When I woke up, I conquered the end of the world
Chapter 59 Diary
"You, what did you just say?" Xing Shao looked at Joyce in shock, and was so excited that he couldn't speak for a long time.
Joyce looked at him lovingly, and reached out to stroke his hair. "Just as you thought."
"You mean that Holson is your son?"
"..."
He stared blankly at Joyce, looking at the handsome appearance of the other party. His gray hair was particularly solemn against the military uniform he had never seen before, and his ascetic eyes were looking at him indifferently.His appearance was completely different from Horsen's. Compared with this person, Horsen was a little rougher, with stronger water chestnut corners, hostility in his brows, and struggling scarlet eyes staring at him.
Drenched in cold sweat, he took a few steps back and bumped into Joyce's arms, struggling out in a panic.
But Joyce hooked his neck easily, and smiled at him again, "You, you..."
"The son I'm talking about is not him, but you."
"Huh?" Xing Shao stared round his eyes suddenly, then shook his head violently, "Impossible."
Joyce looked at him. "Why? Have you met your father?"
"I, I haven't seen it, but I think my father should..."
"How will it be?"
He was silent for a few seconds, looked at Joyce again, took a deep breath and said, "At least not someone as young as you."
"Young?" Joyce scratched his hair and said softly: "I think you misunderstood me, I am already very old, although I don't know why you grow so fast, but your instinct is stimulated by blood , the emerging scent let me know that you are indeed my child."
"But you look very young." Xing Shao felt that every word the other party said seemed like a joke, but he always felt that what the other party said was actually true.
His wrist suddenly hurt, and suddenly his lips touched Joyce's cut wrist, licking blood, and the familiar smell reminded him of how he fell from the spaceship back then.
"Remember?" Joyce looked at him intently.
He froze for a few seconds, staring blankly at Joyce, unable to speak for a while.
These news weighed heavily on his heart like a boulder, and the news that could not be digested for a while made him stand stiffly and stupidly.
"Come back with me, this place is not suitable for you." Joyce gently persuaded.
"But... where I am now." He subconsciously refused.
"Are you the emperor here? But this place is obviously out of tune with you. You don't have your companions everywhere. You are a human being but you have to manage zombies. Don't you think it's weird?"
Under the pressure of the other party, he said in a slightly embarrassed way: "It's a little bit."
"In that case, why don't you go back with Dad, or do you have someone you like? Don't you want to go back with me?" Joyce reached out and stroked his hair, his eyes full of strength that could not be refused.
He was so embarrassed that he shook his head quickly, "How could I like him."
After saying this, he caught sight of Horsen as if he was about to eat him out of the corner of his eye. He bit his lower lip, feeling uneasy.
At the beginning, he said that he liked Horsen because the other party had to force him to say it. He had dealt with it at first, and in order to avoid Horsen, he made up a lie.
By the way, he was planning to fabricate a reason to avoid Horsen, why is he still restrained by Horsen now.
He should escape here quickly, especially if he has a wonderful opportunity. He won't be discovered by Horsen again because of his physique, and he won't feel that hot touch. As for being attracted to do all kinds of things, will gradually disappear from his field of vision.
"Okay, let's go back, I don't want to continue here anymore."
"You are not allowed to leave my side..." An angry voice filled the room.
He was so frightened by Horsen's unusually cold voice that he broke into cold sweat and his wrists were clenched, so he could muster some courage.
Seeing that Horsen could only struggle and not attack, he relaxed a lot, "What spray did you use on him just now? Why did he faint?"
"Ah, ordinary stun powder." Joyce sat aside, poked the bridge of Holson's nose again, pinched the other's nose, and lifted Holson's head up.
Seeing Xing Shao staring at him blankly, Joyce let go of his hand casually, Holson's head hit the ground heavily, and bruises appeared on his forehead.
He felt that Holson was about to go crazy, and suddenly his wrist tightened and was held by Joyce.
"He, will he recover soon? Let's get out of here quickly."
"My spaceship is broken, but your warship can still be used. Use it to take me back."
"Ah? But, there are... other areas. If I take you there, I will be punished. You cannot cross areas casually."
Horsen's furious air pressure caused the glass to shatter suddenly, with a crackling sound, and sharp fragments kept falling to the ground.
"It's okay, I have a license, so you don't have to worry." Joyce pulled Xing Shao's arm and easily dragged the newly appointed emperor away.
On the other hand, Holson, who was struggling on the ground, had blood dripping from his left arm, which was scratched by the palm of his right hand. His eyes stared at Xing Shaoli's back, and his eyes became more and more sinister. His lips curled up, showing a strong chill.
***
For the first time, he illegally piloted a warship and escaped from here secretly. He was in a hurry, but Joyce, who was beside him, was very experienced, and he started it without panic in the driving position.
The performance of the warship is good, but whenever it breaks into the opponent's area, it will be regarded as a malicious demonstration and will provoke a war.
He was restless and always felt that something terrible was happening.
Looking at the input instructions of the Joyce warship, it was prompted again and again that it had frozen and failed.
He immediately stepped forward anxiously, and helped Joyce to continue typing. He stared blankly at Joyce's side face, obviously still feeling unbelievable, but the smell of blood did prove that they were father and son.
I don't know how ordinary fathers and sons should get along with each other. In short, they won't be like Joyce, immortal or even younger than him.
"Didididi...Warning! Enter the wrong command ten times, and the warship protection system will explode by itself."
"It really should be this password, how can there be a mistake." Xing Shao frowned, his face was full of confusion, and his brows were frowned.
After typing two more times, he finally saw signs of the warship starting. He was sitting back at his original place with peace of mind, but found that the warship was surrounded by zombies.
Horsen, who stood at the front with blood-red pupils, was smiling at him sinisterly. His complexion was so pale that it was strangely pale, and his bluish-cold forehead made him shudder.
"He came after him."
He was at a loss, but saw Joyce clutching his chest and nose, and fell towards him in pain.
"What's wrong? A heart attack?" In a panic, he kept hitting the warship with both hands, subconsciously attacking Holson.
