Zhang Yixing Lu Han blossomed

I went home in the evening and told my parents that Yixing's parents agreed to come to our house to celebrate the New Year. Sure enough, the old couple was very happy, and I was also very happy that Yixing's parents accepted.The persistence and hard work of Yixing and I were not in vain at all, but Zhang Yixing, why, why did you suddenly disappear at this time, and did not contact me.A week without contact, which has never happened in the previous two years.I told myself maybe there was something wrong with him.Or is he coming back soon to surprise me?

Several days passed.Zhang Yixing did not come back as I expected.Also did not call me.He will call home to prove that nothing happened to him, but why, why didn't he contact me.Lying in the bedroom, Yixing's aura had already faded and was about to disappear.Zhang Yixing, what happened to you, why didn't you contact me.Looking at the photos I took before I left, I feel very uncomfortable. Zhang Yixing, Zhang Yixing, Zhang Yixing, these three words are all over my mind, I can't take it anymore.I called Zhang Yixing with my mobile phone, again, again, again, until the display turned off, but the call was not connected.

A strong bad feeling filled my brain.Depressed as if almost out of breath.

"Zhang Yixing! What do you want!" I yelled and threw out the photo of Zhang Yixing and myself in my hand, and the glass photo frame hit the ground hard, making a shattering sound.I closed my eyes, and for a moment, I didn't even know what I had been insisting on for the past two years.I endured it, endured it, but I still couldn't stop crying.

Clenching his fists tightly, he slammed himself onto the bed, his chest hurting inexplicably.How much I want to grab Zhang Yixing's collar and ask him, what the hell is he doing, why didn't he contact me, why didn't he call me, why didn't I answer the call, why did he just disappear like this, but I can't do anything now , I don't even know where he is now, I can't even find him.I didn't even have a place to ask.

For a moment, I really wanted to go to the United States to find him, and wanted to ask him why.But what if I go.Can I find him?Even if I find it, what if I'm facing something I don't want to accept.I'm afraid I'm going crazy, I'm afraid I'm going to be disappointed.I do not dare to go.Even if I don't want to, but now I know how vulnerable I am.

Zhang Yixing, this person has penetrated all the protective layers on my body.In the face of everything about him, I am so vulnerable.Sometimes I even worry about gains and losses like a woman.I do not like this.But relatively speaking, I do not want to lose Zhang Yixing.This is emotion.This is my different feeling towards Zhang Yixing between the same sex.

I don't remember how long ago, someone told me that this circle is very messy.What this circle lacks most is true love, and what is least likely to be believed is waiting.But I don't believe it.Because in my opinion, Zhang Yixing and I do not belong to that circle.We just want to be with each other, forever.Could this also be true?

Zhang Yixing, now it's like a torture, I'm going crazy from the torture.I don't know what all the stress I'm under is.I believe in Zhang Yixing.I have always believed it, but why, why did he suddenly stop contacting me like this.From the beginning to the present, I have faced so many, I can hardly hold on anymore, why, at this moment, he still treats me like this.Disappeared in my world without saying a word.I didn't even get a chance to ask.My sanity seemed to be going nowhere.

Chinese New Year is coming soon, the second year Zhang Yixing left.My parents and his parents will spend the New Year together.I told myself time and time again, at least before the Chinese New Year, the four old people should not know the current situation between me and Yixing.The parents who watched Yixing didn't seem to know that I haven't been in touch with Yixing for a long time. If they didn't know, then they never knew.Let's talk after a year.

I tried my best to convince myself and tried my best to calm my mind.Sitting up, I saw the broken frame and the photo of Zhang Yixing and me with a happy smile. Those fragments seemed to have scratched my body, and it hurt.

Get out of bed, pick up the photo, lean against the bed weakly, and sit on the ground.Looking at Zhang Yixing in the photo, I said to him, "Zhang Yixing. I believe in you. Please. Please don't disappear suddenly. Please. Please."

