Zha Shou broke into the rivers and lakes

"Impossible!" I slapped the table and stood up, feeling agitated, "I can't possibly harm him! Zi Yan, if you want to intercede for Bai Bitch, you have to be sincere and don't frame him!! This will only make me hate him more and more!"

This movement was a bit loud, and the people in the teahouse turned their heads to look this way, their eyes full of searching meaning.I was in a bad mood, so I quickly sat down and pretended nothing happened. It was really quiet here, and no disturbance could escape the ears of others.I had no choice but to lower my voice and say angrily: "Zi Yan, don't speak so noblely of your leader, if you are wrong, you are wrong, don't make fucking excuses!"

Zi Yan looked at me for half a second, then sighed, "You really forgot everything, if the leader can also lose his memory, then he doesn't have to endure such suffering."

I looked at Zi Yan contemptuously, "You still want to deceive me? Your leader has no amnesia? Except for his own name, he doesn't know anything else, so he still hasn't lost his memory?!"

Zi Yan was obviously stunned for a moment, "The leader...has lost his memory? How do you say that?"

For the first time, I felt that Zi Yan was too good at pretending, and she was acting like a thief. I was no longer in the mood to chat with her, so I said concisely: "When your leader first found me, he floated in front of me all day. Yoyo, even asked me to help him find his body, but in the end, I didn't know anything about it."

Zi Yan slightly lowered her head in thought, her index finger knuckles resting on her chin intentionally or unintentionally, she was sitting beside me, I tilted my head slightly, and I could see her delicate profile and slightly furrowed brows.It's a pity that I'm not interested in this beautiful woman. In my opinion, the women related to Bai Huanyin are extremely ugly.

Zi Yan thought for a while, then Fang Shu frowned, "So that's the case, no wonder you and the leader's spiritual body have been able to get along harmoniously for nearly a year."

"What's so strange about that?"

Zi Yan said: "It stands to reason that the leader has a deep hatred for you, and he wishes he would never see you again, so he will definitely not go to you after death. But why does his spirit appear in your house?"

Seeing Zi Yan looking at me, I answered her words speechlessly, "Because he lost his memory?"

"That's right, he forgot your betrayal to him before, and his strong love for you guided him to find you again." She paused for a while and continued: "Yangshu Yinhun Pill can make the user When receiving a fatal attack, the soul is separated from the body, but no one has taken it except the leader, so it is impossible to find the effect of the medicine. According to my guess, after the death of the user, the memory will remain in the body. When the body and soul are combined, Memory returns. This can explain why the leader treats you differently after recovering his body, because he remembered everything in the past."

The corners of my mouth twitched, Sister Zi Yan, you are too good at making things up, how can you pretend to be a three-year-old kid?I finally lost my patience, waved my hand and said: "Well, the compilation is wonderful, I believe it, Zi Yan, you can get out."

Zi Yan was unmoved, but took a sip from the teacup consciously, and continued to talk endlessly: "It's really hard to accept, but it did happen, and it's right beside us."

"Okay, okay, Miss Zi Yan, I believe you are not enough? You have finished talking, since you are not willing to get out, then I will get out, okay?" At this moment, I really want to clean myself up, Qu Ling and Zuo Yin said After walking all the way, I got bored all the way, finally able to drink tea and be quiet for a while, Zi Yan came to chat with me again, and it was all things I didn't like to hear!

Zi Yan said patiently: "Yuchen, you have been like this since the beginning. You have a bad temper and are impatient. However, it doesn't matter. I came to you not to accuse you of your past mistakes, but to hope that you will not make mistakes again and again. Well, once a misunderstanding arises, it is not easy to resolve it, and you and the leader don't need to face each other as enemies."

"Zi Yan, it's not your turn to worry about our affairs, right? Besides, you defend Bai Huanyin everywhere and put all the responsibility on me. How can I trust you?"

A trace of resentment flashed across Zi Yan's face, "I didn't want to bother you, but I really can't stand it any longer. If I continue to make trouble, the Raksha Sect, Xingyun Sect and Ruobing Pavilion will change hands. So, Yuchen, listen to sister In a word, don't be angry, try to please the leader, and actively admit your mistakes. If he really hates you and has no feelings for you, how can you live to this day? I'm afraid you have already been separated from Liu Yi."