But the cannonballs were not fired, but fire quickly burst out from inside the warship, reflexively protecting the man in his arms. Under the impact of the violent explosion, he curled up awkwardly, unable to move for a while due to pain.Amidst the thick smoke, his vision was blurred, and it was difficult for him to watch Horsen break into it. His white fingers were stretching towards his neck, but he had no strength to escape.
He could only let the other party pick him up and throw him on the hot ground outside.
Needless to say, although he didn't see himself, he could still imagine how embarrassing and miserable he was.
Along with the pungent smell came the smell of iron, which made him feel hot all over, and he squinted his eyes uncomfortably, panting for a few seconds, then he closed his eyes dejectedly.
Holson grabbed his neckline, dragged him to his side, ruthlessly twisted his arm, "Are you going to run away from me?"
"You've seen it all. The fact that I wanted to escape from you was not something I thought about in a day or two. If I hadn't been unlucky enough to be hit by a stone and be in a coma for a year, I'm afraid I would have escaped to the point where you can't find me." somewhere."
"I have given you status, glory, and money. Why do you leave me again and again? What good is freedom?"
He raised his head abruptly, letting the blood soak his eyes, endured the stinging pain, and said with wide eyes: "Then what is the difference between me and a dog? I have a beautiful cage, I have the master's love, and I have the envious eyes of all the same kind. But I'm still a pet."
"I like you."
"Your liking is too terrible, I can't bear your pathological possessiveness anymore, you did terrible things to my sister, and you did terrible things to...that poor female nurse, you, you... "
"Then tell me, what should I do so that you don't leave my side?" Horsen stroked the side of his face as if crying silently.
He said cruelly: "No matter what you do, I don't want to be by your side..."
Holson lowered his eyelids, "No matter where you go, you will have friends, but I only have you."
"So, the freedom you want is actually abandoning me again and again. I just want to be with you forever."
"But I don't want to be with you. I have a family and I have a lot of responsibilities. What you have done is beyond my forgiveness!" He struggled, his fingernails dug into Holson's chest, and his fingers might snap at any moment. Insert the heart.
"Then, if I die, will you forgive me?" Holson looked at him helplessly, with a weak tone.
Xing Shao's expression changed, and he shook his head, "I don't know, since you are not dead, how would I know that Yuan did not forgive you."
As soon as he finished speaking, he was pushed away, and he hugged Joyce, who was thrown by Horsen, in embarrassment. He saw Horsen standing in the warship, looking down at him, still glaring at him, the tall The body was filled with terrifying hostility, but in the next second, the flames suddenly filled the field of vision.
The impact of the explosion made him retreat in embarrassment, and the metal fragments cut his cheeks, blood oozing out.
He knelt and sat on the spot blankly, looking at the warships that had become abandoned debris, smelling the oppressive smell in the air that was gradually fading beyond the gunpowder smoke.
***
The moment Holson died, it was as if the shackles of all the zombies had been released. If Joyce hadn't recovered quickly and used guns to kill many army personnel, he would have been torn to pieces by the group of zombies.
Sitting where he was, he had experienced Holson's death, and he didn't shed any tears at the first moment, nor did he feel any consternation.
He just felt that this dream was too real, and he couldn't show a sad look, otherwise, when he woke up and knew about it, Horsen would definitely laugh at him proudly.
Blood oozing from his cheeks with his fingers, he sat aside and watched Fu En and the others rush out, bringing another wave of troops to fight them.
It was like watching a movie, as if the mute button was pressed around him, he couldn't hear anything, and the color in front of him turned to black and white.
"Why are you still standing here stupidly? Why don't you hide away?"
He froze for a few seconds, and while he was in a daze, Joyce pulled him into the building to hide.
Joyce reached out and touched his cheek, looked at his fragile appearance, and asked softly, "Xing Shao? Xing Shao..."
"I, I..." He rubbed his eyes, "I want to sleep."
Joyce panicked, "Why are you thinking about sleeping at this time?"
"This nightmare has been going on for too long, I should wake up as soon as possible, I, I'm going to sleep..." He sat up slowly, his eyes were colorless, he staggered, exactly like the zombie outside the door.
"Xing Shao! You are not dreaming now!"
"How could it not be a dream? Holson is so powerful. If I hadn't been dreaming, how could he have died? I, I'd better find a bed as soon as possible, take a good rest, and continue to endure Holson when I wake up." Sen's sickness." He twitched the corners of his lips and walked towards the distance.
Joyce quickly grabbed his wrist and slapped him on the cheek, "You're not dreaming at all, please wake me up, he, he's dead!"
The scorching pain made Xing Shao startled suddenly, and he suddenly smiled awkwardly, with tears in his eyes, "It hurts so much, Dad..."
Hearing this address, Joyce hugged Xing Shao tightly in his arms, and comforted him softly: "Everything is over, don't be afraid, everything is over, and I will be by my side to take care of you from now on."
"So it's not a dream, he's really dead." He fell weakly into his arms, his lips were already bloody from his bite.
He couldn't remember clearly what happened next, how they cleaned up the mess.
When he woke up, he opened his eyes and saw a tall man sitting beside the bed, his pupils narrowed slightly, looking at him with majesty and coldness, he suddenly raised his head in a panic, "You, who are you?"
"I am your father."
He froze for a few seconds, "Huh? My father is Joyce."
"kindness."
He said timidly again: "So? My father should be him."
"Me too."
"You mean, it's my godfather?"
"No." Zelaixiu said expressionlessly.
Joyce walked in and saw Xing Shao's face turned pale from being frightened by Zelaixiu, and quickly said: "He is your father, and I am your father, there is no delay."
"Oh..." Xing Shao seemed to understand, but he didn't have any energy to think about those things, so he could only take a deep breath to calm himself down gradually.
The death of Holson did not seem to be a dream.
He was able to understand that he died in the first place and made Horsen look like that.
If Holson's body had been well preserved, he probably wouldn't have kept Holson, and then cut up his body a little to vent his anger, letting him...
Forget it, these brazen words against his true will are useless even if they are spoken out.
Joyce took out various rosters from his hands. "Which one do you like?"
