A transnational year-end love

Lu Chi leaned against the wall, closed his eyes, and grasped the wall tightly.

"Husband... I'm sorry..." Tong Xin kept repeating and sobbing in a low voice.

"Wife..." Lu Chi murmured involuntarily in response to her, after all, he was still so reluctant to see her cry, and his steps just stopped because of Zhou Feng's words.

"Tong Xin! Go back with me, you should always think about the child in your stomach?! Are you not afraid of accidents to the child if you are so heartbroken? Come home with me first!"

No wonder, I went to the hospital...

Lu Chi slipped to the ground and couldn't stand up for a long time. After an unknown period of time, her consciousness and soul seemed to return to her body. She stood up slowly, and walked out slowly while leaning on the corner of the wall.

She, he, they...have a baby...

Another two months later.

The phone is turned off, MSN is not available, and Lu Chi is concentrating on her career. She can't stop her steps and thoughts, and absolutely can't... All operations are on the right track, and her career is gradually becoming successful, but there is no one to share her joy. , also... no feeling of joy at all...

During the day, you can numb yourself with non-stop work, but at night, it is so difficult... Lu Chi became afraid of the night...

Unable to fall asleep in a place that smelled of her, Lu Chi went to the living room and sat on the sofa, poured a glass of wine, took out his mobile phone and looked at Tong Xin's photos, and the text messages she had sent, all of which he was reluctant to delete.

While watching, I think back to the details of being with her, her cuteness, her giving, her tenderness...Looking at the phone alone, laughing and crying, pressing the number I know by heart, I can't help but want to hear Just listen to her voice.

Is she okay?what is she doing now

Tong Xin, how is he treating you?

The screen of the mobile phone is bright and dark, dark and bright.

child...

child!

This message suddenly struck into my mind like lightning!

"Well..."

Lu Chi raised his hand to cover his heart, and the pain started again from time to time every day...

Don't remember!Don't remember! !

"Are you okay?" Sasha came out of the room.

Lu Chi hurriedly wiped his eyes, put the phone lock screen in his pocket, "I'm thirsty, come out and drink some fruit wine."

The child came over and sat next to her, glanced at her reddish eyes without any trace, "Miss my mother?"

Inexplicably, her nose was soured by the child's question, she embraced her relationship with Tong Xin with a maturity and tolerance beyond her age.

Lu Chi stroked Sasha's long hair and helped her brush it back together, "A little bit."

"I heard from my mother that my grandma had a dystocia when she gave birth to my mother and almost died, so their relationship was very good before my grandpa passed away."

"Hmm..." The child bit his lip after finishing speaking, Lu Chi knew that she had something to say, "What's the matter, what do you want to say?"

"Well...my mother...had a fetal gas, and my grandma didn't let my mother go out. As a result, my mother...became ill. She has been ill for a month. Xiaolu, how about...you go Look at her." Lu Chi saw the worry deep in Sasha's eyes.

"I've been sick for so long... I... I didn't tell her my new mobile phone number. I just wanted to be quiet, and I didn't think about cutting off contact with your mother." Lu Chi stood up suddenly.

She must be very ill...

"I won't tell you that my mother is alone and helpless in her illness. She must be happy when you go to see her, maybe her illness will recover sooner." Sasha felt that she should tell her about this.

"Go! Let's go together!"

Just yesterday, just now, she was still thinking and making up her mind, but as soon as she got hurt, she felt so distressed that she couldn't help herself.

The two arrived at Tong's mother's house, and Zhou Feng was also there.

Since Tong Xin's remarriage, Tong's mother was no longer so aggressive towards Lu Chi. Although there was still a gap in her heart, her attitude changed a lot, and she also felt that her daughter cared about her beyond the ordinary.

Tong Xin had a child, and for Tong's mother, it gave her a new hope. After nearly half a year of combined conditioning and medication, it is obvious that the old man's condition has turned a corner.

Pregnant women suffer the most from illness, so try not to use drugs, otherwise it will have a great impact on the fetus.

