Zhang Yixing Lu Han blossomed
Chapter 15
To be honest, I don't hate Zhang Yixing, I am very grateful to him for being so kind to me, in other words, he likes me so much, but I don't like boys at all, how can I be with him? Zhang Yixing came again, and he still let me live.
After thinking for a long time, I took out my mobile phone and called my mother. I said, "Mom, I want to go home. Please ask for leave for me." I said, "Your son is going to be exhausted from studying, don't you feel bad?" I said, "Mom, I'm your own son. You can't raise it for nothing and just throw it away. You have to love me." After I talked for a long time, my mother reluctantly agreed to call our class teacher and give me Please let me go home.
When I went back to the dormitory, they looked at me with strange expressions, I looked at Wu Yifan, he shrugged and didn't answer.I figured it out, they all knew what I meant.It's good if you know, don't help Zhang Yixing think of bad ideas.I took a look at them and fell directly on my bed.
Zhang Yixing suddenly came down from the top and said, "Han, anyway, you know everything, so I will tell you clearly, I just want to chase you."
I stared blankly at Zhang Yixing's serious face, completely confused, what did he say? ?Catch me?Still chasing?
I sat up, looked at Zhang Yixing and said, "Zhang Yixing, Wu Yifan hasn't said anything to you since he came back?"
Zhang Yixing glanced at Wu Yifan and shook his head, looking at me with obvious disappointment, "No, but when you and Brother Fan went out to talk in the morning, Brother Fan and I were on the phone all the time."
This time I was confused, that is to say, Zhang Yixing heard it? ? ?Then he still chased a P, I said no.
Before I could react, Zhang Yixing said again, "Han, you're right, I treat you well, you can't repay me with feelings, and I don't want you to treat me well, return me, because I treat you well, it's me Voluntary. You don’t need anything in return. I do everything for you willingly. Don’t think too much about it. I will treat you well in the future. Just accept it with peace of mind. Even if you don’t accept me, don’t refuse You are kind to me."
I looked at Zhang Yixing seriously and said, "Yixing, this won't work. I don't feel at ease if you're like this. Really, I'm not gay, and I don't like boys, so don't work hard on me. With your conditions, what? I can’t find such a man or woman.”
"Then I have my eyes on you?" Zhang Yixing asked anxiously
"That's your business" I don't look at him when I go to bed
"Yes, it's my business, so don't worry about it. I'll chase you," Zhang Yixing said as if he was lying.
I glanced at him and stopped talking.
Ever since the showdown with Zhang Yixing, he has treated me a little bit unpretentiously, like a personal nanny, wishing I could have a bite of food, he chewed it up and fed it to my mouth.No matter what I say, it is useless. To be honest, I am very moved, but moving cannot be regarded as emotion, right?
Finally, when my mother asked the head teacher for leave, the head teacher also approved the leave.I went back to the dormitory to pack up and went straight to the station.When I got home, I sent them a group message, saying that I would go home for a few days.Anyway, I'm gone, I don't believe they can still chase me to my house to find me.
It turns out.They can't, but it doesn't mean that Zhang Yixing can't. The next day I went home to live, someone knocked on the door early in the morning.Knock on my door, my family members know that I'm going to sleep late.Who is so annoying!I pouted, and reluctantly got up to open the door.I was just about to lose my temper.Unexpectedly, what I saw was Zhang Yixing with a pale face! ! !I am ashamed.Zhang Yixing? ?I rubbed my eyes, it was really Zhang Yixing.
"Xiaohan, you said you left without saying hello to your classmates, making Yixing worry about you, and came to see you specially, seeing that the child is cold. Come on, take him in to keep warm." My mother Throw me a big blanket.
"Thank you, auntie, I'm fine," Zhang Yixing said with a big smile, the two dimples made me want to poke them.
"Zhang Yixing, why did you come here?" I pulled Zhang Yixing back to my room, why was he so cold all over, he felt as if he was ventilating.
Zhang Yixing looked at me, smiled stupidly and said, "I thought you didn't like me, I hid home, and I just want to come and see you." When Zhang Yixing said this, his expression was pitiful! !Just like elementary school students who made mistakes waiting to be criticized.I couldn't help laughing, and went into the bathroom to put hot water on Zhang Yixing and said, "Zhang Yixing, why are you so stupid, I didn't see it before, if I hide from you, I need to send a message to tell you that I'm home Is it?" I said while pulling Zhang Yixing into the bathroom.Zhang Yixing foolishly let me drag him.I don't understand, what kind of idiot Zhang Yixing is playing with me today.