He stared blankly at the roster in his hand, flipped through it casually, saw various photos on it, and slammed it shut, "I don't like any of them."
"These are all the best unmarried people in the entire empire."
"Sorry, I'm not in the mood to think about this right now." He looked at Joyce and asked in a low voice, "How's the matter with Vaughn going?"
Joyce glanced at him, "They don't obey you, you know that very well, since their boss is dead, it has nothing to do with you."
"But... I am there..."
"You also know that the emperor has no real power other than hanging his head to make him sound good!"
He frowned dejectedly, "Yes, Vonn and the others originally respected me because Horsen persecuted them. If Horsen was killed by me, they would no longer respect me."
"Look at the people above who you like. We will choose for you. After your father knew about you, he specially asked me to prepare these candidates." Joyce stood aside and kept pointing at the young man above. Like selling insurance.
He was exhausted after experiencing Holson.
Although he has just turned 30 years old and has experienced too many things, his memory is full of bloody scenes.
"I'm really not in the mood to think about this right now." He was silent for a while, then whispered: "I'm sorry about my sister, I didn't protect her well."
"Sister?" Zerexiu said suddenly, looking at him scrutinizingly.
He clenched his fists uneasily, looked at the two puzzled faces in front of him, "Yes, sister..."
"I only have three children. When you were born, you were thought to be a baby girl, but it was just a misdiagnosis. Other than that, I don't have any children." Joyce said lightly.
He said in amazement: "But, my sister, in the orphanage, I remember her."
"As for this matter, your memory has been tampered with maliciously a long time ago, maybe by someone with ulterior motives..."
"But I...why would someone tamper with an unknown person like me?"
"It's not tampering when you were a child. It may be that when you grow up, they realize that your smell is special and different. They want to make you have weak points and be bound by family affection, so a younger sister appears in your memory."
He tried to remember, shaking his head. "Maybe so."
Joyce put away the roster and took out a dilapidated notebook. He looked at Xing Shao, hesitated for a few seconds, and said in a low voice: "This is his diary. After he passed away, he was thrown to us by his subordinates. We didn't want to show it to you, but we think it's better for others to hand it over to you, or for you to decide."
"If you don't want to read it, just throw it away." Zeresh stood up slowly, "When you recover, we will prepare for your student status."
Xing Shao grabbed Xiaoben, did not respond, and watched them leave blankly.
He hesitated looking at the diary.
What can be written in Holson's diary?It is estimated that there is nothing useful, otherwise Fu En and the others would not have thrown things to him.
To see, or not to see?
Throw it away, everyone is dead, he hates that person so much, there is no need to look at this thing.
The moment he stood up, he put the diary into the shredder, he pressed the button, and watched the shredder devour the diary bit by bit, his expression suddenly changed.With pain in his eyes, he slammed the shredder away, ignoring his own fingers, and frantically snatched the diary back.
The front end has become a strip, and he put it together with difficulty, using scotch tape, and sticking it firmly.
He bit his lower lip, turned the first page with trembling fingers, and saw the familiar writing on it, the date was when he first met Holson.
——I met a big brother today, who said he liked my sister, but I didn't know that my sister didn't like him at all. He couldn't have any chance at all, an overconfident clown.
But he smiled with the breath of the sun, and it was warm on my body, and I felt very comfortable all over. I really want to see if he will cry, with the breath of rain.
He stared at the diary for a moment.
Holson was just that bad when he was a kid.
He remembered that the first time he met Holson, the other party was a big brother and a big brother, and he kept calling him brother-in-law.
It turns out that I was still laughing at him in my heart... It's strange to say that when I saw him for the first time, I just wanted to bully him, why did I gradually change my mind later, and become so cunning and stubborn.
A bloody body appeared in his mind, writhing and struggling on the floor, the mouth of the black hole opened and closed, whimpering and shouting.
Why, you don't save me...
Shocked, he didn't dare to think about it any more, he continued to check his diary, and found that everything after that was trivial.
Holson was still laughing at him, and he must have been kicked off by his sister in less than a week.At that time, in Holson's eyes, he looked like a toad trying to eat swan meat.It can also be seen that he and Demi had a good relationship at that time, they were very intimate, and they didn't seem to hate each other.
Flipping it randomly, when it was one-third of the way, he was suddenly attracted by the writing that was different from other colors.
Countless likes, the bottom corner is his name.
——Xing Shao.
I really don't understand how I like it, obviously I was still scolding him for not being good enough for his sister at the beginning, he is a villain, he knows how to calculate their family's property, how can he be liked by the other party in the blink of an eye.
He turned a few pages forward, and couldn't help but frown again, seeing that it said.
'Today I ate the dishes he made. Although the taste is not bad, it can only be rated as so-so. Anyway... this person has only one advantage. If my sister doesn't want him, I will find him as my chef. all right. '
"He is still so confident and sunny today. I really don't know when my sister will tell the truth and make him show a painful expression. For a person like him who is excellent and has strong self-esteem, if he cries, it will definitely be a huge blow. , I like to see the scenes of other people's frustration, struggle, and helplessness, it's so heart-warming. '
The corners of his lips twitched uncontrollably.
"It's too bad. At the beginning, why didn't I know that you were such a brat, and you were looking forward to seeing my jokes all day long!"
He found that the diary in the middle had been torn off a lot, revealing the traces of ferocious broken teeth. He flipped through it and roughly counted it, which was probably a few months old.
Turning to the previous page he liked, he looked at the distorted font written in bright red fonts, which was enough to prove how painful and angry Holson was.
It is also the only, heavily handwritten page written by Holson.
'Sister actually wants to marry him, why?Is it because I told her that I like things about Xing Shao? '
'Why is she objecting?She obviously stepped on a lot of boats and wanted to use Xing Shao, but she also pretended to be very pure, teaching me that it is wrong to like men. '
"What qualifications does she have to pretend to be kind and come to teach me not to bully Xing Shao, it's obviously what she did, it's too hateful, bullying Xing Shao again and again. '
"Xing Shao was chosen to inject medicine and become a test subject. In fact, she deliberately recommended it. She wanted Xing Shao to die and improve herself, me!"I don't allow this to happen, I want to protect him, Xing Shao is a good man. '
Xing Shao bit his lower lip hard, and said with a miserable smile, "You fickle little brat, you said I was an annoying guy before, so you couldn't wait to make me cry..."
