Five years simulation three years first

As soon as the commendation meeting was over, Ms. Shen Yingying slipped away faster than anyone else and disappeared in the blink of an eye.Yu Shaochun seemed to be used to it, and strolled to Feng Zhou's side, ready to walk with him.

"Where's your mom?"

"It seems that I went shopping with my little sister," Yu Shaochun said, "I heard from her that there is a game at night."

Feng Zhou followed the crowd a few steps outside the school gate when he was suddenly pinched by the shoulder.He thought it was Yu Shaochun messing around again, but just as he was about to let him go, a face full of pimples appeared in front of him.

Feng Tiancai was wearing red, yellow, purple and black clothes, chewing bubble gum, raised an eyebrow and looked at him: "Hey, isn't this my cousin?"

Feng Zhou froze for a moment: "Why do you..."

"I came to pick up my little girlfriend from school," Feng Tiancai turned the keys of the motorcycle in his hand, and looked him up and down intentionally or unintentionally, "She is in the first year of your school, I wonder if you have heard of my cousin's name?" ?”

"Let go." Feng Zhou said.

Instead of letting go, Feng Tiancai gripped even tighter.

He shook Feng Zhou's shoulder vigorously: "Your mother slapped my mother last time, do you think I have to get it back?"

Feng Zhou didn't speak, and reached out to push away the hand tightly clasped on his shoulder.

Feng Tiancai let go of his shoulders, and grabbed his wrist with his backhand: "What's wrong, cousin? Didn't your mother commit a crime?"

He smiled and approached Feng Zhou: "Or is it that your mother didn't want you a long time ago, so that's why you didn't come to the parent-teacher meeting?"

"What's none of your business?" Feng Zhou said, "Let go."

"Either give me two slaps to vent my anger, or here—" he pointed to the school gate, "admit loudly that you are an orphan without a mother."

Feng Zhou punched his disgusting face with a backhand, but was cut off halfway.Feng Tiancai grabbed his hand like playing with a child, restraining all his resistance without much effort.

Yu Shaochun saw that Feng Zhou had an argument with someone, so he ran over quickly: "What's wrong?"

The passers-by stood and wanted to watch the excitement, blocking the school gate completely.Being stared at by so many people, Feng Zhou suddenly panicked and wanted to break free from Feng Tiancai's hand and leave.Feng Tiancai didn't want to let him go so easily, and watched Feng Zhou's futile resistance with a sneer on his face.

Grandma and grandfather have always favored Feng Qingqing since they were young, and even loved Feng Zhou more than Feng Tiancai.Feng Zhou has been competitive since he was a child, his grades are good and he is likable. Li Hui said every day that his grandmother's house and inheritance would be taken away by the elder sister's family sooner or later, and even compared him with Feng Zhoutong, and then scolded him for being useless.

Feng Tiancai may be the person in the world who most wants Feng Zhou to disappear.

"What are you doing?" Yu Shaochun said, "Let go quickly, if you don't let go, I'll call the teacher."

Feng Tiancai looked at him with curled lips: "Who are you?"

Yu Shaochun stretched out his hand and pulled his hand off, blocking Feng Zhou's face: "Who are you?"

"I'm his cousin," Feng Tiancai squeezed out a kind smile, "I met my cousin to catch up on the old days, what's the matter? Who are you to meddle in my business?"

Yu Shaochun thought to himself, are you reminiscing about the past? Your eyes are full of killing intent.

He sized up Feng Tiancai's outfit and felt blinded by the color palette: "I'm his friend."

"I mean cousin," Feng Tiancai looked at Feng Zhou behind Yu Shaochun, "you actually have friends? Do your friends know that you are an orphan?"

Feng Zhou couldn't hear what he said clearly, but the whispers of the people around him seemed to be amplified hundreds of times in his ears, and he could hear every word clearly, but he didn't know what they were talking about.He only felt a buzzing pain in his head and wanted to leave this place quickly.

Get out of here quickly, get out of the crowd, as long as you get out of the crowd, you won't be embarrassed.

Yu Shaochun didn't know which Five Fingers Mountain this color palette came from, so he took out a handful of scraps of banknotes and stuffed them into Feng Tiancai's pocket, and said sincerely, "I don't have much cash. Let me borrow you to go to the brain department next door to make an appointment to treat hydrocephalus. Don’t feel embarrassed, Feng Xueba’s cousin is my cousin, and I’m happy to raise water for my cousin.”

It was the first time that Feng Tiancai was so annoyed by someone, he didn't know what to say for a while, he stared at Yu Shaochun, as if he wanted to eat the person in front of him: "Are you trying to meddle in other people's business?"

"That's right," Yu Shaochun said naturally, "I'm not here to meddle in other people's business, what am I going to do? Watch your opera, cousin?"

Feng Tiancai gritted his teeth and asked him: "Being friends with an orphan, are you also an orphan?"

Yu Shaochun originally hid himself with a playful expression, but suddenly kicked hard and went straight to Feng Tiancai's lower body.

Chickens fly eggs, the world is peaceful.

Feng Tiancai was caught off guard by his kick, and bent down in pain, with a grim expression on his face.

"Every mouth is an orphan," Yu Shaochun said, pointing to his nose, "I think you are the orphan without a mother."

Seeing a crowd of people blocking the door, the gatekeeper came late with a water glass: "What are you doing? Can't others get away when you're stuck here? Which school do you belong to? Why aren't you wearing a school uniform?"

Feng Zhou came back to his senses, grabbed Yu Shaochun's sleeve and walked out of the school gate.Seeing his aggressiveness, the people around quickly made way for him.

