Zhang Yixing Lu Han blossomed

The next day, when I woke up early in the morning, I was lying in Zhang Yixing's arms, and the sky seemed to be still bright.When I opened my eyes, I saw Zhang Yixing looking at me with smiling eyes.I reached out and poked his dimple, "Why so early?"

"Because I can't bear you, I want to see you more." Zhang Yixing kissed me on the forehead, and then hugged me tightly.

"Starting from today, three years, 1095 days, Yixing. Tell me, how will I live?" I buried my head in Zhang Yixing's arms, trying not to make my voice tremble.I can't bear it, what should I do, I don't want Yixing to go, what should I do, I regret it, okay? When I really faced it, I realized that parting is far more painful than I imagined.I can not let it go.Really reluctant.

"I don't know either. Tell me, why did we choose this path? Lu Han. If I don't go, so what? Do we have to use our painful three years to prove our relationship? I don't want to." Zhang Yixing's chin rested on my head.As he spoke, the pain and reluctance in his tone were self-evident.

I shook my head, "Yixing, this is the path we chose. I can't make you feel sorry for your parents. In this way, both of us will feel uneasy. If these three years of pain can be exchanged for a lifetime of peace of mind, then I am willing. Really .Yixing. I hate you, but we always have to face many, many things that we have to do. Do you know?"

"Fool. Of course I get it. I just..."

"I understand. Get up. You promised me to take pictures together today. This is the last morning. You must be with me well, you know?" I came out of Yixing's arms and said coquettishly.

Zhang Yixing nodded.Small kisses fell on my head.

It was still very early in the morning when Zhang Yixing and I finished tidying up and came out of the house.But there are already many people.Standing at the intersection.Zhang Yixing stretched out his hand and put it in front of me.I smiled and put my hand on his.Then they looked at each other and smiled, holding hands and walking together on the street in the early morning.

There are not many people.The shop is also not open.Some deserted streets seem to be warmed by the people around them.She held his hand tightly, not wanting to let go for a second.The wind of early spring blows, bringing coolness.But he couldn't blow the warmth he gave.

"Zhang Yixing, wait for you to come back. Let's take a walk like this every morning." I smiled at him.

"Yeah. Okay. Let's take a walk together like this." Zhang Yixing said with a smile, shaking our holding hands.

In the last morning, there seemed to be a lot of things I wanted to do together, but I didn't know what to do.They could only hold hands like this and walk aimlessly.

I took a lot of pictures of Zhang Yixing with the camera.walking.Sitting, laughing, funny, pretending to be cool.eating.Be cute.All kinds of arts.My Yixing, my Zhang Yixing.We also took a lot of group photos, of the two of us.Laughed together.embracing.Kissing, holding hands.etc.That is the last memory of the two of us today.Of course there are many more mine.Yixing said he wanted to take it away.Take him to that place without me.

The same street.From the deserted in the morning to the hustle and bustle of people, but I don't want to look at the time.Pulling Zhang Yixing pretending to know nothing.Don't care about the eyes of passers-by.Don't care what other people think.At least.Just let me indulge this day, okay?

I dragged Zhang Yixing into the mall, bought two identical clothes, and gave Zhang Yixing once.Couple outfits or something.In fact, I disdain these, but I don't know why.At this moment, he unexpectedly wanted to be persistent.

Wandering around one store after another.Zhang Yixing and I were talking, talking non-stop.This dress is very beautiful, but no girl will buy that skirt.This bag is very nice.That hat looks good on him. . .I deliberately let myself ignore time.Ignore some facts.Until being held back by Yixing when entering the store.

"Lu Han!" Zhang Yixing called me.

"Huh? What's the matter?" I asked with a smile.

"Luhan, please don't be like this. Luhan." Zhang Yixing said while holding my hand tightly.

"I'm fine, Yixing. What's the matter?" I pretended not to understand and poked Zhang Yixing's dimple with a hand.

"Luhan. Luhan, Luhan," Zhang Yixing pulled me into his arms.Saying my name over and over again.

"Yixing. I know. Let's go back..." Unable to pretend, he let go of his smile.Hugged Zhang Yixing and said.

