my stand-in boyfriend

what happened? "Meng Jia's appearance brought back bad memories of Lanyuan. He was in a turbulent mood and couldn't calm down. He was irritated by Fang Yao's repeated questions, and he blurted out the question of stepping on thunder that he usually avoided. As soon as he finished speaking, Lan Yuan regretted it. Fang Yao's "autistic" situation has just improved, so it won't be because of this irrational sentence that all previous efforts will be wasted?

Lan Yuan took a sneak peek at Fang Yao, fearing that he would leave in anger if he took the case, but luckily the picture he imagined did not appear.

Fang Yao lowered his head and said nothing, chewing the food with a dull expression. After a long time, he broke the silence: "The matter between you and Meng Jia is different from us."

Refuse

Lan Yuan's hand holding the spoon paused. This was the first time Fang Yao took the initiative to talk about him and Lan Yu. Even if he only mentioned one sentence, it was enough to shock Lan Yuan's heart.

Generally speaking, it is a good way for the parties to talk about their own topics, but Lan Yuan dare not take risks, for fear of stepping on a thunderbolt.He could only cover his mouth with food, restraining his exuberant curiosity.

In a somewhat dull atmosphere, the two finished their dinner, after which Fang Yao could no longer be interested and went home early.

"If you still have the slightest nostalgia for that boy, treat him well. There are too many regrets in this life, and one less is one."

Obviously only in his early twenties, what old-fashioned things to say.The words that Fang Yao dropped before leaving appeared in Lan Yuan's mind, and she couldn't help laughing.

The sound of the elevator door closing sounded again. Meng Jia, who had been waiting for a long time with his back against the wall, looked up and finally saw the person he wanted to see.When Meng Jia didn't see Lan Yuan when he returned to China, he was afraid and felt guilty. The longer the time dragged on, the less he dared to meet him.This chance encounter, Lanyuan has a new love, he is unwilling, but more is the sadness and sweetness of the past.Memories of the past flooded in like a flood, and the image of Lan Yuan being kind to him instantly filled his mind.Meng Jia blamed himself and regretted it. For a while, he only had one thought. He found Lan Yuan and explained it to him face to face. Maybe Lan Yuan could forgive him?

"Sure enough, you haven't changed your address. I know you've always been a nostalgic person." Meng Jia spoke first.

Lan Yuan frowned, and her tone was a little impatient, "It has nothing to do with remembering the past or not, it's just that there is no money to exchange for it."

Meng Jia was choked all of a sudden, he forced a smile, "Did you take him home?" Meng Jia didn't see Fang Yao, which was good news for him.At least it means that the two did not live together, they both met their parents, and it developed to the point of discussing marriage.Either Fang Yao lied and deliberately angered him, or the relationship between the two of them was not as deep as imagined.Thinking of this, Meng Jia secretly rejoiced, maybe he still has a chance to win back Lanyuan!

Of course Lan Yuan knew who the "he" Meng Jia was talking about, but he didn't intend to talk to him at all, as if Meng Jia didn't exist.The gloomy face when he first met Meng Jia had returned to his usual indifference when no one was around, and he opened the door silently.Meng Jia followed Lan Yuan step by step, like a little tail hanging behind him.

Realizing that Meng Jia continued to move forward without self-knowledge, Lan Yuan turned around abruptly, her tall body standing at the door, like a silent wall.Lan Yuan's sudden pause startled Meng Jia, he stepped back reflexively, raised his head and looked at Lan Yuan aggrievedly.

"You can go back." Lan Yuan said bluntly, "I don't want anyone to visit my house."

Most of the hope that had just risen was extinguished by Lan Yuan's ruthless words. Meng Jia's eyelashes fluttered. It took him more than ten seconds to calm down his ups and downs. Same, can't wait to stay away from me? We can't have a good talk..."

"No!" Lan Yuan interrupted loudly, "You were the one who chased me back then, and you were the one who dumped me. Isn't it good that you start and end things?"

"Not good, not good at all." Meng Jia shook his head, looked at Lan Yuan pitifully with his big wet eyes, and said apologetically in a heartbreaking tone, "I'm sorry, A Yuan, I was wrong, I'm really sorry I know I was wrong, can you forgive me? I can wait until you completely forgive me for my mistakes, A Yuan, have you really forgotten all the beautiful things we have done in the past?"

Lan Yuan looked down at Meng Jia's lovely face coldly, always like this when they were together, if Meng Jia did something wrong, he would say sorry, and Lan Yuan would reply that it was okay, and the two immediately reconciled as before , as if nothing happened.Repeatedly, the initial sincere apology turned into a mechanical task over time, and neither of them realized that something was wrong. When Meng Jia crossed the line with her love and tolerance, everything was irreversible.

