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When the elevator door was about to open, the kiss between Ke Shangchun and Su Ming had just come to an end; he stepped back and saw the other party's slightly shy expression, and couldn't help smiling - he liked every deep kiss, the other party's face this expression.

But this does not mean that Su Ming is a shy person.In sex, Ke Shangchun always felt that Su Ming was more open-minded than himself. Naturally, he could not be regarded as rigid in this regard. Going to bed, the emotions flowing between each other are no longer the same.

The two walked out of the elevator, and Ke Shangchun went to hold Su Ming's hand together.When there is no one in private, the two get along like ordinary couples. Although they don't hug each other, they do things like holding hands and kissing.

Frankly speaking, this was a rather novel experience for Ke Shangchun—he had never imagined before that he could hold hands with the people he associates with like young people in their teens and 20s.

——Never thought that he would have such a close relationship with anyone.

But chance is like this.

What I thought I would not do or try was impossible before, but now I do it because of the other party.If you know who he used to be, and see him now, you will definitely be surprised.

When getting in the car, Su Ming put on his glasses again.Ke Shangchun only found out later that the former actually has hyperopia, but it is not too serious, so he does not need to wear glasses for a long time.

However, because of work, Su Ming sometimes has to stare at the computer screen for a long time, and his eyes are inevitably sore and sensitive to light. Therefore, if he happens to go out, he will wear glasses like he does now.

"If you're tired, it won't matter if Zheng Bin doesn't come out." Ke Shangchun said, putting on his seat belt.

"Well, I have to come out to eat too."

Hearing this, Ke Shangchun couldn't help thinking of the microwave food that the other party's refrigerator was always full of.That's why this person can't get fat all the time.He sighed inwardly.

In fact, Su Ming knows how to cook, but he doesn't like it very much. It's a pity about the kitchen—but the pity in the apartment is not only there, but also the living room and bedroom, except for the room where the other party works.

Although I don’t go there often, every time I go, I can always see a lot of books and materials piled up on the desk where the other party works, and there will be full ashtrays and used mugs on the ground on one side.

——Seeing this, he didn't think the other party was sloppy, on the contrary, he felt soft somewhere in his heart.No one is perfect, if two people want to be together, naturally they don't want to only see the beautiful side.Occasionally, when I see a little flaw in the other party, I feel that the relationship is a little more intimate.

However, after the two got together, the way of life has not changed much from before, and they usually live their own lives as usual, and the time and method of meeting also remain the same.

They also meet outside, have dinner and go to a hotel, and occasionally... For example, now, it's a little late, and they will go to one of them's home.

Ordinary people are always eager to have each other's space and even time after the relationship between each other has advanced a little bit, as if they have to see each other anytime, anywhere.

——It’s all asking for, not really giving and sharing.

But the so-called giving and sharing, how is the boundary divided?

Ke Shangchun hasn't figured it out yet, but he also feels that maintaining the original state doesn't seem to be bad for their relationship.He couldn't help but glance at Su Ming - the other party never said anything bad.

The latter stared at the road ahead, and the hair on his forehead was pulled to one side, but it seemed to be so long that it almost covered half of his line of sight.

"how?"

Feeling his gaze, Su Ming asked.

"...It grows longer again." Ke Shangchun said casually, comparing his hair with one hand: "Like me, the speed of growing it is not as fast as your haircut."

"You look so good-looking." Su Ming said flatly.

Unexpectedly being praised, Ke Shangchun couldn't help feeling embarrassed.He looked away to hide the embarrassment in his heart, but his face was still calm, and he talked about other things naturally.

Having been together for more than a year, between the two of them, Su Ming still talks a little less, but when it comes to flirting or doing certain things, the other party is more straightforward than him - his face is still plain and natural, even a little shy Can't see you.

Before they were really together, Ke Shangchun didn't notice this much, but he also knew that Su Ming had always understood the little entanglement in his heart—so when the two were still formally friends, Words that were too intimate were never spoken.

And he himself... It's not that he doesn't want to say it now, it's just that sometimes he just can't resist the awkwardness in his heart.

In order to divert attention, Ke Shangchun talked about receiving Chen Congwen's wedding invitation.Su Ming also remembers this college classmate, or in other words, no one in the class knows this character.

Chen Congwen devoted himself to the road of business. Since college, he learned to buy and sell stocks and earned a little capital to start a business. Now he is the boss of a large company and also owns a publishing company.

Zhao Xin, Su Ming's literary agent and friend, is in the literary agency department of this company.Ke Shangchun met the latter two or three times, and they didn't talk too much, at most they just nodded their heads.

But Zhao Xin knew about his relationship with Su Ming.

Regarding this point, frankly speaking, he has always been very curious - I don't know how Su Ming talks about himself to the other party - and he still talks about his feelings for female friends.

Maybe, Su Ming just explained it in one simple sentence.

Ke Shangchun lived in an apartment with an additional parking space, but he did not buy a car. He negotiated with the landlord not to pay the fee when he rented it. However, the landlord still kept the parking space and did not return it to the community committee.After the two were together, for convenience, he contacted the landlord again and rented the right to use the parking space.