Lu Chi and Sasha came to Tong Xin's room. This was the first time Lu Chi came here.

Mother Tong and Zhou Feng followed behind.

The dim light from the dim desk lamp hit Tong Xin's fragile face.

This...is this her Tong Xin?

Lu Chi approached Tong Xin slowly step by step. Her Tong Xin was so quiet, her face was as pale as paper, her brows were deeply furrowed, as if she was enveloped by a nightmare and couldn't wake up.

I almost don't recognize her...

Squatting down, Lu Chi stretched out his hand tremblingly, and held Tong Xin's slender palm. Her blood vessels were clearly visible, and her joints protruded. She stuck it to her cheek and caressed it slowly, on her ring finger she was still wearing the ring she gave her... only this ring...

Lu Chi gently stroked Tong Xin's brows and eyes with his left hand inch by inch. It's been two months and I haven't seen him in so many days...Your dark circles are so heavy, your complexion is so bad, and your cheeks are thin and straight .

Does she sleep like this every day?Her palms were so hot that she couldn't take medicine, so she felt uncomfortable, her Tong Xin...

Seeing Tong Xin who was so frail and thin, Lu Chi was so distressed that he could not help himself.

"I was late...I ran away...I'm sorry...for making you suffer...I didn't mean to alienate you...I...I just can't think about you..." Lu Chi's tears fell on Tong Xin's slightly swollen belly.

"You have, already have a baby, these two months I...I tell myself every day, every minute, don't think, don't think, but I still can't control myself, when I lie alone at night When we were in bed, I was thinking, what are you doing? You, what are you doing? Is he holding you in his arms like I used to?! He... Kiss like I used to be Looking at you? He... like I used to be... Whenever I am going crazy and going crazy! I want to rush in front of you and wring his neck!" Lu Chi tilted his head and kissed Kissed Tong Xin's soft and slender fingers, held them together, and clasped her fingers tightly, "I'm crazy with jealousy! I'm crazy with anger! I shouldn't have cut off contact with you without a word, I can't find I, you must be very anxious, always talking about protecting you, caring for you, and taking good care of you, but now I have made you bedridden. Get well soon! Wake up, I am here, no more You can't be contacted! Don't punish yourself like this, okay? I don't blame you and don't blame you! Don't fall asleep like this!"

Lu Chi lowered her head and hugged Tong Xin, crying silently like rain, who could she tell her heart was like a knife?This moment is such a fear of losing her!If she made a mistake, she didn't dare to think about it!I dare not even think about it!

"What should I do with you? What should I do with you? Tong Xin..."

Button button button, Zhou Feng knocked on the door and came in, "She hasn't eaten today, she has been talking about wanting to eat your cooking, go to the kitchen and make some porridge for her." The radiance on Zhou Feng's face on the wedding day is gone .

Lu Chi wiped the corners of his eyes with his hand, gently wiped the sweat from Tong Xin's forehead, slowly put down her wrist, got up and walked to the door, "Okay."

She didn't eat all day, what about yesterday, the day before yesterday, the day before yesterday?These sixty days...

While helping Tong Xin cook porridge and cooking, he felt sorry for her, and a deeper layer of self-blame and guilt spread in Lu Chi's heart.

After cooking the porridge, I fried some cabbage, and when it was a little colder, Lu Chi helped Tong Xin bring it into the room. As soon as he opened the door of the room, he saw Tong Xin leaning on the bed and looking at him...

With just one glance, Lu Chi dared not look at her again!

There are too many emotions in her moist and weak eyes, missing, sad, lost, praying, wronged, looking forward to...

Neither of the two spoke.

Lu Chi put down the bowl and chopsticks, looked at the tip of his shoe, his heart was shaking.She knew that Tong Xin was watching her.

Half an hour passed.

"You...you finally, finally came..." Tong Xin murmured softly with a hoarse voice, tears streaming down like pearls with broken strings.

Totally uncontrollable emotions.

"En!" Lu Chihui shook Tong Xin's soft and slender fingers and nodded repeatedly, erupting with emotion.

