it the history of juvenile love in the later stage.

Lan Yuan has never appeared in the world of Fang Yao and Lan Yu, but through this thick stack of photos, he seems to have traveled through time and space and witnessed the friendship and love between the two.A strong feeling of jealousy suddenly rose in Lan Yuan's heart. They were both homosexuals. Why could Fang Yao and Lan Yu have a beautiful love like normal people, while her own awakening and youth were accompanied by self-doubt, self-denial, and anxiety. Live in anxiety and fear!Maybe it's true that everyone has their own destiny, Lan Yuan couldn't stop his hands and eyes when he was thinking wildly, and after watching Fang Lan and Fang Lan's group photo silently, he began to think about a question.

Why did Fang Yao break up with Lan Yu?The pile of photos in their hands can prove that the two love each other deeply, the gentle eyes and intimate and tacit movements can't deceive anyone.From childhood to youth, they have never been separated from each other's life. From friendship to love, they are as happy as they are, and they can't find any reason to break up.

If their relationship really broke down, Fang Yao must have been deeply hurt once he became a stranger after more than ten years. Would he still cherish every bit of his past with Lan Yu as a treasure?Fang Yao put the photo album within easy reach, presumably for easy browsing. He misses the past so much, which shows that he has only love for Sapphire but not hatred.

Breaking up under pressure?It's possible, but it will only be for a while. In order to make Fang Yao happy, the Fang couple even came forward to find their son's double boyfriend. There is no reason not to let Fang Yao get back with the real boyfriend.

Thinking of this, Lan Yuan's heart sank, and she felt that the most reliable guess was that Lan Yu died young.

Mrs. Fang said that Fang Yao and Lan Yu broke up. Yes, fate forced them to separate.

Fang Xin said that Lan Yuan would never be as good as Lan Yu, and she was right, the living would never be as good as the dead, especially the dead is currently irreplaceable in Fang Yao's heart.

So, are the last few pages of the album empty?

"Bastard... Sapphire... you bastard..."

Lan Yuan, who was distracted, was brought back to reality by Fang Yao's intermittent sleep talk. He closed the album and gently put it back in place.

Turning his head, Lan Yuan saw the restless sleeping face under the warm yellow light, his skin was tense, his brows were slightly frowned, his worries followed him like a shadow, and he refused to let him go even in his sleep.

Lan Yuan stared at Fang Yao complicatedly for a moment, then raised her hand to turn off the wall lamp.

The moment the light disappeared, Fang Yao opened his eyes with a "shua".The thick blackness poured in from all directions, wrapping him layer by layer. Fang Yao felt that he had turned into a silkworm chrysalis. The difference was that the silkworm chrysalis was waiting for the opportunity to break out of its cocoon and become a butterfly, but he was painting the ground as a prison. Desperate to die.

Fang Yao sat up straight in a panic and saw Lan Yuan who was turning around to leave, and immediately rushed over and hugged his waist tightly.Lan Yuan was taken aback by Fang Yao's surprise attack. He instinctively waved his hands to push him away. At the last moment, his thoughts flashed. He thought of Fang Yao, and abruptly changed the trajectory of his waving arms halfway.

Like a person who accidentally fell into the water and grabbed the last straw, Fang Yao hugged Lan Yuan tightly with all his strength.

Lan Yuan never imagined that Fang Yao, who was thin and weak, would have such great strength. Even with the coat and sweater blocking him, he still felt the pain. Fang Yao's hands seemed to be strangled into his flesh.

Why is the whole body trembling?What's wrong with him, is he afraid of something or has a stomach problem again?Lan Yuan glanced back from the side, Fang Yao's hairy head was hanging down close to his waist, Lan Yuan's heart suddenly softened, and she gently rubbed Fang Yao's head comfortingly.

I don't know if this action worked, or if Fang Yao took a moment to regain his courage, he took off his grip on Lan Yuan's hands.

"I'm afraid of the dark." Fang Yao explained in a hoarse voice, and stretched out his hand to fumble to turn on the wall lamp.Lan Yu left, and Fang Yao's heart was hit hard. For a while, he lived in black and white, confused, and often didn't know when to fall asleep and when to wake up.Most of the time, Fang Yao is in a ignorant state after waking up, but occasionally he will be extraordinarily sober, and that kind of sobriety makes him realize what endless loneliness and despair are.As if the loneliness and despair after being abandoned by the whole world flowed through his heart, the light in Fang Yao's room was never turned off again. He hated the feeling of being surrounded by layers of darkness when he woke up, it was suffocating.

"Sorry." Lan Yuan looked at Fang Yao who had shrunk back into bed and said, he really didn't know.

Fang Yao closed his eyes and shook his head slightly, as if he wanted Lan Yuan not to take this matter to heart, "Tell my mother when you go downstairs, I want glutinous rice balls, stuffed with sesame seeds." After speaking, he slumped down and used The quilt wrapped the whole person airtightly.