"Meng Jia, even if I forgive you, we won't be able to go back." Lan Yuan stared into Meng Jia's eyes, the indescribable complex emotions in his heart boiled like water, but his voice was unexpectedly calm and calm, "When we were together, how did I treat you?" You know it well. You want me to come out to prove my love for you, and I did it. You want a grand and romantic proposal, and I did it. No shit. In the end, you fucking ran away a week early. I really thank you for leaving me time to deal with the rest of the mess. Later, you even sent text messages to break up. You are really self-willed. Of course I I also have a responsibility, who let me spoil you, I will eat the huge bitter fruit. Now that you come back, you feel guilty, let me forgive you, I forgive, but our fate is over, there is no possibility."

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." Meng Jia grabbed Lan Yuan's cuff, apologizing almost in tears, "I was suddenly scared at the time, so I ran away with a fever, and then I calmed down and realized that I was wrong. I miss you I will never forgive me, so I took the initiative to break up, I really love you, you have to believe..."

Lan Yuan sneered in anger at Meng Jia's words, "Meng Jia, why are you growing old and not wise? The 'sorry' you said is worthless, do you know why? Because these three words mean nothing to you. Saying that you just follow the process instead of distracting your heart, you never reflect on yourself, what is the use of not correcting your mistakes? Marriage was proposed by you, not by me. If you are afraid, you can tell me, we can overcome it together, and even put The wedding date is postponed, since you chose to escape and retreat, you must bravely bear the consequences."

"Ah——" Lan Yuan sighed, because of his and Meng Jia's miss, if he had matured back then, and could have discovered and repaired the gap in their relationship in time, maybe they could rebuild the old relationship. On the other hand, they still stay where they are, and their steps are not consistent. Even if they reconcile, they will repeat the same mistakes.One party accommodates the other, and as time goes by, the love gradually diminishes, the hatred increases, and the lover becomes an enemy, which is too ugly, so let's just say, "Don't come to me again in the future, so we can get together and break up, and find someone who is willing to spoil you." After finishing speaking, Lan Yuan took off Meng Jia's hand grabbing his sleeve, pushed him along the way, and closed the door.

Meng Jia stared at the closed door with tears in his eyes, and tightened his lips after realizing it, "Bastard..." He cursed hoarsely, the embarrassment of being rejected and seeing Lan Yuan recalling his kindness, the former Immediately overwhelmingly gained the upper hand, "Hmph, it's good to get together and get together, I'm sure I can find someone who treats me better than you..."

beauty sniper

Putting aside the first love that was destined to be fruitless before it even started, the relationship with Meng Jia is the most unforgettable for Lan Yuan.Because of the extreme lack of family warmth, Lanyuan has always held a polarized attitude towards marriage. Sometimes she yearns for it hungrily, and sometimes avoids the fear and hatred of snakes and scorpions. Therefore, when Meng Jia proposed marriage, Lanyuan was not full of joy and did not hesitate. In the end, he tried hard to convince himself, buried his tangled and contradictory views on marriage and love, and summoned up all his courage to rebuild a new life with Meng Jia, but he never expected that Meng Jia, who he wanted to spend the rest of his life with, gave him a heavy blow in the end .

In this incident, Meng Jia's trauma to his heart was more lethal than the private discussions of relatives and friends. Since then, Lan Yuan has almost lost the ability to fall in love.Whenever he establishes a relatively close relationship with someone, he can't help thinking about the bad side. Negative emotions torment Lan Yuan's heart and gnaw at his good feelings. Every time he can't win, he simply chooses to break up.

It's been a long time since Lan Yuan has managed a relationship. Of course, the relationship with Fang Yao is an exception. After all, the interests are related, so he has to manage it well.

Turn off the switch, the sound of rushing water stopped, Lan Yuan wiped his body dry and put on his nightgown, his hair was still wet after he wiped it twice casually, he shook his head, water droplets flew out, Lan Yuan didn't care .Opening the bathroom door, hearing the phone ringing, Lan Yuan walked over to answer it without haste.

"Why did you go? Why did you pick it up? Are you so busy?" Fang Yao asked three times in a row.Facing Lan Yuan who answered the bell immediately, Fang Yao experienced for the first time the treatment of not answering several phone calls in a row. Later, the calls were made in a series of calls, and his accumulated temper immediately exploded when he heard Lan Yuan connected.

"I just went to take a shower, so I can't hear you." Lan Yuan explained briefly.

After two seconds of silence, Fang Yao asked nonsense, "Are you home?"

The caring words made Lan Yuan smile silently. He said "um" in a slightly nasal voice, and then said after a pause: "Meng Jia just came to see me, and I made a complete break with him."

Fang Yao, who was lying on his stomach, turned over, staring at the elegant ceiling, secretly pleased, but complained angrily, "Why are you telling me this? Who am I to you?"

The sweet smile on Fang Yao's face was not because Lan Yuan told him about it without any concealment, but because it was associated with Lan Yu.Whenever Fang Yao feels jealous, Lan Yu always finds out his little thoughts at the first time, and explains frankly to avoid misunderstanding.Fang Yao Sometimes