When Zhang Yixing went to take a shower, I found him a piece of my clothes, I guess he can wear it, we are about the same height.
When Zhang Yixing came out, I was playing with the computer. When I turned around and looked at it, I molested Zhang Yixing, "Yo~ What a picture of a beauty out of the bath~" Zhang Yixing glared at me, "Luhan, don't force me to take action," I closed my eyes. mouth, thought for a while and asked him, "How do you know where my house is? Why did you come here so early in the morning?"
While wiping his hair, Zhang Yixing said, "Brother Fan told me the address. In fact, I came here last night. I didn't dare to knock on your door because the lights were off."
After listening to it, I became anxious, and I said, "Zhang Yixing, are you stupid? Don't you know how to call my cell phone!"
As a result, Zhang Yixing said pitifully, "I'm afraid that you will sleep, and if you wake up in the middle of the night, you will definitely not be able to fall asleep."
I leaned back and said, "Zhang Yixing, you are an idiot!" I cursed, took out the hair dryer, and dried Zhang Yixing's hair.Zhang Yixing sat there obediently, making people feel very obedient and smiling happily.To be honest, I know that I am a bit ambiguous with Zhang Yixing now, but I really feel sorry for Zhang Yixing.Really, I feel sorry for his stupidity, and feel sorry for him because he cares about me.
I pushed Zhang Yixing to the bed, and I said in the unmade quilt, "Zhang Yixing, warm up first. I'll go down and see if my mother has breakfast. If you are sleepy, go to sleep."
As soon as I was about to leave, Zhang Yixing took my hand, asked me very gently, seriously, and asked me in pain, "Han, is it really impossible for us?" I threw a pillow on his face and went out up.
As soon as I went downstairs, I saw my mother pouring milk, saw me coming down and asked me, "Where is Yixing?"
"Let me throw my blanket to warm up" I waved my hand and said
My mother waited for me, thought about it, and then said, "Son, I didn't expect you to be so popular. People were worried that you would come to the house to find you." I said stinkingly, "That's right, your son is very charming." My mother stared Glancing at me, "The face is really not small, go ask your dad and Yixing to eat." I made a funny face and asked them to eat. Actually, to be honest, I am getting along with Zhang Yixing now, but I really feel a little bit strangeness.How should I put it, I always feel that he has something wrong in his heart.
When I returned to the room, Zhang Yixing had already fallen asleep on my bed, sleeping very peacefully, like a child, I took out my phone and took a picture.I suddenly remembered that the previous photo shoot seemed to be when Zhang Yixing was sleeping. The last time he was lying on my lap, this time he was sleeping on my bed.Zhang Yixing's sleeping appearance is really cute.I didn't bother him, so I went downstairs to eat and asked my mother to leave some food for him.
When Zhang Yixing was gone, I was leaning on the sofa and watching a TV series. My parents had gone out. In other words, only Zhang Yixing and I were left at my house. It was really strange. I said, "Zhang Yixing, the kitchen There is something to eat inside." He didn't answer me, and came directly to sit beside me and looked at me without saying a word.
"Zhang Yixing, like you used to, is it okay to talk to me about it? You play so deeply, I can't stand it, my little heart is about to collapse." Zhang Yixing laughed, "Han, can you talk about being poor? I’m holding Mrs. Zhang with both hands for you to knead.” I glared at him, “Who kneaded you, it’s more thorough to kick your feet directly.” Zhang Yixing looked hurt, and then put his paw on my shoulder and said "Han, don't we look like a young couple, watching TV together at home on weekends?" I kicked him and said, "Zhang Yixing, are you looking for smoke?" Zhang Yixing shook his head decisively, "No, I'm just imagining infinitely beautiful prospects and In the future, explain your good wishes in a high-profile way." I slapped him on the forehead and said, "It's really a daydream."
Zhang Yixing covered his forehead and complained, "Lu Han, you are so violent."
I slanted my eyes, and shook him two words with style, "stand up!"
Zhang Yixing shut up.