"Fart! He wants me to die, and that day he..." Halfway through the sentence, I suddenly froze, Liu Yi...why is this name so familiar?My mind suddenly went into a mess, and many pictures flashed back in my mind. Last night, Bai Huanyin and I had a turmoil, and saw some messy things. I thought it was hallucinations. Could it be... is it real?Or, my memory...?

I shook my head and hurriedly said, "Zi Yan, who is this Liu Yi?"

Zi Yan paused in picking up the tea bowl, glanced at me inexplicably, and said, "Liu Yi used to be a waiter of the Raksha Sect. The leader ordered him to be in charge of your daily life. It can also be said that he is your confidant."

My eyebrows trembled, and I asked again: "What does Liu Yi look like?"

Zi Yan frowned slightly, as if lost in memory, "Look... I only met him a few times, it's really hard... Wait, he has two dimples when he smiles, very deep."

I suddenly remembered the hallucinations of that day, and finally he showed me a meaningful smile, and two small crescent-shaped dimples gradually sunk on both sides of his cheeks... Could it be that person is Liu Yi in Zirou's mouth?If there is such a person, isn't the me in the hallucination the real me that existed?And those things... are they true?My brain was in chaos for a while, I never took these illusions seriously, but if I connected what I saw before, it could indeed fill in the gaps in my memory... Before I knew it, cold sweat broke out on my forehead, and I slid to The bridge of the nose, I wiped it subconsciously.

What I saw was not as beautiful as I had always imagined, and even ran counter to it. From just a few words, it can be seen that I was using Bai Huanyin's feelings to achieve my own goals and enjoy all the glory and wealth.I have no sincerity to him, only hypocrisy and ostentation.I can't help but feel a trace of despair, if everything is really like this, am I still qualified to argue with him now?I paused, persistently wanting to make sure that this was just an illusion and not a fact. I looked at Zi Yan firmly and asked, "Sister Zi Yan, do you remember how I met the leader?"

Zi Yan seemed to be a little puzzled by my series of strange questions, but she didn't ask any more questions, and said without thinking: "I will never forget this in my life. You and the leader met at the martial arts conference. If the time can be repeated, That day, I will definitely take him to the market instead of watching a martial arts competition."

I smiled miserably, that's right, it's the same as what I saw, could it be that these illusions are really my memory?They are coming back to my mind sporadically... The previous anger has long since disappeared, I looked at Zi Yan jokingly, and said: "It's a pity that time can't be turned back, I still met him."

Zi Yan narrowed her eyes slightly, tilted her head, and looked at me incredulously, "Do you believe what I said?!"

I nodded weakly, I couldn't argue with these things at all, I suddenly felt very sad, God made a joke with me, and I just fell for it.I squeezed out a masochistic smile, and smiled at Zi Yan, "I seem to remember something."

Zi Yan was stunned for half a second, then said immediately: "What do you remember?"

"I met Bai Huanyin at the martial arts conference. In order to let me go with him, he competed on stage, and then took good care of me while I was recuperating. Our relationship is getting closer..."

Zi Yan looked at me in surprise for a long time before asking again: "Why do you think of these things? Do you still have no memory of what you experienced afterwards?"

At this moment, I felt that I was very tired, and I didn't want to hide it anymore, so I nodded honestly, "I only think of these, and I still don't know anything else. As for why this happened... I don't know."

"When did you start recovering your memory?"

"The night Bai Huanyin regained his physical body."

"In the next two months, did the memory recover intermittently?"

"No, it was last night when I regained my memory. Bai Huanyin and I..." In the middle of speaking, I suddenly had a flash of inspiration and said firmly: "Every time I see those illusions, I have contact with Bai Huanyin !"

Zi Yan was stunned, thought for a while, and wondered: "Could it be that your memory is sealed in the teacher's body? This... this is too incredible."

I was also taken aback by Zi Yan's guess, "Why does my memory exist in his body...?"

Zi Yan shook her head, expressing that she didn't know, and both sides fell into silence for a while.

"You guys are so stupid." Qu Ling interrupted suddenly.

"That's right, I'm so stupid." Zuo Yin agreed while eating peanuts.

Zi Yan and I didn't speak, and at the same time turned our eyes to the two who were having a good meal, waiting for the next step.

"When the beautiful brother died, you hugged his body and cried to death."