"Come on, I'll feed you." Lu Chi swallowed hard, and pretending to be calm, he picked up a spoon to fill a spoonful of porridge and lifted it to Tong Xin's mouth. Tong Xin held the spoon in his mouth, and tears fell into the bowl.

Lu Chi's throat was choked when he saw it, how could he not know that she missed herself and the taste of cooking...

"Is it delicious?" When he spoke, his voice was already nasal.

"Hmm..." Nodding and crying.

"Then eat more." Lu Chi fed her a mouthful of vegetables and porridge, looking at her face so close, he really wanted to hug her in his arms.But now, it is impossible to...

The two adults who secretly hid by the door and watched secretly weighed Lu Chi's status and importance in Tong Xin's heart. When she wasn't here, Tong Xin couldn't say a word a day, and would react with a blank expression every day. There was no human emotion at all, just holding the photo of Lu Chi and her in a daze, and hadn't eaten much for nearly two months, but when she came, Tong Xin was willing to eat obediently...

Seeing her eating the small bowl of porridge obediently, Lu Chi stood up and wanted to take the bowls and chopsticks to the kitchen. As soon as he stood up, Tong Xin struggled to get up and tightly grasped the corner of Lu Chi's clothes with his fingers. Pray, "You don't go!"

Lu Chi coaxed her softly, trying to suppress the churning in his heart, "I'll wash some fruit for you to eat."

"I won't eat! Don't go out!" Tong Xin grabbed Lu Chi's wrist and shook it.

Ruthlessly pulling her fingers away from the corner of her clothes slightly, Lu Chi strode towards the door, "I'm going to do the dishes!"

Tong Xin threw off the quilt and ran barefoot, hugging Lu Chi's waist tightly from behind! "Don't go! Don't go!" Her whimpering, her begging, was ironing and whipping Lu Chi's body and mind.

Lu Chi put his hand on Tong Xin's fingers encircling her, not daring to use too much force, and opened it little by little, "Tong Xin, don't do this."

"I know you don't want to see me again!" Tong Xin refused to let go, and refused to let go of her fingers.Her once sweet and crisp voice was hoarse to pale.

Hearing her say such words, Lu Chi's heart trembled, he twisted hard, and the pain was tight.

"Don't be like this...I didn't think so. We...could be friends." Lu Chi straightened her back as her soft and fragrant body pressed against him without any gaps, trying desperately to control himself, and could no longer hug her She, no.

"Friend? You said, we, we...are...friends?" Tong Xin pulled Lu Chi's body with both hands, looked at her tearfully, and couldn't take his eyes off in disbelief.

"Yes." Gritting his teeth, he answered her firmly and astringently.

"I don't want to be your friend! Who wants to be your friend?! I don't want to, I don't agree!" Tong Xin shook her head desperately, she doesn't want, she can't, friend?The word hurt her deeply.

From the corner of Lu Chi's eyes, he saw her lower abdomen, which was already slightly bulging.This scene also stung every nerve of her!

"You are married! You also have children! So, so we can only be friends!" Lu Chi shouted loudly.

She, she had never spoken so loudly to herself before, Tong Xin took two steps back in a daze.

God, how could you speak so loudly to her?What's going on here? !She is so innocent and helpless, isn't she? !

Lu Chi turned around and faced Tong Xin, "I'm sorry, I, I was too loud!"

"Chi..." Tong Xin approached her step by step, holding her face with both hands, "Listen to me, I have something to tell you. I know, then you are angry with me. I'm sorry...it's me I didn't tell you without telling you, I didn't know that you would return to China early, I was shocked when I saw you that day, my mother was in the back of the dressing room and I didn't have time to explain it to you..." Lu Chi raised his hand to interrupt Her words, "You didn't apologize to me, please don't say that. I understand you. If you say that the person who is the most difficult and bearable must be you. I have to bear your departure, and you have to bear my departure while also carrying a burden. Marriage and accepting another man you don't love. I've always felt powerless, watching you get hurt and powerless."