Zhang Yixing played games with me for a day until my parents came back.His dog-legged uncles and aunts yelled, and helped my mother wash the vegetables and beat her hands, so that the old couple in our family praised him...and hurt me by the way.I am not happy!Xin said that if they knew that Zhang Yixing was doing this to chase after their precious son, it would be strange if they didn't beat Zhang Yixing out!
After dinner!Zhang Yixing spontaneously went to wash the dishes.My parents said they couldn't let the guests do this and pushed me into the kitchen.I rolled my eyes and followed Zhang Yixing into the kitchen.When I went in, I found that Zhang Yixing was looking very seriously with the dish soap.
I said "what are you looking at?"
Zhang Yixing raised his head and replied to me very naturally, "Instructions for use."
I asked him "Don't say you read the instructions on the laundry detergent before doing the laundry at school!"
Zhang Yixing said calmly, "I saw it...and Brother Fan told me."
I am speechless, he Zhang Yixing is simply an idiot in life!He took such good care of me at school... It really made him difficult.
I pushed him aside "I'll wash you watch" and I started teaching him to do the dishes!Zhang Yixing!What a young master!
While I was washing, Zhang Yixing hugged me from behind.
I got angry, "Zhang Yixing! You're looking for another pump, aren't you!"
Zhang Yixing didn't let go and said, "Han, just let me hold you for a while, it will be fine in a while"
I sighed in my heart, and said to myself, just hug me... I have a lot of meat, but I won't admit to death that Zhang Yixing's voice is so gentle that I almost melt.Zhang Yixing!It's really Zhang Yixing!
In the evening...I live with Zhang Yixing, the reason...the guest room is not heated, so no one can live in it... Zhang Yixing went back to the room and took a shower, and then got into my bed~Looking at me like a good little wife, that's very funny , I really want to kick him, I admit...my violent factor surged again, I pulled Zhang Yixing up, "Hey, don't get into my quilt with wet hair!"
So Zhang Yixing was very obedient and reconciled...first dried my hair...and handed me the hair dryer.
Nausea said "Han ~ you blow my hair"
I glared at him and helped him blow.
Zhang Yixing smiled foolishly and said, "Luhan, I think... the feeling I feel right now is really happy! Really"
I knocked him on the head, "Zhang Yixing! Stop talking nonsense!" He pouted and stopped talking.
I'm very glad that my bed is quite big... It's okay to share the same bed with him before!But, right now, I really don't feel very comfortable.
And Zhang Yixing!Facts have proved that he is a one-color blank!As I was sleeping, I could feel him approaching me, I hid...he leaned over...it made me want to hit the floor!Think about it later!its not right!This is my room!My bed!
I kicked Zhang Yixing's ass and said, "Zhang Yixing! You still keep people from sleeping!"
Zhang Yixing said innocently, "What's wrong with me... It's human instinct to look for heat sources when it's cold, okay?"
I was speechless... I glared at him without saying a word, and lay down to sleep.
This time he is more direct!He hugged me all of a sudden!
I was angry, "Zhang Yixing! Are you looking for smoke!"
Zhang Yixing said, "I'm cold, don't move!"
Well... I can't move... He loves to hug... It's warm anyway!Seriously...Zhang Yixing's embrace is very warm...very comfortable.
After a while, I asked "Zhang Yixing, have you slept yet?"
He hugged me tighter and said "no"
I said, "Zhang Yixing! I really want to know why you like me... I really don't understand it!"
Zhang Yixing said after a while, "I just like you... It seems that I don't know why I like you now.. What should I do? Luhan, I like you."
Listening to Zhang Yixing's voice, I don't know what kind of feeling I feel in my heart, it seems a little strange, but I don't know what is so strange.
"Luhan, do you know, when I first saw you in the dormitory, I felt that you were like an angel, very beautiful, giving people a feeling, very comfortable. Then you are very cute, Brother Fan took care of you When you were there, your peace of mind towards him was very enviable." Zhang Yixing moved a bit, still hugged me, but put my head on my back.Continue to say, "Do you still remember the day when you and Brother Fan were awkward, that is, the time he didn't bring you food and went out with Zitao, and when I saw you crying, I actually had the illusion that the whole world collapsed. I want to give you Wipe your tears. I don’t want you to cry. That feeling is very strong. It’s so strong that I don’t know how to control it. I also want to make you care like Brother Fan.”