Chinese New Year is coming in a blink of an eye, and Zhang Yixing never called. On the day of the 28th, Zhang Yixing's parents brought a lot of things to our house. I didn't expect this, but then I thought about it, and it was only two days before the New Year's Eve.My parents and his parents, the four of them were not polite, they got acquainted with each other without my introduction.

"Lu Han. Go out and buy some food. I'll talk to your aunt and your parents." Zhang's father patted my shoulder and said to me.

I nodded, "Okay. Then you guys chat first. I'll go shopping." I packed my things and went out.

Actually, I'm not stupid, I can hear what Zhang's father meant.It should be that they have something to say, but they don't want me to know, since this is the case.I can only go out.

Procrastinate as long as possible.Buying vegetables, in fact, everyone has them at home, and I don’t need to buy them at all. If they have something to say, I will try my best to create opportunities for them.Although I'm really curious.

What they talked about was nothing more than the matter between me and Yixing.I don't know how long the current situation with Yixing and I will last.I don't even know if Yixing won't look for me in the future.If the four old people knew about the current situation.What would they think? Yixing and I survived such a difficult period of time, but this kind of thing happened. I don't believe that Zhang Yixing just gave up like this.

When they got home, the four old men were drinking tea, and when they saw me coming back, they beckoned me to pass.

I put my things in the kitchen and sat on the couch.Looking at these four old people, for some reason, I suddenly felt very uncertain.There is a feeling of three trials.

"Lu Han. Mom asks you, these days, how do you feel, you are not right, what's the matter?" My mother asked me with a concerned expression.

I froze for a moment and scratched my head, "Mom, what are you worrying about? You don't think I want something to happen."

"You were born by me, I don't know you yet." My mother glanced at me.

I shrugged, "No really. Mom~ don't talk nonsense."

"Luhan, actually we both can see that you are not in the right mood recently. You are always in a daze. You are listless. What's the matter? Did you quarrel with Yixing, or?" Zhang's mother asked me.

As soon as Zhang Yixing was mentioned, I sat up straight unconsciously and said, "Really not, what can I do, besides, how can Yixing and I quarrel." I said a little guilty.

"Son, tell me, what happened to you and Yixing?" My dad asked.

"I~..." Just as I was about to speak, I saw four pairs of eight eyes staring at me, which made me feel uncomfortable, and I didn't know what to say next.head down.

"Lu Han. You said it all, we are a family, tell me, what's wrong?" Zhang's mother asked me.

I looked up, opened my mouth, but still didn't speak.My dad looked at me and said "Argued? Angry? Or..."

I shook my head, "No." I said to myself, I'd rather be angry and quarrel now.I also don’t want to let me find Yixing like it is now,

"Now, our four parents are here. If there is anything, you can just talk about it." Father Zhang said.

"It's okay, it's just a small problem, Yixing and I can solve it by ourselves. You guys talk first. I'll go back to the room to get some things." I got up as if nothing happened.He was about to go back, but was held back by Zhang's father.

"Luhan. We don't ask what happened between you and Yixing. I just want to ask you. Do you want to go to the United States to find Yixing?" Dad Zhang asked me, his tone serious and serious.

I stopped and stood there, not knowing how to answer for a moment.I want to find it, I really want to, but can I go? Do I want to break the three-year agreement.Am I going to Zhang Yixing to face the unknown result?

"Lu Han?" Dad Zhang called me.

"Uncle. I don't know." I sat down and lowered my head. Perhaps no one knows better than me how tempting this sentence is to me.I want to go to Zhang Yixing and ask him to give me an explanation.Want to ask him why.But what was my reason for going?

"Luhan, uncles and aunts know what you are struggling with. You want to find Yixing, but you are hindered by the three-year agreement? The three-year agreement was made by us, and of course it can be resolved by us. .” Mom Zhang said to me.

"Yeah, Luhan, we know exactly what kind of kid you are. Since we agreed with you and Yixing, we won't embarrass you any more. This is the air ticket, tomorrow's flight. You can figure it out .” Dad Zhang said while taking out a file bag and handing it to me.