To put it bluntly, chasing customers away, to Fang Yao, he is just an insignificant tissue, which he throws away after use.Lan Yuan stared gloomyly at the raised quilt, swallowed her anger and turned around to leave.

watch movie

Lan Yuan was very dissatisfied with Fang Yao's attitude of coming and going as soon as he called, and was angry for two days.Compared to him, there was one person who was in a good mood, and that person was Fang Yao's mother, Li Qiu.She found that her son's condition was really improving little by little. From the front, she trapped herself in the room without moving a step. Now he has started to go downstairs to have dinner with everyone. Although he is still reticent, with a cold face, But it was much better than Li Qiu expected.

All these changes in Fang Yao happened after Lan Yuan appeared, and it was logical that Li Qiu thought it was all due to Lan Yuan, and treated him even more pleasantly.If it was said that he was polite to Lan Yuan with the heart of asking for help, now he is sincerely grateful to him.

"Lan Yuan is here." Li Qiu's eyes were extremely loving, as if she had grown up with Lan Yuan, "Yaoyao is upstairs."

"Um".Lan Yuan nodded with a smile, exchanged some pleasantries with Li Qiu, then went straight upstairs, came several times, he was almost familiar with this place.

It can be seen that Mrs. Fang is very satisfied with herself, does she really think that she is a good medicine for Fang Yao?Lan Yuan sneered, Fang Yao's changes were not caused by him, Lan Yuan knew this, but it didn't matter, as long as the result was good for him.

Fang Yao was not in the room, following the sound of the piano, Lan Yuan came to the door at the end of the corridor on the right.Fang Yao, who was wearing a white rhombus sweater, was sitting in front of the piano with his back straight, and the melancholy music sounded out from between his slender and slender fingers.

With his back to Lan Yuan, Lan Yuan couldn't see his expression at all, but through the weeping music, Lan Yuan could guess Fang Yao's mood at this time.

There is another piano bench next to Fang Yao. Lan Yuan guesses that it is Lan Yu's special seat. He can imagine the happy scene of two people playing side by side with four hands. But now Fang Yao's back is inexplicably melancholy and lonely, Even the air was full of loneliness, Lan Yuan's eyes showed some sympathy.

The last note fell, and the sad and romantic sound of the piano stopped.Fang Yao stared blankly at the black and white piano keys for a while, then turned his head and looked at the empty piano bench next to him.He stretched out his hand to caress the surface of the stool, he didn't know what to think, the corners of his mouth slightly turned up, revealing a hint of a smile.

Lan Yuan withdrew his body weight from the door, let out a natural cough, and let Fang Yao, who was immersed in his own world, pay attention to his existence.

"Come?" Fang Yao, who remembered the past, turned his head and asked casually.

Lan Yuan also responded enthusiastically with a "hmm".

"Let's go." Fang Yao gently closed the lid of the piano, got up and walked out the door. After his stomach recovered, he sent a message to Lan Yuan. Today he was called to watch the movie.

Lan Yuan rolled his eyes dissatisfied at the angle Fang Yao couldn't see.He has a clear self-awareness, but it doesn't mean he accepts Fang Yao's attitude towards him from the bottom of his heart.Lan Yuan has been quite critical from the beginning until now, but money is a good thing, he can only be different from what he says, always be on call, and obey any arrangement of the young master.Taking in a silent breath and exhaling slowly, Lan Yuan adjusted her mentality, followed Fang Yao's pace with a smile on her lips.

Fang Yao took Lan Yuan to the home theater on the first floor. He didn't ask Lan Yuan what movie he wanted to watch, but went straight to the row of tall solid wooden shelves, took out a disc and put it in the player.

Lan Yuan was ignored again, but he no longer had the strength to argue with Fang Yao.He sat on the leather sofa and silently looked at this luxurious private theater. He didn't burn a million dollars, and he couldn't see such advanced equipment at all.Lan Yuan was quite moved, after all, compared with his family, it was twice as good.It's just that I don't have extra money and time to spend on entertainment now, so I can learn from it in the future.

The familiar OP sounded, and Lan Yuan shifted his gaze to the projection screen, which turned out to be the anime "Detective Conan".Out of the corner of Lan Yuan's eyes, Lan Yuan glanced at Fang Yao who was already sitting firmly beside her, and still lamented in his heart that the young master didn't play cards according to common sense. When Lan Yuan thought he was normal, Fang Yao always gave him little "surprises" ".

I also watched this anime Lanyuan when I was a child. Some cases are indeed a critical blow to the young mind, and the shadow of childhood is well-deserved.After reading the beginning, Lan Yuan recalled about the plot. This case is one of the childhood shadows recognized by Conan fans. Lan Yuan was also frightened