His eyes fell on the following sentence, and his eye sockets gradually turned red.
"How much I want to tell Xing Shao that you are a liar and tell him to escape from Huo's house, but if I tell him this, he will really cry. I obviously can't wait for him to cry, but when I thought of him When you cry, you will definitely be very pitiful, so you can't bear it. '
'She also threatened me that if I told Xing Shao about this and made public what I had worked so hard to conceal, not only would the Huo family play tricks, but even Xing Shao would be in danger. '
'Forget it, I will try my best to make myself strong enough to protect him, and then tell him that I like him. He is so good, even if I do something wrong, he will definitely forgive me. '
'At that time, if he likes others, I will drive them away, so that he can only look at me! '
He couldn't help taking a deep breath, resisting some overflowing emotions, and suddenly turned another page.
'He really doesn't seem to know what my sister and everyone are hiding. He dotes on my sister very much. It's really annoying. Obviously the first person who likes him is me. Since I'm the first one to like him, it's counted as the first person he met. The first person to arrive was me, not my sister. '
'Today my sister saw me at a wedding and deliberately kissed him in front of me. It was disgusting. She kissed another man 10 minutes ago, and Duke was angry. '
'But still treating him like this, the stupid Xing Shao didn't know anything about it, and smiled at his sister stupidly, what's so good about her, she just wanted to use her, and not only used it, but also wanted to use it. To devour you bit by bit. '
"The Huo family expelled you to cover up people's eyes and keep the Ye family from knowing about it. Do you know that your every move is being monitored.Forget it, it doesn't matter if you are so stupid, stupid people have stupid blessings, I will protect you from now on, and you will have nothing to fear, you have to obediently wait for me, wait for me to grow up! '
'Although I don't know how to like someone, but for an excellent person like me, if you like you, you should be busy laughing. If you know what I like, then don't be so surprised Slightly. '
'Because, when the time comes, the Huo family won't want me anymore, and my sister will hate me too. I only have you, but it doesn't matter what they are, as long as I have you alone is enough! '
Xing Shao rubbed his brows, his deep fatigue made him unable to laugh out loud.
Horsen's immature words made him think of Horsen's eyes full of pain before he died.
Are you going to run away from me?
I have given you status, glory, and money, why do you leave me again and again?What good is freedom?
I like you.
Then tell me, what should I do so that you don't leave my side?
You will have friends wherever you go, but I have only you.
So, if I die, will you forgive me?
The sudden burst of fire in front of his eyes hurt his heart, and he couldn't help panting violently.
Pressing his chest with all his strength, he managed to regain his composure, but his body was already dripping with cold sweat.
——In fact, Holson has always been the same as when he was a child. He doesn't know how to face him, just as he doesn't know how to face Holson.
Childish and don't know how to express... They are tormenting each other.
As for the matter of the Huo family, at the moment of awakening the famous weapon, he was able to deduce the approximate result with other incomplete clues, so when he learned the truth, it was not so unbearable.
At that time, Holson was still a junior high school student. He must have found it difficult to accept all these things, and he must have been in pain.
I really like it inexplicably. What happened during the time that was torn apart?
Why did it make Holson change his mind and start liking him?
After thinking about it, he couldn't recall when he did it back then, and turned another page.
'Proactively ask for medicine injections, change your physique before your sister, maybe you can become stronger earlier. '
'I regret it. If I had told him earlier that I liked his things very much, would he be smiling at me now? '
'I heard that he is going to be promoted. If he goes to a high place, he will definitely encounter more beautiful scenery. He is so good, he will definitely be liked by others. I can't say anything to make him get promoted. '
No wonder!For so many years, he has been silent and unknown.
Since Holson graduated from the military academy, he has already carried the aura of genius, and has two completely different lives from him.
He has also been frustrated for a long time because of this matter, feeling that he is not worthy, and the child's adoring eyes made him even more dull because of this.
However, he, he never knew that Horsen was changing his physique for him!Want to inject zombie virus.
He thought... Horsen was infected in the last days, or Horsen wanted to become an emperor, maybe even if he had other reasons, it should be a very ambitious ambition.
But he didn't expect that the other party was actually for him.
To give up his chance at being human, and he didn't even know it.
'I originally thought that my sister was very kind and treated me very well, but I discovered not long ago that she was kind to me because I would inherit the Huo family in the future. . '
'Actually, she hates me very much, and she is not interested in Xing Shao at all. I also learned a terrible news from the elders. Xing Shao was not originally a candidate for the experiment, but they changed it to Xing Shao after being strongly recommended by Demi. '
"Demi made the choice to take away what I like. It's really abominable, Xing Shao... If Xing Shao knew about this, he would definitely cry." '
'The wife I like is just to use him. '
'By the way, the medicine injected today hurts so much, it hurts so much that my head is covered in cold sweat, and my bones are about to be crushed. The elders of the family said that if I don't do it, they will choose Xing Shao as the experimental guinea pig. '
'It's really strange, it should be very painful, but when I heard that Xing Shao was used as a threat, it was like a painkiller, the boiling bone marrow suddenly cooled down, and I couldn't feel the pain anymore. '
A young man with red lips and white teeth appeared in front of his eyes, sitting in front of the desk, holding a pen, his fingers were still trembling, the stinging pain from the injection remained, and he wrote out the diary in embarrassment.
Suddenly, he didn't have the courage to read on anymore. There were so many things he didn't know, and when they crowded in for a while, his head was about to explode.
Why do you have to make up your own mind, you have to agree to the injection, why does Holson make up your own mind!He never let that person protect him!Why are you always so self righteous!
……
He grabbed his hair, hesitated, took a deep breath, his chest hurt badly, and he closed the diary in embarrassment.
Panting heavily, he sat up with difficulty and put the diary in the drawer. He sat aside and drank a glass of water.