"Actually, I..." I really wanted to explain, that day I cried because I was looking at the bed board~~ not because of Wu Yifan...but he didn't give me a chance
"Listen to me first, I'm afraid that if I don't say it now, I won't dare to talk to you in the future. Luhan, I don't know how I fell in love with you, but liking is liking, liking you sometimes Little violence, I like that you are unreasonable occasionally. There are many, many things that can’t be said. I don’t seem to remember when I have been paying attention to you. Maybe I noticed that you are beautiful at first, and then I think you Very cute. I don’t know anymore, my mind is very confused. But it’s true that I like you. I don’t know how to say it, so you can understand. Luhan, maybe I’m not good enough. Maybe you really can’t accept me. But at least you have to believe that I am serious about you... This kind of liking seems blind, but I am really serious." Zhang Yixing's voice seemed to have a hint of prayer, which made me wonder what to do. Say anything, just listen quietly.It seems that I have some regrets myself, why should I ask this question.
"Luhan, I know I'm a boy, maybe I didn't take care of you so carefully, but I will work hard, really." Zhang Yixing said very seriously, and I felt that the arms that hugged me tightened a lot.
I didn't speak, and he continued to say, "Actually, at the beginning, I wasn't so sure about that feeling, after all, I'm not gay, but when I can't help but pay attention to you, I always envy and envy other people who are close to you The people, Brother Fan, Zitao, Cancan, Baibai, Shixun. And then Tang Qiuyu. Lu Renyi appeared one by one, which made me feel like I was going crazy. Luhan, maybe my feelings for you, You can't accept it, but at least you don't refuse my kindness to you anymore. Is it okay? I... I actually... just want to do something for the person I like. Is it okay?" Zhang Yixing's voice seemed to be a little fuzzy, and I listened so clearly, I really didn't know how to react.I suddenly felt that I was very heartless, but I still can't accept the feelings of boys. Maybe, if I can accept it, Zhang Yixing is really a good choice.It's just that maybe this doesn't exist for me.
Feeling the sound of Zhang Yixing's even breathing behind me, I suddenly lost my mind and didn't know what to think.I couldn't hear what he said after that, it seemed like he was talking in his sleep.I sighed deeply, what should I do with such a Zhang Yixing.
After thinking for a long time, I took out my mobile phone and called my mother. I said, "Mom, I want to go home. Please ask for leave for me." I said, "Your son is going to be exhausted from studying, don't you feel bad?" I said, "Mom, I'm your own son. You can't raise it for nothing and just throw it away. You have to love me." After I talked for a long time, my mother reluctantly agreed to call our class teacher and give me Please let me go home.
When I went back to the dormitory, they looked at me with strange expressions, I looked at Wu Yifan, he shrugged and didn't answer.I figured it out, they all knew what I meant.It's good if you know, don't help Zhang Yixing think of bad ideas.I took a look at them and fell directly on my bed.
Zhang Yixing suddenly came down from the top and said, "Han, anyway, you know everything, so I will tell you clearly, I just want to chase you."
I stared blankly at Zhang Yixing's serious face, completely confused, what did he say? ?Catch me?Still chasing?
I sat up, looked at Zhang Yixing and said, "Zhang Yixing, Wu Yifan hasn't said anything to you since he came back?"
Zhang Yixing glanced at Wu Yifan and shook his head, looking at me with obvious disappointment, "No, but when you and Brother Fan went out to talk in the morning, Brother Fan and I were on the phone all the time."
This time I was confused, that is to say, Zhang Yixing heard it? ? ?Then he still chased a P, I said no.
Before I could react, Zhang Yixing said again, "Han, you're right, I treat you well, you can't repay me with feelings, and I don't want you to treat me well, return me, because I treat you well, it's me Voluntary. You don’t need anything in return. I do everything for you willingly. Don’t think too much about it. I will treat you well in the future. Just accept it with peace of mind. Even if you don’t accept me, don’t refuse You are kind to me."
I looked at Zhang Yixing seriously and said, "Yixing, this won't work. I don't feel at ease if you're like this. Really, I'm not gay, and I don't like boys, so don't work hard on me. With your conditions, what? I can’t find such a man or woman.”
