I'm tired of love

After dawdling in the room for a long time, Fang Jiyun didn't dare to come out. He had just been confessed, and he still didn't know how to face his brother.

"Why don't you go to school?" Fang Jiyu knocked on the door.

Surprised by his brother's voice, Fang Jiyun quickly picked up his schoolbag and walked to the door, put his hand on the doorknob, and hesitated to open the door again.

what to do?What do you want to say when you see your brother?What should I say if he asks me if I agree to him?Would it make me look too casual if I promised him?If I don't promise him, will he ignore me in the future?what to do?

Fang Jiyun was very tangled.

Fang Jiyu outside saw that there was still no movement in the room, and when he raised his hand to knock on the door again, he also hesitated, and his hand stopped in the air.

What should I say when I see this kid?Does he already hate me?I haven't come out for so long, you must think I'm sick!They're all men, and they're brothers in the legal sense, my God!He must see me as a pervert!When he came out and saw me, he would immediately reject me and tell me to stay away from him!

The more he thought about it, the more frightened he became, Fang Jiyu let go of the thought of knocking on the door, turned around, and hurried away.

Fang Jiyun saw that the time for school was getting closer, and finally he mustered up the courage to open the door.Dozens of possibilities that had been expected were wiped out, because Fang Jiyu was nowhere to be seen in the living room.

"Where's the person?" Fang Jiyun was stunned, feeling depressed all of a sudden.

It turned out that this was just his wishful thinking, Fang Jiyun thought.

When I arrived at school, this loss has been hanging on my face.

"Hey, are you alright when you got home last night?" During class, Fang Yuan couldn't help asking at the same table.

"Ah? Last night..." Fang Jiyun was stunned for a moment before he came back to his senses, "By the way, what happened last night? I don't remember at all!"

His head still hurts from the alcohol.

Fang Yuan said tentatively: "Yesterday your brother almost beat me, and told me to stay away from you in the future, and said..."

"What?" Fang Jiyun asked.

Fang Yuan stared into Fang Jiyun's eyes: "He said you belonged to him, and told me not to have any unreasonable thoughts about you! Do you...do you like men?"

Fang Yuan caught the trace of happiness in Fang Jiyun's eyes from unexpected to reasonable eyes.

Turning around and laying down on the table, Fang Yuan sighed clearly: "It seems that I really have no chance! If I had known that you have the same orientation as me, I wouldn't have to worry about being rejected by you! Hey!"

The amount of information in this sentence is too large, and Fang Jiyun was confused by Fang Yuan's nonsensical "confession" before he could react from his brother's words.

"Do you like your brother?" Fang Yuan suddenly raised his head and asked.

"I..." Fang Jiyun couldn't keep up with the rhythm, but the expression on his face honestly "betrayed" him.

His thoughts are always written on his face, and he will not lie.

Before Fang Jiyun could speak, Fang Yuan laughed: "Okay, I know! When he doesn't want you anymore, you come to me, I will wait for you forever! Haha! Just kidding! I'm going to the bathroom .” As soon as the words fell, Fang Yuan got up and left the seat with a smile on his face.

Sitting blankly, Fang Jiyun didn't come back to his senses for a long time.

Fang Yuan threw him a mess, and he couldn't sort it out for a while.

Are you kidding me?His joke is really a bit annoying.

And outside the classroom, he almost ran to the toilet, rushed into the cubicle, closed the door, and he leaned against the door panel and gasped heavily.

Closing his eyes, patting his thumping heart, a drop of tear actually fell from the corner of his eye, sliding down quietly down his cheek.

The secret love of nearly two years ended quietly like this.

It took a long, long time before he calmed down, let out a long breath, and a faint smile appeared on Junyi's face.Walking out of the toilet as usual, no one noticed the abnormality he had, and no one knew what he had experienced. Only his own memory left a trace of the bitterness of youth.

The cruelest thing is a secret love, who thinks he is giving silently and is full of sincerity, but is full of expectations but is stifled before confessing.The most heartbreaking thing is waiting, time has passed, I have imagined thousands of kisses, and finally I only get myself alone, in a dark corner, two lines of tears, and then I have to force my smile.