Thinking that the person who wrote the diary is no longer there, and died in the explosion.
Joyce looked at him lovingly, and reached out to stroke his hair. "Just as you thought."
"You mean that Holson is your son?"
"..."
He stared blankly at Joyce, looking at the handsome appearance of the other party. His gray hair was particularly solemn against the military uniform he had never seen before, and his ascetic eyes were looking at him indifferently.His appearance was completely different from Horsen's. Compared with this person, Horsen was a little rougher, with stronger water chestnut corners, hostility in his brows, and struggling scarlet eyes staring at him.
Drenched in cold sweat, he took a few steps back and bumped into Joyce's arms, struggling out in a panic.
But Joyce hooked his neck easily, and smiled at him again, "You, you..."
"The son I'm talking about is not him, but you."
"Huh?" Xing Shao stared round his eyes suddenly, then shook his head violently, "Impossible."
Joyce looked at him. "Why? Have you met your father?"
"I, I haven't seen it, but I think my father should..."
"How will it be?"
He was silent for a few seconds, looked at Joyce again, took a deep breath and said, "At least not someone as young as you."
"Young?" Joyce scratched his hair and said softly: "I think you misunderstood me, I am already very old, although I don't know why you grow so fast, but your instinct is stimulated by blood , the emerging scent let me know that you are indeed my child."
"But you look very young." Xing Shao felt that every word the other party said seemed like a joke, but he always felt that what the other party said was actually true.
His wrist suddenly hurt, and suddenly his lips touched Joyce's cut wrist, licking blood, and the familiar smell reminded him of how he fell from the spaceship back then.
"Remember?" Joyce looked at him intently.
He froze for a few seconds, staring blankly at Joyce, unable to speak for a while.
These news weighed heavily on his heart like a boulder, and the news that could not be digested for a while made him stand stiffly and stupidly.
"Come back with me, this place is not suitable for you." Joyce gently persuaded.
"But... where I am now." He subconsciously refused.
"Are you the emperor here? But this place is obviously out of tune with you. You don't have your companions everywhere. You are a human being but you have to manage zombies. Don't you think it's weird?"
Under the pressure of the other party, he said in a slightly embarrassed way: "It's a little bit."
"In that case, why don't you go back with Dad, or do you have someone you like? Don't you want to go back with me?" Joyce reached out and stroked his hair, his eyes full of strength that could not be refused.
He was so embarrassed that he shook his head quickly, "How could I like him."
After saying this, he caught sight of Horsen as if he was about to eat him out of the corner of his eye. He bit his lower lip, feeling uneasy.
At the beginning, he said that he liked Horsen because the other party had to force him to say it. He had dealt with it at first, and in order to avoid Horsen, he made up a lie.
By the way, he was planning to fabricate a reason to avoid Horsen, why is he still restrained by Horsen now.
He should escape here quickly, especially if he has a wonderful opportunity. He won't be discovered by Horsen again because of his physique, and he won't feel that hot touch. As for being attracted to do all kinds of things, will gradually disappear from his field of vision.
"Okay, let's go back, I don't want to continue here anymore."
"You are not allowed to leave my side..." An angry voice filled the room.
He was so frightened by Horsen's unusually cold voice that he broke into cold sweat and his wrists were clenched, so he could muster some courage.
Seeing that Horsen could only struggle and not attack, he relaxed a lot, "What spray did you use on him just now? Why did he faint?"
"Ah, ordinary stun powder." Joyce sat aside, poked the bridge of Holson's nose again, pinched the other's nose, and lifted Holson's head up.
Seeing Xing Shao staring at him blankly, Joyce let go of his hand casually, Holson's head hit the ground heavily, and bruises appeared on his forehead.
He felt that Holson was about to go crazy, and suddenly his wrist tightened and was held by Joyce.
"He, will he recover soon? Let's get out of here quickly."
"My spaceship is broken, but your warship can still be used. Use it to take me back."
"Ah? But, there are... other areas. If I take you there, I will be punished. You cannot cross areas casually."
Horsen's furious air pressure caused the glass to shatter suddenly, with a crackling sound, and sharp fragments kept falling to the ground.
"It's okay, I have a license, so you don't have to worry." Joyce pulled Xing Shao's arm and easily dragged the newly appointed emperor away.
On the other hand, Holson, who was struggling on the ground, had blood dripping from his left arm, which was scratched by the palm of his right hand. His eyes stared at Xing Shaoli's back, and his eyes became more and more sinister. His lips curled up, showing a strong chill.
***
For the first time, he illegally piloted a warship and escaped from here secretly. He was in a hurry, but Joyce, who was beside him, was very experienced, and he started it without panic in the driving position.
The performance of the warship is good, but whenever it breaks into the opponent's area, it will be regarded as a malicious demonstration and will provoke a war.
He was restless and always felt that something terrible was happening.
Looking at the input instructions of the Joyce warship, it was prompted again and again that it had frozen and failed.
He immediately stepped forward anxiously, and helped Joyce to continue typing. He stared blankly at Joyce's side face, obviously still feeling unbelievable, but the smell of blood did prove that they were father and son.
I don't know how ordinary fathers and sons should get along with each other. In short, they won't be like Joyce, immortal or even younger than him.
"Didididi...Warning! Enter the wrong command ten times, and the warship protection system will explode by itself."
"It really should be this password, how can there be a mistake." Xing Shao frowned, his face was full of confusion, and his brows were frowned.
After typing two more times, he finally saw signs of the warship starting. He was sitting back at his original place with peace of mind, but found that the warship was surrounded by zombies.
Horsen, who stood at the front with blood-red pupils, was smiling at him sinisterly. His complexion was so pale that it was strangely pale, and his bluish-cold forehead made him shudder.
"He came after him."
He was at a loss, but saw Joyce clutching his chest and nose, and fell towards him in pain.
"What's wrong? A heart attack?" In a panic, he kept hitting the warship with both hands, subconsciously attacking Holson.