"Then I have my eyes on you?" Zhang Yixing asked anxiously
"That's your business" I don't look at him when I go to bed
"Yes, it's my business, so don't worry about it. I'll chase you," Zhang Yixing said as if he was lying.
I glanced at him and stopped talking.
Ever since the showdown with Zhang Yixing, he has treated me a little bit unpretentiously, like a personal nanny, wishing I could have a bite of food, he chewed it up and fed it to my mouth.No matter what I say, it is useless. To be honest, I am very moved, but moving cannot be regarded as emotion, right?
Finally, when my mother asked the head teacher for leave, the head teacher also approved the leave.I went back to the dormitory to pack up and went straight to the station.When I got home, I sent them a group message, saying that I would go home for a few days.Anyway, I'm gone, I don't believe they can still chase me to my house to find me.
It turns out.They can't, but it doesn't mean that Zhang Yixing can't. The next day I went home to live, someone knocked on the door early in the morning.Knock on my door, my family members know that I'm going to sleep late.Who is so annoying!I pouted, and reluctantly got up to open the door.I was just about to lose my temper.Unexpectedly, what I saw was Zhang Yixing with a pale face! ! !I am ashamed.Zhang Yixing? ?I rubbed my eyes, it was really Zhang Yixing.
"Xiaohan, you said you left without saying hello to your classmates, making Yixing worry about you, and came to see you specially, seeing that the child is cold. Come on, take him in to keep warm." My mother Throw me a big blanket.
"Thank you, auntie, I'm fine," Zhang Yixing said with a big smile, the two dimples made me want to poke them.
"Zhang Yixing, why did you come here?" I pulled Zhang Yixing back to my room, why was he so cold all over, he felt as if he was ventilating.
Zhang Yixing looked at me, smiled stupidly and said, "I thought you didn't like me, I hid home, and I just want to come and see you." When Zhang Yixing said this, his expression was pitiful! !Just like elementary school students who made mistakes waiting to be criticized.I couldn't help laughing, and went into the bathroom to put hot water on Zhang Yixing and said, "Zhang Yixing, why are you so stupid, I didn't see it before, if I hide from you, I need to send a message to tell you that I'm home Is it?" I said while pulling Zhang Yixing into the bathroom.Zhang Yixing foolishly let me drag him.I don't understand, what kind of idiot Zhang Yixing is playing with me today.
When Zhang Yixing went to take a shower, I found him a piece of my clothes, I guess he can wear it, we are about the same height.
When Zhang Yixing came out, I was playing with the computer. When I turned around and looked at it, I molested Zhang Yixing, "Yo~ What a picture of a beauty out of the bath~" Zhang Yixing glared at me, "Luhan, don't force me to take action," I closed my eyes. mouth, thought for a while and asked him, "How do you know where my house is? Why did you come here so early in the morning?"
While wiping his hair, Zhang Yixing said, "Brother Fan told me the address. In fact, I came here last night. I didn't dare to knock on your door because the lights were off."
After listening to it, I became anxious, and I said, "Zhang Yixing, are you stupid? Don't you know how to call my cell phone!"
As a result, Zhang Yixing said pitifully, "I'm afraid that you will sleep, and if you wake up in the middle of the night, you will definitely not be able to fall asleep."
I leaned back and said, "Zhang Yixing, you are an idiot!" I cursed, took out the hair dryer, and dried Zhang Yixing's hair.Zhang Yixing sat there obediently, making people feel very obedient and smiling happily.To be honest, I know that I am a bit ambiguous with Zhang Yixing now, but I really feel sorry for Zhang Yixing.Really, I feel sorry for his stupidity, and feel sorry for him because he cares about me.
I pushed Zhang Yixing to the bed, and I said in the unmade quilt, "Zhang Yixing, warm up first. I'll go down and see if my mother has breakfast. If you are sleepy, go to sleep."
As soon as I was about to leave, Zhang Yixing took my hand, asked me very gently, seriously, and asked me in pain, "Han, is it really impossible for us?" I threw a pillow on his face and went out up.
As soon as I went downstairs, I saw my mother pouring milk, saw me coming down and asked me, "Where is Yixing?"