After the car was parked, the two took the elevator to the apartment floor.Ke Shangchun opened the door with the key, and turned on the light next to the entrance as soon as he entered.

The dim yellow light was turned on, vaguely projecting into the faint living room furnishings.He changed his shoes, walked into the living room, and turned on the standing lamp next to the sofa, and the hall was completely bright in an instant.

Su Ming closed the door behind him and walked over.

Ke Shangchun put the things in his hands on the sofa first, and when he turned around, he saw that he had taken off his glasses and was putting them on the coffee table.There were some newspapers and magazines on it, as well as unopened bills.

"Would you like some tea?" he asked.

"Okay." Su Ming said, sat down on the sofa, and picked up the magazines on the coffee table.

Ke Shangchun went to the kitchen.The kitchen here is the same as abroad, it is open, and the situation in the living room can be seen clearly at a glance.

So when he was making tea, he caught a glimpse of another magazine in Su Ming's hand.He thought for a while, and picked up the brewed tea one by one.

"My apartment is about to arrive on a half-year lease. The landlord notified me in advance that he intends to sell it, so that I have time to make preparations for moving." As soon as it passed, Ke Shangchun put down his tea, sat next to Su Ming and Open your mouth and explain why you bought those intelligence magazines that rent and sell houses.

The landlord actually hinted that if he wanted to buy the original house, he could buy it, and it would be cheaper for him.He was still a little hesitant, so he didn't give an answer immediately, and the other party didn't urge him, anyway, it was still a long time before the due date.

However, he passed the bookstore a few days ago, after thinking about it, he bought these intelligence magazines and came back.

"You want to see all of these?"

Su Ming suddenly asked, pointing to several circled places on the page.

"Well, it should be." Ke Shangchun said, and after drinking the tea, he added: "Actually, I'm a little hesitant to buy this place."

For him, moving is not troublesome at all, the trouble is looking at the house.Judging by how busy he has been recently, if he wants to seriously look for a house without affecting his work, he will have to squeeze his rest time, and he will have to devote all his energy to it.

Su Ming nodded without expressing any opinion.

Then, when it was too late, the two of them entered the room together after bathing separately.

The number of times they have gone to bed is already countless, and the relationship between them is not the same. There is no need to specialize in this aspect, it is natural.

After Ke Shangchun adjusted the brightness of the bedside lamp, he went to kiss Su Ming. After a while, the kiss was deep, and his lips and tongue were intertwined.

"Um……"

I don't know who couldn't bear it and backed away first, let out a low gasp, but no one had time to distract, just kissed each other again, and gradually explored the same hot body after bathing.

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To do and to love is both torture and enjoyment.

It is not an exaggeration to say that it is an addiction.This kind of addiction will intensify the idea of ​​wanting to be attached, and only then will I feel that I am still not satisfied just getting to this point in the relationship.

...not deep enough.

But how can it be profound?Every time Ke Shangchun always thought of an unknown point, he suddenly felt blocked and couldn't continue all his thoughts.

Because it is like this now, he feels that there is nothing wrong with it.

Ke Shangchun still felt dazed, but as soon as he opened his eyes, he subconsciously pressed the alarm clock that rang twice.But he didn't get up immediately, and he was still lying on the bed.

He didn't sleep well.Why is it bad, but he can't figure it out.Every time I go to bed with Su Ming, when it gets intense, a thought will vaguely appear in my heart; but what I thought at that time, I can't remember it carefully after the passion subsides.

——just bored in my heart.

He was stunned for a moment, then heard a vibration around him, followed by another rustling.He turned over and saw that Su Ming had sat up and went to get the mobile phone beside the bed.

Ke Shangchun glanced at the clock on the wall again. It was already six o'clock in the morning, and he sat up.

Su Ming heard the movement, and moved his eyes from the phone.

"...Did it bother you?"

The corner of Ke Shangchun's mouth was slightly twitched, and he wanted to ask who sent the message so early, but he changed his words: "No. I'm the one who bothered you, the alarm clock rang just now."

——Actually, if you don’t ask, he can probably guess it.It should be Zhao Xin who will send a message to Su Ming early in the morning, probably to urge the progress of the former's manuscript.

"Well."

Ke Shangchun smiled at the other party, said nothing more, covered his sleepy hair, then lifted the quilt and got up.When he came out of the shower, Su Ming had pulled the quilt back and lay back.

Without yelling, he went directly to the dressing room in the room, tidied himself up, then went out to the kitchen, made himself a cup of coffee and made black tea.

It was still early—he was used to getting up earlier.He took out the fresh milk from the refrigerator, added it to the steaming black coffee and black tea, and brought it to the living room.He sat on the sofa, took the bills that had been on the coffee table for several days, and opened them to look.

Then he saw the wedding invitation he brought back last night.