But the cannonballs were not fired, but fire quickly burst out from inside the warship, reflexively protecting the man in his arms. Under the impact of the violent explosion, he curled up awkwardly, unable to move for a while due to pain.Amidst the thick smoke, his vision was blurred, and it was difficult for him to watch Horsen break into it. His white fingers were stretching towards his neck, but he had no strength to escape.
He could only let the other party pick him up and throw him on the hot ground outside.
Needless to say, although he didn't see himself, he could still imagine how embarrassing and miserable he was.
Along with the pungent smell came the smell of iron, which made him feel hot all over, and he squinted his eyes uncomfortably, panting for a few seconds, then he closed his eyes dejectedly.
Holson grabbed his neckline, dragged him to his side, ruthlessly twisted his arm, "Are you going to run away from me?"
"You've seen it all. The fact that I wanted to escape from you was not something I thought about in a day or two. If I hadn't been unlucky enough to be hit by a stone and be in a coma for a year, I'm afraid I would have escaped to the point where you can't find me." somewhere."
"I have given you status, glory, and money. Why do you leave me again and again? What good is freedom?"
He raised his head abruptly, letting the blood soak his eyes, endured the stinging pain, and said with wide eyes: "Then what is the difference between me and a dog? I have a beautiful cage, I have the master's love, and I have the envious eyes of all the same kind. But I'm still a pet."
"I like you."
"Your liking is too terrible, I can't bear your pathological possessiveness anymore, you did terrible things to my sister, and you did terrible things to...that poor female nurse, you, you... "
"Then tell me, what should I do so that you don't leave my side?" Horsen stroked the side of his face as if crying silently.
He said cruelly: "No matter what you do, I don't want to be by your side..."
Holson lowered his eyelids, "No matter where you go, you will have friends, but I only have you."
"So, the freedom you want is actually abandoning me again and again. I just want to be with you forever."
"But I don't want to be with you. I have a family and I have a lot of responsibilities. What you have done is beyond my forgiveness!" He struggled, his fingernails dug into Holson's chest, and his fingers might snap at any moment. Insert the heart.
"Then, if I die, will you forgive me?" Holson looked at him helplessly, with a weak tone.
Xing Shao's expression changed, and he shook his head, "I don't know, since you are not dead, how would I know that Yuan did not forgive you."
As soon as he finished speaking, he was pushed away, and he hugged Joyce, who was thrown by Horsen, in embarrassment. He saw Horsen standing in the warship, looking down at him, still glaring at him, the tall The body was filled with terrifying hostility, but in the next second, the flames suddenly filled the field of vision.
The impact of the explosion made him retreat in embarrassment, and the metal fragments cut his cheeks, blood oozing out.
He knelt and sat on the spot blankly, looking at the warships that had become abandoned debris, smelling the oppressive smell in the air that was gradually fading beyond the gunpowder smoke.
***
The moment Holson died, it was as if the shackles of all the zombies had been released. If Joyce hadn't recovered quickly and used guns to kill many army personnel, he would have been torn to pieces by the group of zombies.
Sitting where he was, he had experienced Holson's death, and he didn't shed any tears at the first moment, nor did he feel any consternation.
He just felt that this dream was too real, and he couldn't show a sad look, otherwise, when he woke up and knew about it, Horsen would definitely laugh at him proudly.
Blood oozing from his cheeks with his fingers, he sat aside and watched Fu En and the others rush out, bringing another wave of troops to fight them.
It was like watching a movie, as if the mute button was pressed around him, he couldn't hear anything, and the color in front of him turned to black and white.
"Why are you still standing here stupidly? Why don't you hide away?"
He froze for a few seconds, and while he was in a daze, Joyce pulled him into the building to hide.
Joyce reached out and touched his cheek, looked at his fragile appearance, and asked softly, "Xing Shao? Xing Shao..."
"I, I..." He rubbed his eyes, "I want to sleep."
Joyce panicked, "Why are you thinking about sleeping at this time?"
"This nightmare has been going on for too long, I should wake up as soon as possible, I, I'm going to sleep..." He sat up slowly, his eyes were colorless, he staggered, exactly like the zombie outside the door.
"Xing Shao! You are not dreaming now!"
"How could it not be a dream? Holson is so powerful. If I hadn't been dreaming, how could he have died? I, I'd better find a bed as soon as possible, take a good rest, and continue to endure Holson when I wake up." Sen's sickness." He twitched the corners of his lips and walked towards the distance.
Joyce quickly grabbed his wrist and slapped him on the cheek, "You're not dreaming at all, please wake me up, he, he's dead!"
The scorching pain made Xing Shao startled suddenly, and he suddenly smiled awkwardly, with tears in his eyes, "It hurts so much, Dad..."
Hearing this address, Joyce hugged Xing Shao tightly in his arms, and comforted him softly: "Everything is over, don't be afraid, everything is over, and I will be by my side to take care of you from now on."
"So it's not a dream, he's really dead." He fell weakly into his arms, his lips were already bloody from his bite.
He couldn't remember clearly what happened next, how they cleaned up the mess.
When he woke up, he opened his eyes and saw a tall man sitting beside the bed, his pupils narrowed slightly, looking at him with majesty and coldness, he suddenly raised his head in a panic, "You, who are you?"
"I am your father."
He froze for a few seconds, "Huh? My father is Joyce."
"kindness."
He said timidly again: "So? My father should be him."
"Me too."
"You mean, it's my godfather?"
"No." Zelaixiu said expressionlessly.
Joyce walked in and saw Xing Shao's face turned pale from being frightened by Zelaixiu, and quickly said: "He is your father, and I am your father, there is no delay."
"Oh..." Xing Shao seemed to understand, but he didn't have any energy to think about those things, so he could only take a deep breath to calm himself down gradually.
The death of Holson did not seem to be a dream.
He was able to understand that he died in the first place and made Horsen look like that.
If Holson's body had been well preserved, he probably wouldn't have kept Holson, and then cut up his body a little to vent his anger, letting him...
Forget it, these brazen words against his true will are useless even if they are spoken out.
Joyce took out various rosters from his hands. "Which one do you like?"
He stared blankly at the roster in his hand, flipped through it casually, saw various photos on it, and slammed it shut, "I don't like any of them."