Zhang Yixing nodded.He let go of his embrace, but he didn't let go of the hand that was holding me tightly.He lowered his head along the way and did not speak again.Just hold my hand tightly.I can even feel it.His trembling.If you don't go back to get your luggage.You won't be able to catch the plane.

When they went back, Yixing's parents, Nianxi, and Yin Xiaohan were all there.It seemed that we were the only ones who saw us off, so I greeted them.Go with Yixing to pick up the luggage.There are actually not many things.Over there, Yixing's family has already made arrangements.So, nothing happened.Need to worry.

On the way to the airport.Zhang Yixing sat beside me, still holding my hand tightly.

Zhang Yixing said, "Lu Han, you have to take good care of yourself after I'm gone, you know?"

Zhang Yixing said, "Lu Han, when I'm not by your side, you can't lose weight, you know, I will check regularly."

Zhang Yixing said, "Luhan, when I'm not here, if you have something to do, you can go to Brother Fan, do you know?"

Zhang Yixing said, "Lu Han, you have to eat on time when I'm not around. Do you know?"

Zhang Yixing said, "Luhan, take good care of your parents, you know. I will call often."

Zhang Yixing said, "Luhan, when I'm in the dormitory, I'm the only one. Be careful, you know?"

Zhang Yixing said, "Luhan, I put spare medicine under the drawer of your frequently used things in the dormitory. Remember to take it when you are sick. Don't hold on. If you feel uncomfortable, go to the doctor, you know?"

Zhang Yixing said, "Luhan, don't always forget to bring your keys when you go home, you know?"

Zhang Yixing said, "Lu Han, I prepared a lot of food for you in your dormitory. But don't eat it all the time, especially instant noodles."

Zhang Yixing said, "Lu Han, remember to add a coat when you go out in the morning and evening."

Zhang Yixing said "Luhan, remember to miss me..."

Zhang Yixing said: Luhan,......

Zhang Yixing held my hand tightly and said each sentence.I kept talking until my voice trembled, and I kept talking until my voice choked.I kept talking until I couldn't speak.I listen, and I nod at every word he says.But don't say anything.I am afraid that the legend of my crying will come out, I am afraid that I will not be able to bear it.I will hug Yixing and not let him go.

I thought that during the two years in Korea, I learned to be indifferent, but in the face of Zhang Yixing, all my disguises were so vulnerable.Facing Zhang Yixing.I'm just Luhan.I can't control my emotions, I can't fake my expression.

I rested my head on Zhang Yixing's shoulder, bit my other hand, and tried not to let myself cry.I shouted over and over again in my heart, Zhang Yixing, don't go, don't go, but.But unable to speak out.

When we finally arrived at the airport, there was not much time left to board the plane.Yixing said goodbye to his parents, Nianxi, and said something to Yin Xiaohan.Just stood in front of me.Eye circles are still red.I raised my hand and rubbed his face.Said "Zhang Yixing, give me a smile, I want to poke your dimples."

He forced a smile.I raised my hand to poke it, and he hugged me, "Luhan. I'm leaving. Three years. See you in three years. You miss me."

I hugged him back, "Zhang Yixing, I've been waiting for you for three years. Waiting for you to come back. I will miss you every day. I miss you very much."

Zhang Yixing said, "Lu Han, I love you."

I said "Zhang Yixing, I love you."

The tears that were finally held back poured down again.I hugged Zhang Yixing tightly and said, "Zhang Yixing, wait a minute, turn around. Just keep walking. Don't look back, I will walk out of the airport with my back to you. Let's not watch each other leave, okay?"

"Okay," he said

"I counted 123 and we let go and started turning around."

"Let me hug you for a while, okay?"

"1"

"Luhan, I love you."

"2"

"Luhan, I love you"

"Zhang Yixing, I love you too. I love you very much." After all, I still can't count

"I'll count to 3, baby is it ready?" Zhang Yixing said with choking tenderness.

"Yeah." I nodded

"3" counted by Zhang Yixing.

Zhang Yixing and I let go.Looking at the other party's teary eyes, he smiled.Then turn him in one direction.I have one direction.He will definitely not turn around.Like I won't turn around.because.reluctant.

Leaving the airport, my heart was empty, as if I had been drained of energy.I look at the sky.The plane flies overhead.It's only been three years, Zhang Yixing, you know what.When I turned around, I already started thinking about you.