"Let me throw my blanket to warm up" I waved my hand and said
My mother waited for me, thought about it, and then said, "Son, I didn't expect you to be so popular. People were worried that you would come to the house to find you." I said stinkingly, "That's right, your son is very charming." My mother stared Glancing at me, "The face is really not small, go ask your dad and Yixing to eat." I made a funny face and asked them to eat. Actually, to be honest, I am getting along with Zhang Yixing now, but I really feel a little bit strangeness.How should I put it, I always feel that he has something wrong in his heart.
When I returned to the room, Zhang Yixing had already fallen asleep on my bed, sleeping very peacefully, like a child, I took out my phone and took a picture.I suddenly remembered that the previous photo shoot seemed to be when Zhang Yixing was sleeping. The last time he was lying on my lap, this time he was sleeping on my bed.Zhang Yixing's sleeping appearance is really cute.I didn't bother him, so I went downstairs to eat and asked my mother to leave some food for him.
When Zhang Yixing was gone, I was leaning on the sofa and watching a TV series. My parents had gone out. In other words, only Zhang Yixing and I were left at my house. It was really strange. I said, "Zhang Yixing, the kitchen There is something to eat inside." He didn't answer me, and came directly to sit beside me and looked at me without saying a word.
"Zhang Yixing, like you used to, is it okay to talk to me about it? You play so deeply, I can't stand it, my little heart is about to collapse." Zhang Yixing laughed, "Han, can you talk about being poor? I’m holding Mrs. Zhang with both hands for you to knead.” I glared at him, “Who kneaded you, it’s more thorough to kick your feet directly.” Zhang Yixing looked hurt, and then put his paw on my shoulder and said "Han, don't we look like a young couple, watching TV together at home on weekends?" I kicked him and said, "Zhang Yixing, are you looking for smoke?" Zhang Yixing shook his head decisively, "No, I'm just imagining infinitely beautiful prospects and In the future, explain your good wishes in a high-profile way." I slapped him on the forehead and said, "It's really a daydream."
Zhang Yixing covered his forehead and complained, "Lu Han, you are so violent."
I slanted my eyes, and shook him two words with style, "stand up!"
Zhang Yixing shut up.
Zhang Yixing played games with me for a day until my parents came back.His dog-legged uncles and aunts yelled, and helped my mother wash the vegetables and beat her hands, so that the old couple in our family praised him...and hurt me by the way.I am not happy!Xin said that if they knew that Zhang Yixing was doing this to chase after their precious son, it would be strange if they didn't beat Zhang Yixing out!
After dinner!Zhang Yixing spontaneously went to wash the dishes.My parents said they couldn't let the guests do this and pushed me into the kitchen.I rolled my eyes and followed Zhang Yixing into the kitchen.When I went in, I found that Zhang Yixing was looking very seriously with the dish soap.
I said "what are you looking at?"
Zhang Yixing raised his head and replied to me very naturally, "Instructions for use."
I asked him "Don't say you read the instructions on the laundry detergent before doing the laundry at school!"
Zhang Yixing said calmly, "I saw it...and Brother Fan told me."
I am speechless, he Zhang Yixing is simply an idiot in life!He took such good care of me at school... It really made him difficult.
I pushed him aside "I'll wash you watch" and I started teaching him to do the dishes!Zhang Yixing!What a young master!
While I was washing, Zhang Yixing hugged me from behind.
I got angry, "Zhang Yixing! You're looking for another pump, aren't you!"
Zhang Yixing didn't let go and said, "Han, just let me hold you for a while, it will be fine in a while"
I sighed in my heart, and said to myself, just hug me... I have a lot of meat, but I won't admit to death that Zhang Yixing's voice is so gentle that I almost melt.Zhang Yixing!It's really Zhang Yixing!
In the evening...I live with Zhang Yixing, the reason...the guest room is not heated, so no one can live in it... Zhang Yixing went back to the room and took a shower, and then got into my bed~Looking at me like a good little wife, that's very funny , I really want to kick him, I admit...my violent factor surged again, I pulled Zhang Yixing up, "Hey, don't get into my quilt with wet hair!"
So Zhang Yixing was very obedient and reconciled...first dried my hair...and handed me the hair dryer.
Nausea said "Han ~ you blow my hair"
I glared at him and helped him blow.
Zhang Yixing smiled foolishly and said, "Luhan, I think... the feeling I feel right now is really happy! Really"
I knocked him on the head, "Zhang Yixing! Stop talking nonsense!" He pouted and stopped talking.