"These are all the best unmarried people in the entire empire."
"Sorry, I'm not in the mood to think about this right now." He looked at Joyce and asked in a low voice, "How's the matter with Vaughn going?"
Joyce glanced at him, "They don't obey you, you know that very well, since their boss is dead, it has nothing to do with you."
"But... I am there..."
"You also know that the emperor has no real power other than hanging his head to make him sound good!"
He frowned dejectedly, "Yes, Vonn and the others originally respected me because Horsen persecuted them. If Horsen was killed by me, they would no longer respect me."
"Look at the people above who you like. We will choose for you. After your father knew about you, he specially asked me to prepare these candidates." Joyce stood aside and kept pointing at the young man above. Like selling insurance.
He was exhausted after experiencing Holson.
Although he has just turned 30 years old and has experienced too many things, his memory is full of bloody scenes.
"I'm really not in the mood to think about this right now." He was silent for a while, then whispered: "I'm sorry about my sister, I didn't protect her well."
"Sister?" Zerexiu said suddenly, looking at him scrutinizingly.
He clenched his fists uneasily, looked at the two puzzled faces in front of him, "Yes, sister..."
"I only have three children. When you were born, you were thought to be a baby girl, but it was just a misdiagnosis. Other than that, I don't have any children." Joyce said lightly.
He said in amazement: "But, my sister, in the orphanage, I remember her."
"As for this matter, your memory has been tampered with maliciously a long time ago, maybe by someone with ulterior motives..."
"But I...why would someone tamper with an unknown person like me?"
"It's not tampering when you were a child. It may be that when you grow up, they realize that your smell is special and different. They want to make you have weak points and be bound by family affection, so a younger sister appears in your memory."
He tried to remember, shaking his head. "Maybe so."
Joyce put away the roster and took out a dilapidated notebook. He looked at Xing Shao, hesitated for a few seconds, and said in a low voice: "This is his diary. After he passed away, he was thrown to us by his subordinates. We didn't want to show it to you, but we think it's better for others to hand it over to you, or for you to decide."
"If you don't want to read it, just throw it away." Zeresh stood up slowly, "When you recover, we will prepare for your student status."
Xing Shao grabbed Xiaoben, did not respond, and watched them leave blankly.
He hesitated looking at the diary.
What can be written in Holson's diary?It is estimated that there is nothing useful, otherwise Fu En and the others would not have thrown things to him.
To see, or not to see?
Throw it away, everyone is dead, he hates that person so much, there is no need to look at this thing.
The moment he stood up, he put the diary into the shredder, he pressed the button, and watched the shredder devour the diary bit by bit, his expression suddenly changed.With pain in his eyes, he slammed the shredder away, ignoring his own fingers, and frantically snatched the diary back.
The front end has become a strip, and he put it together with difficulty, using scotch tape, and sticking it firmly.
He bit his lower lip, turned the first page with trembling fingers, and saw the familiar writing on it, the date was when he first met Holson.
——I met a big brother today, who said he liked my sister, but I didn't know that my sister didn't like him at all. He couldn't have any chance at all, an overconfident clown.
But he smiled with the breath of the sun, and it was warm on my body, and I felt very comfortable all over. I really want to see if he will cry, with the breath of rain.
He stared at the diary for a moment.
Holson was just that bad when he was a kid.
He remembered that the first time he met Holson, the other party was a big brother and a big brother, and he kept calling him brother-in-law.
It turns out that I was still laughing at him in my heart... It's strange to say that when I saw him for the first time, I just wanted to bully him, why did I gradually change my mind later, and become so cunning and stubborn.
A bloody body appeared in his mind, writhing and struggling on the floor, the mouth of the black hole opened and closed, whimpering and shouting.
Why, you don't save me...
Shocked, he didn't dare to think about it any more, he continued to check his diary, and found that everything after that was trivial.
Holson was still laughing at him, and he must have been kicked off by his sister in less than a week.At that time, in Holson's eyes, he looked like a toad trying to eat swan meat.It can also be seen that he and Demi had a good relationship at that time, they were very intimate, and they didn't seem to hate each other.
Flipping it randomly, when it was one-third of the way, he was suddenly attracted by the writing that was different from other colors.
Countless likes, the bottom corner is his name.
——Xing Shao.
I really don't understand how I like it, obviously I was still scolding him for not being good enough for his sister at the beginning, he is a villain, he knows how to calculate their family's property, how can he be liked by the other party in the blink of an eye.
He turned a few pages forward, and couldn't help but frown again, seeing that it said.
'Today I ate the dishes he made. Although the taste is not bad, it can only be rated as so-so. Anyway... this person has only one advantage. If my sister doesn't want him, I will find him as my chef. all right. '
"He is still so confident and sunny today. I really don't know when my sister will tell the truth and make him show a painful expression. For a person like him who is excellent and has strong self-esteem, if he cries, it will definitely be a huge blow. , I like to see the scenes of other people's frustration, struggle, and helplessness, it's so heart-warming. '
The corners of his lips twitched uncontrollably.
"It's too bad. At the beginning, why didn't I know that you were such a brat, and you were looking forward to seeing my jokes all day long!"
He found that the diary in the middle had been torn off a lot, revealing the traces of ferocious broken teeth. He flipped through it and roughly counted it, which was probably a few months old.
Turning to the previous page he liked, he looked at the distorted font written in bright red fonts, which was enough to prove how painful and angry Holson was.
It is also the only, heavily handwritten page written by Holson.
'Sister actually wants to marry him, why?Is it because I told her that I like things about Xing Shao? '
'Why is she objecting?She obviously stepped on a lot of boats and wanted to use Xing Shao, but she also pretended to be very pure, teaching me that it is wrong to like men. '
"What qualifications does she have to pretend to be kind and come to teach me not to bully Xing Shao, it's obviously what she did, it's too hateful, bullying Xing Shao again and again. '
"Xing Shao was chosen to inject medicine and become a test subject. In fact, she deliberately recommended it. She wanted Xing Shao to die and improve herself, me!"I don't allow this to happen, I want to protect him, Xing Shao is a good man. '
Xing Shao bit his lower lip hard, and said with a miserable smile, "You fickle little brat, you said I was an annoying guy before, so you couldn't wait to make me cry..."