Yu Shaochun felt that he was pulled away just two seconds after he became handsome, with a puzzled expression on his face: "I haven't had enough beating yet, Feng Xueba, why are you leaving?"

Feng Zhouzhou dragged him into a side road with few people before letting go.Yu Shaochun staggered a few steps forward and stood firm. Looking back, he saw Feng Zhou half squatting, panting with his hands on his knees.

Yu Shaochun slowly squatted down: "Feng Xueba, what's wrong?"

Feng Zhou shook his head.

"you......"

Yu Shaochun sighed, not knowing how to persuade him.

Feng Zhou adjusted his mood and slowly straightened up.However, Yu Shaochun still kept squatting and looked up at him: "Feng Xueba, do you want to tell me what happened?"

Feng Zhou still shook his head.

He straightened the collar that had been messed up during the dispute just now, straightened the strap of the schoolbag on his shoulder, and walked towards the intersection step by step.

Yu Shaochun just squatted on the ground, quietly watching him move away from him.The sky and the earth were gloomy, the lights dimmed, and the clouds pressed down heavily, squeezing the world into a box as small as a can.

Feng Zhou walked very slowly, his back slightly hunched, as if a mountain was pressing on it.

Those who walked were out of breath, and those who watched were out of breath.

Yu Shaochun opened his mouth to stop him, but hesitated again.

He suddenly had a feeling somewhere.

If he doesn't stop calling Feng Zhou, this fresher, brighter, cuter Feng Zhou may disappear again, replaced by the original cold and stiff little robot who only knows how to study and learn.

He will return to the original darkness and continue to be a lonely star.

Feng Zhou staggered to the intersection, feeling that he had exhausted all his strength.He really wanted to just sit down and rest for a while, but his legs still moved forward mechanically, telling him not to stop.

From being sensible, everyone told him not to stop, you haven't done enough, you can do better.

You can't stop, surpassing others is the only meaning of your life in the world, if you lose this meaning, you might as well die.

"Feng Zhou," a voice suddenly came from behind, pulling back his emotions that were only a thin line away from collapse, "Aren't you tired?"

He stopped, turned his head slowly, and saw the boy squatting under the dim streetlight, looking at him with his cheek resting on one hand.

"Leave me alone." Feng Zhou's voice trembled.

Yu Shaochun patted his pants and stood up: "Take a rest when you're tired, it's no big deal."

Feng Zhou watched him being slowly approached by the elongated shadow of the street lamp, and felt panic for no reason.

do not come near me.

The pride engraved in the bones of young people that grows with age is silently causing trouble, as if as long as others don't see the embarrassed look, this panic and helplessness have never happened.

Feng Zhou slowly clenched his fists, still forcibly maintaining his almost collapsed emotions, and said in a hoarse voice for some reason: "I told you to leave me alone."

"Who cares about you? You're being passionate," Yu Shaochun looked at him with a smile, "I just want to treat you to ice, what flavor do you want?"

Yu Shaochun took him to sit on a step next to him, and went to the small shop next to him to buy things.He spent a long time picking and picking in the freezer, and after he picked out two ice creams, he turned around and saw Feng Zhou sitting on the steps obediently, looking up at the sky, wondering what he was thinking.

"Here." Yu Shaochun handed him the strawberry flavored one.

Feng Zhou slowly opened the packaging bag and took a bite, the smell of some inferior essence lingered in every taste bud: "...too sweet."

Yu Shaochun held his chocolate-flavored one in his mouth, and said vaguely: "Life is hard enough, eat something sweet to adjust it."

"I……"

Feng Zhou spoke the first word as if making up his mind suddenly, and then fell into a long silence.

Yu Shaochun waited patiently for him to continue.He felt that the matter about the family might be an abscess on Feng Zhou's heart, and it took a lot of courage to uncover it.

He hummed the song "Kebler" softly, biting the ice cream in his hand.

"That idiot just now was my cousin. He was pressed on the head by his mother when he was a child and compared with me and that, which created a psychological shadow. We all go to the same school in elementary school, junior high school, and he spread rumors every day that I was an orphan and made me be punished by everyone. The class is isolated." Feng Zhou said softly.

Yu Shaochun waited for a long time but still didn't say anything: "It's gone?"

"Gone."

"No," he looked at Feng Zhou inexplicably, "Is this the end?"

Feng Zhou looked at him slightly sideways.

Yu Shaochun froze for a moment.

He inexplicably read a bit of sadness in Feng Zhou's expression, as if his body was just a prison made of a shell, and a lonely soul was imprisoned inside, making a silent and piercing cry for help.

"What if a person wants to resist but doesn't have the courage to resist?"

"Then muster up all the courage to resist," Yu Shaochun said, "I was not so free when I was a child, it was the freedom that came from fighting wits and courage with my parents."

Feng Zhou smiled silently: "I'm not smart, I don't have your brains."

He looked up at the twilight sky: "I can't resist, I can't get out. At least your parents still love you, I..."

Feng Zhou stopped suddenly when he said this, and didn't continue talking.

Yu Shaochun vaguely guessed what he was hesitant to say, and after a long silence, he opened his arms to him: "Come and hug one."

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"Hold me," the boy stood stubbornly on the spot, "I read in the book that you won't be sad if you hug me."

Feng Zhou shook his head, stood up and was about to throw the ice cream wrapper into the trash can, but was dragged into his arms.The faint scent of lemongrass suddenly broke into his world, making him suffocate.

"It will get better," Yu Shaochun patted him on the back like a child, "One day you will come out, Feng Xueba is amazing, I believe you can do it."