Judging from Su Ming's answer last night, he probably didn't receive Chen Congwen's post.This also means that even if the former handed over the book to Chen Congwen's company for publishing because of Zhao Xin, he still had no personal contact with him.

Ke Shangchun was thinking, and found the invitation card for Tian Fuxin's photography exhibition.

Maybe... Ask Su Ming if he wants to go with him?This thought vaguely flashed through his mind, and he heard the sound of the door opening.

Su Ming had tidied up, but he was still sleepy mentally.

"Drink?" He put the card under the bill and pointed to another cup on the tea table.

"thanks."

Su Ming said in a low voice, and came to sit on the sofa, picked up the cup with his hand, and drank slowly.Ke Shangchun started to fold all the magazines on the coffee table neatly, and when the other party finished drinking, he took his cup to the kitchen and washed it, and it was almost time.

"Let's go." Su Ming said, got up and put on his coat.

"Um."

Today is not a holiday, and both of them still have jobs; although Su Ming is free to work, Ke Shangchun is not—he has to go to the company to deal with things.

On non-weekday holidays, they would still meet and maintain their old habits. Most of them would not stay overnight in hotels, and they rarely stayed at each other’s homes. Occasionally, they would meet once or twice, just like last night, so in the morning Su Ming would meet with them. Ke Shangchun went out together, and sent the latter to the company before returning.

It was early in the morning, not only were there fewer pedestrians, but the traffic flow was still very deserted at this time. If you don't deliberately drive fast, you can basically arrive at the company in less than an hour.

When passing a big intersection, Ke Shangchun glanced at the conspicuous wedding cake advertisement on the vertical board.He thought about it silently, and only opened his mouth when he was almost there.

"I received a box of wedding cakes yesterday."

"..."

"The signature on the card is Tian Fuxin."

Su Ming put both hands on the steering wheel. Hearing this, he glanced at Ke Shangchun. "Is she going to get married?" He turned his gaze back and said, "Is the partner a man? Or a woman?"

Ke Shangchun was completely stunned by his last sentence, and blurted out: "You know her..."

"Well, it doesn't count as knowing." Su Ming said flatly.

"Then what?" Ke Shangchun was still surprised and didn't know how to ask.

"When she was in college, she was always very popular, regardless of gender." Su Ming said directly: "Several junior girls in the student union all liked her."

No!Lin Tiyun is one of them.Ke Shangchun smiled, and he couldn't help wondering whether Su Ming knew about those two people a long time ago.

However, Tian Fuxin and Lin Tiyun were together for two or three years, and Su Ming hadn't been in contact with them for a long time.He thought for a while before speaking again.

"...The wedding cake is not to celebrate her marriage. Before, um, I don't know if I mentioned it to you. She has become a photographer and is quite famous. There will be an exhibition this weekend. The wedding cake is made by her company A publicity stunt."

"Oh, that's right."

Ke Shangchun heard Su Ming respond in a neutral tone, and was really not sure what the latter was thinking, but now that he had spoken, he didn't care what the other party thought, and then continued.

"She used to only take pictures of landscapes, but this time she took pictures of people. You know the model, she is a junior from our university..."

"Sister? Lin Tiyun?" Su Ming interrupted suddenly.

Ke Shangchun was startled, and blurted out: "Do you really remember?"

"Um."

"..."

Frankly speaking, Ke Shangchun really didn't expect Su Ming to remember it. Although the other party had seen it in the magazine last time, he also said that he had contacts with Lin Tiyun, and reminded the other party that he had taken pictures for her in the past.But even so, he felt that Su Ming would forget it after he said it.

At this moment, he suddenly didn't know how to ask the next question, so he couldn't help but remain silent.

On the contrary, Su Ming opened his mouth suddenly, but he mentioned something else: "...Do you really want to see the house these days?"

"..."

"Really?" Su Ming asked again.

"It should be..." Ke Shangchun was a little confused by the question, and replied hesitantly.He didn't know why the other party suddenly became interested in this matter, but he also told the other party what the landlord had said to him.

"Well, this...it's actually not as good as buying it directly."

After listening, Su Ming said so.

Ke Shangchun wanted to say something, seeing that he had already driven to an intersection in front of the company, he also felt that the speed of the car gradually slowed down, and he stopped at the side of the road.

It's not that they keep going to the entrance of Ke Shangchun's company on purpose, but it's just that it's more convenient for Su Ming to leave in a while, and he can turn right and take another road without turning back.So Ke Shangchun always asked Su Ming to stop here, and it was not far to walk there by himself.

But seeing the car stop at this moment, Ke Shangchun put what he wanted to say to the bottom of his heart first. "I'm leaving," he said, grabbing his stuff and opening the car door.

But he didn't close the door immediately, he looked at Su Ming and smiled, then said goodbye and closed the door.After watching the car drive away, he slowly crossed the road.

This difference is completely the same as before, but today...

He couldn't tell what was going on in his heart, but he couldn't help but sigh when he thought that what he should have said just now hadn't come out of his mouth, he felt helpless at the situation where he was in such an up and down situation unintentionally.