"Well, it was heartbroken, and then I fainted from crying."

"Big sister said that pill can pull a person's soul out of the body. At that time, you were so close to the beautiful brother."

"So his soul was taken away, and your memory was taken away."

"It's stupid to not understand such a simple thing."

"Yes, I'm so stupid." Zuo Yin gave me a contemptuous look, and threw another peanut into his mouth.

The corners of my mouth couldn't help twitching, the two of them were just making up a heavenly book, there was no logic at all, I didn't bother to argue with them, and continued to think about the problem just now.

Zi Yan looked at the two of them back and forth, showing vigilance, and asked, "How do you know what happened that day?"

Qu Ling said indifferently, "Passing by."

Zuo Yin: "By the way, I stood on the tree and took a look."

I felt that Zi Yan's face had changed. She stared at Qu Ling and Zuo Yin calmly, "How could there be such a coincidence in the world? What were you talking about when you went to Qilian Mountain? Also, how could ordinary people have the courage to look at that A picture?!"

Qu Ling scoffed, "We are not ordinary people."

Zuo Yin had the same expression as Qu Ling, "Both of us have unique skills, how could we be afraid of such a small scene?"

Qu Ling: "Goatee's work is so dynamic, why don't we follow it out of curiosity?"

Zuo Yin: "That's right, did we do something wrong?"

Zi Yan was expressionless, one hand had already tightened the golden silk, I secretly thought it was wrong, I quickly pushed Zi Yan, and said with a smile: "Sister Zi Yan, they are like this on weekdays, no matter how big or small, they don't speak clearly Brains. But I believe that they are kind and honest in nature, and they will not deliberately lie and deceive others. I heard them mention this before, and their rhetoric is the same as today. I wonder if it is nonsense."

Zi Yan looked at me suspiciously, "Yuchen, you used to not stand up for anyone, how could you speak for these two kids who just met?"

"If they want to harm Bai Huanyin, the best chance is when he recovers his body, but the two of them care about their own interests, doing what they like, and having fun, it shows that they have no bad intentions. Besides They saved me when I was in danger."

"That's right, the stinky man was rescued by us."

"Without us, the stinky man would have died ten thousand times."

Zi Yan looked at the two dubiously, at the same time she turned her wrist and took the golden silk, she said: "Why did you save Xiao Yuchen?"

"He gave us food!"

"Three buckets of rice a day is very good for us!"

"If you don't rely on him, who do we rely on?"

"Others look down on us, only stinky people treat us well."

"Stinky is the nicest guy I've ever met!"

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Zi Yan turned her head wordlessly, letting the two continue to talk nonsense, she paused, and said: "Yuchen, you must be cautious, you should pay more attention on weekdays."

"I see."

Zi Yan pulled her hair down, straightened her body, and said: "It's getting late, I should go back. If you really like the leader and are willing to make up for all the mistakes you made before, I can help you to ask the leader for help." intercede."

Since I vaguely knew what I did in the past, I almost despaired of this relationship. The most taboo between lovers is betrayal and deceit. Obviously, I have done all of these to Bai Huanyin.Two hours ago, I hated him to the bone, and felt that he hurt me too much, but what do I do to him?How true is it?Zi Yan said that Bai Huanyin's death was related to me. If it was true, I would have no face to meet him, let alone accuse him of taking revenge on me. Suddenly, I didn't hate him anymore, but felt that I deserved it.Even I couldn't forgive myself, but Zi Yan said she wanted to help me, which surprised me very much, I raised my eyes and asked directly: "Why help me?"

Zi Yan was always gentle and patient, and said patiently: "I have said before that the leader still has you in his heart, and I don't want to see him become more and more depressed because of your affairs. Besides, the world is in turmoil now. If you If you only care about revenge, you will definitely find a gap, and you will die."

Indeed, now my world only revolves around Bai Huanyin, and I don't care about other things at all.I am in the rivers and lakes, and I completely ignore the affairs of the rivers and lakes. How can I walk in the rivers and lakes?I suddenly realized, and secretly scolded myself for being too sissy in the past few months, and quickly said: "Thank you, sister Ziyan, for the reminder, Yuchen will be more careful."

Zi Yan nodded, "Recently, the leader obviously doesn't want to see you. When his anger subsides, you might as well come back often."

I smiled and said, "That's natural."