I'm very glad that my bed is quite big... It's okay to share the same bed with him before!But, right now, I really don't feel very comfortable.
And Zhang Yixing!Facts have proved that he is a one-color blank!As I was sleeping, I could feel him approaching me, I hid...he leaned over...it made me want to hit the floor!Think about it later!its not right!This is my room!My bed!
I kicked Zhang Yixing's ass and said, "Zhang Yixing! You still keep people from sleeping!"
Zhang Yixing said innocently, "What's wrong with me... It's human instinct to look for heat sources when it's cold, okay?"
I was speechless... I glared at him without saying a word, and lay down to sleep.
This time he is more direct!He hugged me all of a sudden!
I was angry, "Zhang Yixing! Are you looking for smoke!"
Zhang Yixing said, "I'm cold, don't move!"
Well... I can't move... He loves to hug... It's warm anyway!Seriously...Zhang Yixing's embrace is very warm...very comfortable.
After a while, I asked "Zhang Yixing, have you slept yet?"
He hugged me tighter and said "no"
I said, "Zhang Yixing! I really want to know why you like me... I really don't understand it!"
Zhang Yixing said after a while, "I just like you... It seems that I don't know why I like you now.. What should I do? Luhan, I like you."
Listening to Zhang Yixing's voice, I don't know what kind of feeling I feel in my heart, it seems a little strange, but I don't know what is so strange.
"Luhan, do you know, when I first saw you in the dormitory, I felt that you were like an angel, very beautiful, giving people a feeling, very comfortable. Then you are very cute, Brother Fan took care of you When you were there, your peace of mind towards him was very enviable." Zhang Yixing moved a bit, still hugged me, but put my head on my back.Continue to say, "Do you still remember the day when you and Brother Fan were awkward, that is, the time he didn't bring you food and went out with Zitao, and when I saw you crying, I actually had the illusion that the whole world collapsed. I want to give you Wipe your tears. I don’t want you to cry. That feeling is very strong. It’s so strong that I don’t know how to control it. I also want to make you care like Brother Fan.”
"Actually, I..." I really wanted to explain, that day I cried because I was looking at the bed board~~ not because of Wu Yifan...but he didn't give me a chance
"Listen to me first, I'm afraid that if I don't say it now, I won't dare to talk to you in the future. Luhan, I don't know how I fell in love with you, but liking is liking, liking you sometimes Little violence, I like that you are unreasonable occasionally. There are many, many things that can’t be said. I don’t seem to remember when I have been paying attention to you. Maybe I noticed that you are beautiful at first, and then I think you Very cute. I don’t know anymore, my mind is very confused. But it’s true that I like you. I don’t know how to say it, so you can understand. Luhan, maybe I’m not good enough. Maybe you really can’t accept me. But at least you have to believe that I am serious about you... This kind of liking seems blind, but I am really serious." Zhang Yixing's voice seemed to have a hint of prayer, which made me wonder what to do. Say anything, just listen quietly.It seems that I have some regrets myself, why should I ask this question.
"Luhan, I know I'm a boy, maybe I didn't take care of you so carefully, but I will work hard, really." Zhang Yixing said very seriously, and I felt that the arms that hugged me tightened a lot.
I didn't speak, and he continued to say, "Actually, at the beginning, I wasn't so sure about that feeling, after all, I'm not gay, but when I can't help but pay attention to you, I always envy and envy other people who are close to you The people, Brother Fan, Zitao, Cancan, Baibai, Shixun. And then Tang Qiuyu. Lu Renyi appeared one by one, which made me feel like I was going crazy. Luhan, maybe my feelings for you, You can't accept it, but at least you don't refuse my kindness to you anymore. Is it okay? I... I actually... just want to do something for the person I like. Is it okay?" Zhang Yixing's voice seemed to be a little fuzzy, and I listened so clearly, I really didn't know how to react.I suddenly felt that I was very heartless, but I still can't accept the feelings of boys. Maybe, if I can accept it, Zhang Yixing is really a good choice.It's just that maybe this doesn't exist for me.
Feeling the sound of Zhang Yixing's even breathing behind me, I suddenly lost my mind and didn't know what to think.I couldn't hear what he said after that, it seemed like he was talking in his sleep.I sighed deeply, what should I do with such a Zhang Yixing.
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