"No! It's not like that! I will never forget your kindness to me in my life! It's been two horrible months... I can't bear not to hear from you, it makes me feel like I'm the only one in the world Man, every second I spent with you was just a dream of mine!"

"Tong Xin..." Lu Chi looked at her, she knew that her sleepless nights were because she missed herself, this... the woman she loved so much...

"Can you, can you kiss me again?" Tong Xin's bloodshot eyes locked onto Lu Chi's.

"Tong Xin, don't be like this..." Lu Chi desperately suppressed his emotions and refused her request. Her Tong Xin needed her so much at this moment.

She didn't want to... Tong Xin closed her eyes, nodded, and tears welled up again in an instant, "Okay, okay...anywhere is fine, is it okay?"

Her Tong Xin is praying so much, how can she be so sad?How beautiful her once big eyes are shedding tears for her cruel rejection...

Lu Chi held Tong Xin's forehead with both hands and kissed it.

Tong Xin took the opportunity to wrap her arms around Lu Chi's neck to cover her lips, and kissed her affectionately.

"Don't be like this, Tong Xin...don't..." Lu Chi raised his cheek to prevent her from kissing him.

Tong Xin tiptoed to kiss her again, but she still avoided...

"..."

Tong Xin stopped and did not move.He just stared at her, at Lu Chi, without moving.

Lu Chi was at a loss, she, she hurt her...she hurt her Tong Xin...she pushed her away...

Her big eyes staring intently at her were full of hurt... She was motionless, crying.

"Tong Xin..." Lu Chi stretched out his hand emptyly, "I..." His throat choked.

Tong Xin's eyes were fixed on Lu Chi's, and they looked at each other. Then, she bit her lower lip, hard, hard...with all her strength!

Blood, dripping down her pale lips...

"Tong Xin!" Lu Chi panicked!He stepped forward to hug her, and kissed Tong Xin's blood-stained lips without any hesitation!

She... actually, actually used this method to punish her!She... actually, actually used this method to get her to kiss her!

Tong Xin beat Lu Chi desperately, threw her fist at her, kicked her, and bit her! "Why do you still care about me? Why did you come! Why did you come! I hate you, hate you! I hate you, I hate you, I hate you!!" Tong Xin sobbed and bit Lu Chi's shoulder hard!With all my strength, I bit down hard!

There is already a strong taste of blood in the mouth...

Lu Chi let her bite without saying a word.

"Didn't you want me?!" Shakingly let go of her teeth, their blood mixed together.

"Miss me? Say you miss me?" Tong Xin pressed her forehead against hers.

"Thinking..." He tightly hugged her waist, hugged her deeply, Lu Chi's hot tears rolled down Tong Xin's neckline, ironing Tong Xin's heart.

"Does it hurt?" Choking.

"It doesn't hurt." Lu Chi shook his head, her tears splashing on Tong Xin.

Tong Xin grabbed her skirt fiercely and cried bitterly, "Husband..."

This call broke Lu Chi's heart!

The heart suddenly contracted!

"Don't...don't call me that! Tong Xin, I, I can't hear you, I can't hear you..."

my heart hurts...

"I don't want anything anymore! Don't go, don't leave me! Don't leave me alone! I don't want you to leave, don't...I want to go home! I want to go back to our home! I want to go home!" Tong Xin trembled and cried until she was out of breath and couldn't make a sound.

She said she was homesick, she wanted to go home, their home...

How can I hear her say that?Lu Chi's heart was broken by her crying...

"I won't leave! I won't leave you alone! Don't be afraid! I'm here! Old..." I wanted to call her wife, but... I was afraid that my heart would be torn apart again.

"Take me away! My husband...I will never leave you again! I want to tell you that I am..."

"Tong Xin!!" Zhou Feng pushed the door in and loudly stopped Tong Xin from continuing!

The author has something to say: I went back to my hometown in the past two days to visit my grandparents.

Before leaving, my grandfather told me that I remember to bring him a photo of me next time. When he misses me, he can take it out and have a look.

Although, a bit cruel.I still have to wish everyone a happy Zongzi Festival.