His eyes fell on the following sentence, and his eye sockets gradually turned red.
"How much I want to tell Xing Shao that you are a liar and tell him to escape from Huo's house, but if I tell him this, he will really cry. I obviously can't wait for him to cry, but when I thought of him When you cry, you will definitely be very pitiful, so you can't bear it. '
'She also threatened me that if I told Xing Shao about this and made public what I had worked so hard to conceal, not only would the Huo family play tricks, but even Xing Shao would be in danger. '
'Forget it, I will try my best to make myself strong enough to protect him, and then tell him that I like him. He is so good, even if I do something wrong, he will definitely forgive me. '
'At that time, if he likes others, I will drive them away, so that he can only look at me! '
He couldn't help taking a deep breath, resisting some overflowing emotions, and suddenly turned another page.
'He really doesn't seem to know what my sister and everyone are hiding. He dotes on my sister very much. It's really annoying. Obviously the first person who likes him is me. Since I'm the first one to like him, it's counted as the first person he met. The first person to arrive was me, not my sister. '
'Today my sister saw me at a wedding and deliberately kissed him in front of me. It was disgusting. She kissed another man 10 minutes ago, and Duke was angry. '
'But still treating him like this, the stupid Xing Shao didn't know anything about it, and smiled at his sister stupidly, what's so good about her, she just wanted to use her, and not only used it, but also wanted to use it. To devour you bit by bit. '
"The Huo family expelled you to cover up people's eyes and keep the Ye family from knowing about it. Do you know that your every move is being monitored.Forget it, it doesn't matter if you are so stupid, stupid people have stupid blessings, I will protect you from now on, and you will have nothing to fear, you have to obediently wait for me, wait for me to grow up! '
'Although I don't know how to like someone, but for an excellent person like me, if you like you, you should be busy laughing. If you know what I like, then don't be so surprised Slightly. '
'Because, when the time comes, the Huo family won't want me anymore, and my sister will hate me too. I only have you, but it doesn't matter what they are, as long as I have you alone is enough! '
Xing Shao rubbed his brows, his deep fatigue made him unable to laugh out loud.
Horsen's immature words made him think of Horsen's eyes full of pain before he died.
Are you going to run away from me?
I have given you status, glory, and money, why do you leave me again and again?What good is freedom?
I like you.
Then tell me, what should I do so that you don't leave my side?
You will have friends wherever you go, but I have only you.
So, if I die, will you forgive me?
The sudden burst of fire in front of his eyes hurt his heart, and he couldn't help panting violently.
Pressing his chest with all his strength, he managed to regain his composure, but his body was already dripping with cold sweat.
——In fact, Holson has always been the same as when he was a child. He doesn't know how to face him, just as he doesn't know how to face Holson.
Childish and don't know how to express... They are tormenting each other.
As for the matter of the Huo family, at the moment of awakening the famous weapon, he was able to deduce the approximate result with other incomplete clues, so when he learned the truth, it was not so unbearable.
At that time, Holson was still a junior high school student. He must have found it difficult to accept all these things, and he must have been in pain.
I really like it inexplicably. What happened during the time that was torn apart?
Why did it make Holson change his mind and start liking him?
After thinking about it, he couldn't recall when he did it back then, and turned another page.
'Proactively ask for medicine injections, change your physique before your sister, maybe you can become stronger earlier. '
'I regret it. If I had told him earlier that I liked his things very much, would he be smiling at me now? '
'I heard that he is going to be promoted. If he goes to a high place, he will definitely encounter more beautiful scenery. He is so good, he will definitely be liked by others. I can't say anything to make him get promoted. '
No wonder!For so many years, he has been silent and unknown.
Since Holson graduated from the military academy, he has already carried the aura of genius, and has two completely different lives from him.
He has also been frustrated for a long time because of this matter, feeling that he is not worthy, and the child's adoring eyes made him even more dull because of this.
However, he, he never knew that Horsen was changing his physique for him!Want to inject zombie virus.
He thought... Horsen was infected in the last days, or Horsen wanted to become an emperor, maybe even if he had other reasons, it should be a very ambitious ambition.
But he didn't expect that the other party was actually for him.
To give up his chance at being human, and he didn't even know it.
'I originally thought that my sister was very kind and treated me very well, but I discovered not long ago that she was kind to me because I would inherit the Huo family in the future. . '
'Actually, she hates me very much, and she is not interested in Xing Shao at all. I also learned a terrible news from the elders. Xing Shao was not originally a candidate for the experiment, but they changed it to Xing Shao after being strongly recommended by Demi. '
"Demi made the choice to take away what I like. It's really abominable, Xing Shao... If Xing Shao knew about this, he would definitely cry." '
'The wife I like is just to use him. '
'By the way, the medicine injected today hurts so much, it hurts so much that my head is covered in cold sweat, and my bones are about to be crushed. The elders of the family said that if I don't do it, they will choose Xing Shao as the experimental guinea pig. '
'It's really strange, it should be very painful, but when I heard that Xing Shao was used as a threat, it was like a painkiller, the boiling bone marrow suddenly cooled down, and I couldn't feel the pain anymore. '
A young man with red lips and white teeth appeared in front of his eyes, sitting in front of the desk, holding a pen, his fingers were still trembling, the stinging pain from the injection remained, and he wrote out the diary in embarrassment.
Suddenly, he didn't have the courage to read on anymore. There were so many things he didn't know, and when they crowded in for a while, his head was about to explode.
Why do you have to make up your own mind, you have to agree to the injection, why does Holson make up your own mind!He never let that person protect him!Why are you always so self righteous!
……
He grabbed his hair, hesitated, took a deep breath, his chest hurt badly, and he closed the diary in embarrassment.
Panting heavily, he sat up with difficulty and put the diary in the drawer. He sat aside and drank a glass of water.
Thinking that the person who wrote the diary is no longer there, and died in the explosion.
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